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Chapter 63 You Go, I Don't Want to Hate You
After an unknown amount of time, Huo Boyuan finally stepped forward. He stopped a few steps behind Su Tang, and said softly, "It's cold outside, let's go in first, okay?"
Su Tang lowered his head and looked at a little snow at his feet. A dry leaf was blown off, and then was blown up by the cold wind, swirling in the air.
It was as if he had been alone for so many years.
His whole body was piercingly cold, and his thoughts suddenly returned to that night in the Sunshine Community. He felt equally uncomfortable. He still remembered that day under the moonlight outside the window, Huo Boyuan carefully held him in his arms. His heart had long been cold. My heart finally got a little warm.
But now, he became a person again.
"Give me the car keys." Su Tang turned around, took two steps back warily, and looked at Huo Boyuan: "I want to go back first."
Huo Boyuan frowned: "I'll go back with you, you can't drive in this state."
Su Tang shook his head and bit his lower lip. He is usually easy to speak, but when he is stubborn, he doesn't listen to anyone's advice: "The key."
Huo Boyuan took a step forward, and Su Tang immediately tensed up: "Stop! Don't come over."
"Okay, I'm not coming," Huo Boyuan couldn't hide the pain in his eyes. He looked at Su Tang as a vigilant little animal, bluffing his hard thorns, and felt distressed: "Baby, listen to me." , I’ll just send you back, and I’ll do nothing else, okay?”
Su Tang still stared at him without saying a word.
"You don't want to see me, I promise I won't disturb you when I go back." Huo Boyuan was afraid that Su Tang wouldn't believe him, so he quickly added: "I'm just worried about you, you still have a baby in your belly."
The two faced each other in the night, Su Tang's eyes were pain and strangeness, while Huo Boyuan's eyes were full of worry.
After about a few minutes, Su Tang finally compromised. He felt a deep sense of powerlessness, which made him exhausted just standing.
"Let's go." Su Tang curled his fingers hanging by his side, and finally put them into his down jacket pocket, and followed behind Huo Boyuan.
Huo Boyuan opened the passenger door for him, Su Tang stopped for a while, went around to the back row, opened the door and got into the car.
"Boyuan..."
Grandma Huo watched the two leave, came out of the house, held the door frame with one hand, and looked at Huo Boyuan's back with tears.
Huo Boyuan paused, stood still for a few seconds, opened the door and got into the car.
From the moment he got in the car, Su Tang leaned in the back row without saying a word. Huo Boyuan didn't dare to talk to him, so he could only keep observing his face through the rearview mirror.
Under the illumination of the street lamp, Su Tang's face became paler and paler, and the stomach that Huo Boyuan took care of in the past few months began to ache faintly because he hadn't eaten dinner.
He pressed his stomach with his hands, arched his waist slightly, rested his head on the car window, and supported himself.
Dizziness, stomach pain, and nausea all swept over in an instant, and before he knew it, Su Tang's forehead was covered with cold sweat, which made him groan in pain in a daze.
Even though the sound was not loud, Huo Boyuan still noticed it immediately, and he eagerly glanced at the rearview mirror, "Baby?"
Su Tang didn't respond, but curled up with a frown.
Huo Boyuan quickly parked the car on the side of the road, got out of the car and opened the rear door. Su Tang lost his support and fell limply, being hugged by Huo Boyuan.
"Is it hard?" Huo Boyuan tilted his head and asked Su Tang who was on his shoulder in a low voice: "Do you want to go to the hospital?"
Su Tang shook his head, his voice hoarse: "I want to go back."
He doesn't want to describe the place as home, it's just that he really has nowhere to go.
Huo Boyuan's heart was cut like a knife, he could feel Su Tang's right hand pressing weakly against his chest, trying to distance himself from him.
He straightened Su Tang's body, took off his down jacket and put it on Su Tang's lap.
Huo Boyuan drove an off-road vehicle today, the interior of the car is spacious, but he is tall and long-legged, bent over, with one hand propped on the back of the driver's seat, obviously close to Su Tang, but they seem to be separated by a transparent layer The glass can only be seen from a distance, and even touching it becomes a luxury.
In the second half of the journey, Huo Boyuan drove the car as slowly as possible, Su Tang didn't make a sound, and kept frowning, looking very uncomfortable.
It was not until the car was parked firmly in the underground garage that Su Tang opened his eyes, opened the door and got out of the car. His steps were weak and he staggered as soon as he got out of the car.
"Be careful!" Huo Boyuan supported him, but he pushed him away without a trace. He swiped his card and entered the elevator alone. Huo Boyuan looked at his empty hands and hurriedly followed without thinking.
After returning home, Su Tang went back to the bedroom alone. He didn't turn on the light, and lay quietly on the bed in his coat.
On the morning before going to record the show, Huo Boyuan woke up Su Tang. The glass of warm water that was fed to him was still on the bedside. He subconsciously reached out and touched it, and it was cold.
Obviously everything was fine before he left, and obviously he was unbelievably happy during this period of time, but at this moment, he suddenly had a big dream.
Huo Boyuan stood at the door and knocked hesitantly, but there was no sound in the room.
"Honey, I made porridge, would you like to drink some?" Huo Boyuan put one hand on the doorknob: "Can I come in?"
Su Tang opened his eyes in the dark, Huo Boyuan gently pushed the door open, and a warm light shone through the crack of the door, outlining his figure, the expression on his face could not be seen clearly.
A smell of beef mixed with vegetables came to the nostrils. Huo Boyuan put the porridge on the bedside table, squatted down and looked at Su Tang: "Get up and eat something, okay?"
Su Tang looked at him quietly.
Huo Boyuan tentatively put his hand on Su Tang's face, a tear slid down the corner of his eye and dripped on Huo Boyuan's finger.
"I'm sorry," Huo Boyuan leaned over and kissed the corner of Su Tang's mouth, his tone full of pity: "I'm sorry baby."
"Don't talk about that," Su Tang said after a while, with a sad voice: "If you say sorry, you will remind me that you are also from the Huo family."
Huo Boyuan held Su Tang's hand.
"The past ten years..." Su Tang's voice was obscure, he seemed to be organizing his words, thought for a while, and smiled again.
"Tell me, I'll listen, okay?" Huo Boyuan sat cross-legged on the edge of the bed.
Su Tang shook his head: "Nine times out of ten, life is unsatisfactory, but it can be said to be the same as others."
This sentence was what Su Ming told him.
Some emotions, you want to say, but don't seem to know how to speak.
Over the past ten years of ups and downs, the anxiety and pain in my heart, how can I express it clearly in one or two sentences.
Xu Ping and Tang Wan treated him as their own, and Xu Ping took him with him at the beginning. He didn't dare to add food when he ate for a long time. Tang Wan thought that the food he cooked was not to his liking, but he didn't know until a long time later. , Su Tang always felt that it was not his home.
He felt that he was a trouble that fell from the sky. When he became an adult, even though the medical students had to study hard, he still insisted on working part-time because he didn't dare to ask for the pocket money Xu Ping gave him.
He felt unworthy.
He had asked himself countless times why he was the only one who had to go through such pain, and later he convinced himself that fate made you suffer, maybe there should be some meaning.
But to this day, those tossing and turning nights, those dark times that they gritted their teeth secretly, and those unspeakable pains and injuries, turned out to be nothing more than a random decision of the rich.
Since then, they have lived the same life as before, nothing has changed, but for others, their lives have been ruined.
"Go out," Su Tang turned sideways, with his back to Huo Boyuan: "I want to be alone for a while."
"Let me accompany you, okay?" Huo Boyuan asked.
Su Tang closed his eyes, and sighed silently: "Farewell, I don't want...to hate you."
After going through so much this day, Su Tang felt extremely exhausted, but he still couldn't fall asleep. His head was dizzy, and he dreamed one dream after another in a daze.
In the dream, for a while, it was the day when Su Ming was arrested more than ten years ago, the house was in disarray, and for a while, it was the look Su Ming looked back at Huo when he was escorted into the police car from Huo's house.
He dreamed that Su Ming's eyes were red, and he roared and asked him why he didn't believe him. It was terrible, but he was nailed to the spot and remained motionless.
He could feel that it was a dream, because he knew that Su Ming would not treat him like this.
In the haze, someone sighed softly, and immediately after, a cold thing was placed on his forehead. He felt extremely comfortable and wanted to reach out to touch it, but someone grabbed it.
A familiar voice sounded, and he said, "Don't move, you have a fever."
After an unknown amount of time, the harsh phone rang. Su Tang woke up, opened his eyes, and handed over his mobile phone with one hand. It was the number of the emergency room of the hospital.
"Ms. Su! There is a patient who has suffered a myocardial infarction! He has suffered a cardiac arrest just now! Please come here as soon as possible!"
Chu Xiaoqing's voice was anxious, and the background sound was a mess of soldiers and horses.
Su Tang's chaotic brain quickly woke up: "I'll come right away."
He hurriedly lifted the quilt and got out of bed, Huo Boyuan grabbed him: "You still have a fever."
"There is an emergency in the hospital," Su Tang didn't have time to explain, he put on the down jacket that Huo Boyuan took off for him just now, broke away from Huo Boyuan's hand, and opened the door.
Huo Boyuan didn't have time to put on his coat, so he picked up the car keys and followed him into the car without any explanation.
The emergency room was brightly lit, and as soon as Su Tang arrived at the hospital, he was blocked by Chu Xiaoqing who was in a hurry at the door.
"What's the situation? Where is the patient?" Su Tang asked as he walked towards the operating room.
Chu Xiaoqing glanced at Huo Boyuan, who was walking behind him, and always felt that the air pressure on these two people was a little low today.
However, she didn't care too much, and hurriedly explained: "Dean Xu recently went on a business trip for a seminar, and the doctor on duty is not qualified enough, so he can only do heart bypass at the moment."
Su Tang frowned indiscriminately. It is not a problem for him to have a heart bypass, but his current physical condition makes it difficult to last for a few hours.
"Look at the patient first..." Before Su Tang finished speaking, he raised his eyes and glanced at the door of the operating room, before stopping.
Huo Boyuan only paid attention to Su Tang's state, seeing him stunned, followed his gaze.
At the door of the operating room, there was a bewildered Grandma Huo.
Su Tang lowered his head and looked at a little snow at his feet. A dry leaf was blown off, and then was blown up by the cold wind, swirling in the air.
It was as if he had been alone for so many years.
His whole body was piercingly cold, and his thoughts suddenly returned to that night in the Sunshine Community. He felt equally uncomfortable. He still remembered that day under the moonlight outside the window, Huo Boyuan carefully held him in his arms. His heart had long been cold. My heart finally got a little warm.
But now, he became a person again.
"Give me the car keys." Su Tang turned around, took two steps back warily, and looked at Huo Boyuan: "I want to go back first."
Huo Boyuan frowned: "I'll go back with you, you can't drive in this state."
Su Tang shook his head and bit his lower lip. He is usually easy to speak, but when he is stubborn, he doesn't listen to anyone's advice: "The key."
Huo Boyuan took a step forward, and Su Tang immediately tensed up: "Stop! Don't come over."
"Okay, I'm not coming," Huo Boyuan couldn't hide the pain in his eyes. He looked at Su Tang as a vigilant little animal, bluffing his hard thorns, and felt distressed: "Baby, listen to me." , I’ll just send you back, and I’ll do nothing else, okay?”
Su Tang still stared at him without saying a word.
"You don't want to see me, I promise I won't disturb you when I go back." Huo Boyuan was afraid that Su Tang wouldn't believe him, so he quickly added: "I'm just worried about you, you still have a baby in your belly."
The two faced each other in the night, Su Tang's eyes were pain and strangeness, while Huo Boyuan's eyes were full of worry.
After about a few minutes, Su Tang finally compromised. He felt a deep sense of powerlessness, which made him exhausted just standing.
"Let's go." Su Tang curled his fingers hanging by his side, and finally put them into his down jacket pocket, and followed behind Huo Boyuan.
Huo Boyuan opened the passenger door for him, Su Tang stopped for a while, went around to the back row, opened the door and got into the car.
"Boyuan..."
Grandma Huo watched the two leave, came out of the house, held the door frame with one hand, and looked at Huo Boyuan's back with tears.
Huo Boyuan paused, stood still for a few seconds, opened the door and got into the car.
From the moment he got in the car, Su Tang leaned in the back row without saying a word. Huo Boyuan didn't dare to talk to him, so he could only keep observing his face through the rearview mirror.
Under the illumination of the street lamp, Su Tang's face became paler and paler, and the stomach that Huo Boyuan took care of in the past few months began to ache faintly because he hadn't eaten dinner.
He pressed his stomach with his hands, arched his waist slightly, rested his head on the car window, and supported himself.
Dizziness, stomach pain, and nausea all swept over in an instant, and before he knew it, Su Tang's forehead was covered with cold sweat, which made him groan in pain in a daze.
Even though the sound was not loud, Huo Boyuan still noticed it immediately, and he eagerly glanced at the rearview mirror, "Baby?"
Su Tang didn't respond, but curled up with a frown.
Huo Boyuan quickly parked the car on the side of the road, got out of the car and opened the rear door. Su Tang lost his support and fell limply, being hugged by Huo Boyuan.
"Is it hard?" Huo Boyuan tilted his head and asked Su Tang who was on his shoulder in a low voice: "Do you want to go to the hospital?"
Su Tang shook his head, his voice hoarse: "I want to go back."
He doesn't want to describe the place as home, it's just that he really has nowhere to go.
Huo Boyuan's heart was cut like a knife, he could feel Su Tang's right hand pressing weakly against his chest, trying to distance himself from him.
He straightened Su Tang's body, took off his down jacket and put it on Su Tang's lap.
Huo Boyuan drove an off-road vehicle today, the interior of the car is spacious, but he is tall and long-legged, bent over, with one hand propped on the back of the driver's seat, obviously close to Su Tang, but they seem to be separated by a transparent layer The glass can only be seen from a distance, and even touching it becomes a luxury.
In the second half of the journey, Huo Boyuan drove the car as slowly as possible, Su Tang didn't make a sound, and kept frowning, looking very uncomfortable.
It was not until the car was parked firmly in the underground garage that Su Tang opened his eyes, opened the door and got out of the car. His steps were weak and he staggered as soon as he got out of the car.
"Be careful!" Huo Boyuan supported him, but he pushed him away without a trace. He swiped his card and entered the elevator alone. Huo Boyuan looked at his empty hands and hurriedly followed without thinking.
After returning home, Su Tang went back to the bedroom alone. He didn't turn on the light, and lay quietly on the bed in his coat.
On the morning before going to record the show, Huo Boyuan woke up Su Tang. The glass of warm water that was fed to him was still on the bedside. He subconsciously reached out and touched it, and it was cold.
Obviously everything was fine before he left, and obviously he was unbelievably happy during this period of time, but at this moment, he suddenly had a big dream.
Huo Boyuan stood at the door and knocked hesitantly, but there was no sound in the room.
"Honey, I made porridge, would you like to drink some?" Huo Boyuan put one hand on the doorknob: "Can I come in?"
Su Tang opened his eyes in the dark, Huo Boyuan gently pushed the door open, and a warm light shone through the crack of the door, outlining his figure, the expression on his face could not be seen clearly.
A smell of beef mixed with vegetables came to the nostrils. Huo Boyuan put the porridge on the bedside table, squatted down and looked at Su Tang: "Get up and eat something, okay?"
Su Tang looked at him quietly.
Huo Boyuan tentatively put his hand on Su Tang's face, a tear slid down the corner of his eye and dripped on Huo Boyuan's finger.
"I'm sorry," Huo Boyuan leaned over and kissed the corner of Su Tang's mouth, his tone full of pity: "I'm sorry baby."
"Don't talk about that," Su Tang said after a while, with a sad voice: "If you say sorry, you will remind me that you are also from the Huo family."
Huo Boyuan held Su Tang's hand.
"The past ten years..." Su Tang's voice was obscure, he seemed to be organizing his words, thought for a while, and smiled again.
"Tell me, I'll listen, okay?" Huo Boyuan sat cross-legged on the edge of the bed.
Su Tang shook his head: "Nine times out of ten, life is unsatisfactory, but it can be said to be the same as others."
This sentence was what Su Ming told him.
Some emotions, you want to say, but don't seem to know how to speak.
Over the past ten years of ups and downs, the anxiety and pain in my heart, how can I express it clearly in one or two sentences.
Xu Ping and Tang Wan treated him as their own, and Xu Ping took him with him at the beginning. He didn't dare to add food when he ate for a long time. Tang Wan thought that the food he cooked was not to his liking, but he didn't know until a long time later. , Su Tang always felt that it was not his home.
He felt that he was a trouble that fell from the sky. When he became an adult, even though the medical students had to study hard, he still insisted on working part-time because he didn't dare to ask for the pocket money Xu Ping gave him.
He felt unworthy.
He had asked himself countless times why he was the only one who had to go through such pain, and later he convinced himself that fate made you suffer, maybe there should be some meaning.
But to this day, those tossing and turning nights, those dark times that they gritted their teeth secretly, and those unspeakable pains and injuries, turned out to be nothing more than a random decision of the rich.
Since then, they have lived the same life as before, nothing has changed, but for others, their lives have been ruined.
"Go out," Su Tang turned sideways, with his back to Huo Boyuan: "I want to be alone for a while."
"Let me accompany you, okay?" Huo Boyuan asked.
Su Tang closed his eyes, and sighed silently: "Farewell, I don't want...to hate you."
After going through so much this day, Su Tang felt extremely exhausted, but he still couldn't fall asleep. His head was dizzy, and he dreamed one dream after another in a daze.
In the dream, for a while, it was the day when Su Ming was arrested more than ten years ago, the house was in disarray, and for a while, it was the look Su Ming looked back at Huo when he was escorted into the police car from Huo's house.
He dreamed that Su Ming's eyes were red, and he roared and asked him why he didn't believe him. It was terrible, but he was nailed to the spot and remained motionless.
He could feel that it was a dream, because he knew that Su Ming would not treat him like this.
In the haze, someone sighed softly, and immediately after, a cold thing was placed on his forehead. He felt extremely comfortable and wanted to reach out to touch it, but someone grabbed it.
A familiar voice sounded, and he said, "Don't move, you have a fever."
After an unknown amount of time, the harsh phone rang. Su Tang woke up, opened his eyes, and handed over his mobile phone with one hand. It was the number of the emergency room of the hospital.
"Ms. Su! There is a patient who has suffered a myocardial infarction! He has suffered a cardiac arrest just now! Please come here as soon as possible!"
Chu Xiaoqing's voice was anxious, and the background sound was a mess of soldiers and horses.
Su Tang's chaotic brain quickly woke up: "I'll come right away."
He hurriedly lifted the quilt and got out of bed, Huo Boyuan grabbed him: "You still have a fever."
"There is an emergency in the hospital," Su Tang didn't have time to explain, he put on the down jacket that Huo Boyuan took off for him just now, broke away from Huo Boyuan's hand, and opened the door.
Huo Boyuan didn't have time to put on his coat, so he picked up the car keys and followed him into the car without any explanation.
The emergency room was brightly lit, and as soon as Su Tang arrived at the hospital, he was blocked by Chu Xiaoqing who was in a hurry at the door.
"What's the situation? Where is the patient?" Su Tang asked as he walked towards the operating room.
Chu Xiaoqing glanced at Huo Boyuan, who was walking behind him, and always felt that the air pressure on these two people was a little low today.
However, she didn't care too much, and hurriedly explained: "Dean Xu recently went on a business trip for a seminar, and the doctor on duty is not qualified enough, so he can only do heart bypass at the moment."
Su Tang frowned indiscriminately. It is not a problem for him to have a heart bypass, but his current physical condition makes it difficult to last for a few hours.
"Look at the patient first..." Before Su Tang finished speaking, he raised his eyes and glanced at the door of the operating room, before stopping.
Huo Boyuan only paid attention to Su Tang's state, seeing him stunned, followed his gaze.
At the door of the operating room, there was a bewildered Grandma Huo.
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