You are miserable so what?

The confidentiality of private hospitals is good enough.

Therefore, when a person stops at the door of the ward, it looks particularly abrupt.

Casual wear, basically no trace of dressing up.

He rubbed his hands casually into his pockets, and looked in through the small window of the ward door.

Fu Zhushu knew who Jiang Zian was looking at.

With less than a trace of gloom in his heart, he walked behind the man refreshed and refreshed, completely without the guard and anger he had before.

"Come every day, are you okay?"

"Hush." ​​Jiang Zian raised his finger.

A very soft hum came from the ward.

Fu Zhushu turned his head, and in the bright ward, Fu Ruoying was thin and thin leaning against the window and humming in a daze.

Fu Ruoying has been like this all these years.I like windows, but I can't get out.Like a thrush with a broken wing.

"Why don't you take her out for a walk?"

Fu Zhushu laughed mockingly: "I have to be able to go out for a walk too." There was something in the words.

"Aren't you here? It's always good for you to take her out for activities."

"Only home is safe."

Turning his head, Cha Zi'an murmured, and said sorry, "Qiyang's temper is drifting, and he failed to manage the factory well and made mistakes, which really cannot be made up for."

"He proposed private compensation and signed a non-disclosure agreement, you don't have to deal with it."

"I understand your feelings. As far as the law allows, if you make a move, even if I am his brother, I will treat it as if I didn't see it."

"So what if you see it?" Fu Zhushu pursed the corners of his lips, showing some disdain.

Handing over the flower basket, Jiang Zian shook his head, "I'm not in business, so there's nothing I can do." "Are you in a good mood?"

The delicate aroma of carnations lingers.Fu Zhushu stretched his body, unable to hide his joy.

"It's good."

After Jiang Zian left, Fu Zhushu got into the car, turned the steering wheel, and parked skillfully to go to the supermarket.

The seriousness with which he picked tomatoes gave people the illusion that he was studying stocks.

A bag of vegetables is scattered on the back seat of the car, and the melodious music reveals the happiness of the owner.

The wheels rolled, the car swung its buttocks, and drove into a slightly narrow alley,

The building is mixed for commercial and residential use, and only half of it is rented out.

Fu Zhushu opened several doors, walked into the room with vegetables and raw meat, turned on the light, put down his things eagerly, and walked lightly into the bedroom.

Very quiet, very dark.

He didn't turn on the light, for fear of disturbing people's rest.

The aroma diffuser was working silently, Fu Zhushu leaned over and stood beside the bed, stretching out his hand.Gently stroked the forehead of the man on the bed, protruding his dry palm, then leaned over and kissed lightly.

"Ok?"

The half-dream and half-awake person was extremely confused, his eyelids were sore from sleep, and he groaned unconsciously.

The blurred vision gradually became clear, Mo Shenyuan stood up abruptly, the quilt and loose clothes slipped off, exposing his shoulders.

He changed his innocence when he just woke up, and stepped back warily.

Like a cat with fried hair, completely lost its natural elegance

This pitiful and helpless appearance greatly satisfied Fu Zhushu's desire to protect and control, his heart was sore, and even gave birth to the illusion of happiness

No more sensitive anger of lack of love, Fu Zhushu assumed the posture of a protector.

He bent his legs and sank into the mattress, leaned forward and hugged Mo Shenyuan into his arms with undeniable strength, and followed his back one by one.

"Don't be afraid."

"Take a deep breath and don't be afraid."

Mo Shenyuan was in good spirits, even too good because of the long sleep.In such a sober state, Fu Zhushu's behavior was even more tormenting -- the words he used to appease Fu Zhushu were now being used on himself.

What a toss.

"Shenyuan, I will always love you. I am here." Fu Zhushu kissed the back of Mo Shenyuan's ear, confessing his love softly over and over again, his strong heart pressed against him, and passed the sound of heartbeat.

"Hungry? Make shrimp tonight."

Even if he didn't get a reply, it didn't affect Fu Zhushu's satisfaction.

He let go of his hands reluctantly, stood up, squeezed the essential oil, and put it in the aroma diffuser, letting the moist aroma permeate the whole room.

Then he helped Mo Shenyuan tidy up his clothes, "Wait for me. "The room fell into dead silence again, and the sound of chopping vegetables came from the kitchen faintly.

Fu Zhushu's culinary skills improved rapidly.

The sweet and sour aroma quickly spread to the bedroom, hooking Mo Shenyuan's empty stomach.It was not hunger that sprouted, but nausea.

Footsteps sounded, and Mo Shenyuan raised his head extremely slowly.

The shoulders, wrists, and every muscle in the body have been well kneaded and pressed. The body is relaxed, but the spirit is tense.

He was afraid.

Afraid of this former lover.

Mo Shenyuan knew how to appease Fu Zhushu's mania, but he didn't know how to get rid of his paranoia.

If you are obviously disappointed, you can just break up, and break up peacefully.

There will be no joy of chasing after a lover who once behaved badly, nor will there be revenge.

Why did things become like this.He doesn't understand.

The smell of hand sanitizer entered his nostrils, the man stood steadily in front of him, squatted down against Cao Shenyuan's calf, raised his head and said in a low voice, "Get up and eat."

Dressed rigorously and elegantly, the man has sword eyebrows and long eyes, and his silhouette is full of the steady aura of a mature man.

Now proceed with caution.

With the soles of his feet touching the floor, Mo Shenyuan sat on the edge of the bed and was silent for a long time.

"Who did you learn to cook from?" The voice was very dry.

"I learned it myself."

Fu Zhushu pinched his nose, "I learned it for you."

"I do not want to eat."

"What's wrong? Are you unhappy?"

"I'm not hungry."

Looking into Fu Zhushu's eyes, Mo Shenyuan suddenly said, "Did you meet the head of the hospital I used to work in private?"

"Ah."

Putting his chin on Mo Shenyuan's lap, Fu Zhushu did not deny it, and said with half-closed eyes: "Not everyone is clean and friendly. I think you are safe."

"Safe? No one wants to kill me." Except you.

"Sorry Shenyuan, it hurts me to see you in contact with others." "It's safest at home."

"It's like Sister Ruoying, when you go out, you meet the last person you shouldn't meet."

With a thought, he withdrew, knelt on one knee, wrapped his wide palm around Mo Shenyuan's thin ankle, lifted it gently, and touched his lips to the cool skin of his ankle,

There used to be a mole there.

But Mo Shenyuan cruelly removed him.

Sighing deeply, regardless of the other party's unstoppable trembling, Empress Bo continued to kiss her ankle, "Jiang Qiyang, it's really interesting."

"In order to protect Jiang Congpan, he dragged his little daughter to take the blame." No wonder the kid who likes you doesn't want to go back. "Shen Yuan, tell me, should Jiang Qiyang die?" "

With sweaty palms, Mo Shenyuan remained silent, and the cold went all the way up the skin of his feet.

He pumped hard twice, but failed to pull his foot out.

As if stimulated by this resistance, Fu Zhushu's hands were like steel, and he pulled up Mo Shenyuan's leg, staring at him with sharp eyes, pursed his lips, and then directly swallowed Mo Shenyuan toes.

"Fu...Zhu Shu!"

"Should be."

Slightly loosened, breath fell on the instep, and the man's voice was ruthless, "You are sexy and smart, everyone should love you."

A kiss landed on the instep.

He got up suddenly, pressed the person down fiercely, put his hand on Mo Shenyuan's ear, lowered his head and said in a loud voice, "But I don't want them to love you."

"Shenyuan, can you continue to love me?"

Seeing rejection in Mo Shenyuan's eyes, Fu Zhushu laughed at himself, then stroked his cheek, and said softly, "It's okay, it doesn't matter what."

"As long as you're here."

"Take it easy."

He clasped Mo Shenyuan's leg that was pushing him away, wanting to kiss the mole on his leg.After a while, Fu Zhushu's voice became a little colder, and cold water was poured from head to toe.

He said in a painful hoarse voice, "Still no response." "You can't be hard on me." "Why?"

"no reason."

"It's time for you to take your medicine." Mo Shenyuan looked at the ceiling exhaustedly, with goosebumps all over his body due to the cold.He said to himself, "You should take medicine."

When you don't blink, the water evaporates, and the surface of the eyeball becomes dry and astringent.

The snow-white ceiling seemed to be gradually being dissolved into a hole.

The pouring rain poured down, hitting Mo Shenyuan dizzy and dizzy.

"Mr. Fu."

"If my dream is not to be a doctor."

"If I want to spend a long, long time learning new knowledge, and I want to go abroad alone, what will you do?"

He has the answer in his heart.

Fu Zhushu would collapse and be unable to calm down.

Sure enough, the man said in a deep voice, "Don't. I can't live without you."

"So?" Mo Shenyuan murmured.

Qiu Zelin's expression turned ugly.

I don't know whether I should be happy that Jiang Qishan trusted him, or feel embarrassed by the current situation - standing on the street corner with a warm atmosphere, waiting for Jiang Qishan to come out.

He slapped the mosquito on his calf to death, raised his eyes and shook his head awkwardly at the person coming. "I... just stop here."

The woman with heavy make-up snorted contemptuously and left in disappointment.

Qiu Zelin turned his head, looked at the pitch-black corridor, and prayed in his heart that Jiang Qishan would come out sooner.

In a room with purple lights.

Li Qiangqiang sat in a corner without hesitation, wearing earplugs to block his sticky breathing, and looked down at his phone intently.

On the huge bed, there were two bold and outgoing men.

The quilt was messy, about one meter away from the foot of the bed, and the toes were lazily raised and separated and fell to the ground.

Going up the powerful and slender calf, put the jointed hands together on the left knee.His wrist was clean, he didn't wear any jewelry, and his left hand was a little callused due to writing all the year round.

The faint light can barely illuminate the outline of the man. His facial features are deep, and his short hair is neat and tough.

At this moment, the light-colored hooves measure the light and stare motionlessly at the light in the bed.

Central.

Breathing overlaps.

Their sense of shame completely disappeared in their sinking.

The man's eyesight seemed to be very good, and he could see every corner clearly.

In the trembling sound that dragged the end, the tips of his ears trembled, and then he pursed his lips expressionlessly.

It's ugly.It's ugly.

Maybe this is a necessary behavior between men to show love, but when he saw it with his own eyes, he didn't even want to think of himself or Mo Shenyuan.

That is a stain and an insult.It's disgusting.

When the temperature was getting higher and higher, Jiang Qishan got up suddenly, kicked the chair down suddenly, and scared the two people who had forgotten their feelings to trembling.

He strode out of the room as if he had never been there.

Li Qiangqiang raised his eyelids, put the exchanged items on the stacked clothes on the floor, took off his earphones and followed Jiang Qishan.

In the weirdly decorated corridor, she put her hand in her pocket, "What does this thing look like?"

"I thought you were joking."

"Who do I need to be kidding with?"

"You have been very angry recently."

"You don't need to deny it, and you don't need to stare at me. Anyone with a discerning eye can see that you are in a bad mood."

"How bad."

"How bad is it?"

Li Qiangqiang sneered, "It's quite rare."

"I thought that as you get older, your desire to explore yourself decreases." "I also thought you were not interested in sex."

"Maybe."

"I want to throw up now."

"It's up to you to see."

The other party stopped talking, with long legs and big strides, Li Qiangqiang struggled to follow.

Qiu Zelin was eager to see through, and when he saw someone rushing towards him, he leaned up like a thief and said, "I can figure it out, I'm afraid of being arrested."

"Abducted by people like wolves and tigers!"

"What are you doing in there?" He bumped Li Qiangqiang's shoulder, "Tell me I'm curious."

Looking at Jiang Qishan's back, Li Qiangqiang lied without changing his expression, "Doing academics.

"Research something."

Nunuzui, Qiu Zelin suddenly patted his head, "I suddenly remembered that the professor was in front of me to buy a camera."

"Why use it? I didn't see him take it to the laboratory."

"I guess."

"It's also something to study."

Sometimes, she is very afraid of Jiang Qishan, afraid of his elusiveness and uncertainty, at the same time, she also admires Jiang Qishan.

I admire his patience and restraint.

Whether it's something he hates, is curious about, or something he's interested in, he never resorts to strong means to forcibly destroy or possess it.

Just love to play the role of catalyst.For people, throw out the bait and watch the fire from the other side.

For a dying animal, drop highly poisonous food and wait for it to eat itself - bite by bite.

"Let him go."

"He didn't know what to do either."

"Uh."

"No one has more goals than Professor Jiang."

Li Qiangqiang smiled without saying a word.

In a small room.

The fragrance of shower gel hangs in the air,

With a wet towel on his shoulders, the man brushed his wet hair casually, walked slowly to the wall, curled his skinny hands, and wiped the photo very slowly.

One, two...

Completely different looks and clothing, the same facial features.Elegant and gentle, soft-hearted and decisive.

He stopped, and he stood in front of one of the photos.

The man in the picture is more serious because he is working hard.

"elder brother."

Pupils shrank suddenly, Jiang Qishan's lips parted slightly, and the cool photo was slowly pasted on his lips.

The feeling of numbness spread to all the limbs and bones along the place where they touched each other.

The purple light, the nausea caused by the closeness of the body disappeared instantly, and was replaced by a hot impulse.

Qi Shan's breathing fluctuated for a few beats, and he pressed the kiss repeatedly in pain.

The veins in his neck were bulging, he suddenly raised his arms and grabbed the corners of the towel, clenched it tightly and pulled it sideways-

A towel around your neck squeezes all the oxygen out of your body.

"Um--"

The arm was covered with bruises, and it was very tense at the moment due to the force.He lifted his chin, and his Adam's apple rolled up and down in the lack of oxygen.

Found a familiar feeling.It's suffocation.

When my brother said "We are strangers when we meet again", what I felt was a feeling of suffocation on the verge of death.

It was the suffocation that didn't happen when I was locked in the cellar and forced to squat in the rain outside the house.

For as long as he can remember, his mood swings have been minimal.Don't know the source of anger, don't know the source of joy.

You can only understand the corresponding behavior behind each emotion by torturing others to observe their different expressions.

Only in this way can he feel that he is alive.

Clenching his fists, Jiang Qishan knelt on the ground with a bang, his forehead hit the ground, and the towel loosened, leaving a shocking red mark on his neck.

Once he remembered that the suffocation was caused by Mo Shenyuan, Jiang Qishan opened his eyes, his pupils were bright, he couldn't help pulling the corners of his lips, excited uncontrollably.

"do not bother me."

"elder brother."

"Don't bother me."

"I have to find you."

He straightened up, muscles twitching.With his short hair drooping, he sat on his knees and raised his head, looking at the photos in the faint light, expressionless.

"If suffocation, pain, cardiac arrest, insomnia, excitement is like." "I really like you, bro."

"You can do anything to me, even if I die, except make me disappear."

"I want you to go to the highest place."

Just like he struggled to step on a chair to get out of the hole in the roof against the heavy rain, he hoped that Mo Shenyuan could climb out by stepping on his shoulders.

"Look for you."

"It's something I want to do."

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