talk about marriage

There was a moment of embarrassment at the sudden stop.

With a flushed face, Xu Yun withdrew, looked down at the two glass containers, and was stunned for a moment: "That, that, is my pickled radish."

Although he didn't know why the other party asked such a question, he answered it anyway.

Immediately afterwards, Li Yaoyuan's expression changed.

"What did you say pickled?"

"Carrot, it's—"

"okay!"

Alpha interrupted before he finished listening, and his expression became extremely ugly: "Did I warn you not to make a mess of my house? First those vegetables in the garden, and now these pickles, you treat my house as a Vegetable market? Clean it up immediately."

Xu Yun looked at him uneasily, and opened his mouth slightly: "But I asked for your consent before."

"When?"

"Even in the yard that day, you saw it when I was planting...and you brought me a foam box back the next day."

"If I tolerate you once, do I have to tolerate you countless times?" Li Yaoyuan said with a gloomy face, "Now I tell you that I disagree, do you understand, clean up the mess immediately, and don't let me see it for a second."

"How about tomorrow morning, tomorrow morning I will—"

"I said tonight is just tonight."

The blunt tone was completely different from when she was holding him just now.

Although I don't understand why this happened, the word obedience seems to have been written into my bones.Xu Yun stayed silent for a while, and finally stopped bargaining, and bent down to pick up the glass container on the ground.

After passing Li Yaoyuan, he stopped slowly and said sorry in a very low voice.

After speaking, his eyes suddenly became hot.

Then he didn't dare to look back at Alpha's reaction, bowed his head and walked forward quickly, and didn't dare to blink until he entered the room and closed the door.

Soon there was a bang, probably because Li Yaoyuan kicked the remaining altar into pieces.

No one took the initiative to find anyone for several days, and the weather was cloudy and rainy.

Qin Zhilan went back to her hometown on business, and there were only the two of them left at home.Before going to work, Xu Yun would prepare breakfast and put it on the table, and when he got home at night, the dishes would still be on the table, just like the relationship between the two of them.

At the company on Wednesday, Xu Yun asked HR about the dormitory. HR apologized and said that there is still no vacancy for the time being, and it may have to wait for a while.

"Are you in a hurry?"

"That's right. I'm borrowing at a friend's house now, and life is not very convenient."

It's fine for a big man to get along without a house or a car, but to ask his father to sue his grandma even for a place to stay, is really useless.He lowered his head under HR's sympathetic gaze, and sincerely added "Please".

"Don't worry, I'll keep an eye out for you."

It will be next month at the latest, and life will definitely get better after receiving the salary.

Not long after, the boss brought in a newcomer, and it turned out to be Xu Yun's colleague in the former employer, but Xu Yun didn't have much impression.What is rare is that the other party still remembers him and greets him warmly.

"I haven't seen you for a while and thought you got married and returned to your hometown, so it turned out that you changed jobs!"

The other party has a loud personality, and his voice is not low.When the colleagues around heard it, they all expressed curiosity: "Xiao Xu, are you married at such a young age? Is the other party an Alpha or an Omega? I haven't heard you mention it."

"not yet--"

"I know, I know!" The old colleague rushed to close the relationship with everyone, "I heard that it is a young and promising Alpha who got engaged in July. At that time, Xu Yun shared the good news with us, saying that the wedding date Just recently."

Unexpectedly, the other party's mouth was so big, and his privacy was disclosed to the public all at once.Everyone kept chattering, Xu Yun was afraid of being asked why, so he couldn't say frankly that he had canceled the engagement for a while, so he could only vaguely say that the other party was too busy recently, so the wedding date was postponed.

"Then let's have a drink tonight to celebrate that you're still single."

The old colleague winked at him, and he could almost be said to have fled in despair.

At night, when I came home exhausted physically and mentally, the lights in the house were still dimmed.The lunch box was placed in the kitchen, and after entering the room, he fell on his back on the bed without taking off his clothes.

My own life is indeed a failure.Work is stagnant, love is in a mess, and even friends are hardly made sincerity.

The reason why he said almost was because half a month ago he foolishly thought that Li Yaoyuan was a friend who treated him sincerely.

Although the words are always so ugly, in action, they will help when they are down, and they are willing to give charcoal in the snow, which is much rarer than those who treat you well.

But after the vague kiss that night and the inexplicable dispute, he could no longer see Li Yaoyuan clearly.

A Yuan is willing to help me, is he treating me as a friend or pity me, or is he wanting to get something?Although I have nothing, I can't give anything anymore.

Thinking of these, Xu Yun felt very uneasy, so he simply rolled up the quilt and lay quietly in the dark room.

Not long after, there was a voice outside, as if Li Yaoyuan had returned.

Xu Yun didn't go out to say hello.

Unexpectedly, the other party would take the initiative to knock on the door.Knock twice, followed by three knocks.

In this way, Xu Yun couldn't pretend not to hear, and got up to open the door.The light in the living room has been turned on by Li Yaoyuan, he frowned and looked at the person who came out of the dark room: "Sleeping so early?"

"I'm a little tired, so lie down for a while."

Xu Yun didn't look into his eyes, his gaze remained on the back of his hand in his pocket, "What's the matter?"

Li Yaoyuan turned his face away: "Is there any ready-made food?"

I didn't have time to cook tonight, and Xu Yun himself was still hungry.So I had to say, "No, there are only a few eggs in the refrigerator, and I didn't have time for lunch at noon."

"where."

"It should be next to the cutting board. I put it there when I came back."

The other party refused to leave, probably because he wanted me to come and warm up.Xu Yun comprehended and walked towards the kitchen.

There was always a gaze following behind him, but he couldn't tell whether it was hot or cold.Li Yaoyuan didn't appear beside him until he opened the cloth bag with rice and took out the lunch box inside.

"That's all, see if you want to eat."

Alpha frowned tightly: "Is this what you want to eat in the company?"

A boiled egg was cut into two pieces, and a few pieces of green leafy vegetables were mixed with very little shredded meat. It was not nutritious at first glance.

Xu Yun smiled proudly: "Not bad, right? There are meat and vegetables." While talking, he took out his chopsticks and put the rice and vegetables into a big bowl.

"It's a pity that I was too busy to take care of it at noon. In fact, the food in the cafeteria downstairs is not bad, but 30 yuan a piece is not worth it, and I don't know if the chef puts peanut butter."

He babbled.

Li Yaoyuan looked at him, his appearance was still so ordinary, and his character was still so resigned to fate.But this kind of him can't be called annoying anyway.

"If it's half cheaper, it will be 15 yuan a piece. Then I don't have to bring meals at all, and it's quite troublesome."

Holding the bowl and walking to the microwave, Xu Yun seemed to have stopped holding grudges, forgetting that they were still fighting in the cold.

He put the bowl in, and bent down with his back to Alpha: "It's healthier if you cook it yourself, and you can eat whatever you want. Speaking of which, I originally planned to bring some side dishes, but that day—— anyway."

With a helpless and open-minded tone, he stood there watching after he finished speaking, blinking his eyelashes slowly, staring intently as usual.

In fact, it was like this in school, open-minded enough to make people suspect that he has no brains.At that time, more than one person showed malice towards him, but he never cared about it, or he knew it was useless to care about it.

Calculating will only make those people worse.The best way for a person who is unable to fight back is to be silent, and then run to a deserted corner to lick the wound quietly.

No matter when they were together or after they broke up, Li Yao regretted more than once that he didn't protect him better.But every time he wanted to fight back against those people for him, he always pulled Alpha's sleeve and said: "Forget it, forget it, it's not a big deal, just a few words of ridicule and it won't lose a piece of meat. They say I'm a chamber pot. Just for fun, let them go."

Forget it once, forget it twice, slowly even Li Yaoyuan himself began to get angry with him.Angry at him for not cherishing himself enough, and also angry at him for being cowardly, timid, and always hiding in a shell like a shrinking turtle.

But should kind and weak people be bullied by nature?He doesn't love himself enough, is it because he doesn't want to or can't do it?

No one has ever really asked him this question, not even me, Li Yaoyuan. Alpha stayed where he was, feeling the long-lost heartache again after six years.

"sorry."

Such a sentence suddenly appeared behind him, Xu Yun was a little surprised.Turning around, I saw that Alpha's expression was a bit unnatural, but he didn't intend to escape or overthrow what he said just now.

"It was my fault that night. I spoke too harshly, and I shouldn't take it out on your food."

"No, it's fine."

Xu Yun stuttered and looked at him blankly.This time it was his turn to look away: "I will pay you how much money."

"No, those things are worthless..."

He could only insist with a straight face and unhappy: "Don't push around, it's not an outsider. Come on, tell the number."

Not an outsider, that is a close friend.

Xu Yun was heartbroken for a while, his whole body warmed up, and the unbearable feeling during the day disappeared all of a sudden.