fall in love by chance

During those four years in college, Liang Ruixi was not touched by Zhou Yan's treatment of him.

Among friends, if he can do that, he can let him go down the frying pan for the sword.

In the eyes of outsiders, his miserable life experience makes Zhou Yan justifiable for his special feelings, and their respective girlfriends have become the best cover for their intimate relationship.

If it weren't for the kiss he jokingly provoked Zhou Yan to kiss him during the graduation banquet, and if it weren't for some things that happened after Zhou Yan sent him to the hotel, he might never have said "Did Zhou Yan like it?" He" thought.

In his opinion, such thoughts can even be said to be a kind of desecration of their friendship.

What's more, even at the time of graduation, Zhou Yan was still with Xiao Zhi, and he still had a girlfriend, so the slightest suspicion and excitement became more and more ridiculous, and Liang Ruixi forcibly suppressed it when it was just sprouting.

After graduation, Zhou Yan returned to Nanshi, and Liang Ruixi had no reason to rely on him for everything.Knowing that when Zhou Yan returned to Haicheng, his grandfather had just died of a sudden cerebral hemorrhage, so he didn't dare to tell Zhou Yan.

It's not because he hates that kind of emotion, but because he is afraid that he will be greedy for the tenderness of the other party when he is weak, and ruin Zhou Yan's perfect life with the impulsiveness that he couldn't restrain when he was adolescence.

Not surprisingly, they have naturally drifted apart in the past two years.

But now, Xiao Zhi and Zhou Yan have broken up, and Xiao Zhi plans to marry another man.

The short time with Zhou Yan due to illness made Liang Ruixi feel the warmth of the other party again, and also triggered the memory sealed by him.

In just a few days, he repeatedly thought of and dreamed about things related to Zhou Yan.

That badminton keychain, that pair of rabbit-head slippers, and Zhou Yan's attitude when he talked about Xiao Zhi...

- "Xiao Zhi's marriage partner is not me."

- "I don't want to."

- "She hasn't been here."

The short words swept over with the past mood, which made Liang Ruixi unable to avoid doubts: whether there is any other secret behind Xiao Zhi and Zhou Yan's breakup.

Staring at the empty soup bag box, Liang Ruixi finally took out his mobile phone.

He is not a person who likes to gossip, and it is not easy to ask his male friends about this kind of thing, and judging from the gossip content in the 326 group chat group, it is obvious that Wei Ran and the others don't know more than him.

Liang Ruixi remembered that Xiao Zhi had a very close girlfriend in college named Qi Qiurui.Because she was acquainted with Xiao Zhi and also a member of the student union, Qi Qiurui often got together with them.

He found the other party from the WeChat address book, and sent a message: "Sister, are you there?"

The other party replied quickly: "Hey, school grass student, I haven't contacted you for a long time, why are you looking for me?"

Liang Ruixi: "I don't know if it's convenient for Fang to ask you something."

Qi Qiurui: "[Ari question mark.jpg]"

Liang Ruixi: "Do you know why Xiao Zhi and Zhou Yan broke up? What they said in the group shouldn't be true, right?"

Qi Qiurui: "..."

As soon as Liang Ruixi saw the string of ellipses, she knew that things were not that simple.

Sure enough, Qi Qiurui immediately said: "You have such a good relationship with Zhou Yan, didn't he tell you?"

"No," Liang Ruixi asked, "so why?"

Qi Qiurui: "Hey, I'm a little embarrassed, I promised Xiao Zhi that I would never tell anyone."

Liang Ruixi quickly posted a few emoticons of "dog eyes", "hands down please" and "kneeling and begging".

Qi Qiurui returned a series of smiling and crying faces.

Liang Ruixi assured again: "I will not tell others when I know."

After waiting for ten minutes without a reply, Liang Ruixi felt that Qi Qiurui might not be able to speak anymore. At this time, she saw the other party send another message: "I just went to ask Xiao Zhi for permission, and she said that she can tell you."

Liang Ruixi stared at the screen, and saw that the other party quickly sent another sentence: "She said that she and Zhou Yan have never been together in a real sense."

Liang Ruixi: "What do you mean?"

Qi Qiurui: "She only asked me to tell you this, and you can ask Zhou Yan about the rest."

Liang Ruixi: "..."

Liang Ruixi swallowed a mouthful of saliva.

If Zhou Yan and Xiao Zhi were never really together, then what would their college years be?

Are you acting?

There was a "click" in my heart, and something cracked.

The psychological barrier Liang Ruixi had built for herself for many years began to slowly collapse after a gap appeared.

- "In the future, can I come to see you anytime?"

- "Come here whenever you want."

The conversation after the reunion with Zhou Yan emerged again in his mind. Liang Ruixi did not see Zhou Yan's expression when he said these words, but he could imagine the eyes the other party might have without hindrance, after all, there are too many memories.

- "Accompany me?"

- "Do you think I'm still clinging to you every day like in college?"

- "It's not impossible."

Under the collapsed wall, he found that the original seed of doubt had quietly taken root, and as soon as he saw the sun again, in an instant, warblers flew and grass grew.

Liang Ruixi's heart beat wildly, wondering why Zhou Yan never told him that he and Xiao Zhi were never really together, and at the same time wandering about the strange, ignorant, restless mood in his heart.

They revived following the spring grass all over the ground, scratching him and urging him to find out.

Driven by that invisible force, Liang Ruixi clicked on Zhou Yan's dialogue box and asked, "What are you doing?"

Zhou Yan: "I just got home from get off work."

Zhou Yan: "What about you?"

Zhou Yan: "Is your stomach feeling better?"

The other party returned three sentences in a very short time, as if they had been waiting for his news.

"I just arrived not long ago," Liang Ruixi took a photo of a takeaway box and sent it, "I just finished eating a box of soup dumplings for supper."

He grabbed the phone, his fingers trembling unconsciously as he typed.

"I remembered the soup dumplings you took us to eat when we went to Nanshi."

"The other party is typing" was displayed on the top of the phone, and Liang Ruixi was in a mood of ups and downs, not knowing how Zhou Yan would reply.

After waiting for a long time, a sentence that had nothing to do with soup dumplings jumped out, but Liang Ruixi missed another heartbeat.

Zhou Yan: "It's the weekend, do you want to come over?"

Liang Ruixi subconsciously pressed the screen off.

If, if Zhou Yan really treats him...

What is it for him to go to him like this?

Is he willing to accept the other person's feelings?

He's a bit confused, after all he's never been with a man before...

But when he thought that Zhou Yan might have loved him silently for many years, Liang Ruixi actually felt very distressed. This kind of distress spread and became an unspeakable emotion. Liang Ruixi couldn't tell the difference. He felt that he was also overflowing with fatherly love at this moment. .

After hesitating for a few seconds, Liang Ruixi turned on the screen again and typed a word.

"Come."

Before Zhou Yan could say anything after posting, he got up and went to the bedroom to find a change of clothes.

Even if he has never been able to give Zhou Yan the same emotional response, he doesn't want to alienate this person anymore, at most he will never get married in this life, and will stay with Zhou Yan until Zhou Yan no longer needs him.

Liang Ruixi stuffed some underwear into her schoolbag, put on her coat, and stepped into the rain.

His mood was as disturbed as if he was going to meet his future bride, and he was as resolute as a soldier about to go to the front line.

(The first chapter - Grain Rain - end)

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【Interlude】

Xiao Zhi: Pat Master Zhou, that idiot finally came to ask.

Zhou Yan: Don't talk about him like that in the future.

Xiao Zhi: Haha, isn't he stupid?

Zhou Yan: Only I can call this name.

Xiao Zhi: ...

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Liang Ruixi: Brother Dad is here!A true warrior dares to face a gay guy who loves him! o(￣ヘ￣o)

Zhou Yan: ...There is no need to face a big enemy like this. ˊ_>ˋ

Or are you ready to be fucked? (￣_,￣)

Liang Ruixi: ...