The imperial brother kneels and begs me to marry my daughter-in-law

"Shu An kisses you."

Xiao Shu'an returned to the room with the letter and prepared to read it carefully. She murmured the words on the envelope, and opened the envelope with a little trembling, feeling uneasy, wondering what Xiu'er would appreciate writing?

Shu An:

Shu An, please forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye.When you read this letter, I have already started wandering far away from you.I don't know if you feel a little more relaxed, or do you also have some nostalgia for me?

I admit, I'm a coward, I don't even have the courage to stay and face you.

Shuan, there is no rain tonight, but I still feel wet in my heart and wet in my eyes.If you say you want to reconcile, I will follow you.Actually... I really want to ask why, but I dare not ask.I don't want to hear the words that come out of your mouth with my own ears, it's so cruel.

I always feel that those sweet words and love words are still lingering in my ears.The days when you hugged me and whispered in my ear seemed to be just like yesterday, but after careful calculation, it is actually not far away.From getting married to reconciling, it was just over a year.Why does it always feel like a long time has passed?

I will always think of you coming to Linglong Valley to look for me. At that time, I scoffed at Zhou Guo and had no idea of ​​assisting me at all.But when I met you, I was never firm from the very beginning. I didn't keep you out of the valley, and I didn't stay in Zhao Guo firmly.

Maybe everything is predestined, I just deserve to be controlled by you, who made me always feel sorry for you.Thinking about it, most of the time my distress is self-indulgent, it seems that you don't need my distress at all.You are so strong and courageous, but I feel sorry that no one will warm you up and you will be cold... It's just so redundant.

Come to think of it, our marriage was not simple at the beginning.It was later that I moved my mind and contributed to our love.To tell you the truth, I was feeling good about myself and I was doing a great job until you broke up.

But after a few days of serious thinking, I realized that if it is about Zhou Guo, my national teacher may really be quite qualified.But for you, my 'husband' is too unqualified.

I still remember the promise I made to you when I confessed my love. I said I want to make you happy, and I want you to take off the burdens on your body and live a carefree and comfortable life.I said many vows, touched myself, and maybe touched you too.But looking back, I didn't do a single thing.

I thought I could be your reliance, but I didn't, not only I didn't, but I became your burden on the battlefield, requiring you to distract me to rescue me.I thought I could make you happy, tolerate your little temper, and pamper you like a child.But the reality is that I am living a very happy life, and I keep showing you my temper and letting you spoil me.

'Being proud of being favored' is referring to people like me.When pursuing you, I am really confident that I can do it.However, as you gave me more and more love, I forgot what I said, and I only asked for it blindly, but didn't give anything.

Looking back over the past year or so, it seems that what I bring to you is only my achievements in government affairs, but that is what I should do as a national teacher.As a son-in-law, I really didn't do anything well.

So, Shu An, I don't blame you.I don't want to go into what made you make such a decision, because I can think of many reasons with just a cursory thought.I'm ashamed... It might be better for us to leave.

I also know that you may not want me to leave, if I stay, maybe I can do something for Da Zhou.But... Shu An, I really don't know how to face you.I still love you, love you more than before, if I can see you every day, but I can't have any thoughts about you, I can't ask you how you are, I can't hold your hand, I can't hold you in my arms, I can't... sleep with you... even, one day, maybe I will watch you marry someone else with my own eyes, and live the life we ​​used to live.

Shu An, I feel like I'm going crazy just by imagining this.You know that I have always been strong and eager to win, but this time, even if you think I am a coward, I will leave.To stay...is too cruel for me.

Shu An, there are actually a lot of things I want to tell you, and there are many things that I haven't explained to you yet.I always wanted to wait for a suitable time, but I never thought that there would be no chance.Now it seems that it doesn't make sense to say it or not, maybe you don't want to hear it either.

In the past, I always told you that when the state of Zhou was unified, I would travel around the world freely.At that time, you thought I was too free and easy, like a cloud that couldn't be held, so you didn't dare to agree to be with me because you thought I was someone who would leave at any time.

Unexpectedly, I really confirmed these.As soon as something happened, I wanted to run away. You saw through me early on, but you were still with me.At that time... you must love me very much, right?

Although we haven't been together for a long time, that is, more than a year, I feel that we have been together for a long time. We have experienced so many things. Even if we are separated now, I feel that it will take a lifetime to remember. Never get bored.

Shu An, thank you for making me feel loved for the first time.I used to always feel that if I came to this world for a while, I had experienced everything, and no matter what time I was, I could die without regret.But after we were together, I realized how narrow-minded I was before.The joy of two people is something that can be met but not sought after. There are so many people in this world who can't love, and what's more, they have never met someone worthy of deep love in their whole life.

And how lucky I am to have you, even though it's just over a year.Our separation is all because I don't know how to cherish, if... if I still have a chance... if... we can do it all over again...

Unfortunately, there are no ifs in the world.I also hope that you will never think of me as a poor person, this is not the impression I want to give you.I am very sad now, thinking that I may not be able to meet you again in the future, I always feel that my life seems to have lost its direction.

But I think this is all temporary, you don't have to feel guilty about worrying about me, I will definitely cheer up soon.You know, I'm so talented and confident that I'll be liked wherever I go.

I also hope that you can start a new life soon, as much as I am reluctant, but since it is no longer possible for us, I still hope that you can find someone you like.I hope that person is better than me, more stable than me, more mature than me, able to take care of you and make you depend on me, then I have nothing to be reconciled to.

Well, that's all for now.Going on, I should be reluctant to leave, I don't want to see myself stalking you in a mess in front of you and refuse to let go.That's too embarrassing.This letter seems to be written in a mess, and I don't know what it said, but that's it, I'm going to embark on a new journey.If I stay any longer, I will hesitate, and I must leave.

I also wrote some of my plans for Zhou Guo on the other two pieces of letter paper.You can pass it on to His Majesty for me, and thank him for his kindness.But the fate between me and His Majesty as a monarch and minister ends here.

In addition, He Lishu and I are also ready, you... work harder and go to the government office to go through the formalities.

Shuan, take care!I still wish you happiness and well-being.

Lin Xiu.

Xiao Shu'an almost read the entire letter with tears in his eyes, and when he saw the back, the tears even blurred his vision.She blinked lightly, and a string of tears fell.

The next two pieces of paper were Lin Xiu's political suggestions, Xiao Shuan was not in the mood to read them, so he quickly skipped them.Go straight to the last page.

and Li Shu.

"Lin Xiu would like to release his wife's letter immediately: Since two hearts are different, it is difficult to return to one mind, so I wrote a handwritten letter in order to say goodbye. After the separation, I hope that my wife will remarry a good matchmaker, and I will be in harmony with the promise of longevity. For the sake of staying behind, I sincerely stand. "

Xiao Shu'an couldn't help using force with his hands, and almost crushed He Lishu, "May my wife remarry a good matchmaker, and marry a good matchmaker! Lin Xiu! You are so generous!"

"Lin Zhong!"

Xiao Shu'an suddenly shouted angrily, which startled Lin Zhong who had been standing by.

"I'm here! Princess." Lin Zhong tensed his body involuntarily.

Xiao Shu'an put the letter that belonged to him into his bosom, and threw the other two pieces of letter paper into Lin Zhong's bosom: "Take this to Brother Huang."

Lin Zhong caught the letter in a panic, and when he turned his head, Xiao Shu'an went out to ride his horse again. He hurriedly shouted, "Where are you going?"

The only response to Lin Zhong was the sound of horseshoes, Xiao Shu'an had already galloped a long way with his horse.

After reading Lin Xiu's letter, Xiao Shu'an felt imposing and distressed. She felt sorry that Lin Xiu had misunderstood her meaning, and left heartbroken.Although the world is big, she has no strength to restrain a chicken, and she doesn't like bumps, and she doesn't know where to go.

As for anger, it was because Lin Xiu didn't trust herself so much.Unexpectedly, the emperor believed that he had the intention of reconciling and leaving in a few words.I love her wholeheartedly, can't Lin Xiu feel it?How could he agree to separate so easily, without even having the courage to question himself!

And what made her most angry was the letter from He Li.Lin Xiu actually hoped that she would marry a good man again in the future!I also wish myself the 'Blessing of Longevity'!

The blast dried up the tears on Xiao Shu'an's face, Xiao Shu'an vowed to find Lin Xiu, and ask her face to face: What's the use of the gift of longevity?You are not gone yet.

Running all the way, Xiao Shuan came to the foot of Guanshan again, which was different from the first time he came.She didn't take the road with the ruined temple, but the road that Lin Xiu took them when they left the valley.

Xiao Shuan guessed that Lin Xiu should return to Linglong Valley as soon as possible. This is the place where she has lived for ten years. Even if she wants to travel around the world, she should come back to live for a few days, bring a few followers, and prepare some things .

Before dark, Xiao Shu'an finally reached the entrance of Linglong Valley, and she was stopped again.It's just that it wasn't Ah Zhong who stopped her this time, and I don't know if it was Lin Xiu who was in the valley.

"Girl, this is a private valley. If there is nothing wrong, please go to another place."

Xiao Shu'an looked at the attendants in Gu Zhong, and took out a waist card from his pocket --- a waist card from Lin Xiu.

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