Lord Grimth Returns - It seems like an old friend is coming

I reported to Suman everything that happened just now, and I also focused on what happened with Yaya back then (the emphasis is on the part without Mo Xiaoke).Eat a pit to gain a wisdom, I have eaten so many pitfalls, and if I don’t gain wisdom, I will still have it!You see, I am still fussing about Lin Xue with Suman, right? Then I must not give others a handle. You must know that Mo Xiaoke was once a thorn in Suman's heart. Who told me to be blind Miss Su called Mo Xiaoke's name.

I am still pretending to be smart here, but the human spirit over there has already heard the incompleteness and falsehood in my words, and poked me straight to the point: "You have been going less and less frequently since then, maybe it's not because of your studies, right? Um?"

"..." I suddenly felt embarrassed to be caught, and coughed, "Do you still drink coffee?"

"Don't try to change the subject." Suman smiled shallowly, his expression clearly said: You still want to fool me with your little eyes?

"Oh..." I had no choice but to lengthen my voice and shrink back.

"Let me guess." Suman's beautiful fingers (ignoring the annoying piece of gauze) gently caressed the rim of the porcelain slippery coffee cup, "Is it because of Mo Xiaoke? If you sympathize with that girl, I am afraid no one but her can prevent you from visiting."

"..." What do you think I wasted my time on?

"Sigui, I always wonder why your unconditional tolerance for your lover can't be reflected in me?" I didn't say a word, but Suman got excited, "You can agree to Mo Xiaoke's willful request." , but in retrospect, you used to always get angry with me because of your friends."

He wanted to argue, but he was a bit powerless. Thinking about it carefully, Su Man really made things difficult for Jian Yan at that time.I hesitated and said: "Mo Xiaoke is a wayward child, there is no reason to talk to her, if I ignore her, she will annoy me and drive me crazy. But you are different, you are so smart and mature, and you are also amazing. In addition, what you do is planned by yourself and never discussed with me, sometimes you will resist accepting it in your heart, and you will feel..."

"You will feel oppressed by me, right?" Suman said very understandingly that I have been unable to organize my thoughts, and she smiled knowingly. "It's normal for you to think so."

I was stunned, "That's not what I mean. I know you've long been used to making decisions on your own. I don't care about it. I just hope that I can be your reliance once in a while."

"You're too young." Suman smiled. "However, it is a good thing to be aware of this problem, which means that you have not lost yourself."

My mind was dazed, and I couldn't help but think of the sentence "Love me, does it make you lose yourself" that Suman said last time.Since we got back together, Suman said more than once that she felt that my love for her was mixed with too much impulse, which was close to the kind of love of a martyr, but it was different from the original intention of purely loving her at the beginning.I understand this as the lost and found syndrome, and I have never thought about it.But what does she mean by this sentence now?Does it mean that I will still think about whether I am being suppressed by her, instead of blindly agreeing with her, which means that my love is gradually becoming more rational?

But, it shouldn't be, I still love her so passionately, I don't feel that my love for her has become less.

Just saying that I am young is an indisputable fact, and the implication is nothing more than "you are too young to rely on".I feel pity from the bottom of my heart, and after thinking about it carefully, I really can't blame Suman.When I met her, I was just 22 years old after graduating from college. My mind was full of unrealistic truth, goodness and beauty, and I was very proud of others.I still remember the phrase she scolded me for "thinking of the weak".With me like this... She wanted to discuss it with me, but before she could say anything, I already decided that she was wrong.

I was so shocked by the shitty things I did before that I almost slipped to the ground, and finally picked up the rest of my self-esteem, and said with a trembling voice: "I, I know I was naive before, but I really want to Growing up, I am also working hard to become someone worthy of your dependence."

"It remains to be seen."

Suman gave a meaningful sentence, which made my heart itch.Just about to say something more, she smiled slightly, and her clear eyes just turned on my face. "You've put a big hat on me. You're so mature, you just want to gag me, so as not to interfere with your visit to Ji Yuya in the future, right?"

Although I really didn't think of this when I said that, but after being reminded by her like this, I suddenly realized that I really have to think about this. "Then, do you mind if I go and see her?"

"Do you mind." Sumante replied honestly, "I'm not doing charity. If someone has a crush on my girlfriend, should I still celebrate?"

"What kind of secret love? Yaya is just relying on me. After all, I was with her during her most sad time. Besides, she is only 17 years old." I didn't expect Suman to say that he minded so directly, and I was immediately embarrassed .

"Let's see." Suman didn't seem to want to dwell on this issue too much, "So... what are you going to do?"

"I promised to see her tomorrow." I said honestly, "I'm sorry, I didn't discuss it with you beforehand, but the situation was so sudden that I couldn't bear it."

Suman was silent.I was surprised: "Are you unhappy?"

"When you were making a decision, did you ever think that I would be unhappy?" Suman asked.

Startled, I shook my head. "I didn't think about it that much at the time."

"Well, let's forget it this time." Suman beckoned to the waiter to pay the bill, and then stood up. "Let's go, I'm going back to the company, and it's time for you to go to work, too."

I followed her out in a daze, and saw that she took out the car key and pressed it as if nothing had happened, and her fingers were already on the door handle.

He couldn't help but took her hand. "I'll take you back, can you drive with your hands?"

"Yes." Suman simply answered a word, opened the car door, and bent in.

"Suman." I don't know why I suddenly felt a little uneasy, "What did you mean by 'forget it this time'? Are you unhappy? I, I just have a lot of things to explain to Ji Yuzhen, because the dumb She is a mutist, Ji Yuzhen can only ask me if she wants to know about the past between me and her."

"Sigui, I didn't say anything." Suman looked up at me and smiled faintly.

"But you're not in the right mood, I can see it." I bit my lip and held on to the car door with my fingers tenaciously, for fear that she would slam the door and leave in the next second.

"So what if you see it?" Suman was determined not to speak up, and every sentence seemed calm but contained an inexplicable mystery.

"We have to solve it when we see it." I carefully studied the expression on her face, hoping to see what she was thinking from even the slightest change, Suman, what's wrong with you?

Her fingers took my hand holding the car door and gently pulled it down. "Sigui, I'm not angry with you, I'm just, suddenly a little irritable."

"Irritable?"

"You have really changed." When I was already tangled in my heart, Suman's tone suddenly relaxed, the corners of her mouth curled up slightly, and she smiled lightly.But the smile was extremely weak, as if it was only for a moment, before it had time to catch the eyes, it had turned into floating dust and dissipated in the air. "In the past, no matter how many questions you had in your mind, you would just hide yourself and think wildly. Now...you are so persistent, is it because you care about whether I am unhappy, or is it just to confirm your judgment in your heart?"

"Of course it's because I care about you!" I was so anxious by her words that I basically shouted. "Suman, I'm stupid. If you have something on your mind, just tell me directly. Don't play charades like this, okay? I promised to see Ji Yuya, aren't you happy? But I can't think of you The reason for being happy, do you suspect that I have something with her, or, like Mo Xiaoke—"

"Willful and naive?" Suman cut me off before I finished speaking.

"That's not what I meant! Suman... I know it's wrong for me to promise privately, but I just feel sorry for her. If you really don't like me going to see her, I will consider it."

"Just thinking about it?"

"Suman..." Her aggressive attitude made me hesitate and retreat, Suman, what's wrong with you?You are not like this usually, why did you suddenly take such a sharp attitude towards me, I... I just went to see a little girl who was sick, I didn't do anything sorry for you.

"Stop talking, Sigui, I just want to be alone now." Suman waved his hand to stop me from continuing, closed the car door, and quickly started the car and rushed away.

I stood there blankly for a while before realizing that I was thrown down.Of course, I knew I had a car, and I knew I could go back to work by myself, but the feeling of being left naked still swept over me like a frenzy, and it made me feel tired.

Suman, what's wrong with you...

I am full of worries, but I can't find anyone to talk to.Miao Sa and Zhong Xia may both be good friends of mine, but these two really can't be close sisters when it comes to emotional issues. One can only complain, and the other always does bad things with good intentions.

I was in a low mood, and I was holding a water glass in front of the water dispenser to drink water absently, when suddenly a hand patted me on the shoulder. "Thinking back."

I was startled and hurriedly looked up. "Sister Hua?" Why did Qin Shuanghua come here suddenly?Of course, he is the big boss, and he doesn't need to inform us in advance when he wants to come.

As if seeing the doubts in my eyes, Qin Shuanghua directly smiled and said, "I'll catch someone."

I was amused by her straightforwardness, and suddenly forgot about respecting the teacher. "Master, she probably locked the door and slept inside again. It will take some effort to wake her up."

"I have my own way." Qin Shuanghua smiled slightly, "Then I'll go there. See you tomorrow, I want to go home."

"See you tomorrow?" I repeated in confusion, isn't tomorrow the weekend?

Qin Shuanghua was startled, "Why, Vanessa didn't tell you?"

"tell me what?"

"SPA, it's the weekend, let's go relax together." Qin Shuanghua said with a smile. "See you tomorrow, kid."

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