talk about marriage

After a long time, Xu Yun began to feel sleepy, and nodded his head down until the door was pushed open.

"Aunt Qin..."

After seeing the person coming, he immediately stood up, but he forgot that his hand was still being held by someone, and almost staggered.

"What's the situation now?"

Qin Zhilan was still so calm, she didn't look at the hand she hastily withdrew, and went straight to the bed, "Did you take your temperature, did you have a fever?"

"It's okay, it's just 37 degrees."

After she finished checking the situation, Xu Yun asked what he could do to help.

"Don't be so nervous. For the time being, his life is not in danger. The scourge will last for thousands of years."

After making a joke in a good mood, she began to skillfully change Li Yaoyuan's medicine.When the gauze was removed, Xu Yun couldn't bear to look at it, and silently turned his face away, feeling at a loss.

"Excuse me, go and change the water for White and feed him some food. I locked him in the garden."

"Ok."

Taking the order to leave like this, Xu Yun went to a familiar place and squatted down.

White was sleeping in a luxurious kennel, his nose was wet, but his fur was still white.

Sometimes I think it’s good to be a dog, at least I don’t have any worries, I eat when I’m hungry, sleep when I’m sleepy, and bark when I’m unhappy.

"You'll be fine." He put one hand in and snorted lightly on White's back hair, "It's a relief that the master can sleep so soundly even when he's sick."

Even my ordinary friend felt nervous, and White was probably the only one who wasn't nervous.

Back in the bedroom on the second floor, Qin Zhilan just finished packing and came out.

"It's a good thing you're here. Yaoyuan, an ordinary person who smells pheromones, gets dizzy. I don't stay in his room very long."

"Ok?"

Xu Yun looked a little confused.

"Didn't you notice that he is in the susceptible period? The pheromones are very unstable." Qin Zhilan smiled, "Even his father can't stand this temper tantrum, so he made excuses to hide during the day, and probably not tonight." Will be back."

So that's the case, no wonder I was so drowsy just now, it turned out to be affected by Alpha pheromone.

"It may be hard for you to watch him for me tonight. I'll ask the driver to take you back tomorrow morning, okay?"

"Still, let's forget it."

This time Xu Yun was very insistent, and did not agree because of affection.Qin Zhilan was a little surprised, but she didn't force him anymore, she just nodded: "Then you go in and see him before you leave. He asked me where you were just now, and I said you went downstairs to see White. You have to do it properly when you come here. Don't leave again, don't you say?"

I don't know why, Xu Yun felt empty in his heart.

Li Yaoyuan turned his head when he heard the door knock, and his eyes lit up the moment he saw clearly that it was him, as if he was afraid that he would not see him just now.

"I should go back." Xu Yun said.

Alpha's eyes dimmed again instantly.

"I thought you were gone long ago."

The room was extremely quiet, and Xu Yun stood there awkwardly.

At this time, the phone vibrated suddenly, and he picked it up and listened: "Hello? Well, I'm sorry I didn't see... Do you want to eat tomorrow? Tomorrow may not be convenient."

Hearing his faltering, not bright enough tone, Li Yaoyuan's back muscles tensed all of a sudden, and he turned his head and glared at each other.

"..."

Xu Yun shrank and put away the phone: "If there is nothing wrong, I will leave first, I wish you, I wish you a speedy recovery."

Li Yaoyuan remained silent with a sullen face.

After waiting for a few seconds, Xu Yun decided to leave. Before leaving, he saw that the window was opened again, and couldn't help thinking of closing it.

"Are you together?" Alpha asked coldly.

"Ok?"

Xu Yun didn't quite understand what he was talking about.

"I asked if you are together, you and Tang Li."

He was so angry that he was about to explode when he said this name. With a haggard face and a fierce expression, he was completely bluffing.

Since he was so sick that he couldn't do anything about himself, Xu Yun was not afraid of him, but rather confused: "Why am I together with him?"

"Who knows, maybe he's out of his mind and wants to see you."

The harsh and poisonous tone remained the same.

"Or you're out of your mind and fancy him!"

"I really don't know what you like about him. He has no money and no ability. He has been working for so many years and is just a manager. Looking at the car he drives, you can tell that his taste is not very good. Please keep your eyes bright anyway, don't If it's an Alpha, just pounce on it."

Hearing Tang Li belittled so useless, Xu Yun was a little annoyed, and retorted in a low voice: "It's not as bad as you said, at least he is very nice, not like you."

Li Yaoyuan was furious, wanting to pounce on him and bite him: "What's wrong with me? If you think he's nice, then you can go to him and come and see what I'm doing."

"They said I didn't come to see you."

"you!"

He was so angry that he faced the wardrobe and gasped.Xu Yun thought it was strange for him to behave like this, but he couldn't explain why.

Thinking about it, something has been wrong since the day the photo was taken.First of all, he would bring up Tang Li from time to time, and secondly, whenever Tang Li was involved, he would be furious, whether it was the insurance contract or today's phone call, in short, he was very hostile.

A vague guess appeared in his heart, which surprised Xu Yun himself.

Turning to look at Li Yaoyuan, he hesitated while observing, hesitating and puzzled.

"What are you staring at me for?"

Turning to the left is a wall, turning to the right is a window, in short, no matter how you turn, it is wrong.Turned around in place, and finally turned to the direction of Alpha.

Li Yaoyuan finally broke out: "Where do you want to go!"

"Well……"

Another long silence.

After repeated hesitation, Xu Yun walked up to him and asked in a voice that only the two of them could hear: "Well, are you jealous?"

Li Yaoyuan choked first, then yelled out forcefully after being stunned for three seconds: "Are you kidding me?"

After roaring, he crossed his eyebrows with a "simply ridiculous" expression.

"I think so, sorry, I was wrong."

Not only did Xu Yun not feel lost, but he was also relieved.He also thinks this kind of conjecture is a bit too absurd, after all, the Alpha in front of him can't possibly like him.

Unless there is something wrong with him, there is no such way to like people.He was terribly fierce all day long, calling and drinking people around, and even asked the other party to move out of his house immediately...

Said it was disgusting.

But Li Yaoyuan regretted it to death.Why did you have to be brave just now and say you were joking, just say you are jealous if you are jealous!Maybe Xu Yun asked this because——

"But I have nothing to do with Tang Li, please don't get me wrong." Xu Yun smiled at him gently, "We are just ordinary colleagues."

Look, he's still explaining to me!

Li Yaoyuan's heart was almost overwhelmed by regret, but his face remained completely motionless, just because of that damn self-esteem.

"What does this have to do with me." He snorted, feeling that the wound was much better, "But it's not the best, I think he has a lot of eyes, you should be careful to count the money if you are sold."

Because he also said the last sentence when the relationship was broken, Xu Yun was dazed after hearing this, and then whispered: "Only you think so, everyone else thinks I'm useless."

"idiot."

Alpha cursed in a hoarse voice.

"Okay, I'm an idiot. I really should go. You should take care of your illness."

"Hey!"

He called people to stop anxiously, but Li Yaoyuan couldn't speak for a long time.

Xu Yun stopped and looked at him suspiciously: "Is there anything else?"

His face turned into a pig liver color, and he seemed to be seriously ill. After a long time, he whispered to himself: "Can you wait until I fall asleep before leaving."

"what?"

Such a proposal that seemed to show weakness made Xu Yun stunned for a while, watching in a daze.

"If I feel uncomfortable before I fall asleep, at least you will take care of me. After I fall asleep, it doesn't matter. Life or death is life."

Li Yaoyuan turned his face away.

He seldom said such depressing words, probably because of the double reason of illness and susceptibility period.Xu Yun walked over slowly, and saw that his head was bowed, and the place where the injection was given on his neck was still black and blue.

"You, don't say that. If you are sick and take care of yourself, you will be fine. I have been sick before. The most important thing is to have confidence and maintain a positive and optimistic attitude."

Li Yaoyuan raised his head, and smiled mockingly and self-deprecatingly: "It's really polite."

"It's not polite, it's true."

In the past, every time Xu Yun had a headache, his life would be worse than death, but he never thought about death, even though he was not very happy to be alive.

He cleared away the cup for Alpha, and after some hesitation, he finally changed his mind: "Then I'll leave later, you can sleep peacefully, everything will be fine."

Li Yaoyuan looked at him motionless, his gaze bottomless.

The sentence of retention just now broke his bottom line, but Xu Yun still didn't seem to understand, or he was still pretending to be stupid.

This person is always like this, looking at himself with a kind of confused eyes that half understand, absorbing all malice and love like a sponge, and then evaporating them out intact.

Doesn't he know that this is very frustrating, sometimes I really want to go up and pinch his neck!

"Xu Yun."

"Ok?"

After the lights are turned off, the world is dark.

Li Yaoyuan closed his eyes resentfully: "Why are you always so stupid, so indifferent, no matter what others say, you don't seem to hear."

Xu Yun sat by the bed as usual.He would be wrong, with a flattering smile on his face.

"If others want to make fun of you, let them laugh. You won't lose a piece of meat if you laugh. Besides... Forget it. In short, I don't care what others say. It's other people's business."

Li Yaoyuan asked back: "I am someone else too?"

"Others are others, you are you. I still take what you say occasionally to my heart."

"for example."

He lowered his head: "For example, you always call me stupid, and you always say that I will jump on Alpha when I see it... Really, how can I be so hungry, such words are too hurtful."

Li Yaoyuan was silent and said "I'm sorry".

Xu Yun said "it doesn't matter".

"Where do you live now, I will find you another day."

With such an endless sentence, Xu Yun didn't ask what he was looking for, but answered honestly: "West Erli Community, Furniture City."

"What the hell kind of place is that?"

"It's not a ghost place, it's near the furniture city, opposite the vegetable market."

"It's too far away." Alpha complained immediately, "Why do you have a long brain? Why do you live in that kind of place? It's not convenient to commute to get off work, and it's even more inconvenient to come to me."

"Uh."

I won't come to you either.

Xu Yun complained silently in his heart, and retorted gently: "But the rent is very good, and the neighbors are very enthusiastic, and the grocery shopping around is also very cheap and convenient. In short, it's not much worse than here, so don't underestimate it. .”

What is underestimated or not underestimated? Is this the point?

Alpha satirized in a low voice: "Everything is cheap, except that it will cost more than 100 to take a taxi back tonight."

"Well, yes."

Speaking of this is also a bit annoying.

At night, the bus and subway stopped early, and I’m afraid I’ll have to ride a bicycle until tomorrow morning. It seems that the only way left is to take a taxi.

Thinking of his deflated wallet, Xu Yun couldn't help feeling pain in his flesh.

"Okay, stop chatting, close your eyes and rest, I will watch over you."

"Are you in a hurry?"

"……nor."

"Then why are you urging?"

Alpha's tone was weird, it didn't sound like he was angry, it was more like an awkward way to persuade him to stay.

"If you can't do it, stay overnight. There are plenty of places for you to sleep in such a big room."

"How does this work?"

With Xu Yun's passive personality, he might have to wait until his next life to agree.Li Yaoyuan got up reluctantly, found two quilts and spread them beside his bed, one for padding and the other for covering.

"You'll sleep here tonight, and I'll ask the driver to take you to the head office tomorrow morning?"

"But--"

"Don't be a mother-in-law anymore. Didn't you still say you want to pay me back? Take care of me for one night and I'll count it as your labor. It's not an insult to exchange labor for money, right?!"

After talking about this, Xu Yun couldn't refuse anymore.

Back in the quiet and dark bedroom, Li Yaoyuan was in a drowsy sleep, with one or two rambling words occasionally coming out of his throat.

As an Alpha who is in the susceptible period, his performance is already considered very tenacious, neither in estrus nor throwing things, but his mood is very high or low at every turn.

According to the doctor, this is an Alpha with great self-control, otherwise he would have just grabbed an Omega to complete the mark.

However, this kind of self-control relies on the help of drugs, so it does a lot of harm to his body, causing him to always have nervous disorders, severe insomnia, and liver function problems.Although the operation has been completed now, the doctor told me to take good care of her, and try not to take any more medicine if you can.

However, for an Alpha without Omega, what else can he rely on without drugs?

When he bent down to wipe Alpha's sweat, he heard him screaming in pain, Xu Yun stopped nervously with both hands: "Ayuan, Ayuan? Otherwise, let's take another medicine, or call Aunt Lan over."

"Xu Yun..."

Li Yaoyuan frowned, his expression extremely disturbed, but what he called was his name.

"I don't want you, go away..."

The people who were just a few feet away were stunned and confused.

Is this a dream?But it doesn't sound like it's talking about the present.

"Xu Yun, you, get out..."

"get out……"

The body involuntarily approached, and he heard his low and hoarse voice tremblingly repeating: "Go away, you don't cherish me...I don't love you anymore...I don't love you anymore..."

These ruthless words were six years late, and today they finally vented out frankly, and Alpha uttered a bad breath in his sleep.

And Xu Yun was stunned on the spot, unable to recover for a long time.

Is that right?

He still hates me.

Only then did I dullly understand that all the malice after the reunion was due to hatred, and those who couldn't let go of the past still hated.

"A really bad guy."

Xu Yun muttered to himself, referring to himself.

They messed up everything six years ago, and six years later they still don't have the ability to fix it, making it difficult for both of them.