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The next morning, Nian Nian was woken up by voices outside the bedroom door. Fu Jingmeng's voice was very cold, and he seemed to be sensitive to his emotions from his tone. At least at this time, Paying the whale dream is not pleasant.

Nian Nian's eyes widened, and he leaned on the pillow and listened with ears pricked up, the fragrance of green grass from Fu Jingmeng's body still remained in his breath.

"I went to the hospital yesterday and met Dr. Meng. She said that you are taking antidepressants. What's the matter?" It was a man's voice, which was deep and pleasant.

Fu Jingmeng frowned, pushed her glasses, her face was still flushed from waking up: "It's okay, it doesn't matter."

"What do you mean it doesn't matter?" The voice was raised very high.

"Li Siming, don't pretend to be a good person here." Fu Jingmeng felt that his patience in the early morning had been exhausted, "You don't need to worry about my affairs."

"Yes, you are proud, you are lofty, what do you think you live like now?"

Fu Jingmeng sneered: "That's not as good as you, the number one singer of Yinyi Records, how about the last album, sold 20 copies?"

Li Siming turned his face away: "Don't make me feel weird here, you were the one who refused when Yinyi wanted to sign you."

"How do I agree? They only signed you and me, what about Da Zhang and Chen Ke?" Even after so long, Fu Jingmeng still felt disgusted, "They want us to disband the band!"

"It's been three years, why the hell you still can't figure it out." Li Siming laughed, "You don't want to disband, what about now? Where is Da Zhang, where is Chen Ke, can you keep them?"

"It's still not the same." Li Siming's voice was a little depressed, "It's the same, Fu Jingmeng, you can't change anything."

"It's different." Fu Jingmeng's eyes were cold, "At least I didn't betray them."

"Oh." Li Siming snorted coldly, and rubbed his hands in his hair randomly. He is actually very handsome, with three-dimensional features and bright eyes, but there is an almost crazy anger in his eyes, "You call me a traitor ?”

"Okay, Fu Jingmeng, I think I've told you these words over and over again for many years, so there's no need to say them again."

Fu Jingmeng sat down on the sofa, and didn't care whether the other party was standing or sitting, but just glanced at him indifferently: "So, why did you come here, do you want to care about the medicine I take, or to see if I have any medicines?" No one died in the house?"

He suddenly laughed, and said, "I'm sorry, but I still think too conscientiously about you. You took the song of the Whale Band to the record and it's almost sold out. You want to ask me for other songs?"

Li Siming looked at him gloomyly, without speaking.

Fu Jingmeng seemed to have lost the strength to quarrel, he collapsed on the sofa, collapsed in the smell of milk candy like Niannian, he said tiredly and helplessly: "I wrote before, I wrote later, I will sign whatever I can Here you go, what more do you want."

Li Siming's eyes were a little fanatical, and Nian Nian looked through the crack of the door, and felt that his eyes were shining like eagles, which made people shudder.

"I want "Whale"." Li Siming sat down, sitting next to Fu Jingmeng, grabbed his wrist, and looked eagerly, "I just want "Whale"."

Fu Jingmeng's eyebrows frowned even tighter, and he pulled his wrist out of Li Siming's hand forcefully: "I can't give you this song."

"Why?" Li Siming actually knew the answer, but he still asked desperately.He has been in the south of the Yangtze River for a long time, and he really needs this song to reach its peak again, he has no choice.

"Why?! Do you have the face to ask why?" Fu Jingmeng looked over indifferently, looking at the face he was no longer familiar with but now very unfamiliar, and now he asked him why.

"Because "Whale" is the first song of our band Whale. I wrote it by myself. You, me, Da Zhang, and Chen Ke, the four of us performed together on stage and sang it for our fans."

"It's "Whale", I can't sign it to Yinyi." Fu Jingmeng finally said to Li Siming, "You have to show some face."

Li Siming was silent for a while, his eyes condensed with frost, he looked at Fu Jingmeng coldly: "It's ridiculous, I'm fucking blind, and I still loved you."

The door was slammed shut hard, making the old house rustle.

Nian Nian looked out from the crack of the door, and Fu Jingmeng sat motionless on the sofa like a sculpture, just looking at his back made him sad.It took a long time before there was an imperceptible twitch in his back.

Nian Nian took out his mobile phone from under the pillow and sent a WeChat message to Qi Cheng.

Last night, he slipped out to meet Qi Cheng in the middle of the night, and ate the canned cat food that Fu Jingmeng bought by the way.

This mobile phone was given to him by Qi Cheng. He said that almost every human being has his own mobile phone, just like every cat has his own tail, and they use it to express their emotions.

Nian Nian typed very slowly, and he asked, "How can you make human beings happy?"

Qi Cheng replied quickly: "Kiss him."

After a while, he sent another one.

"If that doesn't work, sleep with him."

Nian Nian thought that human beings are really keen to kiss kittens, maybe he will be happy this way.

He replied: "You can try it, but I have slept."

Qi Cheng: "How is it? Is he happy?"

Nian Nian: "Uh...it's hard to say." He remembered that Fu Jingmeng was not very willing to sleep with him last night, and then he fell asleep, and he didn't know if Fu Jingmeng was happy or not.

Qi Cheng: "...it doesn't seem to be going well."

He added: "Perhaps you can consider wearing some nice clothes."

A raised eyebrow expression was added at the back, which seemed to have no deep meaning.

What do you call beautiful clothes?Nian Nian's face was a little hot for some reason, and he said to Qi Cheng, "You bring it to me next time."

He put down the phone, opened the door, Fu Jingmeng heard the voice, turned his head away, his eyes were a little red, hidden between the broken hair.

"Sorry, I woke you up." Fu Jingmeng smiled reluctantly.

He saw that Nian Nian didn't speak, but just walked towards him.Against the light, Nian Nian's eyebrows changed from dim to clear, with a little confusion in his eyes, the pale pink eye ends, as if he had just woken up, and there were still red clouds floating on his cheeks.

He walked in front of him, stopped suddenly, stared at his facial features, as if he was estimating something.

Fu Jingmeng was apprehensively stared at, he subconsciously shrank back a bit.

Suddenly, Nian Nian took another step forward and sat across his lap facing each other. His neckline was pulled down because of his dishonest sleep, revealing a pair of delicate collarbones, shining white in the morning light.

He said, "Brother, let's kiss."

Fu Jingmeng's pupils shrank suddenly, and his eyes widened involuntarily. Before he could answer, Nian Nian lowered his head and touched his lips with his lips.

When he first met Nian Nian, Fu Jingmeng knew that his lips were light pink, just like the little white cat yesterday, which was also light pink.

Nian Nian kissed him with his light pink lips.

A little moist, warm and sweet like toffee.

Fu Jingmeng's heart was extremely congested, and his mind was rumbling about the situation, and the land was cracking. He said insincerely: "This is actually...not called kissing."

Nian Nian opened his eyes wide in bewilderment and tilted his head.

He even felt the budding stubble that Fu Jingmeng hadn't had time to shave, the fine lines on his dark red lips, the fragrance of toothpaste, and his rapid breathing.

It's not kissing, what is it?

Fu Jingmeng took Nian Nian off him completely, and wandered around the living room like a headless chicken for a while.

He said, "Nian Nian, you can't do this."

"You can't kiss someone you don't like."

"I like brother very much." Nian Nian was very sure, and he also liked to kiss Fu Jingmeng very much.

Kittens are not kissable by just anyone.

"No." Fu Jingmeng felt that it was difficult to explain the word "like" to Nian Nian, "It's not this kind of like."

"How do you know it's not this kind of liking?" Nian Nian bit his lower lip slightly and looked at him seriously.

Fu Jingmeng was a little annoyed: "The one who can kiss is that you are willing to be with him no matter what happens. You are willing to grow old and die together with him. Do you understand Nian Nian?"

"Do you really want to?"

Nian Nian was stunned by Fu Jingmeng's words. He liked Fu Jingmeng very much from the first time he saw him. He liked to squat in the flower bed, listen to Fu Jingmeng's singing, bask in the sun.

He is willing to listen for a lifetime.Moreover, after his transformation, his survival age is the same as that of human beings.

But what does it mean to grow old together and die together?

He vaguely felt that this seemed to be a very solemn matter.

Seeing Nian Nian's dazed and helpless eyes, Fu Jingmeng sat down on the sofa dejectedly, buried his face deeply in his palm: "I'm sorry Nian Nian, you are only 19 years old and you have a lot to learn. You will Met nice people."

"I have no money, no career, and I still need to take medicine."

Three years ago, Yinyi signed away their lead singer Li Siming, and the Whale band disbanded.

He personally sent bass player Chen Ke and drummer Da Zhang on the high-speed train back to their hometown.Since then, they have new identities, Chen Ke, a practitioner in the financial industry, and Da Zhang, a civil servant.

Everyone has the right to pursue a better life. He complained but understood. After Li Siming signed with Yinyi, he happily said that when he gained a firm foothold in the music circle in the future, he would unite his brothers again and reproduce the glory of the whale.

Fu Jingmeng was very naive, he believed it.

In the past, each of his songs was written for the lead singer, tailor-made for Li Siming. He changed it one by one, and Li Siming leaned against him, trying out one by one.He knew that Li Siming loved him, and he knew that kind of look, but even without this kind of love, they had a tacit understanding with each other for too many years, and because of this, he believed it unconditionally.

He packaged and sold the band's previous songs to Li Siming, and the money was used to repay the liquidated damages for advertising and some venue fees owed by the Whale Band.

In the end, he was empty-handed, and he was too poor to wait for Li Siming to fulfill his promise.

A few years ago, he was still able to write songs for a living, and sometimes he also worked part-time. This year is the first year he has suffered from depression. Drugs have made him hard-pressed, and he has been dizzy all day long. He has no inspiration, and it is difficult for him to adapt to a new Work.The only thing he can accept is to sing on the street.

Only when he is immersed in the singing can he temporarily forget his failure.

Nian Nian no longer refuted him, he squatted down, wrapped Fu Jingmeng into his arms, and pressed his forehead against Fu Jingmeng's soft hair.

"It's okay, brother."

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Niannian: This little cat goes straight to second base.Not a big deal!