Zerg's favorite protagonist

Because of the cold, Song Bai was restless.

The glass of warm water stood quietly on the table, which Satin had dried long ago, but Song Bai didn't move. He just immersed himself in his work while watching the water turn cold.

When the work was all done, he had no more excuses to avoid it.

This thought made Song Bai's breathing stagnant.

Song Bai looked at his right hand, which was still wrapped in gauze at the tiger's mouth, and a little bit of bright red seeped out. In the afternoon, Satin complained when he changed his dressing. It has been three days, why is it still not healed.

This hand, in a place where Satin could not see, continued to hold the pen for three days, until now it was a little relaxed, and the right hand was still slightly out of strength, not used to it.

He has lost his composure too much, lost his old sanity.

Aware of this thought, Song Baili's mind cleared up a little.

At night, people are easily overwhelmed by sadness and annoyance. He must be thinking too much. Song Bai bent his lips, trying to comfort himself, trying his best to ignore the dull and noisy heartbeat in his chest.

He got up and stretched himself, washed up, and returned to the bedroom.

The lights in the bedroom were not turned on, only sporadic moonlight passed through the tulle-like curtains, casting cold light and shadows on the bedding, forming dark rolling mountains.

Under the cold moonlight, Satin lay on his side on the bed, the quilt covered him, a small hill bulged up, rising and falling with the slight changes of his master's breathing.

Together, one volt.

Get up again, fall down again.

Get up again, fall down again.

Song Bai didn't remember how many times he counted, his two feet seemed to be rooted and firmly nailed to the ground.

As long as he thought about it, the person who was lying on the bed and had the closest relationship with him, every time he looked at him, he was thinking of others.

He just thought about it, and felt that his heart had been cut in half.

Half blood, half ice.

He is like a lover who is sad because his lover does not love him, and also like a cold and heartless spectator.

The intimate and sweet bedroom in the past was now filled with boundless darkness, covering his body and choking his throat, unable to move or breathe.

Can't call for help.

"What are you doing standing there? You haven't come up yet!" On the bed, Satin sat up at some point. He was wearing pajamas, patting the side of the bed that belonged to Song Bai, and his angry eyes could be seen clearly under the moonlight. .

Song Bai hummed, he walked quickly to the side of the bed, sat sideways, with his back to Sardin, he looked down and saw the two slippers he was standing on the floor, they were hidden in the darkness, as if they had taken root.

Satin pulled his clothes from the back forcefully, and there were small bumps on his back, and Satin's angry but aggrieved voice: "You have been in that dilapidated study for three days! What's so good about it? You can't even eat. Don't come out to accompany me!"

Satin has never been wronged like this. He has been the heir of the Xiao family since he was a child. Xiao En treats him a little harshly, but he is still the favorite child of Xiongfu Jingshan, not to mention that there are doctors and Lieutenant General Qi. spoil.

He was always raised in a honeypot.

Song Bai loved him, loved him, spoiled him, these things came overwhelmingly, and when any of them disappeared, it was extremely unbearable.

Song Bai never responded.

Satin wanted to quarrel with him, he bit his lips, endured his grievance, turned over, fell back on the bed, pulled up the quilt and covered him with red eyes, as if angry, turned his back to Song Bai, and ignored Song Bai.

"Sardin." There was a voice in the dark night.

Satin heard a hoarse voice, and then the other side of the bed sank slightly, and he knew that Song Bai had come to bed.

Song Bai stretched out his arms, like they used to do, trying to hug Sa Ding, but was hit by an elbow from Sa Ding, Song Bai felt the pain and numbness at the bend of his elbow was unbearable.

Satin took his strength. If it was someone else, his bones would probably have been broken by this time.

Song Bai's uneasy heart for three whole days seemed to see a glimmer of hope, a glimmer of hope that told him that Sardin had feelings for him.In a hurry, regardless of Sardin's weak and restrained resistance, he took him into his arms again, buried his face on Sardin's shoulder, and said hoarsely, "Sardin."

"En." Satin was still angry, but he still replied reluctantly.

Satin waited for a long while, but Song Bai still had no intention of explaining. His anger, which had been calmed down because of Song Bai's initiative to show his favor, rose again.

"Song Bai! Let me go," Satin shouted, trying to scare him, but unexpectedly, he broke free from Song Bai's embrace with little effort.

what happened?

Song Baiming knows that he likes to be hugged by him, and he always hugs him tightly when he sleeps. Sometimes, when he wakes up during the day, Satin has to struggle to get out of Song Bai's arms.But why is Song Bai's strength so light this time?

Doubts arose in Satin's heart, he sat up, and turned on the wall lamp. The moment he turned on the light, the panic that hadn't been put away on Song Bai's face came into his eyes.

"What's wrong with you, you have a fever again? It's not like that," Satin put his hand on his forehead, got up again, stepped on his slippers, and went to find the thermometer.

Just when he was about to leave, Song Bai held his hand, Satin followed his strength and looked back, seeing Song Bai's whole body revealing an indescribable fragility.

Song Bai's heart was disturbed, and his thoughts were in a mess. He wanted to ask the truth, but he didn't want to ask anything. He only hoped that everything would be like this, and that Satin would still love him tenderly and considerately, and only love him.

No one else.

"What's the matter with you?" Satin knelt on the bed, poked Song Bai's head with his hand again, to make sure he was really okay, and said, "It can't be what the lieutenant general said that scared you silly, right?"

Thinking of Song Bai's strange behavior in the past three days, Satin became more and more sure of this guess. He wanted to laugh, but he was afraid of hurting Song Bai's fragile self-esteem.

He kicked off his slippers, got on the bed, leaned against the head of the bed, next to Song Bai, stuffed himself into Song Bai's arms, and comforted him: "Don't worry, Uncle Qi is just a good talker, he can't How to treat you, not to mention that he is banned now, even if Uncle Qi can really move around, he still knows that you are my husband, and he will not really treat you. "

In Sardin's memory, Uncle Qi has always been a man of no pretense. If he likes it, he likes it, and if he dislikes it, he hates it. Apologize.

"He's not a bad person," Satin defended Lieutenant General Qi, saying, "If you have any misunderstandings, explain it to your face next time and solve it..."

His words seemed to touch Song Bai's sleeping nerves, and Song Bai suddenly said: "Say it clearly, will it be all right?"

Sa Ding held Song Bai's hand holding him, blinked his eyes, looked at him in surprise, and said: "If there is a contradiction, you have to make it clear. Didn't you teach me this?"

Song Bai seemed to remember something, he smiled, indeed, he was the one who taught Satin to speak clearly before, but now Satin taught him the other way around.

When it came to the relationship between him and Sardin, he was completely panicked.

"Sadin, did you really fall in love at first sight with him, I mean the original male Song Bai?"

The smile on Satin's face subsided, and he even let go of Song Bai's hand.

"Why are you bringing this up?" Satin's voice was slightly cold.

He knew that Song Bai didn't want to start to settle the accounts between him and the male worm Song Bai, but was just asking, but this couldn't stop the waves in Satin's heart.

Before Song Bai came, he and the male insect Song Bai had a one-year marriage, and even almost had a child.

Now, he tried his best to get rid of the model female monarch, and insisted on calling Song Bai's name instead of the heroine, all because he wanted to get rid of all that.

But now, Song Bai easily lifted it up again.

Song Bai realized that he had asked a stupid question, "If you don't like it, we won't talk about it—"

"It's nothing." Satin interrupted Song Bai, he raised his head, his eyes were calm, and said, "As long as you don't mind, I don't care."

Sa Ding said so, but leaned closer to Song Bai's arms, Song Bai knew that Sa Ding was uneasy.

However, he didn't stop Satin from speaking, he was too eager to know the answer.

"Yes, it was love at first sight." Hearing what Satin said, Song Bai felt a little cold around him.

"Did you fall in love with him because of his appearance?" Song Bai's voice was a little dry due to nervousness.

"Yes," Satin nodded slightly.

The sword of Damocles fell from his head, and Sardin may really be looking at others through him!

Song Bai felt that it was too cold, but he heard Sardin sneer again, saying: "Not really."

As if seeing a glimmer of hope, Song Bai asked, "What does 'not' mean?"

His overly eager look attracted Sardin's sideways glance, "He is like a person in my dream, an uncle who hugged me."

……

"I was very squeamish when I was young. Not long after my shell was broken, I had to be hugged before I would sleep, and I would cry when I put it down for a while. The male father said, I don't know how he gave birth to a female who likes to be hugged. Cub." Satin smiled embarrassedly.

Song Bai knew that the concept of strong and independent female insects was still very popular in the Zerg society, and they liked to be hugged, which in itself was a manifestation of frailty, not a quality that a female insect should have. "and after?"

"Later, when I was four years old, I was injected with enhancers. In order to train me, the female father ordered everyone in the family not to hug me, even the male father, and gave me strict training," Satin felt Song Bai He hugged him even tighter, he patted Song Bai's hand reassuringly, and said: "One time I didn't complete the task, I was lying on the ground and refused to get up, pretending to ask him to carry me home, the female father got angry , After taking me home, he fined me to kneel at the snow-covered gate, and told me that I would not be allowed to get up if I didn’t admit my mistake. He insisted on correcting my fault at that time.”

It was still snowy at that time, and the body that had received enhancers made it difficult for Satin to get sick, but it couldn't stop him from being tired and hungry, but he stubbornly thought that he was right. He just loved being hugged and enjoying the care of others. What's wrong?

So, he knelt stubbornly, and the female father was also stubbornly waiting for him to apologize in the yard, and both sides struggled.

Satin was young at that time, he was so tired, and just when he was so sleepy that he was about to fall asleep on the snow, he saw a person.

"He is tall and a little thin, but he doesn't look like a female or a male. Anyway, he walked straight towards me. He said poor child while holding me in his arms."

Satin squinted his eyes like a cat, and said, "It was so comfortable when he hugged me, I was so comfortable that I almost fell asleep."

"So, that male, Song Bai, who made you fall in love at first sight, looks a lot like the uncle you met when you were young?" Song Bai asked.

"Yeah." Satin nodded.He shrunk his neck, because he was hugged by a stranger when he was a child, and he remembered the other person's appearance from then on. After 20 years, he still fell in love with someone who looked like that uncle at first sight, which made him feel a little ashamed.

"So, you have the same feelings for that uncle as you do for me..." Song Bai hesitated.

"It's not the same!" Satin interrupted him heavily, "I first fell in love with Song Bai, the male worm, just because he resembled the uncle who hugged me and made me feel safe. But you are different."

Satin looked at Song Bai seriously, with a sincere light in his eyes, and said: "I only feel safe with that strange uncle. But you, make me feel," as if it was hard to say, he posted In Song Bai's ear, he said: "You, let me have desire, I will want to hold you, keep a close eye on you, no one can snatch you away from me."

All of these were not obtained from that strange uncle, or the male Song Bai.

Song Bai exhaled heavily, and hugged Sa Ding tightly, making him breathless.

"Song Bai, what's going on with you..."

Song Bai's laughter came from Sardin's ear, and he kept muttering to himself, "I'm stupid, how could I think you were looking at someone else."

Satin stared blankly at Song Bai, he suddenly understood, Song Bai didn't hurt his self-esteem because of Uncle Qi!

He turned sideways, threw Song Bai down suddenly, pushed Song Bai onto the bed, and yelled viciously: "You actually think I don't like you! I don't like you! What are you thinking about!"

He made a gesture to beat Song Bai, Song Bai's chest rose and fell violently, and he laughed again and again. He opened his arms and held Satin in his arms, carefully avoiding his abdomen.

Sa Ding's head rested on Song Bai's shoulder, just now he made a gesture to hit his hand, and he clung to Song Bai's shoulder softly.

Satin suddenly stood up again. He took Song Bai's hand and checked it under the light vigilantly. After finding some blood red on it, he became angry again, "You need to let it scab! Instead of holding the damn pen all the time .”

"Tomorrow morning, give me the key to your study room, and I will lock that place, so as not to let you go in alone and think about it." Satin gritted his teeth and said.

Song Bai rubbed his hair, said with a smile, "I obey."

Knowing that Sardin was just missing the stranger he met when he was four years old, Song Bai felt much more relaxed.

For some reason, Song Bai suddenly thought of the figure that vaguely flashed by in the alley when he rescued his sister when he was 20 years old.

How could these two things be related?

He shook his head and put it behind him.