The life of a despised omega

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The first thing I took was a photo of graffiti on the broken wall. Gong Huanshen gave the pattern on the wall and ordered: "Draw it."

The picture shows the grassland at sunset, and the backs of two people are nearby, one of them is leaning on the other's shoulder and pointing at the orange sky connected with the grass in the distance.

The artistic conception and pictures are very beautiful, which is the feeling I like.

I took the spray paint and started to imitate the painting. Gong Huanshen took the camera and turned on the photographer mode, not letting go of every angle.

"Are you in a good mood?" I asked.

"good."

"Because of Xiaoshuang?"

It took a long time for Gong Huanshen's voice to reach my ears from behind, and he said, "Yes."

"Since the original owner has returned and accepted you, does the substitute still need to exist?"

Gong Huanshen: "Tang Yuan, I'm in a good mood, you should be a bit more interesting."

"I have the final say on whether it exists or not, do what you should do."

I don't speak anymore.

Painting the entire broken wall, Gong Huanshen took a satisfactory photo. He said: "I will be away for a while, and you can do whatever you want. No one will look at you anymore. This is the time for you." your true freedom."

"Thank you."

The following photo is a photo of playing drums in a bar. I tied up my hair and put on a leather jacket with rivets and walked on stage. Everyone around me was screaming for me, and they were chanting my name like crazy.

Tang Ruxin!

Tang Ruxin!

These are not tots, these are my true fans.

I smiled at them and started my show.

There were two games in total. At the end of the middle, a male Alpha came to the stage to send me flowers and asked me to give him a kiss. Gong Huanshen in the corner stood up, looking at me on the stage with deep eyes beyond tens of thousands of people.

That's a warning.

Gong Huanshen, a person who is so possessive of doubles.

I smiled and rejected Alpha's request and gave him a void hug.

When I stepped down, I was surrounded by everyone.

"Nu Xin, please sign me, I like you very much!"

"Nu Xin, would I like to take a photo with you?"

"like New……"

"like New……"

I was able to leave with the help of the staff.

The familiar Lincoln stopped at the entrance of the bar, and I opened the car door and walked up.

Gong Huanshen sat in the back row with eyes closed and arms folded.

After I sat down, Gong Huanshen said, "How does it feel to be red?"

"very good."

He opened his eyes and stared at the red rose in my hand.

I handed him the flowers and he took them.

He twirled the stem of the flower and looked around, his eyes were gentle, "I also gave one as a gift at the beginning, but he took someone else's gardenia."

"Then that rose was like this..." He held the whole flower, "I crushed it bit by bit, leaving only a shriveled stem."

"But it's different now. He will accept my rose." Gong Huanshen let go of his hand. The rose was still in his hand without any damage. He handed the rose back to me. "Since you like it, keep it." Bar."

I took it and threw it in the trash can.

Gong Huanshen didn't say anything, and closed his eyes again.

The last is a selfie photo of me and Gong Huanshen. The original photo looked happy, but unfortunately I couldn't express it.

Gong Huanshen: "Laugh, as before, as when you saw Yun."

I leaned on Gong Huanshen's shoulder, tried my best to smile at the camera and made a V gesture, and tried my best to imagine that the people around me were really Yun Zhan.

But, I can't do it.

Nine years have passed, I can hardly remember Yun Zhan's face, and many things are gradually forgotten.

The deepest memory is that I like him.

Like him is engraved in my bones, even if the bones are removed, I can't forget it.

I said to Gong Huanshen, "I'm tired, let me take a rest."

He agrees: "Five minutes."

This place is a river in the suburbs. There is a red wooden bridge on the river. There are very few pedestrians passing by, so it is not a very good view.

But I can feel the couple who choose this place for a date, because it is fresh and peaceful.

I threw two stones into the river under the bridge, splashing a ripple of water.

Two figures on the bridge were reflected in the water ripples, one black and one red, a little pretty.

I looked up and saw that the two of them were holding hands very affectionately.

The woman pointed to the reeds and said something, and the man turned his head slightly to listen to the woman's words.

Most of the woman's body was blocked by the man. From my perspective, I could only see the profile of the man.

It's just that this side face is too familiar.

After a while, the man turned his face away.

The forgotten face was instantly recalled. The illusory face in the dream and memory came to reality at this moment. It overlapped with the face of the person on the bridge. The moment the string in my mind was broken, a voice reminded me, he said : Tang Yuan, you found Yun Zhan.

Tang Yuan, you found Yun Zhan.

He is right in front of your eyes.

Yun Zhan's gaze fell on me, and I called him softly, "Yun Zhan."

He didn't respond.

I waved to him on the bridge from under the bridge, trying to call out his name.

But he... turned his face the other way.

The woman held his shoulders, and the two walked off the bridge talking and laughing.

"Yun Zhan, don't go!"

No one heard me.

The figure of the two is getting further and further away.

I looked around, and it would take a long time to get back to the bridge from my place, and it would be much faster to walk across the river than to go up to catch up.

Without any hesitation, I went down the river.

The water at the edge is still shallow, and the water gets deeper as you go to the middle. The whole picture shows a deep green color.

The water went over my head, sealed off my senses, and entered my heart.

The feeling of suffocation came one after another, and one black and one red figure disappeared before my eyes.

Yun Zhan, he... walked away.

I can't catch up.

I'm a little tired, I want to sleep first, maybe Yun Zhan will be in front of me when I wake up?

Go to sleep, you can see Yun Zhan when you wake up.

"Tang Yuan!"

"sweet dumpling!"

"You fucking!"

The two voices were far and near, and they sounded a little impatient.

I opened my mouth and agreed, thousands of river water choked into my trachea and squeezed my internal organs, it was so uncomfortable that my drowsiness disappeared.

Two plops, someone came to save me.

Will it be Yun Zhan?

Will it be him?

One hand grabbed my wrist and the other around my waist, they were supporting me upward.

When my breathing slowed down, I opened my eyes and looked at the people who came to save me, Gong Huanshen on the right and Zhu Lin on the left.

There is no Yun Zhan.

Not Yun Zhan.

Disillusioned.

I was taken ashore by two people, and I fell down and sat by the river panting.Gong Huanshen stood aside and stared at me coldly, Zhu Lin followed my back worriedly and asked: "How is it, are you okay? Is it uncomfortable?"

"It's okay, it's okay." I coughed and replied.

"Tang Yuan, what are you doing?" Gong Huanshen said coldly.

Zhu Lin got up angrily, "Why are you yelling at him! I want to ask what you did to him to make him want to jump into the river!"

Seeing that Zhu Lin was about to attack again, I hurriedly pulled up his trousers, and because of too much movement, the wind entered my chest and I coughed vigorously again.

I choked on the wind and said, "Don't do it, you can't beat him."

Zhu Lin squatted down and patted my back, "Don't get excited, just take it easy."

After my legs were not weak, I pushed away Zhu Lin's hand and walked up the slope to the bridge. "What are you doing, slow down!" Zhu Lin desperately chased after him.

The bridge seemed to still carry the scent of Yun Zhan, a faint fragrance of sandalwood.

Yun Zhan has returned to China, and that person just now was really him.

I followed the direction they left to find the past.

At the end of the reed path is a national road. At this time, a black jeep was parked on the side of the aisle. From this side of the path, I called out the name that had not been exported for several years: Yunzhan.

No one responded to me, and the jeep started to drive away.

Zhu Lin was panting behind him: "What are you looking for when you run so fast?"

I stared at the place where the vehicle disappeared and shook my head slightly: "It's nothing, I just had a hallucination."

I missed it too much, and all the fantasy people appeared in front of my eyes.

But that's just someone I forgot about Yun Zhan to remind me, the real Yun Zhan said he would never forget me.I'm sure that my shout can be heard enough for that person, if he doesn't agree, then it's not Yun Zhan.

Gong Huanshen appeared not far behind him, with his hands in his pockets, his face frosty, his blue eyes fixed on mine, with a faint smile on his face, his voice was soft but clear enough.

He said, "Tang Yuan, why are you crazy?"

After Zhu Lin heard this, he was ready to do something again. I dragged him behind me: "Don't worry about it. I'll explain it to you bit by bit after I'm done."

A dry coat was draped over his body, and Zhu Lin said hello muffled.

I walked towards Gong Huanshen and looked at him, "It's fine."

He looked at me with disdain, his face full of impatience, "That's it."

I took my unflooded mobile phone from Zhu Lin, opened it and looked for it, and said, "It takes half an hour to go to and from the nearest hotel, and now there is still time to pack it up and come back."

Gong Huanshen looked at his watch, frowned and walked in the direction of parking, I followed tremblingly.

Zhu Lin was about to keep up, so I asked him to take a taxi and go back first. I will go to him after I am done, and explain why I haven't seen him all these years.

He hesitated looking at Gong Huanshen's back, I forced a smile at him, "Don't worry, nothing will happen if he asks me for something."

Zhu Lin stopped following, "Okay, hurry up then."

After coaxing Zhu Lin, I strode up to Gong Huanshen and apologized to him: "Sorry for wasting your time."

Gong Huanshen kept a cold face and didn't speak until he returned to the river again to face the camera. He smiled happily.

Yun Zhan's face became clear again, and he smiled and looked at me not far behind the camera, his eyes were gentle and tender.

He said: Tang Yuan, I haven't forgotten you.

I smiled at him, thank you.

Thank you for remembering.

Gong Huanshen took the camera and looked at it. He didn't ask for another shot and accepted it with satisfaction.

All the photos that followed were taken smoothly, and the scene and feeling are not much different from the original version. If you don’t look carefully, you will think it is a continuous shot.

After all the photos were taken, Gong Huanshen put away the camera like a baby and asked me: "What wishes do you have unfulfilled?"

? !

He asked me my wish with a serious face. This question made me a little confused, and I replied: "Why do you ask me this for no reason?"

Gong Huanshen: "Think about it carefully during this time, and I will make it happen for you when I come back."

Is Gong Huanshen happy and silly after taking a good photo?

Before I could speak, he said again: "Think about it, I'm leaving first, let Ling Jia pick you up."

That's right, when you wake up from the sleep that you agreed with your sweetheart, the person will be by his side.

I said: "Go quickly, be careful that you will get angry if you go late."

Gong Huanshen left with a smile on his face.

If this continues, I will soon be able to get rid of the identity of the substitute.

I'm happy just thinking about it, Zhu Lin is out of prison, and I'm about to be free too.

All good news.