fall in love by chance

Zhou Yan didn't come back until ten o'clock in the evening. Liang Ruixi was thinking about what he was worried about in the afternoon, and came out of the bedroom directly when he heard the voice: "Why is it so late? Have you been with my aunt and the others?"

"No," Zhou Yan put his work notebook on the tea table, "I'll go back to the law firm after dinner with them, and work overtime for a while."

"Oh..." Liang Ruixi pretended to be relaxed and asked, "Jiang Sheng said, what did you chat with my aunt this afternoon?"

Zhou Yan smiled lightly as he untied his tie, "Talked about your childhood, and about you and Jiang Sheng when they were in junior high school."

"How did you talk about these things?" Liang Ruixi was curious.

"I just asked why we lived together. I said that you sprained your ankle a while ago, so I can take care of you. Then your aunt also shared an interesting story about you when you were a child, saying that you used to be very skinny. Once she asked you to go to the mountains to pick your skin." Citrus, you told her a story on the way. I don’t know where you heard it. It said that there is a big monkey that eats people on the mountain. It catches beautiful girls. It’s probably to scare her. When you get to the mountain, you’ll be playful. I climbed a tree to dig out a bird’s nest, and she wanted to persuade you to pick the citrus and go home early, but you ignored her, and she was angry, so she deliberately hid, and waited for you to respond to her, and she didn’t answer no matter how you called her, the result was instead It scared you so much that you really thought she was taken away by a big monkey, and she slipped and fell from the tree in a hurry, limping for half a month."

"Ah, I remember," Liang Ruixi remembered, and said with a smile, "It seems to be the first time I sprained my ankle. I was still in elementary school at that time, and my aunt still remembers it."

Bai Yun is only eight years older than him, just like a sister.His mother worked in the town and had no time to accompany him every day. He spent most of his childhood with Bai Yun.In addition to picking citrus, the two also went to pick acacia and jasmine. His aunt was too lazy to climb trees, so she liked to order him around.

"My aunt is also really courageous. She is not afraid of any ghost stories I told her since she was a child, and she is not like other girls who cry when something happens. She seldom cries and is very strong. But I remember She cried when she fell from the tree, the tears were splashing like a faucet, I was so scared that I thought my legs were completely useless haha..."

Recalling those childhood memories, Liang Ruixi felt nostalgic.

Zhou Yan looked at him with a smile, and said, "Another time, she also cried."

"Huh? Which time?"

"It was also what she said today. She said that when you were in junior high school, you fought every day for a while. Usually you lived on campus, and she didn't care about you, and she didn't know about those things, but you would take the dirty clothes to her for washing every Saturday. Once She found bloodstains on your school uniform, she was frightened, and asked you what was the matter, but you faltered and refused to say, she grabbed your arm, and you gasped and cried out in pain, and asked if you had a fight, did you still Refusing to admit it, she said something serious to you in a fit of anger..."

Liang Ruixi was stunned for a second, then remembered that sentence.

My aunt said at the time: "You are so disobedient, your mother doesn't want you, don't you want me to control you?"

These words were like a knife, piercing through his heart, piercing through his ignorant doubts, and revealing the truth he didn't want to face.

Beast was so badly injured that he had to struggle, not to mention that he was only fourteen or fifteen years old at the time, a rebellious age, and he slammed the door and ran away in anger when he heard such words.

It was dark that day, and he suddenly felt that his existence was a burden to everyone. He wandered aimlessly in the streets, not knowing the meaning of his life, nor where he could go.

He didn't remember swinging for a long time, and he seemed to have come to a river, and then he stood on that bridge pier, looking at the dark river, thinking whether he should stop it.

Just when he wanted to dance but didn't have the courage to do so, he heard his aunt call his name behind him, the voice was so high that it almost broke the sky, crying with fear and trembling.

Before he could react, his aunt had already dragged him off the stone pier.

Bai Yun's petite body seemed to burst out of great strength, she hugged him tightly, and said with tears streaming down her face: "Ruixi, I'm sorry, my aunt shouldn't have said that to you, my aunt won't ignore you ..."

Zhou Yan looked at him: "Your aunt said that when she saw you running out, she regretted it, and rushed out after her, looking for you all afternoon, and then saw you by a river, which almost frightened her. After she coaxed you back, you obediently took off your clothes to show her the bruises on your body, and she shed tears while wiping Yunnan Baiyao on you, saying that you have never felt so distressed in your entire life..."

Liang Ruixi was also made sour by this incident, and quickly explained the ridicule: "It's a long time ago, who didn't have a time in the second year of middle school. It's funny to say, my aunt didn't like Jiang Sheng at all at first, because This guy had a very bad image when he was in junior high school. In order to show that his eyes were more murderous, he also wore very long bangs. He never looked at people directly because he was covered by his hair. He had to look like this... "

Liang Ruixi imitated Jiang Sheng's signature posture back then, and pushed back her forehead hair, with a fierce look in her eyes: "Do you want to cover it? (What do you want to do)"

Zhou Yan: "..."

"Hahaha," Liang Ruixi laughed after finishing his study, "Anyway, he doesn't look like a good guy at first sight, the kind that junior high school girls would walk around when they see him. My aunt thinks that I hang out with Jiang Sheng every day. , he must have brought me down!"

Zhou Yan also couldn't help laughing: "But I feel that Jiang Sheng seems to like your aunt very much."

"He is a face control!" Liang Ruixi commented, "You don't know how stupid he was when he saw my aunt for the first time, he was so stupid, and he pretended to call my aunt 'beautiful sister', what an embarrassment to me Almost beat him on the spot!"

Zhou Yan smiled thoughtfully.

After saying this, Liang Ruixi was still a little concerned about that matter, and couldn't help but probe: "Have you guys talked about this today?"

Zhou Yan seemed to know what he was worried about, glanced at him, got up and said, "I'll take a shower first, and we'll talk about it later."

Liang Ruixi returned to the bedroom and absent-mindedly recited the law for a while.When Zhou Yan came back from washing, the two went to bed together. Liang Ruixi leaned on the bed and couldn't help but ask, "You didn't tell them about our relationship, did you?"

Zhou Yan froze, and said after a while: "Do you care about it? Don't want to make it public?"

"Stop talking for now..." Liang Ruixi clenched his hands, fearing that Zhou Yan would see something, so he quickly let go.

Of course he was afraid that they would know, after all, the circle he originally lived in was different from those around Zhou Yan, such as Ruan Yadong, Zhang Hanlin, and Jiang Leyue.

It's not that he doesn't want to admit Zhou Yan's identity, it's just that he doesn't know how to explain his anxiety.

It may be that he has no parents to rely on since he was a child, and conformity has become the most useful survival rule in his subconscious. Just like animals, species that do not have the ability to protect themselves will never be alone, because being alone means that they are more likely to face death.

So whenever he comes to a new environment, he can quickly adapt to the group, and partner with the strong and the same kind around him, so as to avoid making himself an isolated object.That's why he still can't understand people like Shen Hui, and he can't understand that guy who has been a maverick for four years has never had anything wrong.

But now, he seems to have suddenly stepped out of the crowd, realizing that he needs to belong to another very small circle.He looked left and right, only seeing a few people, and he himself could only hold Zhou Yan's hand, not to mention whether this hand was firm or not, and if he walked halfway, this person left him.

And that unsatisfactory experience in bed also made him uncertain whether he could really adapt to his new identity.

When the sense of fear came up, he even wanted to encourage Zhou Yan to say: Let's go back to the crowd together, pretend to be the same as them, and we won't be hurt.

Zhou Yan sighed, and suddenly looked at him: "Will the relationship with me make you feel burdened all the time?"

"I..." Liang Ruixi wanted to clenched his hands again, but Zhou Yan grabbed them.

He forcibly stretched the opponent's fingers, and interlocked with Liang Ruixi: "It's okay, even if you say yes, it's normal, after all, you are different from me."

Liang Ruixi said in distress: "It may take me a while to get used to it..."

Zhou Yan comforted him softly: "Don't worry, without your consent, I will never tell the people around you about our relationship. If you don't want to make it public for the rest of your life, at worst we will only hold hands at home in the future. If you regret it one day , I will always be here, standing where you can see me at any time."

Just talking about the touching past, Liang Ruixi didn't want to cry, but after hearing Zhou Yan's words, his eyes suddenly became sore, he was moved by Zhou Yan's words, and felt ashamed of his cowardice: " sorry……"

"What's there to be sorry about?" Zhou Yan rubbed the other's fingertips and said in a low voice, "Compared with you lying to me to make me happy, this kind of frankness makes me feel more relieved."

Liang Ruixi subconsciously leaned over and buried her face on Zhou Yan's shoulder.

Zhou Yan chuckled: "What are you doing? Like the cat in the emoji pack and act like a baby to me?"

"You don't have to just hold hands at home..." Liang Ruixi said imaginatively, "We can all wear long-sleeved clothes, or cover them with something, just like this." He covered his clenched hands with Zhou Yan with a quilt , looking up at Zhou Yan, with crooked smiling eyes, "Let's lead quietly below, and no one else can see it."

This guy's ability to speak earthy love stories is really inferior to Zhou Yan. Zhou Yan took a deep breath, suddenly turned over on the other party, and said by analogy: "Besides holding hands, there are other things you can do under the quilt."

"Ok?"

Zhou Yan grabbed the quilt to cover himself, and slowly slid down. Liang Ruixi seemed to realize what the other party meant, and stopped him: "Don't!"

"Give me a chance," Zhou Yan coaxed, looking straight at him, "I want you to be happy."

After saying that, Zhou Yan hid under the quilt.

……

No girlfriend has ever done such a thing for Liang Ruixi, and most of the girls he has dated are very proud.

The arrogance in Zhou Yan's bones is no less than that of them, but when he just looked at himself and said that sentence, there was no struggle or embarrassment in his eyes, and there was full yearning.

Liang Ruixi's masculine dignity was fully satisfied at this moment. He clasped the bed sheet tightly with his fingers, squinted his eyes and raised his head, suppressing his rapid breathing, and tremblingly evoked the other person's name: "Ayan..."