Suman didn't tell me who gave her the photo, she said it didn't matter, what was important was that she believed that I had nothing to do with Ji Yuzhen, seeing the photo was more anger than jealousy, and seeing me sitting down with her own eyes Ji Yuzhen's car went back to the hotel... She didn't explode on the spot, it was already a great patience, if I had encountered such a thing, I'm afraid I would have been tossing my heart upside down, and I couldn't wait for it, so I fainted under her skirt .Her trust made me feel good, but I couldn't help feeling more ashamed, because of my way of escaping from reality, and my irresponsible lies.He felt even more distressed for Suman, how strong a heart must be to face such a worrying thing, Ji Yuzhen can say with concern, don't think about it, but what about Suman?How will she accept this fact, how will she bear the devastating consequences if the nightmare comes true?She is not someone else, she is my lover, my beloved who I vowed to spend my whole life together and grow old together...
I went back to the home where I lived with Suman, everything was still the same as when I just left, but the aunt who came to clean the house was a little surprised to see me at home, and after the surprise, she was brightly happy. "Miss Jimo, you're back!"
"Hmm...um." I was a little embarrassed, remembering the detailed conversation I had with her on the phone before I left, and the detailed explanation made the old aunt who had been working as a housekeeper for more than ten years feel depressed and almost hurt internally. I thought that I would not be able to see each other for at least three or five months after I left, but I didn't expect that I would come back in less than half a month.
Since you choose to face it, there is no point in escaping.I called the office to cancel the vacation, adjusted my mood and prepared to go to work the next day.Getting along with Suman was the same as before, except that at night, she acted as if nothing had happened, but I was selfish in my heart. I tried to run to the guest room several times but was stopped by her halfway. The last time, the door was slammed and the key was turned away. When I locked my face in the drawer, and then calmly went to lie on the bed by myself, the eyes clearly said: If you have the ability, you can sleep on the sofa.
Of course I didn't dare to sleep on the sofa, so I had to squirm and climbed into the bed.
"Sigui, don't scare yourself like this." Suman who avoids me can only sigh besides frowning.She looked at me sideways, leaned forward slightly, and pulled me into her arms around her arms.
I rubbed the corners of the quilt tangledly. Sleeping together will not be contagious. Of course I know this, but the woman I love is sleeping next to me, and she always wears such a soft and transparent nightdress. I am 26 years old. It's not 62 years old, it doesn't matter for one or two nights, how can it be possible to watch without moving your hands for a month!
Suman is so smart, how could she not see what I was thinking in my heart? From the moment she knew the truth, she immediately understood the reason for my running away, and she really answered what she said earlier: "Jimo Sigui, you are really kind to make me so angry!" I have never seen Suman who lost control of his emotions like this, and I was frightened by her, but the bottom of my heart was warm after all, and I deliberately concealed it. I lied several times, if I didn't have such a firm and sincere love, I would easily be overwhelmed by jealousy...I can't imagine how heartbroken and desperate I would be if Suman didn't even give an explanation at that time. Thinking of this, Feeling tugged at the bottom of my heart, I couldn't help but tugged at the corner of her clothes. "I will never lie again..."
"Do you think there will be a next time for you?" That gentle and charming face, those bright and warm eyes, and the slender and soft fingers caressed my cheeks, touching them lightly a few times like playing a piano. "how did you make it?"
"When those people came to rob people, they were accidentally beaten." I didn't dare to hide it, and as soon as I said the words, I noticed that the force of the hand touching me gradually became stronger. "sorry……"
"You are very sorry for me." Suman smiled lightly, "You have done your best to everyone. For this reason, you did not hesitate to put yourself in danger, you did not hesitate to make me sad, and you made me sad."
"I'm sorry..." It was only at this time that I realized the lack of words and powerlessness.
Suman shook his head lightly. "Sigui, I'm not as strong as you think. I'm used to having people at home with lights to greet me when I come home late. No matter how busy or tired I am, as long as I see that person, that face, I will feel at ease and feel , everything I do is meaningful." After a long pause, she blinked, and my pale and sad face was reflected in the depths of her bright pupils. "I always thought that anyone in this world could lie to me, only you can't, but it's ironic, others lie to me, it's just an omnipotent ingenuity, if I don't have the means, I can only admit it, but your lies are clumsy It’s like a three-year-old child, and the most ridiculous thing is that I still choose to believe it even though I have the evidence.”
Suman's words made me so guilty that I couldn't even raise my head, I could only bite my lip desperately to restrain the trembling and pain from my heart.As if realizing that something was wrong with me, Suman didn't say any more. She sighed softly, then suddenly withdrew her hand and hugged my shoulder instead.
The room was silent, she leaned over slowly, her warm lips lingered on my tightly closed eyelids, and then reached the tip of my nose. "Suman..." I opened my eyes, facing her suddenly enlarged clear face. "No, no..."
She turned her face away nervously, but was pushed back by her. She stared at me quietly, her eyes were as bright as shooting stars that exploded in an instant.Deep love, deep anxiety, slight complaints, deep pain.I clearly heard the sound of something cracking deep in my chest.
In the end, she still came up.Her nostrils were filled with her pleasant scent of roses, I finally gave up the meaningless struggle for words, and quietly closed my eyes.
There is no way to get rid of the soul, the dark fragrance has long lingered in my bosom.
Not daring to respond and not being able to refuse, this sweet but sour kiss can only be initiated by her and ended by her.I closed my eyes and closed my heart, but all the sweetness with her these days passed in my mind like a revolving lantern, from the past, to the present, and then to the unknown future, I think, I am destined not to get out of her It's too late, not to mention that everything is still unknown, even if the world is not benevolent, it really makes me suffer from such a bad disease, even if there are only a few years left in my life, even if I die...
I also want to die by her side.
"Suman, me, can I go and see Yaya this afternoon?" I don't want to say something that is bound to upset Suman early in the morning, but I promised Ji Yuzhen yesterday to visit Yaya together, so I have to ask , okay, I have to make an arrangement.
"Well, go early and come back early." Unexpectedly, Su Man responded without thinking too much.
I stared blankly at her eating breakfast slowly and calmly. I was afraid that she didn't understand clearly, so I hurriedly added: "Ji Yuzhen also went together."
"Sigui, one matter is another matter, I will not interfere with your freedom to make friends." Suman put down the fruit fork and looked at me. "She helped you anyway, thank her for me."
So, Suman really didn't take those photos to heart.It was only at this moment that I felt so depressed that I was really relieved. Stirring the porridge in front of me, I couldn't help but say, "Speaking of which, how did you find me?" Photo.
"You really want to know?" Suman glanced at me.
I was taken aback, and nodded again and again. "certainly!"
"If you want people not to know, you have to do nothing yourself." She glanced at me lightly, and suddenly sarcastically, as if she had gouged my flesh. "How did I find you, does it matter?"
"I, I thought it was Zhong Xia talking to you at first." I stirred the salad in front of me, thinking about how to speak so as not to make her angry, but no matter how I thought about it, I couldn't think of something that would not make her angry, so I had to Shut up resentfully.
There was a crisp ding, and when she raised her eyes, Suman threw the fruit fork on the plate again. She curled the corners of her mouth with a half-smile and looked at me calmly. "So, even Zhong Xia saw it?"
"……"what? What? "No, no, I mean, I saw Zhong Xia when Ji Yuzhen and I were in the mall, I'm not sure if she saw it or not!"
"Oh?" Suman's smile became wider, with one hand under his chin, "So you went to the mall with her."
"..." What am I talking about...
"No, no, actually I accidentally stained her clothes at the entrance of the cinema, and I went with her to compensate her!"
"Oh? Cinema, huh, it's a good place." The dinner plate was pushed away, Suman stood up and walked over, with one hand on my shoulder, and the other hooked my chin intentionally or unintentionally. "Sigui, if I remember correctly, you have already sold the leave to the company, right?"
I blink blankly. "Um."
"Isn't it inappropriate to ask for leave just after being sold out?" Suman's eyes were so normal that I couldn't suspect that there was any abnormal meaning in her words.
"Isn't that good..." I thought about it seriously for a few seconds, and if I knew it, I would be a day late.
"It's good that you know." After she finished speaking, she withdrew her hand abruptly, left me and left the dining room.I heard the door of the bedroom opening and closing, it seems to be to change clothes.
It wasn't until the faint cold fragrance she left in the air dissipated that I slowly came back to my senses. Well, it seems that today I will definitely not be able to meet Ji Yuzhen. I want to see you dumb. It will be convenient someday. I'll go alone.
So she didn't say a word to me until 08:30. After three sneaky observations and found that she was applying lotion, foundation and eyebrows respectively, I couldn't wait anymore, so I had to feel sad Di went out first and drove to work.
As soon as I arrived at the office, I was sent a message by a colleague, "Jimo, Ling Lu is back and came to the office the day before yesterday to look for you. Do you want to call her back?"
What, Miao Sa came to look for me?I hurriedly called her, and she didn't pick it up until it rang and was about to hang up. It seemed that she hadn't woken up yet. "Hello."
"Master, did you visit me the day before yesterday?" I stopped greeting and asked directly.
"Damn, where did you die? I called you several times and the phone was turned off!" Miao Sa said angrily, "Why did you ask for a month's leave? Wouldn't it be better to simply resign?"
"I... I'm in some trouble. But it's all right now!" I didn't want to tell everyone my miserable experience like Mrs. Xianglin, so I had to mention it in one sentence. "I'm already on vacation, and I'm in the institute now. By the way, master, when did you come back? Are you alone?" After thinking and thinking, I still didn't dare to say Sister Hua's name.
"No, I came back with her."
Of course, I wouldn't be so blind as to ask whether this "she" refers to Sister Hua. I already knew it in my heart. Besides Sister Hua, who else could she come back with?Thinking of this, I feel a lot more at ease. It seems that this trip is not in vain. Judging by her tone, at least the old suspicion with Sister Hua should be resolved.
"Master, you must persevere no matter what." I didn't dare to ask her more about her father, for fear that I would step on her sore spot.
"It's nothing, I already know the old man's affairs, he was framed, and I can guess who did it, but there is no evidence for the time being!"
Was it framed?That's great!I am also sincerely happy. Although there is no evidence for the time being, as long as I know that I have been wronged, there will always be a day when I can find out!
Miao Sa said that she would come to the office to find me in the afternoon and hung up the phone.I just watched the file for 10 minutes and Suman called again. He asked me why the line was busy when I called before and who I was talking to, so I hurriedly hugged my phone and hid in the tea room to explain. , finally dispelled her dissatisfaction and doubts.After solving the problem of the busy line, she told me a few more words, such as don't think wildly, don't act rashly, and then hung up the phone, went to work by herself, and let me go by the way.
I can't think of any other way to express my emotion other than sighing.Unsurprisingly, Suman has the same attitude as Ji Yuzhen in the way Xiao He's mother and daughter are treated, even what they say is very similar, it is impossible for me, including herself, to get involved in a quagmire just to help a stranger.The problems that money can solve are not considered problems. In order to make me feel at ease, she even made the decision to pay for Xiaohe's medical treatment herself.And in order to prevent me from acting impulsively, she asked me to accept random phone checks from her during working hours. It seems that my credit value has really disappeared with her.
He called Ji Yuzhen and said that he couldn't go to see Yaya in the afternoon, and he had to blame himself for the reason. He said that he was really busy on the first day of work.I thought she would be angry and scold me for crossing rivers and tearing down bridges for not knowing how to repay her kindness, but she just let me go with a faint hum. I remembered Suman's explanation and added one more sentence. She was stunned this time After a few seconds, it took a long time before he said, "Is she going to intervene in this matter?"
I was stunned, and then realized that she had misunderstood, and hurriedly said: "No, she just agreed to treat Xiao He's illness."
"Oh, let me just say, how could she do such a thankless thing." Ji Yuzhen said coolly. "You have Xiaomeng's phone number. If you have anything to do, you can contact him. However, I advise you to remember my words firmly. Don't worry about this business. It's better for you and her."
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I went back to the home where I lived with Suman, everything was still the same as when I just left, but the aunt who came to clean the house was a little surprised to see me at home, and after the surprise, she was brightly happy. "Miss Jimo, you're back!"
"Hmm...um." I was a little embarrassed, remembering the detailed conversation I had with her on the phone before I left, and the detailed explanation made the old aunt who had been working as a housekeeper for more than ten years feel depressed and almost hurt internally. I thought that I would not be able to see each other for at least three or five months after I left, but I didn't expect that I would come back in less than half a month.
Since you choose to face it, there is no point in escaping.I called the office to cancel the vacation, adjusted my mood and prepared to go to work the next day.Getting along with Suman was the same as before, except that at night, she acted as if nothing had happened, but I was selfish in my heart. I tried to run to the guest room several times but was stopped by her halfway. The last time, the door was slammed and the key was turned away. When I locked my face in the drawer, and then calmly went to lie on the bed by myself, the eyes clearly said: If you have the ability, you can sleep on the sofa.
Of course I didn't dare to sleep on the sofa, so I had to squirm and climbed into the bed.
"Sigui, don't scare yourself like this." Suman who avoids me can only sigh besides frowning.She looked at me sideways, leaned forward slightly, and pulled me into her arms around her arms.
I rubbed the corners of the quilt tangledly. Sleeping together will not be contagious. Of course I know this, but the woman I love is sleeping next to me, and she always wears such a soft and transparent nightdress. I am 26 years old. It's not 62 years old, it doesn't matter for one or two nights, how can it be possible to watch without moving your hands for a month!
Suman is so smart, how could she not see what I was thinking in my heart? From the moment she knew the truth, she immediately understood the reason for my running away, and she really answered what she said earlier: "Jimo Sigui, you are really kind to make me so angry!" I have never seen Suman who lost control of his emotions like this, and I was frightened by her, but the bottom of my heart was warm after all, and I deliberately concealed it. I lied several times, if I didn't have such a firm and sincere love, I would easily be overwhelmed by jealousy...I can't imagine how heartbroken and desperate I would be if Suman didn't even give an explanation at that time. Thinking of this, Feeling tugged at the bottom of my heart, I couldn't help but tugged at the corner of her clothes. "I will never lie again..."
"Do you think there will be a next time for you?" That gentle and charming face, those bright and warm eyes, and the slender and soft fingers caressed my cheeks, touching them lightly a few times like playing a piano. "how did you make it?"
"When those people came to rob people, they were accidentally beaten." I didn't dare to hide it, and as soon as I said the words, I noticed that the force of the hand touching me gradually became stronger. "sorry……"
"You are very sorry for me." Suman smiled lightly, "You have done your best to everyone. For this reason, you did not hesitate to put yourself in danger, you did not hesitate to make me sad, and you made me sad."
"I'm sorry..." It was only at this time that I realized the lack of words and powerlessness.
Suman shook his head lightly. "Sigui, I'm not as strong as you think. I'm used to having people at home with lights to greet me when I come home late. No matter how busy or tired I am, as long as I see that person, that face, I will feel at ease and feel , everything I do is meaningful." After a long pause, she blinked, and my pale and sad face was reflected in the depths of her bright pupils. "I always thought that anyone in this world could lie to me, only you can't, but it's ironic, others lie to me, it's just an omnipotent ingenuity, if I don't have the means, I can only admit it, but your lies are clumsy It’s like a three-year-old child, and the most ridiculous thing is that I still choose to believe it even though I have the evidence.”
Suman's words made me so guilty that I couldn't even raise my head, I could only bite my lip desperately to restrain the trembling and pain from my heart.As if realizing that something was wrong with me, Suman didn't say any more. She sighed softly, then suddenly withdrew her hand and hugged my shoulder instead.
The room was silent, she leaned over slowly, her warm lips lingered on my tightly closed eyelids, and then reached the tip of my nose. "Suman..." I opened my eyes, facing her suddenly enlarged clear face. "No, no..."
She turned her face away nervously, but was pushed back by her. She stared at me quietly, her eyes were as bright as shooting stars that exploded in an instant.Deep love, deep anxiety, slight complaints, deep pain.I clearly heard the sound of something cracking deep in my chest.
In the end, she still came up.Her nostrils were filled with her pleasant scent of roses, I finally gave up the meaningless struggle for words, and quietly closed my eyes.
There is no way to get rid of the soul, the dark fragrance has long lingered in my bosom.
Not daring to respond and not being able to refuse, this sweet but sour kiss can only be initiated by her and ended by her.I closed my eyes and closed my heart, but all the sweetness with her these days passed in my mind like a revolving lantern, from the past, to the present, and then to the unknown future, I think, I am destined not to get out of her It's too late, not to mention that everything is still unknown, even if the world is not benevolent, it really makes me suffer from such a bad disease, even if there are only a few years left in my life, even if I die...
I also want to die by her side.
"Suman, me, can I go and see Yaya this afternoon?" I don't want to say something that is bound to upset Suman early in the morning, but I promised Ji Yuzhen yesterday to visit Yaya together, so I have to ask , okay, I have to make an arrangement.
"Well, go early and come back early." Unexpectedly, Su Man responded without thinking too much.
I stared blankly at her eating breakfast slowly and calmly. I was afraid that she didn't understand clearly, so I hurriedly added: "Ji Yuzhen also went together."
"Sigui, one matter is another matter, I will not interfere with your freedom to make friends." Suman put down the fruit fork and looked at me. "She helped you anyway, thank her for me."
So, Suman really didn't take those photos to heart.It was only at this moment that I felt so depressed that I was really relieved. Stirring the porridge in front of me, I couldn't help but say, "Speaking of which, how did you find me?" Photo.
"You really want to know?" Suman glanced at me.
I was taken aback, and nodded again and again. "certainly!"
"If you want people not to know, you have to do nothing yourself." She glanced at me lightly, and suddenly sarcastically, as if she had gouged my flesh. "How did I find you, does it matter?"
"I, I thought it was Zhong Xia talking to you at first." I stirred the salad in front of me, thinking about how to speak so as not to make her angry, but no matter how I thought about it, I couldn't think of something that would not make her angry, so I had to Shut up resentfully.
There was a crisp ding, and when she raised her eyes, Suman threw the fruit fork on the plate again. She curled the corners of her mouth with a half-smile and looked at me calmly. "So, even Zhong Xia saw it?"
"……"what? What? "No, no, I mean, I saw Zhong Xia when Ji Yuzhen and I were in the mall, I'm not sure if she saw it or not!"
"Oh?" Suman's smile became wider, with one hand under his chin, "So you went to the mall with her."
"..." What am I talking about...
"No, no, actually I accidentally stained her clothes at the entrance of the cinema, and I went with her to compensate her!"
"Oh? Cinema, huh, it's a good place." The dinner plate was pushed away, Suman stood up and walked over, with one hand on my shoulder, and the other hooked my chin intentionally or unintentionally. "Sigui, if I remember correctly, you have already sold the leave to the company, right?"
I blink blankly. "Um."
"Isn't it inappropriate to ask for leave just after being sold out?" Suman's eyes were so normal that I couldn't suspect that there was any abnormal meaning in her words.
"Isn't that good..." I thought about it seriously for a few seconds, and if I knew it, I would be a day late.
"It's good that you know." After she finished speaking, she withdrew her hand abruptly, left me and left the dining room.I heard the door of the bedroom opening and closing, it seems to be to change clothes.
It wasn't until the faint cold fragrance she left in the air dissipated that I slowly came back to my senses. Well, it seems that today I will definitely not be able to meet Ji Yuzhen. I want to see you dumb. It will be convenient someday. I'll go alone.
So she didn't say a word to me until 08:30. After three sneaky observations and found that she was applying lotion, foundation and eyebrows respectively, I couldn't wait anymore, so I had to feel sad Di went out first and drove to work.
As soon as I arrived at the office, I was sent a message by a colleague, "Jimo, Ling Lu is back and came to the office the day before yesterday to look for you. Do you want to call her back?"
What, Miao Sa came to look for me?I hurriedly called her, and she didn't pick it up until it rang and was about to hang up. It seemed that she hadn't woken up yet. "Hello."
"Master, did you visit me the day before yesterday?" I stopped greeting and asked directly.
"Damn, where did you die? I called you several times and the phone was turned off!" Miao Sa said angrily, "Why did you ask for a month's leave? Wouldn't it be better to simply resign?"
"I... I'm in some trouble. But it's all right now!" I didn't want to tell everyone my miserable experience like Mrs. Xianglin, so I had to mention it in one sentence. "I'm already on vacation, and I'm in the institute now. By the way, master, when did you come back? Are you alone?" After thinking and thinking, I still didn't dare to say Sister Hua's name.
"No, I came back with her."
Of course, I wouldn't be so blind as to ask whether this "she" refers to Sister Hua. I already knew it in my heart. Besides Sister Hua, who else could she come back with?Thinking of this, I feel a lot more at ease. It seems that this trip is not in vain. Judging by her tone, at least the old suspicion with Sister Hua should be resolved.
"Master, you must persevere no matter what." I didn't dare to ask her more about her father, for fear that I would step on her sore spot.
"It's nothing, I already know the old man's affairs, he was framed, and I can guess who did it, but there is no evidence for the time being!"
Was it framed?That's great!I am also sincerely happy. Although there is no evidence for the time being, as long as I know that I have been wronged, there will always be a day when I can find out!
Miao Sa said that she would come to the office to find me in the afternoon and hung up the phone.I just watched the file for 10 minutes and Suman called again. He asked me why the line was busy when I called before and who I was talking to, so I hurriedly hugged my phone and hid in the tea room to explain. , finally dispelled her dissatisfaction and doubts.After solving the problem of the busy line, she told me a few more words, such as don't think wildly, don't act rashly, and then hung up the phone, went to work by herself, and let me go by the way.
I can't think of any other way to express my emotion other than sighing.Unsurprisingly, Suman has the same attitude as Ji Yuzhen in the way Xiao He's mother and daughter are treated, even what they say is very similar, it is impossible for me, including herself, to get involved in a quagmire just to help a stranger.The problems that money can solve are not considered problems. In order to make me feel at ease, she even made the decision to pay for Xiaohe's medical treatment herself.And in order to prevent me from acting impulsively, she asked me to accept random phone checks from her during working hours. It seems that my credit value has really disappeared with her.
He called Ji Yuzhen and said that he couldn't go to see Yaya in the afternoon, and he had to blame himself for the reason. He said that he was really busy on the first day of work.I thought she would be angry and scold me for crossing rivers and tearing down bridges for not knowing how to repay her kindness, but she just let me go with a faint hum. I remembered Suman's explanation and added one more sentence. She was stunned this time After a few seconds, it took a long time before he said, "Is she going to intervene in this matter?"
I was stunned, and then realized that she had misunderstood, and hurriedly said: "No, she just agreed to treat Xiao He's illness."
"Oh, let me just say, how could she do such a thankless thing." Ji Yuzhen said coolly. "You have Xiaomeng's phone number. If you have anything to do, you can contact him. However, I advise you to remember my words firmly. Don't worry about this business. It's better for you and her."
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