The life of a despised omega

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When he woke up, he was on a sofa, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Yun Zhan's deep gaze.

I got up and called his name weakly.

He showed no expression, and threw the script in his hand to me, "Three scenes, you can act them out now."

"But I'm still feeling bad, why don't you wait?"

"Tang Ruxin, I'm not wasting my time for you," he stared at me with increasingly gloomy eyes, as if he wanted to see through me, "act or get lost."

"Don't be angry," I picked up the script and looked quickly, "I'll act now."

This scene is mainly about the scene where Yu He took his younger brother and beat Xun Guang to serious injury. Yun Zhan took off his windbreaker and spoke his lines, and I was gradually substituted into the scene by him.

Xun Guang said, "I am not wrong, so why admit it?"

"No mistake?" I took down the dogtail grass that didn't exist in my mouth, spit symbolically, stepped forward with a smile and patted Xun Guang's face with the script in my hand, "You and your sick bastard Brother eats my father's clothes and wears my father's clothes every day, are you alright?"

Xun Guang looked straight into my eyes, and the flames of anger were burning in his eyes, "You can ask him to let us go."

Then, somehow, I beat him on the head violently with the script. The more he resisted, the more excited I became, and the harder I hit.

When I took the chair and was about to smash it down to Xun Guang, who was dying on the ground, the people on the ground suddenly stood up and snatched the chair in my hand.

"enough!"

With a loud shout, I woke up.

The door was kicked open violently at this moment, and Zhu Lin broke free from the hands of a group of security guards. His body was in a mess, as if he had just experienced a big battle. The security guards standing at the door were not treated well, and his body was full of signs of beatings. , it seems that Zhu Lin is the winner.

"Tangyuan, are you okay?" Zhu Lin held my shoulder, "Is there nothing wrong?"

I was pressed under his hand and turned left and right, and he let out a long sigh of relief after confirming that I was fine.

"I'm fine, and I can still act out that feeling," I told him the good news, "no body shaking anymore."

Zhu Lin pushed me aside, and I watched him clench his fists and lunge at Yun Zhan, "Fuck you!"

Zhu Lin moved too fast, before I could react, his punch landed on Yun Zhan's face.

"How can you treat him like this, do you know that he has..."

"Zhu Lin!" Knowing what he was going to say, I stepped forward and hugged his waist and pulled him away, and I begged behind him, "You promised me not to say anything, please don't let him know, and don't beat him up." he."

Zhu Lin's back was stiff, he pulled my hand away for a while, turned around and looked at me with red eyes, "He did such a cruel thing to you and you still protect him! Do you know that if you don't pay attention, you will... "

Going crazy, I know.

He waved his hand, "Forget it, I won't talk."

"He's helping me act," I explained, "not hurting me."

"You really..." Zhu Lin's flushed face was trembling, he couldn't say what to say next, after a long time he withdrew his eyes and walked towards the door.

He stopped at the door, "I'll go back first."

The tone is calm.

After another half a minute, he turned his head and turned his eyes to Yun Zhan, "You, remember to send him back, don't use your nasty tricks on him."

After speaking, the man disappeared at the door.

Xiao Mo came to pick me up soon, and in the car she apologized for Yun Zhan, "I'm sorry, Mr. Tang, the boss said he wanted to help you heal your psychological trauma so as not to delay the progress of your acting, but I didn't expect the method to be like this."

I said, "It's okay, it's fine, my acting is much smoother now."

It was already two o'clock in the morning when we got back to the hotel, Zhu Lin was not there, the phone could be connected but no one answered.

I persisted, and finally at No. 18, Zhu Lin connected.

"Where are you?" I said first, "It's so late."

He asked me in a hoarse and low voice: "Going back to the hotel?"

"Well, back."

"Understood." The phone was hung up.

Half an hour later, Zhu Lin rang my room, and he handed me two pills, "It's time to take the medicine."

I took the medicine and took it, and he smiled at me, "Okay, get some rest, it's already so late."

He turned and left with a water glass, I grabbed him, "Are you still angry?"

He took my hand away, "No, go to sleep."

After he finished speaking, he went back to the next room.

Zhu Lin was reeking of alcohol, I ordered a hangover soup and it was delivered to his room. His door was not closed tightly when I sent it to his room. I yelled inside, but no one responded.

I took the soup and pushed the door and walked in.

There was no light in the room, so I fumbled to turn on the light in the living room, but there was no one in the living room, but there was noise from the bathroom.

I went to the bathroom, trying to get him to drink some soup before going to sleep.

There were bursts of suppressed crying from inside the glass door of the bathroom, which came and went, with retching when it was violent, and unstoppable sobbing when it was calm.

Zhu Lin was crying secretly.

Because of what, I roughly understand.

I am sorry for him.

I have given my whole heart to others, and I have no place left.

Without daring to disturb, I quietly exited the room without leaving the soup behind.

Selfishly pretend not to know, so I don't have to face and lose him.

The next day I mentioned to Zhu Lin about asking him to go on a trip to relax, and he laughed and teased me: "Why, you want to drive me away to cling to your male god."

He is very skillful in pretending to be relaxed, and he can crack jokes in a calm manner.

I said, "No, it's because I'm too tired from watching you recently, and the crew has nothing to do with commuting to and from get off work every day. I can do it by myself."

"I still don't know what you are like." He pushed me into the car, "Don't say this kind of thing again, and I will tell everyone about you in secret."

"Well, if you don't go, you won't go."

My role was in the afternoon, but I arrived on the set very early. Watching Yun Zhan's acting was a great pleasure, and it would be a pity not to watch it.

Yun Zhan's appearance is so good-looking, I couldn't help but draw his every move on the tissue paper with a pen, and the passing staff all praised him when they saw it, but the emotions in their eyes couldn't be hidden well, and the real thoughts leaked from inside out.

But Zhu Lin was different, he looked at the facial tissue with soft and envious eyes.I asked him, "You like it?"

He shook his head: "I don't like it."

"I also said that I will draw you a picture, if you don't like it, forget it."

He changed his words again: "I like it, you can draw."

After I put away Yun Zhan's picture neatly, I drew it for Zhu Lin. He sat on the stone ladder in a daze, posing, motionless.

This is just a simple sketch, but he paid attention to it.

I feel unworthy of him.

What's there to like about a person like me? He's obviously vulgar and despicable, boring and vicious.

His soul has long been rotten, so why did he fall in love with me?

He interrupted my distraction, "Draw quickly, my hands and feet are almost sore."

I started to write again.

When I said that I would not touch the paintbrush after solving the matter for Gong Huanshen, I broke the principle again.

Look, I'm such a person who doesn't count words, so bad.

When he brought the painting to Zhu Lin, his eyebrows were full of smiles, and he looked at it like a baby for a long time before carefully putting it away.

Soon it was my scene, Yun Zhan stopped for a while when he passed me, I heard him say: "Don't waste my time."

But I wasted it. Although my body no longer trembled uncontrollably, I didn't know how to strike. I just wanted to kill people. The director couldn't help but get angry, "You can keep it down, can you?" Are you planning to let Gu Yin die in your hands?"

I only insulted Xun Guang, not Gu Yin and Yun Zhan.I looked at Yun Zhan for help, he gave me a speechless look with a cold face, and then went to talk to the director.

When filming next time, the director cleared away all the Omega staff from the crew, and I was dragged by Yun Zhan to stand under the camera while I was still puzzled.He warned impatiently in his cold voice: "If it doesn't work, you can pack up your things and go back to your benefactor."

I want to say that I don't have a financial backer, but everyone knows how my role came to be, and explaining it is futile.

The director yelled to start, and I gradually entered the scene. Yu He called a group of younger brothers to block Xun Guang. Before he could say a few words, he began to act violently. Xun Guang's face was rubbed against the soles of Yu He's feet.

In order to make him scream, Yu He snatched the beer bottle from his younger brother, and threateningly tapped Xun Guang on the head, with a victorious smile on his face, "If you beg me, I will let you go."

Xun Guang: "Don't even think about it!"

The smile on Yu He's face became more and more vicious, the wine bottle broke Xun Guang's head without warning, and he was not free enough to use the broken wine bottle to scratch Xun Guang's face and neck. "Tang Ruxin" came from the person below him.

I couldn't let go of the shards of glass, the voice continued to wake me up, and the sound came into my body along with the sandalwood fragrance.

My tense body gradually softened.

Xun Guang on the ground gradually faded into Yun Zhan, and I held the mouth of the wine bottle and pointed the jagged glass cone at his throat. If I put more force on my hand, Yun Zhan's artery would be punctured by me.

"Are you awake?" Yun Zhan said.

I dropped the wine bottle in my hand to check Yun Zhan's neck, the hand touching his skin trembled uncontrollably, big tears fell on his face, I apologized frantically: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. "

"Why is it all blood, I did it, I did it all, I'm sorry."

The sandalwood fragrance in the air became more and more intense, Yun Zhan sighed and pushed me away to sit up, "This is a blood bag, not real blood, I'm fine."

"Are you really okay? I just had a heavy hand."

A pair of hands behind me picked me up, "Don't worry, he's really fine."

I wiped away my tears and turned around, it was the director.

In addition to the director and the entire crew, they surrounded me in a circle as if I were an extreme criminal.

I asked what was wrong.

The director waved his hand and said, "It's okay, you just got too deep into the play and couldn't get out."

"Okay," Yun Zhan said, "get ready for the next game."

The people around are scattered.

I approached Yun Zhan to apologize to him, and he said flatly, "From now on, we will act like this."

"But, it will hurt you."

He looked at me like he was mentally retarded, "Can you hurt me?"

"But just now..."

"Tang Ruxin, that was a signal for you just now, no matter how deeply you enter the scene, you will wake up immediately when you hear my voice and smell the smell." He looked at me quietly, "Do you understand?"

"Understood."

after that.

I acted in all the violent scenes relying on Yun Zhan's voice and smell.

The filming of the next scene went smoothly, but because of the previous accident of the crew and my joining, the overall process was dragged very slowly, and the filming could not be completed as the Spring Festival approached.

The Spring Festival will be in a few days. In order to finish the filming as soon as possible, the director will force the entire crew to have a holiday the day before the Spring Festival.I have heard many voices complaining about me. To express my apology, I proposed to the director to use my salary to give red envelopes to the staff, and the director signed the contract with me after repeated confirmation.

I agree to appear without pay.

After talking with the director, the housekeeper called.

"The young master asked you to come back."

With a simple notification, he hung up the phone before I could reply.

Gong Huanshen came back, and he only stayed with his sweetheart for three or four months. Why did he come back? Could it be that he had a relationship problem again?

So how long will it take me to take off the double layer of clothes?

I was thinking to myself, but Yun Zhan's pheromone pulled my thoughts back.

Since every time I got into a plot and needed Yun Zhan's pheromone to wake up, I became more and more sensitive to Yun Zhan's pheromone, and even on such a large set, I could find him accurately every time.

Yun Zhan was getting closer and closer to me. When I was about 20 meters away, I turned around and greeted him.He stopped walking forward, I ran up, and said very narcissistically: "Are you here to find me?"

He explained that tomorrow's scene is very important. In order not to delay the process by accident, the director asked him to take me to play it first.

I am very happy, the time for me to spend time alone with him during the play, this kind of opportunity is not many, in order to spend more time with him a few times before, I will deliberately make repeated mistakes in the content, this time I met again Of course I have to stay a little longer.

The housekeeper sent a message, I turned off my phone and looked at Yun Zhan: "Okay, where shall we go then?"

"I'll take you to familiarize yourself with tomorrow's shooting location first."

I sat in Yun Zhan's car, even though it was the back seat, but I was satisfied. He didn't allow me to get close to him a few months ago, but now I can sit in his car, which shows that he is changing my mind.

Before I knew it, I hummed the song "Fall" when I first came on stage

Yun Zhan glanced at me from the rearview mirror, and I captured it precisely. I seized the opportunity to talk to him: "Do you still remember this song?"

"When I was in Yandu, the makeup I sang this song on stage was done by you. It's super beautiful, just like a mermaid." I leaned on the back of the front seat and talked about the things I had with him in Yandu. Ask him with a smile: "Do you remember?"

The intersection happened to be a red light, the car stopped, he turned his head to look at me, and smiled mockingly: "Is this what Yun Zhan looks like in your heart?"

I said, "Of course, you've been fine."

He laughed out loud: "How can you be sure that he likes you? Maybe someone pretended it?"

"Like and love can't be faked. You really liked me back then." I moved closer to him, "I'm sure."

When the light turned green and the vehicle restarted, Yun Zhan smiled contemptuously and turned his head away, "It's a pity that I'm not him, my name is Gu Yin, and..." He gave me a look, "I have a fiancee."

I automatically ignored his words, I said: "You just forgot me, you may regret it when you remember me."

"Regret what?"

"I regret that you treated me like this. When the time comes, if you want to fulfill the promise you made when you wanted to chase me back then, I won't agree."

He chuckled: "You are really narcissistic."

I smiled at him: "Because I look beautiful and I think beautiful."

I encouraged myself in my heart, Yun Zhan was able to joke with me, and the progress was good.Tang Yuan, keep working hard!

Yun Zhan took me to an orphanage. The scene in the orphanage was a turning point in Xun Guang's entire life. It is self-evident how important this scene is.

And the emotional transformation of Yu He, who I played, towards Xun Guang also started from this.

The orphanage is designed as a two-story wooden house, and the children are playing in the yard. When Yun Zhan and I entered, they looked at us warily and asked cautiously, "Who are you? What are you doing here?"

"We came to play with you, your dean agreed." Yun Zhan replied.

"Okay, then you come in." Then they opened the fence door.

Yun Zhan looked at the group of children and said, "Today's task is to get familiar with them."

"Aren't you talking about acting?"

"These are the young actors of tomorrow. They can't perform well. Do you think you can live alone?"

I pouted: "But I don't like children."

"It's not up to you."

After he finished speaking, he went to play with the children. The scene was a bit out of place and a bit cute in contrast.

Suddenly I have to change my attitude towards the children, because Yun Zhan who plays with the children is so cute.

I join them and go crazy with them.

It took a day for us to bond with the kids, and it was the most I've seen Yun Zhan smile since I met him.

On the way back I asked him: "Do you like children very much?"

He said: "It's okay, it's cute, and there will be no pressure to get along with it."

"Then I like children too."

Yun Zhan didn't answer my words, and continued: "It's a pity that Xiaojue is an Alpha, otherwise I will have a baby with her." He looked ahead and said calmly, "But it doesn't matter, if we can't have a baby, we will be able to have a baby." Adopt one."

I don't know if it was intentional or not, but he always talked about Wang Jue in front of me, how they were so happy and how they loved each other.

It's a pity that I have never been a good person, even if I say that, I still won't choose to let go.

I approached him: "I can have a baby, you and I have a baby!"

He reacted, and turned to look at me: "Xiaojue, she treats you as a friend, Tang Yuan, are you sick?"

"Yes."

I'm insane, maybe one day I'll go crazy,

"Lovesick for you!"

Yun Zhan's face became ugly, and the next second he stopped the car, dragged me out of the car, and left me and drove away with the car.

At night, Yun Zhan just left me on the road.

"I just said something casually, as for?"

No matter what, I have to walk back by myself now.

The wind in the depths of winter was strong and cold, and my face was numb. If I continue walking, I will definitely affect tomorrow’s shooting. I turned on my phone, and the screen was full of missed calls. Zhu Lin’s 23, Ling Jia’s 19 One, six for the housekeeper, and even two for Gong Huanshen.

I was about to call Zhu Lin back, but the phone turned off automatically when it ran out of battery.

I didn't dare to get on the passing cars on the side of the road, so I could only tighten my neck and look for the bus stop, but this place is deserted, most likely there is none.

After walking all the way, my body became colder and my footsteps became heavier and heavier. After resting on the side of the road for less than half a minute, a car stopped in front of me. I got up quickly, "Sorry, I don't take a car."

After speaking, leave quickly.

The car was chasing after me, and when I was about to start off, the window was lowered, and Gong Huanshen's face appeared in front of my eyes.

"Aren't you ready to come up?" He stared at me, his eyes were more piercing than the cold wind.