end of marriage

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The car traveled some distance.

An Mo's face was hidden in the dim light cast by the street lamps, after a while, he finally felt better.

Half an hour ago, Xiao Yuxi suddenly grabbed him and almost marked him.

An Mo was angry and impatient for a moment, and passed out under the push.In fact, he was already uncomfortable because of the pheromone disorder again, coupled with the impact of Xiao Yuxi's A pheromone, his body naturally couldn't bear it.

Fortunately, Xiao Yuxi woke up in time, and helped him into the car, ready to be sent to the hospital.

The phone had been vibrating for half an hour. After An Mo regained consciousness, he finally couldn't help it and took it over.

The screen was full of Zhou Luoyan's missed calls, it was crazy.He realized that something was wrong.

So, the number was dialed back.

It was quickly connected over there, and it seemed that they had been waiting for his reply.

"Hey……"

No one answered.

An Mo was surprised: "Zhou Luoyan, what's wrong with you?"

Still no reply.

Zhou Luoyan kept calling An Mo mechanically and repeatedly, but at the moment, he was a little unbelievable and at a loss.

But he was afraid that An Mo would cut off the phone, so he finally said, "Brother, where are you?"

An Mo paused for a moment: "Something is going on outside."

"Oh, outside..." Zhou Luoyan said in a gloomy voice, "With whom?"

An Mo opened his mouth, and before he had time to answer, Zhou Luoyan interrupted: "No matter who you are with, brother, can you come back now?"

"Or... tell me where you are, and I'll go find you."

"Zhou Luoyan, what's the matter with you?" He asked sincerely, and he felt that Zhou Luoyan's mood was obviously impetuous, "What happened?"

Zhou Luoyan suddenly didn't know what to say.

He didn't want to say that Ji Qing's death made him very sad.

He hurts, he just wants to hug An Mo.

He knew better than anyone else that Ji Qing was a thorn in their way, and An Mo knew about it, which was of no benefit.

He wanted to hide it from An Mo, until he could accept it, otherwise how would An Mo accept it, until the gap between him and An Mo was gradually diluted by time.

But indecision is bad right now.

——Now, he only needs a little bit of warmth from An Mo, and he can handle the rest by himself.

Give him and An Mo a future that they can look forward to.

Everything starts over.

So, he shook his head: "Brother, I haven't seen you for a long time, I miss you so much."

"Can you let me see you now?"

An Mo frowned. He didn't think his current situation was suitable for meeting Zhou Luoyan, and their relationship had been very tense since that quarrel.

Today, he learned from Cui Shu that Zhou Luoyan was staying in the nursing home.

Then he knew the reason why Zhou Luoyan hadn't come to him.

Now that one phone call after another, it must be that Ji Qing's recovery treatment failed again, but he didn't want to be Zhou Luoyan's emotional outlet again.

His withdrawal from Zhou Luoyan regained consciousness.

"It's very late now, and I'm a bit inconvenient. Zhou Luoyan, I have nothing to do, so I'll hang up first."

"Brother!!" Zhou Luoyan's tone was sharp, "Why are you inconvenient?!" A picture of Xiao Yuxi wanting to mark An Mo suddenly appeared in front of his eyes, "Is it convenient for you every time you see Xiao Yuxi?"

"Can't you see me?!"

"Brother Mo, I'm so sad. I'm not okay. I'm so sad. You can't...can't you choose me once? I'm really sad now. I want you to come and find me, and I'll find you too." Okay, in short, I just want to see you, I just want to see you."

An Mo had a headache for a while: "Okay, Zhou Luoyan, your mood is very unstable now, you need to take a good rest, we can talk about it later."

"Brother, it's Sister Ji..."

"Zhou Luoyan, I'm sorry, I'm really tired." An Mo was already feeling very uncomfortable, but Ji Qing's name was more like a thorn in his flesh at this moment.

"Brother, it's my sister who doesn't want me anymore, she doesn't want me anymore..."

"Hang up, Zhou Luoyan."

The piercing busy tone of "beep beep" passed through Zhou Luoyan's eardrums, and An Mo cut off the call.

He just didn't want to hear what Zhou Luoyan told him about Ji Qing, and when his vent came out.

An Mo's heart was in a mess. After forcing himself to hang up the phone, he didn't want to think about things anymore. He closed his eyes and half-lyed on the back of the chair.

This day, exhausted.

Zhou Luoyan returned to the door of An Mo's dormitory.

He stopped calling An Mo, and he didn't ask Cui Shu to find out where Xiao Yuxi took An Mo.

He sent a few messages to An Mo: [Brother, I'm not okay... I have a lot of things, I've figured out a lot of things, come here, I'll tell you, as long as you see me, I'll tell you everything. ]

[Brother, didn’t you let me in the most, don’t ignore me, coax me one more time, and choose me again. ]

An Mo still ignored him, Zhou Luoyan knew that it was pointless to pester him any more, so he finally sent: [I'll be waiting for you in your dormitory.If you don't come, I won't go. ]

Then he sat on the cold floor and stuffed his phone back into his pocket.

He just, at this moment, when Ji Qing and that crazy woman left, wanted someone who would actively choose him, want him, and not leave him.

No, he just hoped that An Mo would take the initiative. When he said, brother, I feel bad, you come back to me, even if he wanted to see how ugly he was when he was weak, he would come to him.

He is greedy, he is not satisfied, he wants to get An Mo's sincerity, for this, he can give everything and change everything, even if——

Strip off his incomplete and sickly soul, and inject a brand new one, Zhou Luoyan, who An Mo likes, even if he gave him his heart, just to make him believe that his name has been injected into his flesh and blood.

He just wanted to hug him today, not give up on him, and take the initiative to ask for his safety.

However, the night was getting darker and the frost was getting heavier, and he looked expectantly at the endless corridor of the dormitory.

An Mo didn't come back, he was with Xiao Yuxi.

He didn't come to him, when he didn't threaten him, this person wouldn't choose him.

Zhou Luoyan curled up on the floor, feeling vulnerable and sad like never before, he felt that he was really ridiculous.

He actually thought about not saying anything, and just said "Brother, I feel sad and want to see you" to bring An Mo back to him.

So fucking hypocritical and stupid.

He is humiliating himself without self-knowledge. He deserves to be disappointed, hurt, and uncomfortable.

People, once they have learned feelings, they will be fragile, cautious, and become ridiculous and pathetic if they can't get them.

There will also be delusions of stupidity.

He raised his sore eyelids, and looked at the figure of the Omega he had imagined in the endless corridor.

There is great pain, regret, and hatred in my heart.

Outside is the lights of thousands of families, the world of fireworks, this is the warmth that I never want to favor him.

He wanted so much for someone to hold a light as weak as a star for him on his way home.

However, during countless summer solstice and winter solstice, the cicadas sing and the cold snow gathers and melts.

All belong.

Only his waiting became the ashes that disappeared in a fireworks festival.

So, from this moment on, his delusion became a disaster, and his love was hot and broken.

Tonight, no moon and no wind.

Zhou Luoyan stood up slowly, staring persistently at the stairs.

His figure overlapped with that of many years ago.

"Brother, don't ignore me..."

"I can't do without me..."