muddy boy

The moist flame retardant in Chen Linhu's eyes poured into Zhang Xun's heart. His anger was stuck in the middle of it before he finished venting it, and he was forced to extinguish it, leaving a thick smoke that made his heart soft and sour.

I'm going crazy, Zhang Xun is stupid, sooner or later I'll let this kind of stuff drive me crazy.

Before the fire was blown, Zhang Xun was discouraged, and Zhang Xun sat down on the chair, smoking a cigarette irritably.

Chen Linhu was still staring at him like a fighting beast, as if Zhang Xun's failure to answer was a heinous crime.

It's just that the careless tiger gave birth to his own skin. If it weren't for the literacy established by the nine-year compulsory education, Zhang Xun felt that he could bark his teeth at this moment.

"Don't let me coax you," Zhang Xun lit his cigarette, suppressing the flames that started to rise again, and said, "If you blow up like this, do you think I can talk to you properly?"

Chen Linhu's temper turned into denial of his relatives, and he stood still stubbornly.

Zhang Xun was so angry that he almost fell the lighter in his hand to the ground. He pointed at the door and said loudly, "You can either come back and sit down, or leave now. When you get out of this door, I-"

Stuck.

But Chen Linhu could understand the threat in these words, and it was rare for him to feel a little panic when he was stubborn. He looked at Zhang Xun with wet eyes, waiting for some order that would make him more sad.

Zhang Xun hung his hand for a long time, moved his lips several times, but couldn't find a suitable follow-up speech.

so what?Do not recognize you?Don't be stupid and come in again?

Zhang Xunguang was so stupid that these words made his heart ache. He couldn't say anything harsh to Chen Linhu, but he still remembered the righteousness when the other party questioned his relationship, and he was suddenly furious.

It's really useless, people say harsh words as easily as jumping beans, and when it's my turn, I have to figure out how to put a fart in a bland and tasteless way.

There were bursts of throbbing pain in his stomach, Zhang Xun exhaled a puff of smoke, frowned, sat on a chair, bent over, and pressed his fist against his abdomen.

Chen Linhu had already figured out Zhang Xun's rotten stomach. Seeing that he knew that he was too angry, he immediately lost his momentum and stood at the door of the bedroom helplessly.

After a few seconds, he moved over in small steps.

"Pick up the candy," Zhang Xun held the cigarette in one hand and rested his stomach on the other hand, "it was specially given to you."

The confrontation and mutual provocation just now came to an end, and Chen Linhu no longer dared to scold anyone in the sky and on earth. He bent down to pick up the soft candy that was deformed by Zhang Xun on the carpet, walked over and squatted down, and stretched his hand to Zhang Xun's stomach. Gently rubbed.

Zhang Xun felt the warmth of his palm, curled up his five fingers so hard that he could even pinch an ant, his eyes turned sore when he flicked the cigarette, he turned his head and pressed the cigarette butt out in the ashtray.

"Are you taking medicine?" Chen Linhu asked.

Zhang Xun shook his head and didn't answer. He lowered his head and saw Chen Linhu's left hand on his knee. He frowned and pulled it over for a closer look: "When did it happen, why didn't you say it earlier?"

There were a few more scratches on the tiger's claws, probably scratched by the old turtle when he grabbed Jiang Xiangdong's collar with his left hand.

The backs of his hands and wrists were painted, and several blood marks were dug deep and hard, dragging out a long tail. Chen Linhu's skin was originally white, but now he looked bloody and glaring.

Zhang Xun was holding his right hand in the car before, but he didn't notice this.

"It's okay." Chen Linhu let him watch, and he returned to his usual obedient appearance.

Zhang Xun pulled his sleeves down, exposing his wrists, and immediately felt distressed enough, and he named Jiang Xiangdong's eighth generation of ancestors in his heart, but he only blew on the scars that had already congealed a layer of blood calluses: "Does it hurt? "

Chen Linhu shook his head at first, but then nodded again: "A little bit."

This repetition was so obvious that Zhang Xun didn't know whether to laugh or to be angry. He held his tiger's palm with both hands and looked at it several times. Seeing that there were no other more serious wounds, he breathed a sigh of relief: "It will disappear in a while." poison."

"Oh." Chen Linhu nodded very cooperatively.

When he was angry, the king of heaven and my father could argue, but now he has learned to soften and be intimate without a teacher.

Zhang Xun sighed straight away, his anger was wiped out by Chen Linhu rubbing his stomach just now, leaving a piece of helpless scorched earth.He gritted his teeth and said, "Chen Linhu, if you say another word that doubts my feelings, I will really go crazy."

Chen Linhu was furious just now, but now he came back to his senses and knew that what he said just now hurt Zhang Xun's heart.

Originally, Zhang Xun had a forbearing character. Being able to face up to and respond to his feelings across the psychological defense line is already a staged progress. Chen Linhu's questioning is almost like denying the significance of this step.

The young muddy boy finally realized this, and his voice became quieter due to guilt: "I was wrong."

Zhang Xun was furious just now, but now he has become a soft-hearted connivance. He looked down at Chen Linhu's blood-stained back of his hand: "It's not about telling who is right and who is wrong, Huzi, you only commit crimes when you are here with me. , there is nothing wrong with it."

Chen Linhu was ignorant of what he heard, but he grasped the key points precisely, because Zhang Xun always spoiled him.

"Then you," Chen Linhu calmed down and brought up the old story again, "why didn't you tell me anything? It's like several layers away."

No matter how Zhang Xun made detours, Chen Linhu firmly guarded his topic.

In his cognition, all questions will have reasonable answers, and Zhang Xun cannot evade or be vague.

There was no way for Zhang Xun to avoid it, so he simply fell silent, and said for a while: "Actually, that day by the river, I went there with the foolish idea of ​​not having any more contact with you."

These words were like stabbing Chen Linhu's hornet's nest, causing him to explode immediately, and he was about to jump up immediately.

"But I couldn't hold back." Zhang Xun pressed him down again with one sentence, and clasped Chen Linhu's hand vigorously, "In the first few days after I came back, I always felt that I did something that I shouldn't do. It's shameful not to stop you when you're about to take a wrong turn."

Chen Linhu's temper has always been as out of control as the stock market, and Zhang Xun is the fiercest number one person Zhang Xun has ever seen in his life. He immediately charged Zhang Xun: "Are you foolish and repent?"

"Should I let people talk properly? Ah? Let it go or not!" Zhang Xun hated his temper.

Chen Linhu was still holding Zhang Xun's hand at this moment, so he naturally went to the corner to wait for what was to be said, and closed his mouth in displeasure, sticking his neck in silence.

Zhang Xun sighed for the first time today: "I don't regret it, I just want you to relax when you are with me. You are still young, and you don't know what you have to give up. I am with you now. If you can’t listen to what I said, you will understand it in the future. The pressure at that time is not something you can comprehend now. I have understood it during this period of time. Since you have to understand it slowly, I can only understand it when you understand it. Try to be happy and happy before, don’t worry about anything, I’m just stupid if something happens, do you understand?”

Chen Linhu's stern neck slowly slumped, his teeth and claws relaxed, and Zhang Xun felt a little bit of bitterness in his heart.

It is much more stupid.The young Chen Linhu thought to himself without knowing his sorrow, but he just didn't believe me.

The two of them were clearly worried about not the same direction, but they both felt sad in the same way.

"I don't understand," Chen Linhu said in a low voice, grabbing Zhang Xun's knee with his right hand, "Then why do you still like me? A cumbersome waste that only enjoys being loved."

Zhang Xun was speechless for a moment.

Chen Linhu may have been taken away from the tendon of "accepting feelings with peace of mind" from the day he landed, making him appear in a series of reinforced concrete outlines such as "reckless", "aggressive" and "stubborn". Soft collapse.

This exposed gap perfectly accommodates Zhang Xun, hoping to create the shelter he has been unconsciously looking for, a young but tough roof.

In Chen Linhu's "like", it is only natural to share Zhang Xun's concerns.

As if it is a reservoir that will be clarified forever, Chen Linhu guarantees that every drop of emotion that Zhang Xun injects will allow him to see clearly where they are going.

Zhang Xun was caught off guard and saw his own clear reflection in the pool water. He realized that feelings can be so transparent, and he was a little at a loss and his eyes were hot.

"I've never seriously liked anyone, just you, Zhang Xun." Chen Linhu squatted in front of Zhang Xun, raised his head slightly and looked at him, "I'll tell you all about me, I'll tell you about both of us." The brain can grow a transmission line, and I know how happy or sad you are 24 hours a day."

The metaphor of the transmission line made Zhang Xun smile a little silly. When he saw himself in Chen Linhu's clear eyes, his smile fermented into something uncontrollable, and he couldn't help muttering: "Then you will find that I am not in your fool Not perfect, immature, not a qualified adult, can't fall in love, maybe kind of stupid."

"What I want is not the pretending Zhang Xun," Chen Linhu was so stubborn. "What I want is you who shows me everything."

Zhang Xun lowered his head and pressed Chen Linhu's hands on his eye sockets. The heat burned his eyelids, and this person burned his heart.

No matter how cold the water is, it will boil when it is on the fire of Chen Linhu.

This intimate contact, in a small environment, seems to be able to compress all emotions.

Chen Linhu leaned forward involuntarily, clasped Zhang Xun's palm with his fingertips, stared at his pursed lips, and asked in a low voice: "Can I see Zhang Xun, can I know?"

Can I have an immature you.

That is you that no one else will know in this life.

After a while, Zhang Xun nodded his head very lightly.

"Actually..." Zhang Xun's voice sounded like a mosquito's moaning, "I'm so selfish, I'm afraid that there will be better people in your life, so I foolishly take the best person in your eyes. I know it's stupid. "

Chen Linhu's heart was pounding, his mouth seemed to be filled with a mouthful of honey, his tongue was numb, and he couldn't find what to say for a while, so he said in a panic: "Don't be so busy, what are you, the best That's what people are."

Zhang Xun, who lowered his head, couldn't hold back a chuckle, raised his head and squeezed his cheeks with both hands: "You don't watch any fucking romance dramas, how did you learn the words?"

"No." Chen Linhu frowned, "I don't know how you can treat me as a man equal to you, and you can't speak well, so just tell me how stupid you are?"

The hands that rubbed his face like dough slowly loosened, but they still held his face, and the thumbs reluctantly rubbed against the end of his eyes and cheeks.

Zhang Xun's eyes were as soft as cotton wool: "My personality is like this, but I'm actually kind of like that. I lose my temper, get jealous, and worry about gains and losses. These are all pressures on you, Hu Zi, you have to face family, society and pressure. My triple pressure, I'm afraid you will feel uncomfortable."

"When you held back the fire to coax me," Chen Linhu looked at him and asked, "isn't it uncomfortable?"

He's not a fool, he's not a bastard, he understands both.

No one will tolerate a dog's temper for no reason, and no one will consume their own feelings to fill another person's mood for no reason.

Small human emotions are vulnerable to the whole society and order, but those who are in the relationship should not feel that it is insignificant.

At least Chen Linhu would not.

Zhang Xun's eye sockets turned a little red, and there may be no one in the world who is more obedient than Chen Linhu. Even though he was so stubborn when he got angry that he wanted someone to beat him up, he was always the softest inside.

Zhang Xun put his forehead against Chen Linhu's, as if this would allow Siyu to connect, he smiled: "No, I am willing."

"Me too," Chen Linhu said, "I am willing too."

Outside the window is already a dark night, close the windows and doors, they are the only two tyrants in this small country.

Standing on the collapsed ruins of their own, they moved closer, quarreled wantonly, and then quickly rebuilt, mixed together with bricks made of their own emotions, made bonds with the body temperature and love words of physical contact, built a new castle, and separated the two. Surrounded by it.

If one day this castle will collapse, just smash them to death together.

Zhang Xunyu, then I'm going to stick to this "I do too" brick on my head.

"I didn't have time to say it before," Zhang Xun rubbed Chen Linhu's bangs with his forehead, because they were too close, he and Chen Linhu could only see each other's appearance, "I've been stupid these days, I like you , can I fall in love with you?"

Chen Linhu calmly felt that the last stone statue of a stubborn child in his heart had been pried open by Zhang Xun and smashed into pieces. From then on, only the stone statue of a happy child remained.

"Yes," he said, "we can talk forever."

Zhang Xun couldn't help laughing, he still felt that Chen Linhu had a childish air that couldn't be erased, but he liked it to death after all.

"Is this a 'declaration of love'?" Zhang Xun teased.

"Forget it," Chen Linhu said, "I don't know either."

"The oath can be stamped to take effect," Zhang Xun said solemnly, "I have to stamp it with you now, what do you think?"

Chen Linhu didn't understand, he just felt that his face was touched by Zhang Xun, his forehead was touched by Zhang Xun, his whole body was soaked in a honey pot, and he really didn't understand what it meant to be stamped.

Until the mouth was covered with a layer of warmth and softness, Zhang Xun's lips pressed against it.

In a small and unknown country in the dark night, two people swear an oath, use kisses as an indestructible seal, and imprint a touch that will be remembered forever on each other.

A simple kiss, the lips were pressed together for a moment and parted, leaving numbness and light itching.

Chen Linhu's eyes were not closed from the beginning to the end, and his black and white eyes without impurities kept staring at Zhang Xun, like a tiger cub who just licked a mouthful of meat, which made Zhang Xun tremble a little.

Zhang Xun opened a little distance, and before he had time to say anything, Chen Linhu straightened up like a predator and pressed him up.

It's not the same as the kiss just like a touch of water just now. Chen Linhu's kiss was fierce and reckless. The kiss was forceful and unscrupulous. Just like himself, it was all instinctive. He didn't have much teeth to fight against the enemy, and bit his tongue and lips like Zhang Xun savagely.

Zhang Xun was completely restrained in the chair, and Chen Linhu's tall figure approached him, holding the armrests of the chair firmly with both hands, making himself a prison for Zhang Xun.

Zhang Xun was staring at the rotten and fiery kiss, and was aroused by the emotion in the kiss. He couldn't help but reach out and grab the back of Chen Linhu's head, kneading from top to bottom, and clasped his fingers firmly. Holding the back of Chen Linhu's neck, the other hand grabbed his collar, pressed down, pulled down, forcing him to kiss deeper, squeezing out all the barriers between the two.

The sweet taste of Chen Linhu's mouth after eating sugar mixed with the bitter taste of tobacco in Zhang Xun's mouth, and mixed into something like alcohol, which went straight to the sky.

The never-before-seen numbing current shuttled through the rapid breathing, the consciousness was stripped, and there was only the only stupid way-oh my god, I want to eat him.

The back of the chair hit the desk, the desk lamp swayed, and two mixed shadows were cast on the wall.

The cat fell asleep quietly.

I want to kiss you like this for the rest of my life.

I want to eat you and be swallowed by you.

This is an unshakable oath in this kingdom.

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