fall in love by chance

The next day when Liang Ruixi went to work, she was still thinking about the kiss last night. She felt that life was full of inconceivable things - she just broke up with Xie Wenmu last month, and this month she lived with a man who had no femininity at all. Kissed sweetly.

Is he bent?

If Xie Wenmu knew about her change, would her face also turn green?

Oh no... She may think that she is a gay so she can't get up, and the more she feels that this hand is timely and decisive...

Depend on.

Liang Ruixi rubbed her face.

But kissing Zhou Yan is really comfortable, especially after knowing that the other party has been secretly in love with me for so many years, Zhou Yan's expectant and longing eyes last night, the way he obediently let himself kiss, seemed to be waiting for him to give comfort and reward ... That kiss not only satisfied his vanity and self-esteem as a man, but also made him feel particularly warm and moving.

It is different from any previous kissing experience, the previous ones seem to be more derived from sexual instinct...

Wait, is there something wrong?

When I kissed Zhou Yan last night, he didn't seem to have any impulse in that direction...!

Liang Ruixi's soul was once again frightened into the world-famous painting "The Scream" created by Edvard Munch-so he is not a bender? !

What if Zhou Yan had some misunderstandings about the kiss last night?If Zhou Yan grabbed his hand tonight and said "Liang Ruixi, let's do it", how would he face it?He still doesn't have any theoretical knowledge of how men and men fall in love, and the most frightening reality is that he may not be able to get in.

Thinking of Zhou Yan's disappointed, hurt, and sad eyes after his failed courtship, Liang Ruixi's soul cry almost broke through his mind - don't! !

Now he wished he had bent over! ! !

Taking advantage of the lunch break at noon, Liang Ruixi secretly checked the relevant science popularization on his mobile phone. After looking around, he found that it was similar to men and women, but the way to open it was a little different.

Zhou Yan should be the one who was "opened"?After all, he is a straight man, and as an experienced person, he should help that great monk Zhou Yan take the first step of adulthood...

But when he thought that he might be out of shape, he doubled up again... and searched for such unimaginable questions as "what if one of the homosexuals doesn't make love".

After watching for a noon, Liang Ruixi fell into deep self-doubt.

Could it be that he withered completely after being stimulated by Xie Wenmu's mother?Is it necessary to see andrology?Where can I buy that medicine?Will there be a strange purchase record that causes him to experience a second social death?But he's only 26, damn it, even if the medicine is bought back, does he really want to take it?

He was so entangled that he almost pulled out his hair all afternoon.

He didn't dare to see Zhou Yan at night, and he agreed to stay with him last night. He just had an excuse to say that he would go back and pack his things, so Zhou Yan probably wouldn't think too much about it.

It is really good to move to live with Zhou Yan. The cost of two people living together is much lower, and it can also relieve the pressure on him to prepare for the exam.However, according to the requirements of his current rental contract, he needs to report to the landlord one month in advance to cancel the rent. Even if he said it on the same day, he would have to pay 30 days more rent.

Why don't you take advantage of these few days to think about it and adjust your mentality?

How should I put it, Zhou Yan has taken care of him in every possible way for the past half a month. If he really moves to live with the other party, Zhou Yan will probably be the same. He can't provide anything else. He must give the other party enough "sex-blessing" "Bar?

Liang Ruixi looked at the unresponsive part of himself, and sighed sadly.

In the seven years in Haicheng, Liang Ruixi's personality is still free and easy. From the university dormitory to the rental house near the Normal University, to the current [-]-square-meter apartment, he holds the concept of "letting go of the past so that we can go on the road easily", every time we break up A lot of things will be thrown away when moving and moving, fully displaying the philosophy of "breaking away and leaving" that urbanites talk about.

Before tidying up Xie Wenmu's things, he had already thrown away a round, and this time he tidied up his own.

Relying on the stable and continuous income from working in the company, Liang Ruixi never treats himself badly in life. In addition to saving the money for his aunt, he spends the rest as he should. He also goes to his favorite store to buy two pieces every quarter. Good-looking new clothes and accessories, it is claimed that this is the necessary equipment for sportsmen to go out on the street and bar business, and the worn-out clothes are naturally willing to throw away.

But it’s different now. Thinking about preparing for the exam, he may have to make ends meet for a long time. Liang Ruixi even looked at an old T-shirt that had been worn for three years for a long time. Finally, he folded it and put it in his belt In a cardboard box to go.

Even so, he packed three boxes of things, one of which was the review materials he used to prepare for the law exam.

Liang Ruixi was dumbfounded when he dug out the box of documents from under the bed. After living here for two years, he had already forgotten the existence of this box.

He remembered that on the day of moving two years ago, he planned to put this box of books in the garbage room for the last time, but the driver of the goods he ordered arrived ahead of time, and he was busy moving other things with the driver, so he forgot to dispose of it. , When I arrived at the new residence, I found that these books were also put in the trunk by the driver inadvertently.

He didn't want to throw it away after all the clothes were installed, but he was afraid that he would get emotional if he saw the scene, so he kept stuffing it under the bed.

Liang Ruixi found a towel, carefully wiped off the dust covering the covers of several books, and flipped through them. There were notes he made when preparing for the exam three years ago.His handwriting is not as good-looking as Zhou Yan's, but the notes are also densely written, which shows that he was serious back then.

Liang Ruixi blinked her sore eyes, her lacrimal glands were really overdeveloped in the past two days...

During the few days when he was hesitating whether to take the exam again, Liang Ruixi always felt that he had to quit his job, focus on nothing else, and burn the boat to do this well. The risk he had to take was too great, so that he didn't dare to take the most critical step .

But when he made up his mind, he realized that he could read and review anytime and anywhere as long as he wanted, such as when commuting and taking the subway, when he was fishing after work during the day, when he didn’t need to go to the bar to sing at night...

What did Lu Xun say in one sentence? ——Time is like water in a sponge, there will always be squeezes.

Even if sometimes his eyes couldn't keep his eyes on the book, he could think about it in his mind.

Many things were originally just a thought, and the barrier was overcome, and when I look back, I feel like an idiot when I was entangled at the beginning.

This kind of understanding of life was reflected in the matter between him and Zhou Yan, and Liang Ruixi had a headache when he could get over it.

He wanted to adjust his mentality by packing his luggage, but Zhou Yan didn't know his detours, and didn't give him much time at all.

On the weekends, the other party came to pick him up in a car. Seeing the things he packed, he was a little puzzled: "It's only three boxes, and you packed them for a week?"

"Hmm..." Liang Ruixi talked about him from left to right, "I just want to communicate and say goodbye to these furniture and this space again. After all, I have lived in it for two years and I have some feelings."

Zhou Yan was speechless. Is this the heartless Liang Ruixi he knew?

But without saying much, he bent down to pick up the heaviest box and went downstairs first.

Originally, I planned to make two more trips, but it seems that one trip can be done, which is enough to save trouble.

This week, Zhou Yan also rearranged the storage space in her home, freeing up a row of shelves for Liang Ruixi to put clothes on, and built a few bookcases on the wall of the bedroom for him to put books for the exam.

Liang Ruixi's feet were just right, and Zhou Yan didn't dare to let him do heavy work, so he moved things from the parking lot back home one after another, which made Liang Ruixi feel moved again...Looking down at his crotch, he felt ashamed.

Some of the materials in the box that Liang Ruixi brought were time-sensitive and might not be needed anymore. Liang Ruixi thought about whether to stuff them under the bed too, but the bed in Zhou Yan’s house was floor-to-ceiling and had no drawers.

Zhou Yan came in and saw him looking around the bed, wondering, "What are you looking for?"

Liang Ruixi asked: "How do you open this bed?"

Zhou Yan was stunned: "You have to lift the bed board, what do you want to do?"

"These books are not needed for the time being," Liang Ruixi patted the cardboard box above, "I originally wanted to put them under the bed."

"Give it to me, I'll put it next to the sofa in the living room for you," Zhou Yan picked up his suitcase directly, glanced at the bed calmly, and said, "There is no place for changing quilts under the bed board. Give you a book."

"Oh." Liang Ruixi wondered why there were so many quilts in Zhou Yan's house, but his attention soon shifted to the leftovers.

After spending the whole afternoon setting things up one by one, Liang Ruixi has completely settled in Zhou Yan's house.

Although Zhou Yan bought the house, Liang Ruixi didn't want to live in vain. After cleaning up, he asked, "By the way, how much rent will I give you every month?"

Zhou Yan glanced at him sideways: "Don't count so thinly, you can give a part of the living expenses according to what you are willing to bear."

"It's okay." Liang Ruixi felt very comfortable with this kind of assignment, as if he was living with a partner.After all, they are both men. Even if they are really together, they don't seem to be the same as boyfriend and girlfriend. It doesn't matter who has more sex.

In order to express his gratitude to Zhou Yan, Liang Ruixi offered to invite him to eat hot pot at night, Zhou Yan readily agreed, and asked, "Do you want to ask Yadong and the others to come together?"

"Okay," Liang Ruixi asked, "is it convenient for them to come over?"

"Well, they also live nearby, and it's only one subway stop away from here." Zhou Yan said while sending a message to Ruan Yadong on his mobile phone.

Liang Ruixi asked curiously, "How long have Brother Yadong and Xiaozhang been together?"

"It's only a year," Zhou Yan said, putting down the phone, "But Hanlin has liked Yadong for four or five years."

"Four or five years?" Liang Ruixi calculated, "Didn't Zhang Hanlin begin in high school..."

"It's about the same, but I guess they started chatting online. Yadong told me that when a high school student confessed to him, it was more of a playful and showing off nature. If he doesn't know him well, and the other party is underage, how can he take it seriously."

Zhou Yan asked Liang Ruixi to put on his shoes, and the two went out, talking while walking.

"Yadong also talked to someone before, who was his college classmate, but they were divided soon. It happened that the Hanlin college entrance examination scores were not satisfactory at that time, and I went to East France. I guess I felt inferior. They didn't contact each other for a long time. It happened in the next few years. I don't know what it is. It wasn't until I went back to Nanshi in the first month of last year and met Yadong that he told me about it, and asked me if I remembered the elementary school boy who confessed to him back then, saying that he had been going around for so many years. , he discovered that the elementary school boy still likes him, has been paying attention to him silently, and even understands him very well. He promised to try dating with the other party, but after a try, he felt very good, so he planned to come to Shanghai for Hanlin after graduation I started a business in the city, and I also had the idea of ​​starting a business, so it hit it off."

Hearing Zhou Yan finish the love story between Ruan Yadong and Zhang Hanlin in a few sentences, Liang Ruixi was not without emotions. He also had a bitter love for many years, and he regarded Zhou Yan as a poor little Zhang Hanlin without any obstacles in his mind... …

Liang Ruixi lowered his head to look at some of his unsatisfactory positions, and was inexplicably guilty. Hey, I don't know if he can make Zhou Yan "feel particularly good" when the time comes.