end of marriage

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An Mo was trying to sort out his thoughts, and he wanted to give Zhou Jianyan an answer.

A no-no, start over answer.

Two people who have tortured each other, misunderstood, and hurt each other for so long must love each other well in the future. This is too difficult, and he must be cautious and be responsible to Zhou Luoyan and himself.

After doing a good job, no matter what, he will never leave his inner construction.

Undoubtedly, he is stubborn, determined to continue to love someone, and there will never be a time to look back.

When Zhou Luoyan was discharged from the hospital, Cui Shu went to pick him up.

Cui Shu looked at the moody look of the boss, and sighed.

After returning to Shen Cheng's residence, he asked anxiously: "Mr. Zhou, you and Professor An, what do you think?"

"It's nothing, my brother gave me the right to choose, and he will agree to whatever I want."

Cui Shu: Fuck, that's not to your liking, why the hell are you awkward? !

"However, I'm more greedy now than before." Zhou Luoyan continued: "I think he will return to me willingly, rather than me asking him because of injury."

"Actually, Mr. Zhou, Professor An may not agree to reconciliation because you were injured." Cui Shu said straight away.

Zhou Luoyan always thought of things according to his own thinking, waved his hand, and signaled him to let himself be quiet.

Cui Shu felt that the last fire between these two people still had to be lit by someone. After all, they had been fighting for so many years, and they really reconciled and lived a good life. No matter how small the gap between them was, it still had to be eliminated.

So, he went to An Mo that night to share his boss' worries.

An Mo seemed to know what Cui Shu would say to him when he came here.After An's mother and Zhou Ying went to the bedroom, he made a cup of tea for Cui Shu: "If you have something to say, it's okay."

"Then I won't play around," Cui Shu said, "President Zhou's feelings for you must be clear to you. Because of his past experience, he has some incomplete and emotional obstacles. What I say next is not to win Your sympathy is just hope that you can understand him a little more on this basis."

"Mr. Zhou's mother has a mental illness. You should have heard about this, but there are more things, because he himself forbids mentioning them, and many people don't know about them."

"His mother likes to beat people when she gets sick, and Mr. Zhou's injuries have never been broken since he was a child."

An Mo's eyes fluctuated suddenly, but he quickly suppressed it.He suddenly heard what an Alpha told him at the auction a few years ago. At that time, he wanted to ask Zhou Luoyan what he had experienced before, but he couldn't ask because of a dispute.

"When that woman was even crazier, she wiped his throat with a knife. It was Miss Ji who saved him."

An Mo was completely stunned... That's why Zhou Luoyan hated him and his father so much?

So, he and Ji Qing...isn't the relationship he thought it was? !

"He doesn't hate you, at least he didn't really hate you." Cui Shu could see what An Mo was thinking, "When he was in the most difficult time, in order to survive, he could grab a piece of bread from wild dogs. He didn't want to go back The Zhou family, don't ask the Zhou family for a penny, he hates them, after his mother died, he went to the nursery alone. "

"At that time, Miss Ji felt sorry for him and took good care of him, so she was more important to him than his relatives."

An Mo's face turned pale, and his fingers were trembling. He never thought that Zhou Luoyan's childhood was spent like this, and he never thought that Ji Qing was such an existence to him.

How ridiculous, they all thought they loved each other deeply, but they were the ones who hurt each other the most.

"Why... why..."

"He doesn't allow us to talk about these things," Cui Shu replied: "For him, these are stains that he wants to forget. In fact, he is inferior and paranoid in his bones. He doesn't want anyone..." Cui Shu paused, " I don't want you to see his past."

But now, Cui Shu knew that he had spoken out against Zhou Luoyan's wishes, which would eliminate the last barrier between him and An Mo.

"Why did he go back to Zhou's house?" An Mo forced himself to calm down.

"This, only he knows."

An Mo's expression was complicated, and his heart was about to ache. He was used to being indifferent and could maintain the most basic peace, but his hands were still trembling, his heart felt like a knife, and he was bleeding.

He didn't let anyone find out.

He got up, glanced at Cui Shu, opened the door and left without looking back.

He wanted to go to Zhou Luoyan, he wanted to ask Zhou Luoyan how many things he had hidden from him, he wanted to ask him how many things he had done that he didn't know about.

It's like running all over the city on a snowy day and wanting to pick a bouquet of flowers for him.

It's like he obviously went to the mountain to look for him that day, but he refused to explain.

In the end, how many stupid things did he do, and he kept it so tight from him!

When An Mo arrived, Zhou Luoyan was still awake.

When he saw An Mo's angry, distressed, and remorseful expression, he was stunned.

"Brother, what's the matter with you, are you uncomfortable?"

An Mo couldn't bear to get angry with him, and said something serious, but just wanted to say something to him.

Zhou Luoyan became anxious and took him to his bedroom.

He let An Mo sit on the bed, squatted down, and held his hand, as if he had used a lot of courage: "Brother, tell me, I will listen."

An Mo looked directly at him: "Zhou Luoyan, do you love me?"

"Of course I love you." Zhou Luoyan replied firmly.

"Then why didn't you tell me about your past, why did you go to find other Omega after sending flowers, why didn't you tell me when you went to the mountain to find me?!"

Zhou Luoyan's face changed, and he secretly thought about how to kill that old lady Cui Shu tomorrow.

"Brother, I don't want you to know that I'm a murderer and I don't want to save my mother. You know, she can survive, but I didn't choose to save her."

"As for the others, I didn't show up by your side in time, and I hurt you, what face do I have to say?"

"But there is absolutely no hypocrisy about liking you. I used to be an asshole because my sister didn't dare to admit it, and she was afraid to get to the bottom of it. It's too late."

"What else is there to hide from me?"

Zhou Luoyan held his hand tightly and shook his head: "No, I have nothing to hide from you anymore."

An Mo looked at him, with a thousand feelings in his heart: "Then what do you want me to do?"

"Brother, this is what I want to ask you." Zhou Luoyan replied.

"I've always been terrible. I always wanted to stand by your side in an open and honest manner, but when I really stood by your side, it would only hurt you."

"elder brother……"

"I like you for a long time, so long that I don't even know when it started. Or, seeing you for the first time, watching you dance with... that Omega, anyway, I'm the bastard, it's always so late .”

"Where are you going back to Zhou's house?" An Mo's mind was so excited that Zhou Ru dared to put him to death blatantly. Zhou Luoyan returned to Zhou's house to take revenge on someone, or to hate someone.He didn't want Zhou Luoyan to continue this kind of revenge or catharsis, he was afraid that such a danger would happen even once again, "Zhou Luoyan, what do you want to do, really want to do something, can you... can you think about Yingying, she I like you very much, she even called you father, she..." An Mo gave a serious pause, "Is it possible?"

"Hehe..." Zhou Luoyan smiled lowly, "Brother, why don't you tell me to think about you too?"

"Don't worry, I won't have a big grudge to avenge. Zhou Cheng gave me the company. I have nothing to argue with him. That's it for us. No one owes anyone. I will still Calling him father will give him a good old age, but that's all there is to it. So, don't worry, I won't do anything to make you worry. "

"As for me, I didn't go back to Zhou's house to hate or take revenge on anyone." Seeing An Mo's disbelief, Zhou Luoyan said frankly, "I did it for my brother."

"for me?"

"Yes, to be precise, I have always been inferior, but I just don't want to admit it. Brother and that... I thought he was Alpha at the time. When I saw you dancing with him, I was thinking, if you stand in a decent posture In front of my brother, will you change your opinion of me, will I get closer to you?"

"You agreed to go back to Zhou's house because of this?"

"Yes, because of this. Brother, what Uncle said is not wrong. You and I have never been in the same world. I want to squeeze into your world. I want your world to be only me. I am really broken to pieces, flesh and blood Blur tries to squeeze into your world."

"The angry words you said later, the angry words that I am a poor Alpha, shattered this pathetic and humble obsession in my heart, brother... At that time, I really hated you."

"Thinking about it now, I should hate myself even more for my incompetence. Apart from coercion, I can't keep you by my side."

Zhou Luoyan smiled self-deprecatingly: "I'm just too stupid. I never thought about it. You were pushed by me. I never thought about it. You just silently want to protect me. In that sentence, brother is protecting me." ..."

His eyes were red: "I made so many mistakes..."

"I..." Zhou Luoyan choked up, and after a long time, he really shed tears. He only cried like this in front of An Mo, "Brother, I'm sorry..."

"I don't know what other people's feelings are like in this world, but I love you, I am selfish and paranoid, and I hope to be rewarded."

"You are with someone else, I will never bless you, never!"

"Even if you live happily, I will not be happy for you silently. I hope you are mine. I hope you are happy because of me. My love is so selfish. I will not destroy you, but I will destroy you. I want you to love me, and I will do anything for you.”

"An Mo, because no one in this world loves you more than me. There is no one else. I can give you my heart. If you think it's dirty, I'll give it to you. If you don't want it, I'll give it to you. Whatever you want So, I give mine."

"I will love you in this whole life, the next life, and the next life. No one can do this anymore. If others can do it, I will work harder to do what he can't do. Therefore, no one will do it, never will .”

"I love you is a mark that is carved into my bones, burnt to ashes, and will never disappear." Zhou Luoyan looked deeply at An Mo, "You know, when I thought I was going to die, I was thinking What--"

He and the group of kidnappers were trapped in the mudslide, between life and death, and after thinking about his last words, he thought——

I will go back now and there will be no survivors, please brother must take back my ashes.In my hasty and ill life, there is no chance to kiss you, touch you, you just bury my ashes under your favorite rose, I want to grow with it, the first time I love you place.

He really thought so.

"'This is my love, passionate, paranoid, crazy, sick, desperate, will you accept it?"

"Brother, are you willing to accept?" Zhou Luoyan took An Mo's hand, kissed it, and shed a tear.

Kiss is as hot as tears.

An Mo was shocked in his heart, he didn't know what he was going to say, and the circles of his eyes turned red under such a thick and strong confession.

This man, this man, how did he like him in the past years...

"I..." An Mo said hoarsely, "Zhou Luoyan, I..."

"I am willing, I am willing to protect your selfishness..."

He protects and indulges that so-called selfish love, but...

"Ayan, am I worthy?"

"Am I really worthy?"

An Mo felt that with such a vigorous feeling, was he worthy of Zhou Luoyan's devotion to him?