teacher!I'm hungry

Two years after Fang Qin left, Xu Lifeng and Jiang Mengxin fell out.Originally, he thought that it was no big deal to just get married.

However, the reality is too cruel, even if he is exposed to Jiang Mengxin's nude body, he can't get excited, he just goes out with shame, he is probably the most humiliating man in the world.

Then, he went to many related clinics, and as expected, he found that he was born gay and there was no cure.

It turned out that for so many years, it wasn't that I didn't have a womanhood, but that my body didn't like women at all, and what was even more difficult was that I didn't know that I actually liked men, so I wasted so many years of time paying attention to girls , What a fucking pity.

Because of Jiang Mengxin's affairs, he voluntarily resigned from the school.With some money saved over the years, I went to the minority areas in the west to experience the original ecological life.

He had no complaints about being robbed halfway.Anyway, this is the world, there is no place that needs him, no place that he must stop.

Mom and Dad live happily ever after.Some time ago, because of Chu Muliang's help, the company made a lot of money. He took this opportunity to confess his sexuality to the two elders. His mother might think that he was too depressed and powerless. After a week of sleeping in the room I also figured it out, not forcing him to get married.

The old couple just traveled to Europe a while ago, and they must have been so happy that they even forgot about their son.

He was penniless, and lived a wandering life with full meals and three hungry meals.

Two years later, with a big beard and a big hair, he returned to the house where he and Fang Qin used to live. There was a familiar atmosphere and a familiar scene, but there was no familiar figure calling him "teacher".Touching the damp and yellowed old photos that were already covered in dust on the wall, Xu Lifeng finally couldn't hold on anymore, holding the watch that Fang Qin gave him, retreated into the corner of the wall and cried heartbreakingly all night.

There are too many memories in this city, and those beautiful and bleak memories are always like a knife in Xu Lifeng's heart.Xu Lifeng felt that if he lingered in this place where things were right and wrong, sooner or later he would be tortured into a mental illness by the past.

He didn't move anything in this house, only took that night sky blue watch and went to a brand new city.

There, he faced up to his uniqueness and made several trustworthy friends in the circle.

Now he works in a relatively high-end tutoring institution organized by an individual, and he can easily make a lot of money by teaching a few young masters and ladies every day.

Xu Lifeng always emphasizes one thing before class, he does not allow students to call him "teacher", he will say, "My surname is Xu, please call me Teacher Xu, if you don't add a surname, don't blame me for the overwhelming homework. "

In the past, there was a child who was always surrounded by teachers and teachers, causing him to lose control of his emotions for a while and rush out of other people's homes.

Therefore, "teacher" is a taboo.

In the evening, he will also go to the bar with his friends, or sleep at home.The days were flat and boring.

Xu Lifeng is considered good-looking in the circle. He has never lacked suitors, and he will not refuse him when he asks out to play occasionally. It is also a matter of two empty people warming each other, comforting each other, and being friends afterwards. A never-ending affair.

Xu Lifeng has several lovers, but the relationship with anyone will end when the other party proposes a further development.Over the past few years, those who have been playing with him for a long time have figured out Xu Lifeng's temperament.

Therefore, everyone kept a safe distance and got along quite well.You can share the difficulties and share the blessings, only the feelings can't be used to talk about things.

Although Xu Lifeng didn't want to pay attention to it, in the past few years, Fengtai Group, like an instant hit movie star, always appeared in the news reports of multiple channels on TV, which made Xu Lifeng unable to hide hide everywhere.

It is said that the internal struggle of the Fengtai Group was serious, and outside forces invaded the company's internal power, but they were stopped at the end. The son of the former chairman of the Fang family suddenly came back from abroad, and turned the tide and reversed the overall situation.

When Fang Qin, tall and tall in a suit and leather shoes, was featured on the headlines of the financial newspaper, Xu Lifeng was crying and laughing.

Yes, this is the world you should have, and that is the stage that can accommodate you.

You are born to be a man of fame and fame, and I will not be your hindrance. I just need to watch you silently, and see that you are well and glamorous.

In the blink of an eye, another year of heavy snowfall, Xu Lifeng is 36 years old this year.

I bought a bowl of hot dumplings from the old woman at the entrance of the alley, and just brought it home when my mother called me nagging.

"Xiaofeng, don't blame your mother for being long-winded. My mother is already old, and she is not far from being buried. My mother wants to see you live a stable life. I hope someone can take care of you. Even if it is a man, my mother has said no. Will you mind, why are you always so harsh on yourself, what is there that you can't let go of?"

My mother has made countless similar calls. From the time when my mother was eager to hold her grandson, to now she is urging her son to find a son-in-law as soon as possible. It is not easy.

But Xu Lifeng's heart is dead, if anyone can wake it up, it will only be that Fang Qin who is active under the flashing light, that unique Fang Qin, that big boy who is warm in his heart.

"Mom, don't talk about it. My life is very good now. I have nothing to worry about or worry about. That's it, it's pretty good."

"It's not bad! There's nothing to worry about or worry about. It's a walking dead. Mom doesn't know what knots you can't untie, but I hope you won't be imprisoned by the past. Your life is just so decades, it shouldn't be like that." Spend in nothingness, do you understand Xiaofeng?"

Over the years, listening to my mother's voice change from stubborn to old, from arrogant to weak.Xu Lifeng also feels that time is terrible, it can grind people into a completely different look, so why do they insist on it?

The mother's voice has already started to choke. Could it be that he is really unfilial, making it impossible for the two elders to spend their twilight years happily? His strong heart has collapsed a lot.

"Mom, I will take good care of myself. I may bring someone back this year for Chinese New Year, so be prepared."

Hearing what Xu Lifeng said, Xu's mother nodded in relief, "Okay, Mom has already cleaned up the room for you, please come back early, our family hasn't sat down to eat together for a long time."

Xu Lifeng sighed and hung up the phone. He ate the dumplings and thought about it carefully. If possible, then try it. Anyway, it doesn't matter if there is one more person or one less person in his life.

He looked at Fang Qin in the newspaper next to him and smiled slightly, "As long as you are well, I will be well."

There is no news about Fang Qin recently, maybe the company is running well, there is no focus of social attention, and there are not too many reports in the newspapers.

On this day, Xu Lifeng wanted to go to the company to settle the remaining accounts for this year, and planned to pack up and go back to his hometown in a few days.

But as soon as he arrived at the company, the boss called him to the office in a hurry.

As soon as he entered the door, the boss greeted him graciously.

"Xiaofeng, sit down. I have something to discuss with you."

Xu Lifeng's sense is quite sensitive, he carefully asked, "You will not ask me to go to class after the Chinese New Year."

The boss quickly waved his hand, "You can't say that, but the price is five times higher than that of ordinary customers. It was only last week, and it was only the seventh day of the lunar new year. He will leave after that. You haven't lost much vacation time."

"Then boss, you didn't earn much, did you?"

The boss thought about it for a while and sighed, "Let me tell you this, he is the foundation of a big company and is very helpful to small companies like us, so just treat me as a favor and go for a week."

"Boss, I promised my mother to go home during the Chinese New Year. Aren't you making me dishonest? Why don't you find someone else."

"They asked for you by name. Xiaofeng, help me, help me, our company really needs this opportunity now."

Xu Lifeng couldn't hold back that brazen boss, so he called his mother to explain for a long time, and finally promised to bring her a man back, so his mother didn't cry on the phone and hang herself.

Xu Lifeng was very depressed, this rich man is really strange, he still has to let his children go to school in the first year of his life, and don't want to give them a good childhood.

On the morning of the first day of junior high school, Xu Lifeng got up early on time, prepared the materials, put on a well-fitting black windbreaker and a light-colored scarf, and went upstairs from his apartment.

A beautiful black car covered with a little snowflakes was parked outside the stairs. At first glance, Lamborghini, good guy, if you have money, put it here to block the way.

Walking out of the stairs, the field of vision widened, and only then did I see a man wearing white gloves smiling at him standing beside the car.

Could it be that some rich man has taken a fancy to him?

"Mr. Xu, I'm here to pick you up to teach the young master." The man turned around and opened the car door professionally. Xu Lifeng nodded stiffly, "Oh, thank you."

No wonder my boss desperately needs this opportunity. Even their driver is so professional, so they must have a solid foundation.

Xu Lifeng also sat in the car politely. The car drove for a long time, from the urban area to the suburbs, and then drove on a country road surrounded by wintersweet. snow scene.

Finally, when he almost fell asleep again, the car finally stopped outside the gate of an old house.The house is not too big, like a country house for vacation.

The man came down to open the door, and the snow started to fall again. He held up an umbrella to shield Xu Lifeng from entering the house.

"The young master is upstairs, you can go up from here," the man gestured to him with one hand at the curved staircase in front, Xu Lifeng nodded and stepped on the simple marble staircase.

The whole house has a European-style atmosphere. The owner who built it must be an artist. Xu Lifeng was a little surprised to see such an all-stone house in China, but it is empty inside, and it must have been unoccupied for a long time. up.

It's quite warm in the house, although this kind of building looks cold, but it feels good.

There is a hall upstairs, which is covered with warm-colored carpets, which makes Xu Lifeng Aquina feel a little more comfortable.

There was a person sitting on the sofa, and the curtains covered him, so he couldn't see the person's face clearly.But judging by the figure of that person, he must be an adult.

Xu Lifeng gently walked behind him and asked, "Excuse me, where is the young master who hired a tutor? I am the teacher who came to class."

It was only when Xu Lifeng approached that he could see clearly that the man was wearing casual clothes, not like the staff here, there were some folders and documents on the desk, and he was still spinning a pen in his hand playfully.

Is it?

The man's mature and deep voice sounded faintly, "Teacher, can't you see with your eyes? I'm the only one here."

Xu Lifeng smiled apologetically, and secretly scolded rich people for being hypocritical.

"I didn't expect this young master to be so mature~ Haha, come on, let's start the class. By the way, my surname is Xu, please call me Teacher Xu from now on?"

Xu Lifeng twisted the bag and walked in front of the man, sat down opposite him, took out his books, and began to prepare for class with great dedication.

"I said, teacher?"

Xu Lifeng arranged his bag and put it on the sofa, "Please call me Mr. Xu, what's the matter?"

"Who said I came to class with you."

Xu Lifeng was a little annoyed, frowning, then you are fine to tease us people of this class!

"Then what do you ask me to do? I can only teach."

Although Xu Lifeng was sitting in front of the man, he still couldn't see the man's face clearly, the light in the room was indeed very dark.He didn't understand whether these rich people were shady or something.

"I'm short of an assistant recently, teacher, just come and help me for a while."

Xu Lifeng stared, his emotions hadn't been that excited for a long time, "What? You asked me to be your assistant..."

The man is drinking coffee, spinning a pen in his hand, yes, he is spinning a pen.Xu Lifeng will never forget this familiar movement.

He turned his head to look elsewhere with some discomfort. This action was too similar to Fang Qin, and his heart was already in a mess.

"Just a temporary assistant, don't you want to?"

"I'm only a teacher, and I don't know how to work as an assistant. You should hire someone else."

Xu Lifeng began to pack all his books into the bag in a muffled voice, and it seemed that he was about to leave.

"Look, there's so much snow outside, are you sure you want to walk back?"

The man held the remote control in his hand and pressed it, and the curtains on the opposite side were pulled obediently by the pulleys and opened to both sides, and the dazzling light came in from the window.

Xu Lifeng blocked the light with his hands and looked outside. There was indeed a lot of snow, and the outside was so white that he couldn't even see the road.

"You are here, and I have no intention of sending you back."

Such a tough tone made Xu Lifeng feel very familiar and scared, he turned his head abruptly, it was him...

The person whom he had missed for a whole ten years was sitting in front of him impressively.

This person is... Fang Qin.

He was looking at himself with those cold eyes like ice, that kind of eyes seemed to peel him off alive, causing Xu Lifeng a burst of heartache.

He felt his eyes and throat were sour, and he couldn't control his emotions.The two of them shouldn't meet again, Xu Lifeng grabbed his bag and was about to leave.

"Are you so unwilling to catch up with me?"

Fang Qin caught up with Xu Lifeng in two steps, grabbed his wrist, and spoke pantingly, it seemed that he was also a little agitated.

"Let go, I have nothing to talk to you about."

Fang Qin is now half a head taller than Xu Lifeng, with broad shoulders and slender legs, just like a perfect successful man.

He slowly approached Xu Lifeng, and slowly pulled him towards him, his voice softened a lot.

"I'll just ask you a question, teacher, can you answer me honestly?"

Hearing Fang Qin's tone weakened again, Xu Lifeng felt pain in his heart again, he gritted his teeth, "Just one question?"

"Ah."

"You said."

"Have you ever liked me?"

Xu Lifeng struggled with his arm, and Fang Qin gained a lot of strength. He couldn't break free, his eyes were already wet, and he didn't dare to turn his head to speak directly to Fang Qin.

"Boring question, no, never."

"Liar!"

"Ah~" Fang Qin grabbed the wrist of his left hand and pulled him to the front, causing Xu Lifeng to cry out in pain.

"You don't like me, why do you always wear this watch?"

This night sky blue watch has been worn out by the years, and the owner must have been wearing it for a long time.

Xu Lifeng's tears were already rolling in his eyes, but his mouth was still stubborn.

"Hmph, I just like this watch, don't be too sentimental. Let it go, you're hurting me."

Fang Qin let go with a sneer, and before Xu Lifeng could run away, he hugged him tightly with one arm, as tightly as if he was about to be rubbed into his own bone marrow.

No matter how Xu Lifeng struggled, Fang Qin just buried his head in his neck, greedily breathing the breath of Xu Lifeng's body.For a long time, she leaned tiredly on his shoulder.

Xu Lifeng's tears had already wet Fang Qin's clothes, and he let Fang Qin hug him indifferently, just for a while, let him hear Fang Qin's questioning, let him also feel his warm body temperature.

For a long time, there was silence.

Each other's breathing, intertwined.

"Teacher, how long are you going to hide it from me? I know it all, I know it all, how could you treat me like that? "

Fang Qin hugged Xu Lifeng tightly, resting his head on his shoulder and began to sob.

"You...know. Do you?"

"Yes! If Chu Muliang hadn't found out with conscience and couldn't stand it, wouldn't you plan to tell me for the rest of your life that you would make me hate you for the rest of your life?"

"..."

"Why do you help me choose, do you know what I want?"

"I... can't help it. He threatened me with my dad and Xiao Ran. Isn't this kind of life... more suitable for you?"

Fang Qin patted Xu Lifeng's butt in retaliation, "What do you know, only you are the most suitable for me, only you, I don't want anything in my life, as long as you are."

Xu Lifeng also wrapped his arms around Fang Qin's waist, and all the accumulated thoughts of ten years have been poured out, and he can't cry now, "But...I, I...I'm worried..."

"Okay, stop talking! Don't be a bad person who sacrifices me in the future, promise me. I can give up everything, but you, you know?"

Xu Lifeng was both sad and moved, his face was buried in Fang Qin's clothes, the sound of sobbing passed through the fabric and became muffled, and the humming sound of nodding lightly sounded like a kitten being loved by its owner again.

Fang Qin caressed Xu Lifeng's back tenderly, treating him like a porcelain doll that would shatter at the touch of a pity.

He kissed Xu Lifeng's ear lightly, and whispered into Xu Lifeng's ear with a hoarse voice, "Then, can you tell me the truth about the question I asked you just now?"

Xu Lifeng buried Fang Qin's chest and nodded, "Yeah, I liked it, I like you very much, I like you, I like you the most," he raised his head, looked at Fang Qin with teary eyes, laughed while sobbing , "I only like you, only love you."

Ten years later, Xu Lifeng saw Fang Qin's eyes light up again, this expression represented that he was very happy now.

He rubbed Xu Lifeng's nose with his nose, "Come on, let's chat in the room."

Xu Lifeng was a little puzzled, "Why do you want to go to the house?"

"What? Do you have an opinion? Teacher, you have to serve my body that has been empty for ten years."

Xu Lifeng immediately began to struggle, and it was time to return to normal.

"It's broad daylight, serving wool~"

The two dragged each other, Xu Lifeng really couldn't hold back Fang Qin's strength, he was pushed onto the big bed in the room in two strokes, his face flushed with nervousness.

Fang Qin kissed her lips and neck gently, as tenderly as treating a supreme baby.

"Didn't the teacher say before that he would give me a meal? Now I'm hungry, very hungry, you have to be ready to feed me," he chuckled and moved closer to biting Xu Lifeng's earlobe, "Otherwise, the barren mountain Ye Ling, teacher, you can't leave~"

The author has something to say: Do you want to write a side story?If someone asks me to write it~~~~