The life of a despised omega

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On the third day, Li Yan informed me that I hadn't been selected, and now the filming was about to start, and she persuaded me to leave the film crew, both openly and secretly.

I asked Li Yan if I really couldn't meet my requirements?She hesitated for a long time and said that it was not the reason, but that the crew had to consider the suitability of the opponent's actors.

I interrupted her: "That day I saw that Director Mei and Editor Yu were quite satisfied, so did Gu Yin reject me?"

She promised for a long time without saying anything.

"I see." I apologized to her, "Sorry to bother you."

This apology isn't just for what I did before.

It also includes what I will do later.

After Li Yan left, I dialed the number in the address book that I had never dialed.

After three beeps, the phone was hung up.

I continued to press the dial button, and this time it was connected.

"I have something to say." Gong Huanshen's words were cold and stinging, but there was a smile in his tone.

It seems that he is going well, and I am not far from the day of liberation.

But I still need to do something before I am free. If I don't do it this time, I won't have much chance in the future.

I said, "I want to use your power to do something."

"what?"

"I saw a movie and they weren't going to use me, so..." I asked, "Can you help me?"

"It's free, I see."

I was hung up again.

But that's okay, it's done.

Now Gong Huanshen's thoughts are all on his sweetheart. Most likely, my phone call is just something that needs him to make a phone call. As for what the crew does and who plays it, he probably won't pay attention.

But it doesn't matter if you know it, but it's still the best, less trouble.

Thinking about it, I'm really mean. The last thing I wanted was to have a relationship with Gong Huanshen, and I didn't bother to rely on him for resources, but now I have to rush to beg for a movie.

Sarcastic and ridiculous.

But I was able to forgive myself and tell myself it was no big deal because it was about Yun Zhan.For Yun Zhan, I can have no dignity and no principles.

It's not a loss at all to get along with Yun Zhan for three or four months with the despicable means of seeking.

It's just that Yun Zhan should hate me even more.

On the third day after calling Gong Huanshen, the crew contacted me.I asked insinuatingly that Yun Zhan was relieved and did not resign from the film.

Nothing has changed in this movie but me.

I agreed, canceled the rest of the itinerary and flew to Jiangcheng on the same day.

As soon as the plane landed, Wang Jue called to make a meal appointment, but I refused because I was busy with work.

The script was delivered to me very quickly, and it was said that I should familiarize myself with the script first, and the scenes about me would be added at the end.I listened to the arrangement, but couldn't help but want to see Yun Zhan acting, so I went to the set again.

This time as an actor in this movie.

To show my sincerity, I asked Ling Jia to order a variety of milk tea and snacks, but they were sent back to the crew.Li Yan explained that such behavior would affect the progress of filming, and told me not to do it in the future.

After I apologized, I went to Yun Zhan's RV with milk tea and potato chips.

Yun Zhan's little assistant stopped at the door, saying nothing to let me disturb Yun Zhan.

"Idol, please forgive me, I really can't let you disturb the boss today." She clasped her hands together and begged me pitifully.

I handed her the things in my hand, "Then you give these to your boss, he likes them very much."

"Okay..." She hesitated to take it and held it in her arms.

"Xiaomo, whoever is outside, let him in."

A female voice came from the RV, it was Wang Jue.

Xiaomo then let me in.

"Tang Tang is here!" Wang Jue came over and took my hand enthusiastically, and led me to the sofa, "You said you were busy when you called to make an appointment just now, no, we met here again, it seems that we are What a fate."

There are all kinds of food on the table next to the sofa, Wang Jue pushed me to sit by the side, "I just called and wanted you to come and taste the dishes I made by myself, this is not a coincidence, come on ,eat together."

From the beginning to the end, Yun Zhan on the other side didn't look at me directly, so I took the initiative to show my favor: "Mr. Gu, I am the actor of Yu He. I hope Teacher Gu can give me more guidance."

Deathly silence, no one pays attention to me.

Wang Jue sat next to Yun Zhan, patted Yun Zhan's shoulder lightly, and said coquettishly, "Take care of him, don't be so cold."

Only then did Yun Zhan raise his eyelids and look at me.

"You are very capable, and now you have what you wished, congratulations."

The disgust and antipathy in his eyes didn't restrain at all, it was just right in front of me.

I smiled wryly and said to myself that it's okay, Yun Zhan also hated me at the beginning, but later on he got along well with me.

It's okay, it'll be fine.

Wang Jue put a piece of meat into Yun Zhan's mouth, "You'd better eat the vegetables and stop talking."

Yun Zhan obediently chewed the meat.

Wang Jue apologized to me on his behalf: "That's how he talks, don't take it to heart."

I smiled: "It's okay, I'm used to it."

Yun Zhan looked at me, I shut my mouth consciously, Wang Jue sandwiched the food for me, "Eat it quickly, it won't taste the same when it gets cold."

After she finished speaking, she propped her chin and looked at Yun Zhan eating happily, the liking and love in her eyes couldn't be hidden no matter what.

There was some chili sauce on Yun Zhan's lips, Wang Jue wiped it with his hands and put it in his mouth, Yun Zhan stared at her blankly, she smiled brightly and came forward to kiss Yun Zhan's lips.

The two were so in love that they forgot the third person present.

I restrained my desire to step forward and pull their bodies apart, and stood up shaking my legs, "Sorry, I'll leave first when I'm full."

Yun Zhan backed away from Wang Jue, looked at me with a smile on his face, and said with a smile on his lips, "No."

Before I got out of the RV, Yun Zhan closed his eyes and kissed Wang Jue again, and put his hands gently on Wang Jue's waist.

They are so happy at the moment.

And I am so miserable.

Yun Zhan is not mine anymore.

"Yeah, he kissed everyone except you with that mouth."

"The person who caused all this is Wang Jue."

"As long as Wang Jue is gone, you and Yun Zhan will be reconciled as before."

"So, you still don't listen to me?"

The person in my mind seemed to be really for my own good, so I asked him, "But if you kill Wang Jueyunzhan, you will hate me even more."

He called me stupid, "But if you don't get rid of her, Yun Zhan will marry her and be with her forever. Do you want to see this kind of scene?"

"No, I don't want to."

I don't want him to forget me, I don't want him to be happy with others, and I can only be by his side in the end.

"Then what should I do?"

"Isn't this Tang's big star?" A mocking voice appeared behind him, "Why are you squatting here and talking to yourself?"

The person in my mind disappeared, how could he disappear before he taught me how to do it.

I called to him: "Come out!"

"Come out, what should I do, tell me!"

The person in front of me stood aside and laughed at me, he laughed at me as a coward, at my wishful thinking, he even laughed at me as a lunatic...

I'm not crazy, I just want to stay by Yun Zhan's side, is there something wrong with that?

Yun Zhan has someone else by his side, is it wrong for me to get rid of this?

No!

Nothing!

I grabbed the man's arm and told him: "I was right, everything I did was right, you let him out quickly, because you ran away, you quickly let him out, I will listen to him when he comes out, I will kill whoever he asks me to kill, only he is thinking of me, only he is good to me, so you let him come out, please, I beg you."

"Tang Yuan!" shouted angrily.

I was taken aback, "Yeah."

"Wake up!"

My pupils slowly focused on the speaker. He frowned and pinched my body. This person was a little familiar, a bit like my former friend.

I regained my clarity and asked him, "Are you Zhu Lin?"

He said, "It's me."

What I did to Zhu Lin came back to my mind, and I grabbed him and apologized wildly.

"I'm sorry for you, don't blame me, I didn't stop seeing you, it's because I was timid and didn't know how to face you, so I kept deceiving myself."

"I went to see you, every month, but I dare not go in, I don't want to go in that place again, there is no one else but me in that place."

"I'm sorry for you, you can blame me, just stay away from me, I'm a bad person, close to me will not end well."

Zhu Lin's hands became heavier and heavier, and I begged him to let me go, because I was afraid of pain.

"How long did it take to see you?" I heard the strong reproach and concern in his tone.

"I don't know, I can't control myself, let me tell you a secret, there is a person in my head."

"He talks to me every day, I'm so annoying but I can't leave him." I begged Zhu Lin, "What should I do, I can't get rid of it, he wants to control me and devour me, please help me, Help me, okay?"

Zhu Lin held my hand holding my head, he pulled me into his arms, patted my back, and coaxed me softly: "Don't be afraid of Tangyuan, you seem to be sick, I'll take you to the hospital, okay?" good?"

It feels so good to be coaxed by others. No one has coaxed me so gently since I was a child, not even my mother and Yun Zhan in my memory.

I limp in his arms, "I also feel that I am sick, but can the hospital cure me? I am good and bad, and people have bad hearts, so can the hospital give me a good heart?"

"The glutinous rice balls are not bad at all," the voice above the head was very gentle, "the hospital will cure them."

He said that the hospital would give me a kind heart, and I was both happy and scared, "But I still have Yun Zhan in my heart. If I change my heart, will Yun Zhan still be there?"

"Yun Zhan?" Zhu Lin was dull for a long time, "Do you like him?"

I nodded obediently in his arms: "I like it, I have liked it since I was a child."

"As long as you like it, he will always be there, so please follow me to the hospital."

His voice became low but warm and gentle.

I was gradually fascinated by his whispering coaxing voice, "Okay."

Zhu Lin took me to the hospital by taxi. I didn't understand anything, so I had to follow him.

After a series of examinations, Zhu Lin asked the nurse to supervise me to rest and he went to pay the fee. I waited quietly for him, but I didn't see him back for a long time.

The nurse was called to help, and I was left alone in the room.

I couldn't sit still and went to Zhulin. When I found him, he was talking with the doctor in the office. I leaned against the wall and listened to the conversation inside.

I heard Zhu Lin ask: "He used to be fine, why did he suddenly get this disease?"

The doctor said: "His condition is mostly genetic, and he should be born with a recessive gene, so he has been latent for such a long time."

"It's not temporary. There may have been omens before. You may not have noticed or ignored it at all. Now the situation has become a little serious. My suggestion is not to stimulate the patient and reduce the patient's mood swings. Otherwise Once or twice, he ended up in a mental institution."

So, I'm mentally ill.

I'm really crazy.

"But I also found a problem." The doctor continued, "His brain should have been severely damaged when he was a child, which caused his memory and thinking to be different from normal people, and what's more serious is that his genes seem to be damaged. It has been artificially modified, but it seems that the modification has not been successful. For the specific reason, it is far from enough to rely on the current inspection."

"So, are you considering whether to keep the patient in the hospital for further research examination?"

I pushed the door open and went in: "No need."

Zhu Lin stood beside me and asked, "Why are you here?"

I looked at him for help, begging him not to keep me in the hospital, not to tell others about my mental illness.

Julien agreed.

I pulled him away: "Then don't stay here, let's go back."

"Wait," he said, "I'll get the medicine first."

"But I don't want to take medicine, I will control myself."

"You have to take your medicine, or I'll tell other people about it."

"Okay, I'll eat, but you must promise me not to tell."

Back in the car, I finally stopped being in a trance and slowly woke up.

I carefully recalled what the doctor said. He said that I was genetically mentally ill, but my mother and Jiang Zhu were both normal people.

He said I had been genetically modified, but I don't have any memory.

Chances are the doctor made a mistake and I'm actually fine.

The phone was vibrating, and the screen was full of Ling Jia's missed calls, and just after turning on the phone, a flood of push notifications came from the Internet.

%23 Well-known singer Tang Ruxin appeared in the hospital with an unknown man and behaved intimately%23

Comment on various speculations below. Some people say that I am pregnant and taking a pregnancy test, and some people say that I am pregnant and undergoing an abortion. You can say anything.

Zhu Lin asked me for a mobile phone, and I handed it to him and asked, "What do you want to do?"

He said: "Don't you need an assistant by your side, I will be your assistant from now on."

He returned the phone to me, and wrote on Weibo: Simple headache, accompanied by an assistant, don't think too much.

All the comments below let me take care of my body.

So far, I have an assistant.

On the way back to the hotel, Zhu Lin told me that he had only come here a few days ago to do the scene management. I asked why he chose this crew, and he said that he didn't expect that I would be an actor here.

My sincere thanks to him, before, now and beyond.

Having a friend like him is very comforting and down-to-earth.

I used to have it but now I don't deserve it.

Zhu Lin said: "I accept your apology and thanks, so far I still want you to be my friend."

He personally broke the words that had nothing to do with it some time ago.

Zhu Lin personally stamped our friendship.

Got official certification.

So far, I have good friends again.