fall in love by chance

It is mid-August, and the end of summer is approaching, and the autumn tiger is raging.

It is clearly the season of autumn, the highest temperature in the city during the day is still as high as 34, and the temperature does not drop at [-] o'clock in the evening.When I left the office building, I felt a gust of hot air blowing over my face, and I couldn't help but slow down my pace a lot.

The two continued to chat about the topic just now while walking, Liang Ruixi asked: "What do your parents do?"

"The public servant of the people." Zhou Yan said very conservatively.

In fact, the first time they went to Nanshi together, Lu Jingtong was curious about it. At that time, Zhou Yan didn't say anything, but they all guessed that someone in Zhou Yan's family should be an official. After all, his temperament in speech and behavior is not as good as others Same.In addition, during the few days when they were playing in Nanshi, the accompanying drivers were all respectful to Zhou Yan. Although he was the driver of a friend's house, being able to treat him like this also showed that Zhou Yan's identity was quite special.

After the sophomore Xiao Zhi entered school and Zhou Yan became a couple, Liang Ruixi got close to them, and would inadvertently listen to them talking about family affairs. Judging from the news revealed by the two, Zhou Yan's parents were probably engaged in political and legal affairs. It works, but he doesn't know the details.

"Shouldn't it be just ordinary civil servants?" Now that he asked, Liang Ruixi also wanted to ask more clearly.

"Um……"

The more Zhou Yan forbears and keeps silent, the more Liang Ruixi thinks about it. He scrutinized the other party's expression and couldn't help but say, "Could it be the 'squad leader' and 'group secretary' of Nanshi?"

"Don't guess, it's just related to our industry," Zhou Yan raised his head slightly, "it's the one sitting on it and watching."

"Fa..." The second word was automatically silenced by Liang Ruixi, as if frightened.It turns out that Zhou Yan's mother is the big boss who can make crime nowhere to hide.

"My father's position is lower than my mother's, in another system, but it's not too different." Zhou Yan said.

Liang Ruixi asked tremblingly: "You said that you have different ideas from theirs. Could it be that they are all greedy...?"

"They don't charge money..." Zhou Yan interrupted him with a smile, and then said sadly, "But in the society of human relationships, as long as you are in that network of relationships, it is difficult to be alone."

Liang Ruixi can understand this kind of thing, but he can't figure out how serious it is, so serious that Zhou Yan would rather go out and work hard by himself than have anything to do with his family.

Zhou Yan also seemed to be aware of his confusion, and explained: "I like the principles my mother taught me since I was a child, and I also yearn for the ideal society she told me... But what she said and what she did, Not consistent."

"Words don't match actions?"

Zhou Yan nodded and said in a low voice: "Actually, from a moral point of view, as her son, I have no right to judge her. After all, the set of things she implements really exists in this society. I have cared about it since I was a child. I really enjoyed the good environment she won for me..."

"Then what is your conflict?" Liang Ruixi asked.

"The principles she told me have already shaped my basic personality, and what she later hoped for me is not such a person," Zhou Yan smiled shyly, "Maybe she didn't realize it herself, these two things are not the same. It might co-exist in me. I tried for her, but I couldn't come to terms with my inner self."

After chatting all the way, Liang Ruixi still didn't understand much.

But knowing Zhou Yan for so many years, Liang Ruixi also knows that Zhou Yan always thinks deeply about problems. Since Zhou Yan clearly expressed that he and his family have different ideas, it means that the other party has already figured out the path he wants to take.

Liang Ruixi cared more about what Zhou Yan wanted than knowing what kind of person his mother was.

"Then what is your philosophy?" Liang Ruixi looked at him and asked.

Zhou Yan glanced at him first when he heard the words, his eyes flickered, and then he looked forward again, and said: "Be a person who strictly abides by the rules, and do things that are worthy of morality and conscience. with the power and life-long learning to uphold justice within the reach of what one has seen, heard, and reached."

The last twilight of the sunset glow that disappeared from the sky seemed to be imprinted on Zhou Yan's face at this time.

In the four years of university, Zhou Yan, as the freshman representative of the law school, as the chairman of the student union, and as the host of the campus, has spoken on stage countless times. He is also so energetic, calm and calm.But at that time Zhou Yan was more like a perfect performer, but now Zhou Yan is vivid and eye-catching.

Listening to the other party uttering these words word by word, and looking at the other party's sparkling eyes, Liang Ruixi only felt like a yellow bell buzzing in his heart.

In an instant, many fragments flashed through his mind like a revolving lantern...

On the stone pier by the unknown river in his hometown, a few ignorant teenagers sit together and ask the sky, how can people like them live well... On the university campus where there are crowds of top students, he hides his heart with a bright smile When he felt inferior, he was confused more than once about what to do in the future... In the leaky rental house, when he was beaten to pieces by the setbacks of reality, he even laughed at himself that his dreams could not be eaten...

Even that night outside the bar, when Jiang Sheng grabbed his shoulder and said hoarsely, "If you can't do it, what hope do I have", he didn't have enough confidence to say that he would find the answer.

However, at this moment, a voice in his heart suddenly told him, this is it.

He hardly hesitated, nor doubted the accuracy of this answer.

Because it was not found by him, but came out from the bottom of his heart, like a flower blooming suddenly, a ray of clear spring gushing out, a miracle pointed out by the Creator's finger, just at this moment Someone told him.

Liang Ruixi was so happy that she wanted to look up to the sky and laugh, but she was so moved that she wanted to cry.

——As a law student, become a legal person, use your own strength and what you have learned all your life to maintain justice within your reach...

What a simple sentence, what a simple truth.

But if he had never searched repeatedly during the long period of adolescence, had never been unwilling to give up when encountering difficulties, and had never recovered after asking himself, he would never have realized it at this moment.

The scene of this enlightenment is also completely different from Liang Ruixi's imagination. It is not in the university library with a sea of ​​classics, nor in the solemn and sacred court hall, nor in the imaginary time when he presses the red book to swear an oath, but in a dilapidated neighborhood , a road that he has walked no less than a hundred times, on his way home.

Surrounded by hungry young people who also just got off work, old men who go out for a walk with their dogs after dinner, and uncle security guards lazily patrolling the neighborhood with their hands behind their backs...

Liang Ruixi recited these words silently in her heart with sore eyes, wishing that the journey could be longer.

Seeing that they were about to reach the building where they lived, Liang Ruixi eagerly called Zhou Yan's name, and suddenly held the other's hand.

Zhou Yan looked at him in surprise, and there were many passers-by around him. Although Liang Ruixi's action did not immediately attract the attention of others, it was still very abrupt.

"I..." Liang Ruixi shook his hand vigorously, shaking it up and down, "I support your ideal, I..."

Just as he was about to express his excitement, a familiar voice sounded behind him.

"Huh, Xiao Zhou and Xiao Liang?"

Hearing the sound, Liang Ruixi let go of Zhou Yan suddenly, as if touching a hot kettle.

He turned his head, only to see Grandma Li upstairs behind him, and the one with the moon set!

Liang Ruixi glared at them as if they were facing enemies—these two, one coveted Zhou Yan as her grandson-in-law, and they chatted endlessly with his family Zhou Yan all night, and now they interrupted their heart-to-heart exchange with Zhou Yan ideal moment!