"Frustrated..."

Xiao Jingong was lying on the bed but kept thinking about the Queen Mother's words.He, who was very firm at first, also began to waver. Did he really do something wrong?

Asking himself, Xiao Jingong had to admit that he did have a prejudice against Lin Xiu.Although he also admitted that Lin Xiu was indeed excellent in strategy, but she was a woman after all, how could she give Shu An happiness?

If... If they are just playing, that's all. He can turn a blind eye, but he knows Shu An, she is not a person who plays with feelings, and since she has decided, she must spend a lifetime together.But the two women... how bleak is their old age?He can't bear to...

But...he also has to admit that this is indeed unfair to Lin Xiu and Shu An. If...they really love each other more than Jin Jian, then if they come back this time...he will help them.

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In a small border town of Zhao State, Lin Xiu was worrying about a child.

"Ah Yong and Ah Wu, go find someone who sells milk. For example, someone who just gave birth has a lot of milk and is willing to sell it. If there is no one, see if you can buy milk or goat milk."

Lin Xiu was disturbed by the crying of the baby in her arms, and her flustered appearance made it easy for others to see that she was a novice.

Ah Yong and Ah Wu are the two bodyguards that Lin Zhong found for Lin Xiu. The two brothers are honest and stable, and their martial arts are good. Lin Zhong had kindness to them before.Since then, they have always wanted to repay their kindness, and this time they accepted Lin Zhong's entrustment to protect Lin Xiu, and they were also repaying their kindness.

The two brothers were only seventeen or eighteen years old. They grew up in a temple without father or mother.Where did she know how to bring up a child, and where did she hear words like 'milk', Lin Xiuzhi blushed when the two said it.

People coming and going in the station all looked at the three 'men' helplessly at a little milk baby like a joke.Finally, a kind person gave them a suggestion.

"There is a family named Wang in the east of the city. His family has a few cows. You might be able to buy milk there."

"Thank you, brother, for your kind words. Ayong, you can go." Lin Xiu hurriedly gave some silver taels to Ayong, and then nervously and anxiously coaxed the baby in her arms.

If you want to talk about how this little milk baby came here, it can be regarded as some fate.Yesterday when Lin Xiu took Ah Yong and Ah Wu on their way, they passed through a barren hill, there was no post station for several miles around, only a ruined temple, and they planned to rest temporarily for the night.

Unexpectedly, when I went in, I saw a little milk baby about one year old in front of the Bodhisattva statue in the temple.The little doll was very delicate and cute, she was left there alone without crying or fussing, when she saw Lin Xiu and the others coming, she stared at them with big eyes.

Feeling affection for Lin Xiu, she stepped forward to tease her. The little baby boy liked Lin Xiu quite a bit, and when Lin Xiu teased her, she giggled to save face.Regardless of Lin Xiu's grimace, or the clumsy poking of the little milk baby's itchy flesh with his fingers, the little milk baby smiled happily.

After teasing for a while, Lin Xiucai remembered who the child belonged to.In this situation, Lin Xiu also knew that in all likelihood, someone had left the child here.But she still had some hopes, and waited until it was getting dark the next day, but no one came to look for the child.She could only take this little milk baby away.

During this period, Lin Xiu had nothing to feed the child, so she only drank some water and softened some cakes to feed the child, but after all, the child was not weaned and could not eat much staple food, so she still had to drink milk. It's inconvenient to make a fuss.

Lin Xiu saw that she seemed to have the tendency to attract crowds, so she carried the child back to the room.

"You're the only one who can make trouble, but it will distract me." Lin Xiu couldn't help but gently pinched the little baby's face.

In the past few days, her mood has been really low.If the pain of leaving Xiao Shu'an was [-]%, then the days after leaving would be [-]%.Deciding to leave is just a coup de grace feeling right now.

But after actually leaving, it is actually the most tormenting.I thought that leaving was just leaving before, and I was still stuck in an ignorant concept.But in the past few days, Lin Xiu missed Xiao Shu'an all the time, and she finally understood the meaning of leaving.

Leaving...means that no matter how much she misses Xiao Shu'an in the future, she will never be able to see her again.The heart is always pulled by emotions like this, without hysteria, but it makes people unable to breathe happily every minute and every second.

On the day she returned to Linglong Valley, she opened the map, but she was still at a loss.Where can I go?With so many place names, she could only see places related to Xiao Shu'an.Can only think... here they've been together, there they've dated.After looking at the map all night, she still couldn't make any decision, so she just walked casually, wherever she went.It's just that in the dark, maybe my heart is still guiding me, and I will always take various detours to go to the places where she and Xiao Shuan have been.

It seemed... Even breathing the air there could ease her lovesickness a bit.It's ridiculous to say that Lin Xiu never knew that a person could miss someone to such an extent, and he also didn't know that a person could be so hypocritical if he became hypocritical.

When she was eating, she would suddenly burst into tears because it was a little spicy.Also when seeing a person whose figure resembles Xiao Shu'an, he suddenly can't restrain the sadness in his heart, feeling like the end of the world.

Lin Xiu couldn't tell what was wrong.She still eats three meals a day, and still sleeps well. Although she often suffers from insomnia, she still falls asleep.She felt that all her vital signs were maintained well, but she always felt that she had no strength to breathe.

Too lazy to talk, too lazy to look at the scenery, even too lazy to think.I always feel that I can't lift my spirits, as if nothing can make me happy.Eating pumpkin pie is not happy, traveling in mountains and rivers is not happy, and she is not happy even hearing passers-by praise 'Lin Guoshi'.But why?She didn't have any great pain, she just... left Xiao Shu'an.

Lin Xiu gently held the little milk baby's hand, and laughed at herself: "I haven't thought about Xiao Shu'an for more than ten hours, thanks to you, annoying spirit."

"Ah~" The little milk baby seemed to respond, stomping on all fours, whining ahhh.He didn't cry any more, probably because he sensed Lin Xiu's emotions.

Lin Xiu felt that she and this child were very destined, she rarely liked children so much, but although this little milk baby had not yet grown up, it could be seen that she was also a little beauty.The eyebrows are delicate, the eyes are big and watery, and the small nose has a tendency to stand upright.

"Since I picked you up, let's live together from now on, okay? Anyway, no one wants you, and I don't want anyone. It's just right to get together. If you agree, just blink and I'll be you." Mother."

The little milk baby lying on the bed seemed to understand Lin Xiu's words, and blinked at Lin Xiu, which amused Lin Xiu. This was the first time she smiled in so many days.

"Little man, do you understand what I'm saying? Huh?" Lin Xiu teased the child, but the little milk boy ignored her again and began to eat his hands.It seems that it was just a coincidence.But Lin Xiu didn't mind, she just thought it would be good to just adopt this child, and it could be regarded as finding a bond for herself in this world.

"Shall I give you a name?" Lin Xiu gently scratched the baby's palm, thought for a few seconds, and said, "Just my surname, Lin, and my first name, Si'an, okay? Lin Si'an?"

The little milk boy couldn't understand Lin Xiu's words at all, so he just held Lin Xiu's hand and played with it.Lin Xiu thought about it for a while, and felt quite satisfied. 'Si'an' sounds good, right? Others shouldn't be able to guess my little thoughts, right?

Because she chose a satisfactory name for the baby, Lin Xiu's mood brightened a lot. She continued: "After choosing a big name, you must also have a nickname. What's a good nickname?"

After thinking about it, Lin Xiu suddenly said, "Why don't we call you 'An'er'?"

'An'er' is also Xiao Shu'an's nickname. The Empress Dowager and His Majesty often call Xiao Shu'an by this, and Lin Xiu occasionally calls it that, but not often, because she thinks 'Shu'an' sounds better, 'weak and quiet, Shu'an Yiding', she likes the implication of Shu'an's name very much, so she always likes to call her Shu'an, but seldom calls her 'An'er'.

"An'er~An'er." Lin Xiu softly called out the name she had just given to the child, but her eyes were far away, as if she was thinking of someone else beyond Si'an.

After a while, Ah Yong bought two barrels of milk and came back.Lin Xiu carefully asked the waiter in the shop to let her boil the milk before delivering it.Raw milk still needs to be boiled and sterilized before it can be fed to children. Although the conditions here are not as good as modern ones, she still wants to give the best to her children.Perhaps this is also to redeem himself, shifting his attention to An'er, it seems that it can alleviate some of his longing for Shu An.

When the temperature of the milk reached the right temperature, Lin Xiucai carefully fed An'er.It was also hungry for a long time, the little milk baby actually drank a big bowl of milk, and wanted to drink after drinking, but Lin Xiu was afraid of drinking too much, so she didn't feed her anymore, and planned to feed her again in an hour.

After putting the child to sleep, Lin Xiu gave some silver taels to A Wu, "Go and buy some children's clothes and come back. Pay attention to the size, don't buy too big. Let's see if there are any children's toys on the street. , as well as the quilt outside, in short, you can buy everything that An'er can use. You don't need to save money."

"An'er?"

"Yes!" Lin Xiu said proudly, "The name I just gave her is Lin Si'an, and her nickname is An'er. How about it?"

Awu and Ayong have no culture, so I don't know if it is good or not, but it is naturally the best for the owner to get a name.Nod your head in praise! That's right!

On the other side, Xiao Shu'an also traveled around the country of Zhao for a few days.She first went to all the cities with 'Naihe Towers', and asked the shopkeepers one by one, but there was no news of Lin Xiu.

Xiao Shu'an guessed that Lin Xiu should have never been to Naihe Tower, was it to hide from herself... or did she simply not want to go?

With no destination and no result, Xiao Shu'an could only keep looking.Zhao Guo didn't have it, so go to Zhou Guo to find it.After crossing this barren mountain and passing through the small border town of Zhao State, he can return to Zhou State through Shun Shui.

There is no station on the barren hill.Fortunately, Xiao Shu'an found a ruined temple, where he could temporarily escape the night's wind and rain.

She lit a fire alone to keep warm.The flickering flames flickered on Xiao Shuan's silent face, as if Xiao Shuan's confidence in finding Lin Xiu was uncertain.

"Xiu'er, where are you going?"

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The author has something to say:

Lin Xiu: Xiao Shu'an, didn't expect that, did you?If you don't want to be my wife, then I will let you be my daughter!

感谢在2021-04-2817:38:15~2021-05-0217:41:42期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: 1 Luosheng;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: z16 bottle; ts1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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