You are miserable so what?

To prevent the hard brim of the hat from getting caught on the man, Jiang Qishan tilted his head slightly, pressing his ear to Mo Shenyuan's temple, trembling all over because of emotion.

The young man's hot skin repeatedly rubbed Mo Shenyuan's side like a baby

As if he had found an outlet to let go of his guard, he yelled over and over again

Every time he yelled, the sound followed his ears and all the way to Mo Shenyuan's heart, trying to elicit sympathy.

His hands froze in mid-air, and it took a long time to cling to Jiang Qishan's side, hugging his forehead

Boys.

Memory flashes like lightning and flint--the bottom of the display board moved by Li Mianxin

Underneath, there is Jiang Qishan's name written on it.

I thought it was a coincidence, but it turned out to be the same person.

"Being a professor at N University is amazing."

The dirty child in the past has become the object of Li Mianxin's worship.

Jiang Qishan paused imperceptibly --- he did not expect that Mo Qingyuan's observation ability was so keen.

Reluctantly letting go, he pursed his lips and leaned over apologetically, picked up the phone that had been disconnected and said, "I'm sorry brother, I...I couldn't control myself, excuse me

it's your turn. "

Mo Shenyuan took it almost numbly, forced not to look at the countless missed calls on the screen, and then smiled far-fetchedly, comfortingly said: "No, tell me about you, what happened?"

Although he has to go to work the next day, his chaotic brain has not allowed Cao Shenyuan to sleep peacefully.

He was also a little worried about the child in front of him - as if he had been abused.

Jiang Qishan held out his hand hesitantly, and Mo Shenyuan couldn't tell the meaning of the lowered voice, "Brother, I'm going crazy."

... If you can, take my car, okay?Let me blow the hair. "

The extremely shallow eyes were soaked in the neon lights of the night, staring at the man intently and viscously.

Under such gaze, Mo Shenyuan couldn't pay attention to the men and women at Binnan's gate.

"it is good."

Painful soreness filled his body, Fu Zhushu's heart was beating like thunder, and he could hardly breathe.

Such a weird mood was ignored by him, only the monstrous anger could be distinguished.Who is that person, how dare Mo Shenyuan make that intimate call!The man's mouth clicked tightly, his veins popped out, and his eyes were almost red.

"Is it about the company?"

Min Keqing was elegant and generous, keeping a polite distance, and patted Fu Zhushu on the back, "If I'm busy, I can just go back by myself?"

"Do not."

Forcibly restraining his fury, Fu Zhushu pursed his lips, breathed out several times, pretending to be nonchalant and said: "It's okay, I'll take you back."

If you don't answer the phone and don't answer it, can such a big person still run?

Sitting in the co-pilot, Min Keqing exclaimed, turned his head with a chuckle and asked, "Are you in love?"

The seat is adjusted to a position suitable for light sleepers. It is not worth it if you are only an occasional co-pilot

Seeing Fu Zhushu holding the steering wheel in a daze, she waved her hand, and this time it was almost a statement: "Let's fall in love, Zhushu, congratulations."

"I still remember when you were in high school, you kept a straight face to girls all day--

Fu Zhushu suddenly came back to his senses, and quickly denied, "No!"

"do not have it?"

"No." Fu Zhushu turned on the navigation, holding his breath in his heart, "How have you been abroad in the past few years?"

"I'm afraid you'll laugh at me when I say it." "I broke up with him."

The hand that hit the steering wheel stopped, then curled up against the rough texture, and rubbed carelessly, "It's a good split, he doesn't deserve you."

"It doesn't matter whether you deserve it or not. The soldiers are divided into two groups, and they just go in another way." In the past few years, the domestic development momentum has been good, and my parents have grown up, so I simply returned to China to settle down.

"Don't go?"

"Don't go."

Fu Zhushu always only paid attention to the result, and did not ask much about the breakup process, but Min Keqing was not so indifferent.

"What about you? Don't say you've been single until now."

Mo Shenyuan's gentle and tender shout echoed in his ears, and was covered by the trembling and attached "Brother".Fu Zhushu had a cold face again, and answered without emotion

"There are still a lot of unfinished things, it's too early to be bound by emotions."

After buckling up the seat belt, Min Keqing brushed back her long hair, leisurely but not sloppy, "I don't think the words are right.

"How to say?"

"It is never feelings that bind a person, but oneself."

"yes."

"Everyone knows how to stop losses in time, so you have to take a step forward."

"that's right."

"You..." she said half-jokingly, "Don't look too far, you miss too much."

"I have nothing to hold on to."

"Still so aggressive. Don't say too much."

The accelerator was stepped on suddenly, and the car roared out.

Amidst the neon lights, Min Keqing turned his head to look at the man's legs, and asked hesitantly, "Has it improved in the past few years?"

"It hurts occasionally." Fu Zhushu's stiffness suddenly relaxed, "Thanks to you, I'm fine."

It wasn't that she arrived after receiving his distress message, maybe, he would have died in the icy river.

"How is it thanks to me?"

"I will always remember." "Thank you, Keqing."

"Thank you!"

With Aprilia's exhaust roaring and the wind blowing rapidly, Jiang Qishan lay prone on the motorcycle, his jacket rattling.

Mo Shenyuan clamped his legs straight and tightly hugged the thin waist of the person in front of him, his voice was muffled in the helmet, "What? Can't hear it!"

"I say!"

The car whizzed past the main road, and Jiang Qishan yelled, "Brother, thank you!" He seemed to vent all his negative emotions in the speed, and the city scenery quickly retreated.

At this time, Mo Shenyuan had completely forgotten what he was confused and depressed about.He just wanted to be safe on the ground.

But the more he held back, the faster the speed.

The tires almost sparked, and Mo Shenyuan kept hugging him even tighter, and finally when the car was about to skid, brushed the buffer belt, and hit a suburban building, he yelled out

"Slow down, slow down!"

There was a series of screeching sounds, and the wheels sank into the grass and stopped.

Mo Shenyuan thought he would die.

Letting go of his hand with exhaustion, he fell to the ground in a trance, his limbs stretched out, and his breathing was messy.

"call--"

The stars are everywhere, and the moon is shining brightly.

Mo Shenyuan raised his chin in embarrassment, looking from bottom to top, Jiang Qishan was standing a few centimeters from the top of his hair.

In the darkness, Jiang Qishan turned his neck sideways, then the helmet was thrown on the ground, and his slightly curled hair flicked left and right a few times.

He bent his long straight legs, squatted down slowly, and put one hand on Mo Shenyuan's ear, his upper body was getting closer and closer, and the soft hair on his forehead fell on Mo Shenyuan's chin.

Mo Shenyuan heard the boy's lingering and clean voice. "Only tell you, don't tell others."

The fresh and masculine smell is light, different from Fu Zhushu's strong breath, not aggressive, but also special.

Mo Shenyuan was never a person with confused thoughts.

He raised his hand, tapped Jiang Qishan's forehead and pushed it away, "Tell me what you were doing last night first?"

"Physical experiment."

"You know what I'm talking about."

Stepping on the knee of the crop-headed man, he pinned him to the ground.

"elder brother."

Jiang Qishan grabbed Mo Shenyuan's fingertips and held them in his palm, and lowered his body again. "He wants to fuck me."

"He's gay."

A familiar way of speaking.

At the age of 19, Mo Shenyuan met Jiang Qishan when he was teaching in the summer vacation. At that time, he was only 12 years old, a malnourished and hard-to-discipline little lunatic.

Picking up trash cans, collecting gunpowder and pouring them into the hole of the gangster's table, skipping class and running to the deep mountains to catch crabs are all his daily routines.

It took Cao Shenyuan a long time to teach Jiang Qishan to say "please" and "thank you".

Like a whisper, Mo Shenyuan's lips trembled slightly, "Gay."

He chewed these three words, trying to find clues of dislike in the other party's voice

Fortunately, Jiang Qishan changed the subject.

"Brother. I will only tell you one person." "There is a businessman."

"He took advantage of his wife's pregnancy to have an affair, and Xiaosan was also pregnant, so he had two children at the same time."

"The wife said, 'You must get rid of Xiaosan's child' or the father will withdraw shares quickly. "

"Xiao San is not a fuel-efficient lamp. She lost her bag and left her wife's child in her hometown to be raised by her childless sister."

"After the college entrance examination, the child escaped."

Jiang Qishan's pupils were very bright, and Mo Shenyuan couldn't help but sink into them.

At that time, he had heard rumors in the village that the parents of the child surnamed Jiang abused him. When the rumors were craziest, it was even said that dogs and humans eat together.

It turned out that the couple were not the child's biological parents at all.I thought it was all rumors.

Mo Shenyuan sat up suddenly, but Jiang Qishan didn't budge, and bumped his forehead against his lower lip.

"you--"

With mixed feelings in his heart, Mo Shenyuan couldn't say anything.

In the end he patted Jiang Qishan's hair, "But you are amazing now."

The wrist was caught backwards, and the pulse pressed the calloused thumb. "I can't say more, but I'm tired."

"Brother won't understand, how happy I am to recognize you."

The frank and sincere statement made Mo Shenyuan's heart move, and he couldn't help leaning forward and hugging him gently, his voice was as warm as water, "Thank you for your hard work, you are great."

Warm, but not hot.

I lost the courage to heal others when I was young.

"You too." Jiang Qishan hugged him backwards, his chin pressed against Mo Shenyuan's neck, "You look so tired, but you are still so gentle."

"I believe in fate, it is when I meet you."

"I believe it too."

"Brother, do you want to cry?"

"No."

As soon as Mo Shenyuan raised his hand, he realized that there were traces of coldness on his face. "It's really exhausting."

Jiang Qishan jumped up, pursing his lips and condescendingly, his expression was unclear.After a while, he handed out a decoration.

It turned out that Mo Shenyuan studied the machines that he had forgotten on top of the water heater for a long time last night. He was full of anticipation and wanted to give it to Fu Zhushu, but he was rejected without even looking at it.

"Thank you, really."

"I changed it, and the signal will not be unstable now." "Thank you brother for taking my car. I will take you home."

"Family?"

Mo Shenyuan's whole body is not right, like a high fever before recovering from a long illness

He murmured and repeated this word, and finally said: "Come to me anytime you have difficulties. I don't have many days off, so you can come to the hospital directly, and I'm always there."

Turning around, the corner of the clothes was gently grabbed.

Mo Shenyuan turned his head, only to hear the child timidly ask: "Will you disturb me?"

Brother, how about I say hello to my sister first? "

"elder sister?"

I'm afraid I misunderstood something.

"I don't have a girlfriend, just look for me, no one will mind."

"it is good!"

The motorcycle buzzed, Jiang Qishan leaned his legs on the ground, and said in a muffled voice, "Brother, who was the one who quarreled with you last night?"

"he."

Mo Shenyuan put on his helmet and smiled faintly, "I'm his friend."

"...I want to say."

"If any road is difficult, there must be a better choice. The world is helping us. Brother, do you believe it?"

"Something makes sense.

early morning.

Li Meiqiang packed up the equipment and was about to leave when Jiang Qishan returned to the laboratory.

"Recently, you are working on a fund project, and you are going to stay up all night... huh?"

Without saying a word, the other party curled up his shoulders and slammed onto the chair, resting his head on the back of the chair. Then, holding a thin coat, he looked at him silently.

The fingers were suddenly released, and the jacket was folded on the raised face.The man's temperature has long since disappeared, but the breath is densely filled.His chest arched repeatedly, feeling satisfied to the extreme.

"Jiang Qishan, you should take a mirror to look at yourself." "Looks like a pervert, understand?"

"Did you get the test report?"

"Wait a minute, you are really a vegetarian when it comes to the Jiang family."

Haven't slept well for two nights.

Mo Shenyuan pressed the alarm clock and sat up like a spring.

The guess was accurate, Fu Zhushu had a strong self-esteem, after being hung up on so many calls and accompanied by a beautiful woman, he was silent all night.

It took a full minute for Cao Shenyuan to remember that his own house was very close to the hospital, so there was no need to get up early at all.

The slippers tugged on the floor, Cao Shenyuan walked very slowly.

The person in the mirror looked haggard. "destiny."

Biting her lower lip, the more she thought about it, the tighter her chest became.

Without that business card, without that text message about Binan, without the knock on the door in the middle of the night, or the inexplicable computer intruder.

He might still stay at home obediently, feeling sorry for Fu Zhushu's mediation work, rubbing his legs, and making breakfast for him when he got up early.

After several coincidences, Mo Shenyuan couldn't help but connect Jiang Qishan with these things and sighed.

No, poor child. "Very good." "Fate."

"Doctor Mo, here is today's case list, please take a look." "Doctor Mo?"

"Huh? What case."

Mo Shenyuan blushed immediately and coughed twice, "Sorry for being distracted, let me check."

The nurse tapped the keyboard and said worriedly: "There have been many sudden deaths of doctors recently, why not take a day off."

"Heart disease." Mo Shenyuan shook his head amusedly, and joked with himself, "It's not going to get better."

"Don't."

"If a person is annoyed, his immunity will be weakened and he will be able to get sick."

"Except for having two kids before you get married to your partner, there's nothing you can't live with.

"I can't tell."

"what?"

"That's an idiot."

"Well, idiot."

"Come on, everyone, Dr. Mo can actually swear!"

After a busy day, my waist and wrists became stiff again.

His hands trembled a few times, and Mo Shenyuan could hardly hold the phone steadily.He took two deep breaths before turning on the screen.

A missed call from Mo Yanghe.

A text message from Jiang Qishan.

[I've finished washing the clothes, when brother is free, I'll send them over. ] Mo Shenyuan typed very slowly: [There is no rush. ]

A few text messages from Fu Zhushu.

Shameless shouted want to drink chicken soup.

Fu Zhushu didn't receive a reply for a long time, and Fu Zhushu even lost his temper, and his tone became very bad:

[Shen Yuan, as I said, she means something different to me, so there is no need to be upset because of this.I'm sorry to upset you, but please forgive me. ]

"It's funny."

Mo Shenyuan changed his clothes and drove to the vegetable market.

'I'm different from them, so I don't need to be jealous for them. "" She is different from me. " "Who is special?" "

A natural soliloquy so soft that no one can hear it.

Fu Zhushu is at home.

Still depressed, he leaned on the sofa, only squinting at Mo Shen who entered the door silently.

Far.

Seeing that the other party did not speak for a long time, and changed shoes, tied an apron, and entered the kitchen to chop vegetables in one go, Fu Zhushu felt even more unhappy, deliberately made a big noise, and even kicked the water glass and dropped it on the ground.

"Bang!"

Glass shards shattered all over the place.

Mo Shenyuan just finished crossing the mushrooms, turned around and took the broom, walked to the living room without saying a word, leaned over and swept the glass shards away.

The soft hair hung down, a hand suddenly stretched out, grabbing Mo Shenyuan's chin forcefully, forcing him to raise his head.

The four eyes met, emotionally entangled, and no one spoke.

Fu Zhushu reluctantly let go, and lay on the sofa with his back turned and closed his eyes to take a rest.Standing up straight, Mo Shenyuan stared at Fu Zhushu's back.A few seconds later, he returned to the kitchen with a bag of crumbs.

To prevent the cleaner's hands from being scratched, he took the kitchen paper and knelt down, wrapped them piece by piece before throwing them into the garbage bag.

The fragments were wrapped, and the index finger also oozes bright red blood.

"It's time for me to get medical treatment."

The ginger slices are rolling in the pot, and the heat is dense.

Pulling back the apron, Mo Shenyuan took out a USB flash drive, held it on his chest with both hands, and said in a voice that only he could hear:

"I obey fate. If it happens to open, break up."

Walking through the living room and entering the bedroom again, Fu Zhushu didn't raise his head.

After a while, he took out his phone and sat up, covered the receiver and walked to the balcony, closing the glass door before answering the phone.

"Ke Qing, what's wrong?"

"Ah, there's something to do!" Min Keqing couldn't hide his excitement, "The institute will officially start work next Tuesday, and there will be a party, come to play?"

"...next Tuesday?"

Fu Zhushu glanced at the bedroom, frowned and leaned against the wall, breathing heavily.

Mo Shenyuan slumped in front of the computer desk, opened the familiar GSN forum, and stared blankly at his personal ID.

Will you come?Will it be such a coincidence?

The computer went black for a moment.

The hidden file was pulled out again by the mysterious person. The U disk is loaded, and two files are dragged into it.

Mo Shenyuan put away the USB flash drive, and the other party had already opened the file named [Experimental Test].

It's a drug test report.The signature at the bottom of the report is Mo Wu.

The date was just before the two of them broke up for the first time.

Mo Shenyuan is like a sculpture, without any fluctuations in his heart, like a bystander who has nothing to do with himself.

At that time, my aunt revealed that there was a mistake in the company, for which she was severely punished.

"Fu Zhushu, you can really do it."

The cheeks were hot, and hot tears kept falling, pattering to the floor

on.

Mo Shenyuan always knew that Fu Zhushu had hatred in his heart, so he was eager to bring Jiang down.

Family.

But only now did he realize that the purpose of Fu Zhushu's initial approach was to get close to Mo Wu through him.

His specialness may be that he is the perfect springboard.

As a college student, I touched the springboard of the unreachable leading pharmaceutical company.

Close the computer.

Walking slowly back to the kitchen, Mo Shenyuan lifted the lid of the pot and numbly stirred the hot soup

What does Fu Zhushu's trauma and pain have to do with him?Fear of the dark, fear of the rain, what does it have to do with him?

Lack of love, suspicious, insecure, so what?

So?

White mist spread in the kitchen.

He lowered his head slightly, his bony protruding, revealing his fair neck,

The apron with the bear printed on it was carefully prepared and placed where it should be.

Just leave and take nothing but himself

"Wow--"

The balcony door opened, Fu Zhushu hung up the phone and walked into the living room.The smell of thick soup in the house.

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