fall in love by chance

"It depends on what it is." Jiang Sheng was a little confused, so he pondered and said, "If you give me a box of gold bars, I will be so poor that I can hide them for a lifetime."

"It's not like this," Liang Ruixi gave him an example. "For example, you gave me a pair of socks seven years ago. I haven't lost them until today. I wear them every year. You came to my house and saw..."

Jiang Sheng interrupted him with disgust on his face: "Aren't you a pervert?"

Liang Ruixi stared: "Who are you calling pervert?!"

Jiang Sheng shrank his head and muttered: "Can this still be worn..."

Liang Ruixi took the wine from his hand again, took a sip to calm down, and said after a while, "What if it's a pair of shoes?"

"As for the shoes, it's okay if they are of good quality, like the limited edition sneakers, even if they are worn out, I might not want to throw them away."

"Just slippers," Liang Ruixi frowned, "the kind you can buy for two to thirty yuan."

"Ah, this," Jiang Sheng wanted to complain, but was afraid that Liang Ruixi would lose his temper, so he could only pretend to be serious and commented, "That might be true, it's very comfortable to wear."

"That's right..." Liang Ruixi's tone softened, as if he had found a reason to convince himself.

"But if the shoes only cost 30 yuan, I might choose to buy a new pair." Jiang Sheng added.

Liang Ruixi nodded, he also thought so at the time.

Forget about the keychain, who wears a pair of slippers for seven years?When going out that day, Liang Ruixi couldn't help but want to buy another four or five pairs to send to Zhou Yan.Sincerely, nostalgia is nostalgia for nostalgia, buddies don't need to be so shabby.

While doing psychological construction, Jiang Sheng quietly leaned over and asked in a gossip tone, "Did Zhou Yan hide your pair of slippers for seven years?"

Liang Ruixi didn't slow down, and was so anxious that he grabbed Jiang Sheng and beat him up: "Who told you it was Zhou Yan?! What are you guessing?!"

Jiang Sheng ran away with his brain in his arms.

There are very few passengers on the subway at ten o'clock in the evening, and only three or two young people who have just finished working overtime are paralyzed on the rows of chairs that are packed at peak hours.

Liang Ruixi got into the car but still chose to stand. He leaned on the railing by the door and watched the dynamic advertisements flashing outside the window. One of the screens promoted the scenic spot of Yanlu Mountain in Linshi, Haicheng.

The green mountain foothills on the screen brought Liang Ruixi's thoughts back to the first half semester of their freshman year.

It seems that it was also at the end of April, close to May Day, the 2nd class of their law department organized a mountain climbing activity to watch the sunrise on a weekend, and they went to Yanlu Mountain.

Take the bus to the scenic spot early on Saturday morning, start climbing the mountain after lunch, spend the night in a cabin near the top of the mountain, and come back after watching the sunrise the next day.

In order to take care of their classmates who were struggling financially, they rented the kind of Datong shop, with boys sharing a room and girls sharing a room.

It was their first class group activity, and the students were very excited. The class committee representatives headed by Lu Jingtong bought three boxes of beer, stuffed two or three cans in each boy's schoolbag, and said they would carry them to the mountains as game punishment props .

They arrived at the wooden house at four or five o'clock in the evening. First, they played Werewolf together. At first, there were girls there, and the boys didn't dare to be too presumptuous. Even if they were punished, they would just sing a song and drink a sip of wine.

It wasn't until around ten o'clock that the girls couldn't bear to go back to their own rooms, so they took out all the beer, put it on the bed, and yelled "Don't get drunk and don't sleep".

That night, twenty or so boys in the class got together to share the most private secrets in each other's hearts.

Some talked about family and parents, and some talked about love and teenagers' thoughts.But at that time, most people were still single with mothers and fetuses, and had no love experience, so they talked more about the former.

Liang Ruixi still remembers that Wei Ran complained to everyone that his father had very high demands on him. No matter what his test scores were, his father would deny him, which made him feel very inferior, and even cried while talking.

There are also some students who are not only children. When it comes to their parents' partiality, they are also stern and weeping.

Liang Ruixi couldn't help teasing them: "What are you guys doing? You're crying at the slightest grievance, aren't you a man?"

Wei Ran was not convinced and said: "You kind of optimist must have a happy family since childhood, how can you understand the pain in our hearts!"

Liang Ruixi didn't intend to say anything at first, but after being provoked by Wei Ran, she couldn't help but blurted out: "My father died when I was seven years old."

Everyone was stunned, looking at Liang Ruixi in shock, even Zhou Yan stared at him unexpectedly.

Liang Ruixi could only bite the bullet and say, "It's nothing if he died in an accident. I was young when he died, so I didn't even have a clue."

Someone asked: "Aren't you sad?"

Liang Ruixi recalled: "After so many years, I can't remember clearly. I remember that I was always mischievous when I was young. My dad even beat me. He was also very strict with me. But after growing up, I found that other people's fathers were there, but mine was gone. I was quite envious. Especially when I was in junior high school, every time I fought with someone, I was very worried. If someone couldn't beat me and asked his father, then I would I can't find my dad anymore, so I feel a little guilty."

He shrunk his neck while talking, showing his original mentality, making everyone dumbfounded.

Wei Ran asked again: "What about your mother? Your mother should treat you very well, right? Did she find a stepdad for you?"

Liang Ruixi shook her head, her eyes dimmed: "She left when I was in junior high school."

Lu Jingtong was startled and said, "What do you mean, your mother is gone?"

Liang Ruixi: "No, it's just that there is no news suddenly. According to my aunt, my mother went to pursue her own happiness. I don't know. She probably ran away from home, or she may have quietly remarried."

He was very calm when he said these words, but his tone was more weighty than those bitter and bitter ones, and it touched the hearts of the students more easily.

Some boys couldn't bear it, and almost looked at him with the eyes of an orphan: "Then how did you grow up?"

Liang Ruixi was laughed at by them, and said easily: "I still have grandma and grandma, and my aunt. I was raised by my aunt. They all love me very much. My grandpa told me that this The world is inherently impermanent, don’t think that it has to be what I should have, if you care too much, you will not live happily, and it is more important to cherish the present.”

After everyone heard this, Shen Hui sighed quietly, "Your grandfather is a philosopher."

"Yeah, apart from my aunt, my favorite is my grandpa," Liang Ruixi shook his head and said, "And all the teachers I met since I was a child were very kind to me. When I was in junior high school, I never criticized the class teacher for fighting. Me, but when my buddies fight, I’m fined to stand and copy school rules every day, hehehe, maybe I’m more handsome.”

The classmates who were immersed in Liang Ruixi's tragic life experience were stimulated by his narcissistic speech, and they "relyed" out loud, lamenting that God is fair, and he gave him this face because he had no father or mother.

When the atmosphere returned to warm, Liang Ruixi turned his head to comfort Wei Ran: "It may be that your father has high demands on you, but having demands also means that he cares about you, don't you think that if he is gone one day, you will feel wronged Is it?"

Wei Ran's eyes turned red, he picked up a beer and touched him, and said, "Thank you brother."

After Liang Ruixi shared her experience, someone asked Zhou Yan to tell her story.

Zhou Yan was just listening quietly before, but when he was suddenly called by someone, he couldn't help saying: "I was also a little depressed when I was young to write new words, but after listening to everyone's stories, I suddenly felt that my entanglement was not worth mentioning. Life is impermanent , I finished this can of wine, thank you for your inspiration.”

As he said that, he "clicked" to open a new bottle, and raised his head to drink.

Everyone booed and applauded, and seeing Zhou Yan drank a whole can of beer in one go, he didn't ask any more questions.

After drinking, everyone got high, and the boys who were yelling "drink all night" also fell down one by one, and there were only a small half of them who could drink well. He just talked freely there, and told all the secrets that he didn't dare to say publicly just now.

Even Shen Hui rarely mentioned something about himself in front of Wei Ran, to the effect that the person he likes likes someone else, and those two are also his very good friends in high school, and they are extremely bloody.

Liang Ruixi had been eavesdropping, but Zhou Yan had just helped a fallen classmate onto the bunk, and when she came back, she sat next to him and said softly, "You were very sad when your mother left. "

That's really murderous. Liang Ruixi's well-worn mask in front of everyone was blown away by Zhou Yan's understated question.

It may also be that he drank too much and his mental quality was not as good as usual, so he burst into tears so defenselessly.

"Yeah," he said, "I couldn't think about it at the time, why my mother didn't want me, was it because I was too naughty. Then I stopped fighting, I studied hard, and got the first place in the class and the Changshui exam. The best high school in the city, and I even got into F University... I have become so good, why hasn't she come back..."

At that moment, Zhou Yan put his arms around his shoulders, and he leaned on the other person, crying like an idiot, and then softly sang "Mom is the only good thing in the world"...

He didn't know how he fell asleep later, he was in a daze, and he felt that someone was kissing the corner of his eye.

But he was really confused at the time, and he couldn't tell whether it was real or a dream. He only remembered that he opened his eyes and saw Zhou Yan, so he frowned and pushed him, and soon fell asleep again.

Before dawn the next day, they were woken up.

Everyone was dizzy, and when they reached the top of the mountain, some people were squinting and wiggling.

Until the sun was rising, one person shouted in a fuss: "It's the sun, the sun has risen!"

The sun was like an egg yolk, it was hatched little by little from the other side of the mountain, it was red and warm, and their eyes opened little by little, watching the sky filled with rays and the mountains fully dyed.

People can always feel their own insignificance in front of the boundless nature, and on such occasions, mortals will inevitably have a wishing heart.I don't know who yelled at the sky first: "The gods give me strength! Let me become the strongest man!"

Immediately afterwards, various ambitions and hopes emerged one after another——

"I'm going to make a lot of money! Let Mom and Dad know I'm the best!"

"I want to graduate from F University with a GPA of 4.0! I want to study abroad! See the whole world!"

"I want to become better and better! Let the people who ignored me in the past be unable to climb up to me in the future!"

……

In addition to the vision, some students took the opportunity to publicize each other's private shortcomings——

Lu Jingtong: "I hope someone can wash his clothes frequently every day and not throw his stinky socks everywhere!"

Wei Ran: "I hope that someone won't secretly use a notebook to put adult videos in the dormitory and make the room smell weird!!"

Laughter and noise came and went.

Zhou Yan was standing next to Liang Ruixi at that time. Liang Ruixi thought of his usual deep look, and with a heartbeat, he made a trumpet shape with his hand and shouted towards the sky: "I hope that someone will not have a sad face every day. You are only 19 years old. You are not a veteran cadre. Smile more!"

Zhou Yan froze for a moment, followed Liang Ruixi's example, raised his head and said loudly: "A certain idiot couldn't distinguish between the duties of a lawyer and a prosecutor last semester! I hope he studies hard! Realize his real dream as soon as possible! I also wish He is happy every day! Life is worry-free!"

……

With the memory, Zhou Yan's long blessing also became clear in Liang Ruixi's mind.

Indeed, after he blatantly said that there should be a famous law so that criminals have nowhere to hide, Zhou Yan corrected him, saying that if it was the responsibility of the prosecutor, the lawyer would serve the client more.He also quibbles, saying that if he is defending the victim and assisting the judge to try a bad guy, in a sense he is also letting the criminal have nowhere to hide.Zhou Yan seemed to think that his understanding was correct, so he didn't say anything more, but Liang Ruixi was really confused about many concepts when he first entered school.

In the early morning at the end of April, they stood on the top of the mountain and blessed each other, and their prayers echoed throughout the top of Yanlu Mountain, passing through the sky and flying towards the sun.

When going down the mountain, Liang Ruixi hopped and walked two steps, and found that Zhou Yan hadn't followed, so he turned his head to look for him.

At that time, the thin clouds of late spring had already rolled up, and Zhou Yan stood behind him against the light, with a vague shadow covering his body, which made Liang Ruixi unable to see his expression clearly.

He waved at the other party and shouted loudly: "Zhou Yan! Come on!"

"Coming!" Zhou Yan responded to him, walking down quickly.

The vague kiss the night before sunrise was completely overwhelmed by the passionate shouts the next morning, and Liang Ruixi didn't bother to delve into it at all.

It was something that happened later that made him vaguely recall it, and began to wonder if Zhou Yan had ever liked him.

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【Interlude】

Zhou Yan: Then what do you do if your junior high school fightr finds your father?

Liang Ruixi: So I usually beat them until they dare not look for their father.

Zhou Yan: ...

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Zhou Yan steals a kiss, Liang Ruixi opens his eyes.

Zhou Yan: Too bad he found out!

the next day.

Zhou Yan: Oh, forgot that he is a fool.