As if seeing my confusion, the middle-aged man walked to the girl's bedside calmly, bent over and said something softly.I saw that the eyes that had been closed tightly opened slowly. I don't know if it was because her face was too pale. When she opened her eyes, I was startled by her abnormally dark pupils.

"My lady, Ji Yuya." The middle-aged man turned to me and said in a low voice, and then turned to the girl, smiling very kindly. "Miss Jimo is here!"

do i know herdo you know it?I was asking myself over and over again in my heart, but no matter how I asked the answer, I didn't know it, and it was impossible to know it.I have been in S city for less than half a year, how could I know the second lady of YZ International?Or, did she simply recognize the wrong person?

The thin girl sat up with the support of the man, and stared at me without blinking, which made me feel panicked.Qiang Zuo looked at her calmly, trying to carefully distinguish her facial features, wondering whether some memory of her had missed this appearance, but when she met my eyes, she suddenly became shy and hurriedly lowered her face again.Afterwards, she and I played hide-and-seek, as long as I looked at her, she would avoid her face, and when I didn't look at her, I could always feel that she was secretly looking at me from the corner of my eye.

If I don't say anything else, I feel that I may be unable to stand up. The atmosphere is too... too embarrassing.

"Miss Ji, you... hello." I stepped forward and said, "Although I don't know why you must see me, I still hope you recover soon."

"Miss Jimo!" The middle-aged man stood up immediately.

I was stunned, and looked down again, the girl's face seemed to have been drained of the last trace of blood, and even the look in her eyes when she first saw me seemed to be drained all of a sudden.Can't help but panic, what did I say wrong?

The middle-aged man stopped between me and the girl, and gave me a wink, forcing me to retreat together to the door far away from the bed. He whispered: "You really don't remember my lady?"

"Sir, what's going on here?" I also lowered my voice and asked, my lungs would explode if I didn't ask clearly.

The man said: "My lady's name was Guan Ya, and she stayed in the Dexin Orphanage in K City for two years before she was 12 years old. Miss Jimo, do you really have no impression?"

City K, isn't that the city where I was in college?There is also an orphanage... My mind was jolted, and I suddenly came back to my senses, Guan Ya... Ya... Could it be that Ji Yuya is the autistic child I met as a volunteer in college, dumb? !

I remember that when I was in college, it was very popular to volunteer in social welfare institutions such as orphanages and nursing homes, and even go to churches as volunteers and preach for free on the road every day.At that time, there were six people in a dormitory. Except for the one who was a top student who always went to the library, the others had more or less done volunteer work for a while.At that time, I was still tied up with Mo Xiaoke, Meng Buli, and Jiao Jiaobuli Meng. We were bound together like conjoined twins wherever we went. Originally, we were going to do volunteer work in nursing homes, but Mo Xiaoke said that when we saw old people, we would think of death. I still feel happier when I see children, so I went to the orphanage instead.It must have been a sophomore at that time. When I first saw Yaya, I’m sorry that I didn’t even know her name, because she was a mutism patient and refused to talk to anyone. At first, I mistook her for her. Is a deaf-mute.Later, when the staff said her name was Yaya, Mo Xiaoke joked that she was dumb. The staff smiled and didn't deny it, so I was so nervous that I kept calling her by that name.

Maybe I am a person who has always done things for a long time. Mo Xiaoke only persisted for two months and was too lazy to visit the children. On the contrary, I will spend half a day every week rain or shine to accompany them and bring them a new life. Some food, sometimes clothes, shoes and socks.It was at that time that I gradually became familiar with Yaya. Although she still didn’t talk to anyone, every time I went to see the children, I always found her quietly hiding in the corner and watching me secretly, as if she wanted to get close He didn't dare to approach.Thin and small body, pale cheeks without a trace of blood, a pair of big eyes that are completely black, like a deep pool seems to have an indescribable attraction, attracting people who can't help but want to get close to her and comfort her.Probably melancholic and autistic children more or less have such an attractive trait. I started to pay attention to her situation and learned about her from the staff. I heard that she traveled with her parents a year ago, but In a car accident, her father died on the spot, and her mother protected her in her arms until the rescue came to save her life.In the end, she survived, but her mother died soon after due to excessive blood loss.Since then she has suffered from mutism, refusing to speak or communicate of any kind.Relatives in the family robbed her of her parents' inheritance, but because they thought she was a sick child, they kicked her around like a football, and finally sent her to an orphanage.

After knowing her experience, my sympathy for her was overwhelming, so it was inevitable that I would take extra care of her among a group of relatively healthy children.I will spend the most time on her, even if she still doesn't say a word to me, I will patiently tell her stories, fold paper cranes, bring her some positive children's books, and even bring her The snacks were also divided into two parts, one for the group and one for her alone.Heaven pays off. After working so hard for a semester, Yaya finally got close to me. When she sees me again, she no longer hides. She will take the initiative to shake hands with me through the window. Her expression is always bleak. The big eyes without gods gradually became a little brighter, at least in front of me, she was no longer timid and indifferent, and occasionally she would even smile a little.It’s just that she still resists being touched by people, especially unexpected touches. I once saw a child push her lightly because she wanted to borrow a book I bought for her, and she shrank into a ball in fright. Because of the situation, I have been careful to keep an appropriate distance from her, so as not to let her feel that I am indifferent to her, but also to make her feel safe.My care and patience have even impressed the staff of the orphanage, because even they probably would not spend such a long time just to open up a child's knot. After all, their job is to take care of the children's daily life and take care of Not every child's inner happiness.

Originally, if everything developed like this, there would be no regrets, but I forgot one person, my first love, Mo Xiaoke.As mentioned before, Xiao Ke is a very self-willed person. She has already expressed strong dissatisfaction with my persistent volunteer work in the orphanage, even though it only takes half a day a week.She felt that I belonged entirely to her, and naturally all my time and attention could only be occupied by her.Under her nonsense, in the second semester, I had to extend the time period of visiting Yaya from once a week to once every two weeks, but even so, Mo Xiaoke still had a new concern for "I" The object" can't let go of it, and finally when I went to the orphanage, she didn't know why she insisted on accompanying me, and then she turned around and ate unnecessary jealousy because she couldn't see me taking care of Duya.Mo Xiaoke beats and beats me when he is jealous. I am not surprised, anyway, it doesn’t really hurt, but I didn’t expect that the hoarse who has been resisting physical contact with others is like an irritated little girl. Like a bull, he slammed into Mo Xiaoke with such force that Xiao Ke, who was more than 80 kilograms, hit the wall directly.At that time, the three of them were all dumbfounded.

Mo Xiaoke was wronged and naturally ran away, but I had no choice but to appease my lover and chased him out, returning Yaya to the staff to take care of.After that, Mo Xiaoke and Yaya's "Liangzi" were serious. She got into a fight with a little girl who was only ten years old, and directly ordered me not to visit Yaya again.In order to prevent me from sneaking away, she used all kinds of tricks, even pretending to be sick, and tried her best to tie me by her side on weekends.

Recalling this, my heart has been tense and sour for a while. At that time, what did I do at that time... I chose Qu Xiaoke's domineering way for no reason, and the visit once every two weeks became Only go once in three weeks.But Yaya doesn't seem to mind, every time I go to see her, she is happy, although she still doesn't want to talk, but she will show me the pictures she drew, and will gently hold me when no one is around. My sleeves, take me to see the flowers she grows in the yard behind the dormitory.But besides bringing her gifts every time I go, I can't seem to find any other way to make up for the guilt I feel towards her.

Time passed day by day like this, and after entering the junior year, my studies became tense, but at that time Mo Xiaoke suddenly broke up with me without warning, and after that, not only did he really refuse to keep the promise, but he also made friends quickly. Boy friend.This incident was a huge blow to me. After a serious illness, I simply put all my energy on my schoolwork, and I even put my dumb things aside.After the exam, it was almost the holiday, so I thought of going to the orphanage to see Yaya, but... when I got there, I found that Yaya's room had already been cleaned up, and the staff told me that Yaya's relatives who were away from other places came here to take her away up.Before she left, she must have wanted to see me very much. She had been reluctant to speak and left her gratitude and miss for me with a brush. Therefore, a watercolor painting of me standing hand in hand with her became my only memory of her. keynote.

Rubbing my eyes, I am a person who is easily sentimental, and my eye circles are naturally red after thinking of everything.A past event that has long been sealed in my memory, but Yaya has always remembered it in her heart for so many years.I should have thought of it a long time ago, when Ji Yuzhen asked me if I knew Guan Ya, I should have thought of it. Yaya has always liked to draw, so after many years, the way she has become Ji Yuya to find me is the same. still...

draw.

The author has something to say: In this chapter of reminiscences, there are no doubts here, don't talk about Sigui's random discharge, Sigui is very obedient, so he doesn't hook up randomly.

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