muddy boy

The backs of the two people in the photo are not very clear, but people who are familiar with Chen Linhu can still tell a general idea, and the first class can clearly see it, but they did not return to Fang Qing, but asked Chen Linhu to handle the matter in private I said it.

Unpleasant memories from high school reappeared, and Chen Linhu's heart stopped beating for a moment.

Although the things that people have experienced have been relieved later, it is inevitable that they still have lingering fears.The second half of his senior year was basically dealing with people who watched him whispering, as well as anonymous messages calling him "AIDS" or "dead gay" from time to time, and occasional junk notes in the drawer Make a bunch.

Fortunately, his reputation as a bully spread far and wide, no one dared to confront him directly, and he didn't really make any big moves except for a little irritating, so Chen Linhu survived the third year of high school with nausea.

This experience is incomparable to that of Zhuo Wenxing, the most important person involved, but now that it suddenly popped into his mind, it was enough for Chen Linhu to pause.

Gao Yiwai looked at his face, thought that what he said was too aggressive, and hurriedly explained: "I'll just ask, so as not to cause any misunderstanding..."

Chen Linhu came back to his senses, and his eyes fell on the back of Zhang Xun in the photo.

Although the shot was blurry, Chen Linhu could still see that Zhang Xun was smiling, which was different from the usual smile, and was genuinely happy and relaxed.

Chen Linhu swiped his thumb across the screen, and finally said, "Yes."

"I just said it wouldn't be..." Gao Yiwai was still talking to himself, but he was stunned when he heard this sentence, "What?"

"It's me," Chen Linhu raised his eyelids to look at him, "This is me."

The first grader said in a low voice: "Then the other one——"

"You don't need to know," Chen Linhu forwarded the photo to his WeChat before handing back the phone, "This was taken by Fang Qing?"

"It should be." The first grade of Gao had a surprised and complicated expression, he hesitated while holding the phone, and asked in a low voice, "Are you...the one?"

Chen Linhu didn't say anything.

He didn't know how to answer, it was different from when he was dealing with his family, this time he was caught off guard, and he never thought of disclosing his private affairs with his friends.

But he didn't want to deny it and cover it up. Chen Linhu was not a person who would settle for the next best thing in his bones, and holding back and staying still was already the biggest concession.

Another one is that he actually doesn't think that being with Zhang Xun is something that should not be shown to others. Denying it is a guilty conscience, and he is not guilty.

"Yes," Chen Linhu replied when he was feeling embarrassed in the first year of high school. He put down the pen in his hand, and simply sat sideways and answered seriously, "It should be, anyway, that was my boyfriend just now."

As soon as he finished speaking, Chen Linhu suddenly felt a kind of relaxed joy.

It's not a sneaky love affair, but an open and honest admission that Zhang Xun is his boyfriend.

It felt surprisingly comfortable for him.

Gao Yi said "Ah", but he didn't expect Chen Linhu to admit it so quickly, and his embarrassment became less, as if this matter was not something worth discussing, he couldn't help but nodded.

"If you don't feel well," Chen Linhu looked at him, thinking of the gang of gossips in high school, he felt a little irritated, "you can keep a distance from me in the future."

In fact, I am still a bit disappointed, after all, I have only made a few good friends in this year of university since I grew up so much.

In the 307 dormitory, except for Fang Qing who is a bit out of gregarious, the other three are very nice people.Although Shang Qinghua and Zhou Zhuangzhuang have their own faults in their personalities, they are solid-eyed idiots when they get to know each other well, not to mention superior, down-to-earth good guys who treat everyone well. If you treat him well, he will simply Take care of you with all my heart.

After a year of friendship, Chen Linhu still has feelings for 307 and the others.

The first grade Gao figured out what he meant, and immediately widened his eyes: "What are you talking about, what distance are you keeping, I don't like you!"

"...Coincidentally," Chen Linhu was more serious than ever, "I don't like you either, I have a partner."

"Oh, yes," Gao Yi said embarrassedly, "I didn't mean that, mainly when Zhou Datou was rejected a while ago, that girl also said to let him keep a distance from her... I'm thinking about it, I'm thinking about it!"

Zhou Zhuangzhuang was rejected again.

It was unexpected that Zhou Datou's shortcomings were revealed by this thought.

The two sat there staring at each other for a while, and then both laughed.

"Hey, I just didn't expect it," Gao Yihong rubbed his stiff face, "It's okay, Huzi, although I've seen it for the first time, cough, this kind of thing, but no matter what we all Friend, I don't think your personal affairs have anything to do with others, do you?"

When he became nervous, he talked in circles and talked a lot, but Chen Linhu didn't interrupt.

In the end, Gao Yiwai deleted the chat records and photos in front of Chen Linhu, put his hands on his knees, and solemnly concluded: "I won't tell anyone, don't worry."

As if to reassure the ticket, the first class patted himself on the chest, then picked up his stool and left.

Chen Linhu's muscles all loosened, and a string in his heart fell, and his previous memories suddenly became less clear.

In fact, he could somewhat sense from the superior expression and tone that the other party didn't quite understand his sexual orientation, but what he said was sincere.

In the past, he stubbornly believed that he was not understood, so he could not integrate into the surroundings, but this year, he seemed to have gradually settled down. Maybe because he had prepared for the worst, he no longer expected to be understood and accepted by the world, but saw people clearly. The nature of dealing with people.

It is of course good to be able to understand, if not, at least respect.

It feels good to be respected.

After relaxing, he picked up his mobile phone and walked out of the dormitory, sending messages to Zhang Xun as he walked. After all, this was their business, and this time Chen Linhu had no intention of not reporting it.

Zhang Xun just finished his work in the book cafe and waited for the evening people to come to change shifts with him. When he saw the message, his hair was all blown up, and he almost didn't get it out of the counter, which shocked Wu Yue.

Chen Linhu was afraid of meeting acquaintances when he didn't go to the book cafe. When Zhang Xun sneaked into the side alley to look for him with his mobile phone like a thief, Chen Linhu inexplicably had the illusion of "cheating love", and even smiled.

"Are you crazy?" Zhang Xun's phone screen was still on, reflecting his wide-eyed eyes, "Are you stimulated? Can you still laugh?"

Chen Linhu stretched out his hand and made a cigarette pinch gesture: "Is it okay if I don't say anything, why did you come out without changing shift?"

"I'm still changing shifts, I have to go to the bathroom, and I don't even have time to wear my pants," Zhang Xun saw that his expression was normal, and his beating heart had calmed down a little. He took out a cigarette and a lighter from his pocket, threw one of them, and himself Bite one, "What's going on? Where did the photo come from?"

Zhang Xun was really frightened, his first reaction was what would Chen Linhu do in the future.

This is only a freshman, and it will take at least three years before he can leave Baoxiang. The photos spread, what should he do?Zhang Xun really wanted to go back to the time when he came out of watching the movie that day, and beat the mandarin ducks with a stick, breaking both his own and Chen Linhu's hands.

He was dizzy for a moment, and suddenly felt as if he had returned to the teaching building where he was a teacher.

If Chen Linhu experienced this feeling once, Zhang Xun might really hate himself.

"The photo was made by Fang Qingfa. He lives outside the school now. I don't know where he is, but it's around the school." Chen Linhu pressed the lighter, and the two leaned over the flame to light the cigarette, before he said, "Maybe it happened by chance." I took a picture when I saw it. The first grader did not tell anyone, but came to me directly, one was afraid of misunderstanding, and the other was that if it was really me, he could talk to me."

When he spoke, there were no emotional ups and downs, and he just narrated objectively. The nervousness and bewilderment at that time were all ignored, and the dry tone made Zhang Xun calm down a lot.

"That's better," Zhang Xun frowned and organized his thoughts, "The first-class seniors are quite honest, just fool around a bit."

Chen Linhu said "ah" and looked at him.

"What?" Zhang Xun was stunned.

"He asked me if it was me in the photo," Chen Linhu said calmly, "I said yes."

Zhang Xun stood there for a long time before his mind came back to life. He felt unbelievable at first, and then met Chen Linhu's eyes.

The path is very narrow, and Chen Linhu leaned against the wall very relaxed, as if he was saying that the food was too weak and I added a pinch of salt.

"I said it was me," Chen Linhu looked at him and said, "I also said that the person next to me was my boyfriend."

Zhang Xun couldn't tell whether he was mostly shocked or palpitated, all he thought of for a while was how to get this thing over, how to hide Chen Linhu's tiger tail, lest he be exposed to all kinds of eyes , to experience some troubles and sorrows that are unnecessary in life.

Unexpectedly, Chen Linhu quickly said "yes" and pushed himself to the front.

Zhang Xun gradually figured it out, and found that Chen Linhu had been labeled as "dedicated to Zhang Xun" from beginning to end. As long as Chen Linhu recognized the painful and depressing things, he would be able to deal with people and things with all his might. He didn't even give Zhang Xun a chance to react.

"Why do you always do that?" Zhang Xun frowned, feeling a little bit of fear in his heart, threw the cigarette on the ground and stamped it out, and said angrily in a low voice, "It's like this without thinking about the consequences!"

"He won't tell others," Chen Linhu said, "It's okay Zhang Xun."

"If you have something to do, you're done!" Zhang Xun was so angry that his lungs ached, but his heart was even more uncomfortable, "What if he can't control his mouth, what if he talks everywhere——Fang Qing is just a broken mouth What if he can't bear to run on you? Have you ever thought about it?"

Chen Linhu pursed his lips and looked at Zhang Xun's frowning face.

The alley was narrow and dark, and the hustle and bustle of the lights and feasting on the main road seemed to be unable to penetrate. Chen Linhu saw Zhang Xun's panic and nervousness in this dark place, and comforted him in a low voice: "He didn't know that the other one was you. Zhang Xun is fine." Training, don't be afraid."

He thought that Zhang Xun was afraid of being known, so he subconsciously expressed comfort.

Unexpectedly, Zhang Xun was stunned at the time, stared at him for a while, and then said: "You think I'm worried about myself? I'm worried about you! I'm not just fooling around, you, you still have to go to school , I still have to live here for at least three or four years, do I want to crash the plane just at the beginning of my life? I—"

Chen Linhu stretched his head over and kissed him.

A smell of smoke.

And Zhang Xun's smell.

From the beginning to the end, Zhang Xun didn't have time to think about his situation, he just missed him.

Chen Linhu's whole body was so hot in the early summer season that he was so hot that he was on fire.

"You've been losing your temper with me recently," Chen Linhu buried his head in the neck of the other's neck and rubbed it, "It's really bad, Brother Xun."

Zhang Xun experienced the power of sealing with a kiss, and was completely overwhelmed by the anger before it even came out. Now he felt a little coquettish from Chen Linhu's voice, and suddenly lost all temper, sighed , put his arms around Chen Linhu, and patted him on the back: "Every time you say something, you don't listen, no matter how good-tempered you are, you will be irritable."

This irascibility Chen Linhu didn't mind at all, because he was the reason for the irascibility, and he was also the one to worry about.

When you are in a relationship, it is likable if the object becomes irritable.

"Hey," Zhang Xun sighed for the first time today, holding Chen Linhu in his arms, and finally felt a little more at ease in his heart, "Think about yourself, don't worry about Tie Mang, this reckless or that all day long, you have to mess everyone up." Happy to know."

Chen Linhu said "Yes", and his tiger teeth grinded on Zhang Xun's neck: "Everyone knows it and can be frank."

Zhang Xun's heart twitched, it was painful and soft, he hugged Chen Linhu and kissed him twice, holding his face, his expression rarely restrained his playful look, and he said seriously: "Listen well, except for letting you Except for the uncomfortable things, I don’t take anything else seriously. So we have always been frank, the other in the photo is me, the one holding hands with you is me, your boyfriend is me, you don’t care about others I know, I don't even care, remember?"

In Chen Linhu's heart, these words quickly escalated to the third declaration after "I love you" and "I like you".

Zhang Xun was pushed against the wall, his chest was filled when he kissed Chen Linhu, he really couldn't figure out how he would be subdued by a kiss.

This frightening episode was mixed into a pot of syrup, Zhang Xun muddleheadedly gave in, and found that in front of Chen Linhu's beastly behavior, his own tricks were not enough, and he was deeply surprised.

Chen Linhu's evaluation of Gao Yi is quite high: "Very good person."

"Whoever plays well with you, you have the same set of words." Zhang Xun pressed down the messy hair on the back of his head when he grabbed and kissed him, and the two of them walked out of the path, "Fang Qing, you can see it if you see it." Don't be impulsive, it will be difficult to clean up when things get big, isn't that how big things were when you were in high school."

Chen Linhu nodded, he looked down on Fang Qing to the point where he would take up his mouth if he said a few more words: "The whole coward, he didn't dare to mention me in the message with the first class, just hinting, the first class said no After we met, he didn't dare to say more."

"I'm jealous for a while or something is stimulated, and I'm impulsive, and I'm still afraid of you." Zhang Xun didn't meet Fang Qing many times, but this guy is small and has no brains. The typical waste of himself can't see others being useful. After seeing this person a lot, he could see through it, "I guess I have to tell the first class Gao that the one I photographed casually looks familiar, and there is no other meaning to make up for it."

"Have you already guessed this?" Chen Linhu smiled, showing his canine teeth.

"I've seen a lot, this guy can't do anything else, he's a good player." Zhang Xun took out mints, gave some to Chen Linhu, ate one himself, pushed him and said vaguely, "Okay, hurry back Dorm, tell me if you need anything."

After Chen Linhu made trouble with Zhang Xun, he became a good boy again, nodded his head and walked away relaxedly.

He was not a person who could hide things in his heart, but now he was happy to say it.Zhang Xun quite understood, seeing his back disappearing from sight, the feeling of sinking in his heart eased, he smiled and shook his head and went back to the book cafe.

At this moment, the people on the evening shift have arrived and are busy working. Seeing Zhang Xun, he greeted him first, and then glanced at him: "Why is the corner of your mouth so rotten?"

Zhang Xun subconsciously licked his lower lip, feeling a tingling pain, and immediately scolded Chen Linhu for being a little bastard, and the tiger teeth cut his lip again.

Before he could open his mouth, Wu Yue walked over with two portions of egg tarts, glanced at him, and said calmly: "It was scratched by knocking pine nuts just now, isn't it good?"

Zhang Xun was stunned for a moment, and said "um".

The people on the evening shift were slapped with sloppy eyes and didn't pay attention to it. They were busy clearing up a newly vacated table.

Zhang Xun could see something from Wu Yue's attitude, and felt nervous, but there were too many people and it was not easy to talk, so he could only go back to the lounge holding his breath and change out his uniform and apron, and Wu Yue had already returned when he opened the door At the counter, I was ordering, and when I heard him open the door, I looked up and smiled at him.

The suspicion just now was completely confirmed. Zhang Xun was a little nervous at first, but he soon relaxed.

He and Chen Linhu were also really interesting, they were exposed one after another, as if they were destined not to be the kind of people who could do things secretly.Fortunately, judging from Wu Yue's expression and the act of covering up for him just now, she is not the kind of person who looks down on such things.

Walking over and knocking on the countertop, Zhang Xun said with a smile, "Are there any more pine nuts?"

"I left a few for you," Wu Yue really touched a handful of pine nuts for him, "The tiger is gone?"

"Go back to school, or you won't be able to go back when the dormitory is closed." Zhang Xun held the pine nuts in his hands and squeezed them, then paused for a moment, "He and I..."

"When I'm blind," Wu Yue curled her lips with disdain on her face, "his eyes are so bright when he sees you, and your tone of voice has to be soft when you talk to him. My old lady has been in love for several years, you two The rank is too low."

Zhang Xun's old face almost turned red when he said it, and he coughed several times with half-closed eyes, feeling a little uncomfortable: "Well, he is young, and all his classmates and relatives are here, I'm afraid it won't be good for him if more people know about it. .”

"I know, I know, I know," Wu Yue wiped the table with a rag, and glanced at him with raised eyelids, "It's such a big deal, I'm nervous for you. Why don't you just have a relationship, I'm too lazy to deal with it, and meddling with a young couple would be like lightning, Get up, don't get in the way of me cleaning the table!"

Zhang Xun was driven away, and he felt a little indescribable.

He has too few friends, Duan Qiao is the only one after all the calculations, and he always thought that he was the only person on his side who knew about him and Chen Linhu. The two took it seriously, Zhang Xun suddenly felt that his shoulders were loose.

No wonder Chen Linhu was so relaxed when he came, his brows and eyes were filled with pride and excitement.

When you fall in love with someone, your friends think it's good, and you can talk about it if you feel like it. This kind of inappropriate thing can be so relaxing.

"Thank you." Zhang Xun couldn't help laughing as Wu Yue drove him away from the counter.

Wu Yue also smiled: "Hey, that's fine, so I don't have to hold back too much—it's hard for a single dog to live."

The night at the end of May is already hot, but the wind is warm but not dry. It makes people feel itchy and refreshed.

Zhang Xun walked out of the book cafe and stood on the street where people come and go at night. He suddenly felt comfortable and at ease from head to toe. He almost wanted to turn into the school to hug Chen Linhu and eat a few mouthfuls.

Open and aboveboard, open and frank.

The mint in his mouth melted, but there was still a clear aftertaste, so he couldn't help but took a deep breath.

The barbecue stalls on the side of the road were overcrowded again, and the water trucks in the small town sang lilac flowers in a different tune and squeezed across the road. The students screamed to avoid the spray, and the night came again as usual.

The night of being teased by friends about being in love, the old man’s house with a loud voice on the first floor passing by when returning home, the fat cat in the air-conditioned room who was drawn as the protagonist of a small cartoon, and the boyfriend who wanted to melt all his feelings into his lips and teeth when he was with his relatives.

The night fell as usual.

Zhang Xun was suddenly very glad that he came to Baoxiang a year ago.

He bit a cigarette, took out his cell phone and wanted to send a message to Chen Linhu, but when he saw the photo of their backs secretly taken, he couldn't help frowning.

Although Chen Linhu was not allowed to cause trouble, Zhang Xun himself was quite responsive.The main thing is that Fang Qing has been targeting his Brother Xiao Hu for a couple of days. It was because of Tong Fei before, but now he is just illogically venting his anger.

He looked at the photo for a while, and found that the place where the sneak shot was taken was in the back street of a nearby shopping mall. There were many rented houses in that area. He was familiar with it after eating there a few times before. near the shop.

Zhang Xun put his phone back, lit his cigarette, and instead of riding a small e-Donkey, walked towards the back street of the shopping mall.

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Friends still need to eat dog food, otherwise how can they be considered friends? (dog head