talk about marriage

Rushing outside the villa, the door was closed.Ringing the doorbell anxiously, Qin Zhilan came over to open it with her clothes on, "Why are you here so late?"

"Aunt Lan, is Ayuan home yet?"

"It seems that I just came back not long ago. Are you looking for him? Come in and talk."

In the next second, a sentence came from upstairs: "No one is allowed to let him in!"

Xu Yun trembled, and retracted the foot that was about to step in.

"Could you please tell him for a moment, just... just say that I have something to explain to him, and ask him to come down and meet me."

Qin Lanzhi really didn't understand how to get along with the juniors, so Qin Lanzhi had no choice but to go upstairs to spread the word.Who knew that Li Yaoyuan was furious and kicked the door shut with a bang.

"Hey, why don't you two make people feel at ease all day long. That bastard lost his temper, threw things and kicked doors, and said he wanted me to introduce him to Omega, who is the right one. Get married. What the hell is going on here?"

Knowing that it was angry words, Xu Yun stood where he was after hearing these words, but his head became dizzy, and he couldn't do anything for a while.

"Then I'll wait for him here until his anger subsides."

"How can anyone stand when it's so cold outside?"

In fact, I felt very cold on the way here. After all, it had been frozen for nearly an hour at the entrance of the bar. I came out in a hurry and did not wear too thick.But Xu Yun still shook his head, walked to the place where he could see on the second floor and waited.

Calling back and forth couldn't get through, and I kept hearing the reminder that the other party turned off the phone. It seemed that Alpha was determined not to meet again.The room on the second floor was still lit, which was his only hope for now.

Folding up a few tissues in his jacket pocket, Xu Yun slowly wiped his nose while organizing words in his mind.

Where should I start?

Should I explain the breakup six years ago, why I packed my luggage today, or confess my feelings first.

No matter what reaction A Yuan will have, he must finish speaking.

Thinking about it, my head seemed to be hurting more and more, and gradually I couldn't support it, so I could only lean against the corner of the wall.Looking up at the upstairs window, the curtains were drawn tightly, as if to reject people thousands of miles away.He tightened the zipper and put his hands in his pockets, rather embarrassed and shivering.

Headaches soon start to tinnitus, which is a harbinger of serious symptoms.Wanting to find a place to sit for a while, he slowly moved under a tree and sat down while leaning on the trunk.

It's really useless, but I can't hold on when I need my physical strength the most.For a person like myself who came from poverty since childhood, it is reasonable to say that his body should be very strong. How can he get sick so easily is really unreasonable.

Leaning against the big tree, Xu Yun's head drooped weakly, his eyes were blurred.I had no choice but to grit my teeth and send a text message to Li Yaoyuan, begging him to come down and meet.

Randomly editing some words of apology, no matter if you are humble or have no self-esteem, you just want to see that person.

I don't know how long it took, my body was frozen and I couldn't type with my fingers anymore.His head hurt more and more, and the nerves in his forehead were all twisted together. No matter how hard he squeezed his fingers into his palm, he couldn't stop himself from passing out.

At the moment when he was about to fall to the ground, hurried footsteps came from the direction of the door.Someone rushed towards him and pulled him up from the wet ground.

"Didn't I tell you to get out of here, pretend to be pitiful here for someone to see!"

"A Yuan..." A familiar growl sounded in his ear, Xu Yun came to his senses in an instant, and couldn't stand upright staggeringly, "You, are you finally willing to see me?"

"If I tell you to get out, why are you so shameless? Xu Yun, let me tell you, I will never be cheated by you again, and I will never pity you again."

The malice hit him fiercely like a fist, he was dizzy and felt a stomach cramping pain.But his knees trembled, but he still insisted on standing in front of Alpha.

"I just want to tell you something, just a few minutes."

The cold wind was blowing, Li Yaoyuan stared at him silently for a while, then dragged him into the living room roughly: "If you want to freeze to death, don't take me with you."

The heating in the room was fully turned on, Xu Yun shivered heavily under the heat and cold, and then sneezed several times.Li Yaoyuan stared at him with disgust, staring at him so hard that he couldn't lift his head.

"Sorry……"

"Don't waste my time, speak quickly if you have something to say, and leave when you finish speaking."

At this time, White ran in and circled around them, as if he wanted to stop his master from being angry, and also as if he wanted Xu Yun not to be too sad.

"Go back to your den." Li Yaoyuan yelled at White, who shrank his head and ran to the side to watch.

Xu Yun rubbed his sore nose, looked at the floor, feeling exhausted every time he took a breath.

"Ayuan, I don't want to go anywhere, I'm just sick..."

Li Yaoyuan snorted and said disdainfully, "It's just a cold, it's nothing serious."

"No, it's a serious illness. It's not right. It's not serious. It's just neuralgia. It's just that it's more painful when it happens."

Alpha raised his head sharply.

Xu Yun's appearance was still submissive, the tip of his nose was flushed from the cold, but his cheeks were pale.

"When I got sick, I always felt dizzy, couldn't read clearly, and couldn't hear what others said. To be honest, I was fired from my last job for this reason."

Halfway through the talk, my eyes were all red, but luckily I could keep my head down.

"Recently, I managed to get a little money. I just wanted to see if it could be cured. I bought train tickets and packed my luggage to go to a big hospital."

Li Yaoyuan didn't move as if he was frozen, and he took a deep breath after a long time: "Are you an idiot, don't tell me about such a big matter, do you consider me a friend?"

Xu Yun smiled bitterly: "If I tell you, you will definitely spend time and energy taking care of me. I have already received too much favor from you, and I can no longer accept it with peace of mind."

"Xu Yun!"

I can't wait to open this person's brain to see the structure, how could he be so stupid?

Li Yaoyuan's anger was instantly ignited: "Since this is the case, why do you still come to tell me? Just treat me as dead, and don't see me again in the future!"

Hearing this, Xu Yun immediately panicked and wanted to go over and hug him, but he tripped over the coffee table just half a step away, and fell on the floor in a state of embarrassment.

Li Yaoyuan rushed over, carried him upstairs and put him on the bed as quickly as possible.Xu Yun shivered with his teeth up and down, but his eyes were fixed on Alpha.

"Ayuan..."

"To shut up."

Brutally and arbitrarily stripping him of his clothes, leaving only a pair of underpants, ignoring his embarrassing and sad look, directly wrapped him up in a thick quilt.

The bed and bedding are warm and soft, and they also have the unique scent of Alpha.Xu Yun sniffed and pressed against the pillow tightly.

"Stay here tonight and go back to your own house tomorrow morning."

The heart was wrinkled and wrinkled by the inexplicable pain, like a piece of waste paper wiped from the nose.Xu Yun looked at him in a daze: "Are you ignoring me again?"

Li Yaoyuan couldn't answer, so he could only ask back: "Have you ever cared?"

"certainly……"

The sound is very faint, but enough to be heard clearly.Li Yaoyuan was shocked, staring at the ball huddled under the quilt, saw his thin shoulders trembling slightly.

"Of course I care... I care so much, I care so much that I would rather freeze to death, die of pain, and I want to make it clear to you."

"Leaving you back then, to be honest... I was sad for a long time. Now, it's like this again now, as long as I think that I may never see you again, I will be so sad that I can't live."

"After knowing that I was sick, I was thinking about how to tell you every day, but I was afraid that it would drag you down if I couldn't be cured. I was afraid that you would dislike me after telling you, and would hate me more and more day by day... I am not sure, A Yuan, I am You are so insecure, that’s why you feel that you are not good enough for you.”

Such incoherent speech caused Xu Yun to cry in confusion, and his voice became very blurred.But being unable to let go of someone, Li Yaoyuan can fully understand this feeling.

Stretching out his hand to straighten his body, he saw that his face was wet, his lips moved feebly, and he said sorry in a low voice.

"People like me like you, always, always can't forget you, it makes you very troubled."

He was crying violently and silently, his breathing was unstable, his fingers were tightly clutching the corner of the quilt, and he was already a little unconscious.Li Yaoyuan picked him up and let him lean on his shoulder, and soon the clothes on his shoulder were wet.

"You are really an idiot..." Feeling distressed and uncomfortable occupied the brain, fingers unconsciously stroked his hair, "If I feel troubled, why would I still do it with you, do you think I am casual?"

Xu Yun shook his head slowly, maintaining the posture of lying on his shoulders, his heart constricted.

"Let me tell you, not only will I not feel troubled, but I will miss you when I don't see you, and want to kiss you and hug you when I see you, do you hear me clearly?"

"Yes, do you mean you like it?"

"Of course not." Li Yaoyuan looked away angrily, "It means loving you."

Xu Yun could no longer speak, and could only shed tears quietly.

Li Yaoyuan pulled him away and kissed him, the moment his lips and tongue were intertwined, his body trembled like an electric shock, and his bones felt numb.The wet and soft lips make people linger, the small tongue makes people want to put it in their mouths, and even his trembling body and wet eyes make people want to bully.

"I'll give you the life you want, so don't go anywhere."

When Li Yaoyuan said this, he deliberately didn't let Xu Yun see his face, but Xu Yun cried even harder after hearing it, and couldn't stop his tears.

"It's really useless."

Xu Yun also felt ashamed that a big man was crying like this, but he just couldn't stop.

When we were engaged, my ex-boyfriend also said that he should live a good life in the future, but within a few days he had sex with someone else, and he blamed him, saying that he had to find someone else to vent out because he was too stupid in bed.

I've lived until now, fed up with others' indifference, fed up with others' neglect, finally there is someone who cares about me, willing to give myself such a solemn promise, even illness doesn't seem so important.

Li Yaoyuan hugged him tightly, and he hugged back hard, asking in a low voice, "Can I love you too?"