talk about marriage

The process of seeing a doctor went smoothly, and the cost was not as high as expected.The old doctor had excellent medical skills, Xu Yun did not suffer from facial paralysis or blindness after one injection, but only experienced dizziness and nausea for a short time.

"This is normal. Don't be afraid. You should feel better by tomorrow. If everything goes well, you won't have another attack within half a year."

"Thank you doctor..."

"Can you go out by yourself? Do you want me to help you?"

"Don't worry, I feel fine."

Having said that, the feeling of dizziness is actually very uncomfortable.He got up from the hospital bed and moved to the door of the room with difficulty, but he was immediately taken over firmly by a pair of hands.

"What's taking so long, I just wanted to rush in."

"Tie it carefully."

He smiled easily, but walked unsteadily.Li Yaoyuan led him aside sullenly, and suddenly said that he would carry him.

"No need, no need! It's just a little dizzy, and it's too exaggerated for you to memorize..."

Ignoring Xu Yun's refusal and the strange gazes around him, Li Yaoyuan simply squatted down: "Come up, I don't want to say it a second time."

"..."

Sometimes Alpha's stubbornness is really a headache.

Being carried all the way from the clinic building to the parking lot by him, Xu Yun felt a little ashamed, and couldn't even raise his head the whole way.He fell asleep in a daze on the co-pilot seat, not even knowing when he was going to the airport, but felt as if someone had taken off his seat belt for him, and then watched him quietly, without disturbing him for a long, long time.

The return time was set by Xu Yun himself. In order not to delay work as much as possible, he insisted on going back overnight.Li Yaoyuan really doesn't understand why he is so nervous about that job, earning so little money every month, it is impossible to achieve financial freedom in 800 years.

But Xu Yun has always been so honest, accepting his hard work and acknowledging his grievances at work, and following the rules in life, he dare not do anything that is a little bit risky.

If I like this person, I have to accept his advantages and disadvantages.After all, if you like someone, you have to like everything about him. You can't just like him who is obedient, but also like him who is weak, independent, and too dependent on you.

Sighing resignedly, Li Yaoyuan patted him awake.

"Hey, are you going to sleep until tomorrow? Get up to catch the plane."

"what time is it?"

Opening his eyes, the sun was hazy outside, and the open parking lot stretched as far as the eye could see. Xu Yun was a little embarrassed: "I've slept for so long."

"It's like a pig." Li Yaoyuan came over to open the door for him, "I can sleep wherever I go."

"I'm sorry, I'm a little out of spirits..."

Still a little dazed after boarding the plane, Li Yaoyuan arranged for him to sit by the window, and asked the flight attendant for a blanket.

"Didn't you say that dizziness will be cured after a few hours? Is this quack doctor accurate?"

"Hey, respect the doctor." Xu Yun retorted in a low voice, "This kind of thing is different from person to person, and maybe it will get better after a little more sleep."

"Then go to sleep and close your eyes quickly."

On the way here, it was Xu Yun who took care of Li Yaoyuan, but this time it was completely reversed.Li Yaoyuan was a bit rough in taking care of people. When he put on the blindfold for Xu Yun, he almost poked his eyes. The blanket covered him looked like a mummy, and he completely took it as a task to perform.

As soon as the blanket slipped a little, he immediately covered it back. After two hours, Xu Yun was so hot that his whole body was sweating, and he almost suffered from heat stroke on the plane.When I got off the plane, my chest and back were soaked.

"Next time I think I'll come to the doctor alone..."

"What are you talking about, haven't I taken care of you enough?"

"No, I'm afraid to trouble you."

I don't know which part of the other party's backlash was poked by these words. On the way back, Li Yaoyuan kept showing Xu Yun's face, which made Xu Yun's heart flutter.

Back at Li's house, Father Li and Aunt Lan were drinking tea and playing chess in the garden.After a brief greeting, Xu Yun followed Li Yaoyuan upstairs, and the two of them took turns taking a shower and drying their hair, and Xu Yun soon lay down again.

"Really, I'm still so tired after sleeping for so long..." Even he couldn't bear it himself, "That needle can't be my sleeping hole."

Li Yaoyuan glanced at him sideways from behind the desk, and didn't bother to talk to him anymore.

The curtains are drawn tightly, Alpha's quilt is soft and fluffy, and the bed is also spacious and comfortable, once you lie on it, you won't want to get up.Soon Xu Yun fell asleep, and he didn't even know when Li Yaoyuan came over.

At night, he was dying of hunger, he woke up in a daze, and Li Yaoyuan was sleeping beside him.

Surrounded by pitch black, the room was very quiet.

Alpha's even breath is reassuring.

Xu Yun approached silently, his head first touched the opponent's shoulder, and then he boldly retracted into his arms.Li Yaoyuan turned over and hugged him, and lazily asked what time it was.

"I don't know." He whispered, "I don't want to get up."

"Then keep sleeping until the end of the world."

He pursed his lips and smiled: "That's really good."

"Where's the good?"

"Don't you think it's great to live your life like this?"

This rare heartfelt sentence sounded a bit nasty, so that after he finished speaking, he was the first to feel ashamed and buried his head deeply.

Li Yaoyuan moved slightly, and looked at him from a different angle: "Because you're with me, do you feel great?"

"Ah."

The two were silent for a while, before Li Yaoyuan said, "I think so too."

Xu Yun's eyes were a little wet.

"Then we'll be together forever."

"You don't need to tell me, I've thought about it a long time ago."

The tone is a bit arrogant, it is clear that you tell me what is in my heart, and I will tell you what is in my heart.

"When?"

"When I was in college." Li Yaoyuan didn't hesitate.

He was pampered and pampered since he was a child. In fact, he was not happy. Although he had many friends around him, the lack of family affection still affected his personality.He knew that he cared too much about face sometimes, and he still couldn't change it. Even after being dumped by Xu Yun once, the situation intensified, and the trauma was so severe that he couldn't even mention it.

But now that they are together again, some things should be said.

"I ask you, do you regret breaking up with me?"

Xu Yun hesitated for a moment, then turned to look at him.

"You don't have to answer if you don't want to say it." He turned his face away, pretending to be indifferent, "After all, I don't really want to know."

"It's not that I don't want to answer, it's...that I don't know where to start."

The gloomy days in my memory seem to have passed for a long time.Hiding those self-pitying parts, Xu Yun smiled a little embarrassedly: "Actually, I often followed you in the second half of my senior year."

After successfully catching Alpha's stunned gaze, he changed his words again: "It's not very often, just occasionally, that is, when I miss you too much."

"At that time, I had already found a good job, so I was free. If I didn't need an internship, I would go around the park, or go to the stalls of your favorite canteens, trying to try my luck. Good luck I can see you when."

"I still remember that you always wore a bright blue sweater, and if you were going to play golf, you would carry a big gray backpack. At that time, Wu Yuanlin was often with you. The two of you either played together. Either eat together, but rarely go to the library."

Li Yaoyuan became more silent as he listened, and asked after a long time: "Why have I never seen you?"

"Hmm... maybe I know how to breath Dafa. Just kidding, I just don't want to make you feel uncomfortable, so I will avoid you when I see you from a distance."

At the beginning, I thought Xu Yun was very chic, but I never met him after we broke up.The more he behaved like this, the deeper Li Yaoyuan's resentment became, and he even did stupid things to contact Omega on purpose, but when he found that Xu Yun didn't respond at all, he could only stop helplessly.

"and after."

"Later? I started working later. I heard from my classmates that you didn't look for a job. I guess you might want to take over the family business or go abroad for further study, so I can't think of any other way to meet you." Xu Yun said helplessly. "As you know, after graduation, I lived in a relatively poor situation, and I didn't have the face to go to the class reunion."

Thinking of these things, I no longer feel sad, but I just don't want the other party to misunderstand me again.The feelings that I really cared about, let go of, and had no choice but to give up, are not because I don’t want it, but because I know that I am not qualified to have it.

He silently hugged Li Yaoyuan tightly: "I always feel like I've won the lottery now."

"When I'm a prize?"

"How dare, I just want to say that it seems that a small probability event has happened."

Li Yaoyuan looked at him seriously: "Why do you say that?"

"Because you are excellent, with a good family background, a good disposition, and even a top-notch ability to make money. Compared with me, I am far behind. You are at a disadvantage when the two of us are together."

"I'm good at everything, but you are bad at everything? Then why am I with you. "

"That's not what I mean, I just feel that I can't give you anything good. After all... After all, you invite me to expensive restaurants and buy me expensive clothes every time. I'm really ashamed."

"Who told you to give me anything good?" Li Yaoyuan pulled him away, grabbed his wrist and stared at his eyes, and said seriously, "What you have to do is to give me what you think is the best, not expensive restaurants and restaurants. clothing."

Best in my opinion?

Speaking of this, Xu Yun's eyes were still confused.

Li Yaoyuan turned his body to the side in frustration: "Forget it, I'm going to sleep."

Staring at his silent back, Xu Yun felt a little sad for some reason.

When he went to work the next day, his colleagues were rarely concerned about his health, and asked him why he didn't take a few more days off.

"I'm fine, I'm fine, just a little sick."

"Your illness came at the wrong time. Now is the critical period for promotion. If you take too long sick leave, you will miss the nomination."

"There is nothing you can do if you miss it..." Xu Yun lowered his head, although he was very reserved, his tone was sincere, "To be honest, I also feel that I am not qualified enough, and there are still many things that I need to learn from you, such as promotion nominations and so on. We should at least talk about it next year."

"I really didn't expect you to think so." The colleague was a little surprised, "But if there is anything you don't understand, please feel free to tell me. Everyone is willing to teach."

"Well, thank you."

Harmony was restored in a strained relationship.

Speaking of which, it was Li Yaoyuan who instructed him.Although A Yuan is usually a bit arrogant, he is actually very eloquent when talking about how to behave in the world, and he has taught him a lot recently.Under Alpha's instruction, Xu Yun decided to be more straightforward, to fight for what should be fought for, to speak up for what he doesn't intend to fight for, and to reject immediately what he doesn't want to do.

A Yuan said that people who are self-sufficient are more likely to be respected by others, and I don't know if it is true.Xu Yun squeezed his shoulders and went to the tea room with his lunch box in his arms.

"Huh, Xiaoyun? What a coincidence."

"Yeah, what a coincidence.

Xiaoyun from personnel affairs brought some snacks and said it was her own handicraft.

"Thank you."

"You're welcome, eat more. But why are you a little worried, is there something bothering you?"

If you want to talk about troubles, there is really one thing.

Thinking that girls usually have more delicate thoughts, Xu Yun hesitated and said, "Xiaoyun, let me ask you, if your boyfriend asks you for the best thing, I mean what you think is the best thing, what do you think it will be?"

"What, are you in love again?"

"Ahem, why are you so good at focusing on the key points?"

"Quickly tell the truth."

If he could explain the details of his relationship without stammering, then Xu Yun must be possessed by a ghost.He faltered and couldn't speak, and finally even Xiaoyun gave up: "Forget it, your mouth is really stupid. What do people like you about? I think we should have dinner."

"Well, but you haven't answered my question yet."

Xiaoyun gave him a white look, and tapped the table with her chopsticks: "That question is for you, what's the use of asking me. What do you think is the best, that's the best."

Is that so?

So simple?

Worked quietly until the evening, Xu Yun did not leave immediately after the hour, but was thinking about something at the workstation.

"Aren't you leaving yet?" My colleague asked, "Why did you take out all your bank cards?"

"Something will take a while."

"Then let's go first." The other party joked with him, "It is said that the wealth should not be exposed, so you are not afraid of being coveted by someone with a heart."

"It doesn't matter." He scratched his hair, looking very distressed, "Anyway, anyway, it will be spent soon."