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Ji Shuyan went out with Ji Yuan.

Today they rented a private car provided by the resort and drove to visit several famous museums in Chongzhou.

This was originally Ji Shuyan's most interesting itinerary this time, but when he actually got on the road, he was always absent-minded. The driveways in the main city were especially congested, and the private car stopped and stopped, and his thoughts seemed to be congested along with it.

He stared blankly at the front of his hair, half of his face was covered by black sunglasses, only his straight nose and delicate chin were exposed, and a small bite wound could be seen on his lips, which was extraordinarily red.

Ji Yuan was typing beside him. He didn't turn off the volume. The sound was like a chicken pecking rice. Ji Shuyan glanced to the side, "What are you doing?"

Ji Yuan didn't even raise his head, "I'm sending a message to Brother Duan. He's listless in the morning, neither talking nor smiling. I think he's in a bad mood." He thought for a while, then asked Ji Shuyan, "But he He didn't tell me the truth, and when I asked him, he said he didn't sleep well, but I always wondered if he had quarreled with the family again?"

It's no wonder he thought so, Duan Zhi had a smooth life in school, and there was nothing he didn't like, it seemed that the only problem left was family conflicts.

Ji Yuan blinked at Ji Shuyan, unintentionally, but Ji Shuyan was shocked by the question.

What should he say, you guessed half right, Duan Zhi had a fight with his family, but this is not the main reason.The real reason is that he was rejected when he confessed to your uncle, and now he is heartbroken and actively avoids it?

Think about it, there are a lot of slots.

Ji Shuyan stepped on the gas pedal and drove forward slowly, "Who knows." But after a while, he couldn't help but go round and round to tell Ji Yuan, "Could he be a relationship problem, did you hear me?" Have you ever told me who you like?"

He always felt that Duan Zhi liked him a bit outrageous.

Although he feels that Duan Zhi seems to be sincere to him, but thinking about the good, what if Duan Zhi is really a Neptune and can meet true love eighteen times a month?

But Ji Yuan frowned, "No, Brother Duan may have any relationship problems, uncle, let me tell you, you don't think he is handsome and attractive, but in fact it's others chasing him, and he didn't agree. From entering school to the present, he either goes out with friends, or writes programs in the dormitory, and he doesn't even engage in ambiguity. If he has to say, when he rejects others, he will say that he has someone he likes, but ask He doesn't say who he is, he just makes excuses."

Ji Shuyan: "..."

This isn't really an excuse.

But after listening to Ji Yuan's words, he couldn't help frowning. In his impression, Duan Zhi has always been a playboy. He is not bad, but he won't be too single-minded and persistent in his feelings.

But Ji Yuan said that Duan Zhi's private life is so clean that he doesn't even engage in ambiguity.

His heart suddenly thumped.

He suddenly remembered that the last time Duan Zhi stayed in his room overnight, he jokingly said that he was innocent, had never been in a relationship, and even had his first kiss.

This can never be true.

Ji Shuyan bit his lower lip, accidentally bit the wound, and hissed.

He asked Ji Yuan uncertainly, "You won't tell me that Duan Zhi hasn't even had a first love yet?"

Ji Yuan nodded affirmatively.

"No." Ji Yuan was a little gloating when he talked about this matter. Although he hadn't dated anyone before, he didn't have Duan Zhi with such a good market, so he was more or less psychologically balanced. He said he hasn’t talked about it since high school until now, Brother Duan himself said so.”

Ji Shuyan slammed on the brakes and barely stopped outside the traffic light waiting line. Ji Yuan rushed forward and was restrained by the seat belt again, startled.

"Uncle, what's wrong with you?" He asked in panic.

Ji Shuyan also knew that he was not in the right state, so he closed his eyes, "Sorry, I was distracted just now."

Ji Yuan patted his chest, and gave a general education to his uncle, "You can't do this uncle, you drive irregularly, and your relatives cry, wait a minute, I'm also in the car."

Ji Shuyan was not happy to take care of this little treasure.

On the following day, Ji Shuyan and Ji Yuan visited two museums and a garden, and the itinerary was not rushed. On the way, Ji Yuan also met local people from Chongzhou who came out to play in the next family, and chatted with them very happily. Ji Shuyan was also happy to relax without getting involved in their discussion, and walked slowly with a cup of coffee by himself.

But to say how much he appreciates art and history, it is not.

He listened to the guide of the tour group next to him introduce the history of this private garden, but he always remembered what Ji Yuan said in the car.

He always thought that Duan Zhi was used to playing games in the world. Even if such a person has some sincerity, it is only for a while. Then it disappeared.

But Ji Yuan told him that Duan Zhi was still his first love.

Maybe it's the first time I've been tempted.

Ji Shuyan let out a breath, and the hand holding the coffee cup was also tightening, he didn't know what to do.

At his age, what he fears most is that others are sincere to him.

If it’s true that men and women on the blind date are easy to deal with, what everyone wants is nothing more than suitable conditions, matching conditions, and being able to support each other to start a family. Not sloppy.

So if someone really talked to him about sincerity and infatuation, he was at a loss.

Because he doesn't know what to give in return.

Of course he knew that he didn't need to be responsible, and it wasn't him who made Duan Zhi like him.

But it is pitiful for a 20-year-old young man who has just begun to fall in love and has not had time to experience life and love to suffer such a blow because of a crush on him.

Ji Shuyan couldn't help but stared at the acacia tree in the yard in a daze. After summer, the acacia tree had fallen completely, leaving only the trees full of greenery.

He heard the tour guide next to him continue to introduce, "This garden later belonged to the wealthy businessman Yan's family. In the future, before he could marry her, he died of typhoid fever at the age of sixteen. A year later, Ms. Yan Er also passed away due to depression. The so-called love can save people or kill people. In fact, Ms. Yan Er is They contracted the disease because they were overly sad. I have to say that they are a pair of fateful mandarin ducks."

This is a story of a scenic spot that can be seen everywhere, the authenticity is completely untestable, and I don't know if the tour guide of this tour group has added oil and vinegar, but Ji Shuyan heard it like a stick in his throat.

Especially when someone next to him laughed, "Why don't you say that first love is precious, this Second Ms. Yan may not be so stupid if she talks a little more. She still has too little experience, and young people are prone to die or live because of their feelings."

Ji Shuyan: "..."

He turned his back and secretly rolled his eyes at the man.

You talk too much.

After shopping for a day, Ji Shuyan couldn't remember any historical places, his mind was always in a mess, and he didn't take many photos, only left a few for Ji Yuan.

Ji Yuan took it over and took a look, and couldn't help feeling disgusted, "Uncle, your photography skills are really masculine, not to mention how similar it is to my real person, at least it has nothing to do with it."

"It's not bad for you to take pictures," Ji Shuyan snorted coldly, "That's all I have."

Ji Yuan pushed him onto the bridge, "Come on, uncle, take a picture too."

Ji Shuyan couldn't help it, so he could only stand over, and with a click, Ji Yuan finished the film, and proudly showed it to him, Ji Shuyan had to admit that it was better than him.

On the white stone bridge, he was wearing a light-colored shirt and big-frame sunglasses. There were many tourists behind him. The maple leaf forest was intertwined with light yellow and light red. The layers of forest were dyed, and the green vegetation climbed on the rockery.

Looking at the photo, Ji Yuan felt a little pity, "It would be great if Brother Duan came out today, we can still take a group photo."

Ji Shuyan pursed his lips, thinking that maybe there would be no such chance again, but he hesitated for a few seconds before saying, "Next time."

Because they were worried about Duan Zhi who was still in the villa, Ji Yuan and Ji Shuyan went back early. Ji Yuan also bought a bunch of souvenirs, saying that he would give them to Duan Zhi when he went back.

From Ji Shuyan's point of view, it's all children's stuff, and Ji Yuan, who is too young, will be interested, but he won't stop Ji Yuan if he wants to be with his friends excitedly.

But he himself was a bit conflicted, he was also stuck in traffic on the way back, the car drove slowly, the closer he got to the resort, the more entangled Ji Shuyan was, and he didn't know how to face Duan Zhi.

But when they returned to the villa, they found that Duan Zhi was not in the house, the villa was empty and the lights were not turned on.

"Where did Brother Duan go?" Ji Yuan wandered around, "Isn't he uncomfortable, why is he still running around?"

Ji Shuyan looked at the empty sofa, but his heart tightened. He remembered that Duan Zhi was still wearing a coat in the morning.

He immediately asked Ji Yuan, "Is his luggage still there?"

Ji Yuan was already holding his mobile phone, he was taken aback when he heard this, "I didn't pay attention upstairs just now, I should be here, why is he carrying luggage?"

Ji Shuyan's expression became serious, and he didn't care about Ji Yuan's confused question, and walked upstairs in two or three steps.

What can I do with my luggage, of course I go back to Wucheng alone.

He rejected Duan Zhi. The young man has strong self-esteem, and it is normal to feel that he can no longer bear to stay under the same roof with him, especially with Duan Zhi's distraught appearance this morning, he may have planned it long ago.

The more Ji Shuyan thought about it, the more he felt it was possible. He was still one step away from Duan Zhi's room, and he didn't care about being polite, so he quickened his pace and pushed the door open.

The door opened, and Duan Zhi's room was clean and tidy, the quilt was flat without any wrinkles, and there was almost no smoke, as if no one had lived in it at all.

Ji Shuyan frowned, and went to open Duan Zhi's wardrobe.

Fortunately, the suitcase is still there, and a few changes of clothes are also hanging in the cupboard.

Ji Shuyan couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

The moment he opened the closet door just now, his heart was really empty for a moment.

After relaxing now, he couldn't help cursing the little bastard in his heart.

Who is the one who confessed, and why is he here worried?

He closed the wardrobe door, not planning to pry into Duan Zhi's privacy, but before closing it, he lowered his head and saw Duan Zhi's backpack on the suitcase again.

The pink marriage talisman was still hanging on the backpack, which flickered in the air.

Ji Shuyan's hand stopped again.

He stared at that little marriage talisman, and his mood was completely different from yesterday.

When Duan Zhi bought it, he was still on the sidelines, thinking that Duan Zhi was looking for a marriage with Ji Yuan, and he was fully prepared to be a feudal patriarch.

Unexpectedly, in the end, it was him that Duan Zhi wanted.

He stretched out his hand and gently held up the marriage talisman to have a look. Only Duan Zhi would believe how effective the crafts produced on the assembly line could be.

"Fool." He whispered, let go of the marriage talisman again, and closed the wardrobe door.

After going downstairs, he saw Ji Yuan on the phone, he approached, and heard Ji Yuan say, "Okay, then we'll go find you."

"What's wrong?" He asked Ji Yuan.

Ji Yuan turned back and said, "I called Duan Zhi. He was in the archery gym. He said that he would go out for a walk after he stopped feeling dizzy in the afternoon. I told him that we will go find him right away and have dinner together."

Ji Shuyan lowered his eyes and didn't raise any objection.