you restrain yourself

Ji Shuyan didn't have the heart to watch the whole movie.

After Duan Zhi did not make any small movements, he sat peacefully less than half a meter away from him, but Ji Shuyan still felt restless.

The fingertips that were sucked by Duan Zhi just now hurt like being scalded.

This is too much, he thought, he restrained himself from looking at Duan Zhi, he stared at the screen, but didn't see anything.

He indulged Duan Zhi into his house, and agreed to get along with Duan Zhi as before.

But he didn't allow Duan Zhi...he didn't allow Duan Zhi to tease him like this.

This is so ambiguous that it has crossed the boundary between elders and younger generations.

What's more, there was Ji Yuan sitting in front of him just now.

Ji Shuyan looked at Ji Yuan on the carpet, feeling mixed emotions in his heart.

Ji Yuan was still sighing and sighing following the plot, completely unaware that just behind him, his uncle and his friend were holding hands like they were cheating on each other.

Fortunately, after 10 minutes, the movie ended.

The vengeance was avenged, the hero's wish was fulfilled, and he disappeared in the newborn sun, while the heroine knelt on the spot and wept bitterly.

Ji Yuan collapsed and yelled, "Why didn't they reincarnate, I don't want to watch be, I want to watch happy reunion!"

The whole thing was rolling, wishing to raise a flag to protest with the director.

But he was the only one in the room who was really watching the ending.

Ji Shuyan stood up and turned on the light, and the room was bright again. The ambiguous and oppressive atmosphere that had been covering him just now seemed to have dissipated a little.

He couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief, turned around and met Duan Zhi's gaze.

Duan Zhi still maintained his original sitting posture, sitting there casually, but his eyes kept following him, neither dodging nor avoiding, full of aggression.

Ji Shuyan lowered his eyes. He tried his best to pretend that he had forgotten what happened just now. He went to pack up the remaining cake boxes on the table and threw them into the kitchen.

When he was cleaning up, there was a little cream on the back of his hand. He turned on the faucet to rinse, and the cold water hit the back of his hand, and he seemed to wake up slightly.

For a moment, he didn't really want to go out from the kitchen, so he just hid like this, so he didn't need to go out to face Duan Zhi.

But this is obviously unrealistic.

What's more, it's unnecessary, and he didn't do anything wrong, so why is he hiding inside.

Ji Shuyan grabbed a piece of paper, wiped his hands, and walked out.

In the living room, Ji Yuan had already turned off the TV, stretched his waist, and looked down to see that it was already twelve o'clock.

"It's getting so late in a blink of an eye, it's time to go to bed," he asked Duan Zhi next to him, "Don't go back today, right?"

Duan Zhi didn't speak, but looked up at Ji Shuyan.

Ji Shuyan knew that he was waiting for his statement.

Just because of what Duan Zhi did just now, Ji Shuyan thought, it wouldn't be too much for him to drive Duan Zhi to the street.

But it's twelve o'clock after all, so what's the point of him competing with Duan Zhi? Is he really going to let Duan Zhi sleep in a hotel?

He avoided Duan Zhi's gaze, and said in a low voice, "If you want to stay, you can stay here. It just so happens that I have asked the housekeeper to clean up the guest room."

Since letting Duan Zhi stay in his room last time, he asked the housekeeper to move all the things in the guest room downstairs, so now he has an empty guest room.

Ji Yuan didn't know about this yet, he was taken aback when he heard this, then smiled and said to Duan Zhi, "Look, I just said that my uncle actually likes you to stay overnight, and the guest room has been specially vacated."

Duan Zhi twitched his mouth slightly when he heard it, and looked up at Ji Shuyan, "Is that so, Uncle Ji."

Ji Shuyan looked at Ji Yuan, thinking that it's not impossible for Ji Yuan and Duan Zhi to go sleep on the street together.

But he didn't bother to say anything to these two people, especially Duan Zhi. He himself was tired, he was physically and mentally exhausted after watching a movie, so he waved his hand at Ji Yuan and said, "You guys do what you want, I'll go back first room."

After he finished speaking, he ignored the two of them and went upstairs by himself.

Duan Zhi looked at Ji Shuyan's back, his eyes darkened, and he didn't know what he was thinking, until Ji Yuan next to him called him to react.

"What did you say?" he asked.

"I said, what about your change of clothes? You can wear my pajamas," Ji Yuan said, "What about your underwear, are you naked?"

Duan Zhi gave him a white look, and opened the food delivery app on his phone, "No, I can still find errands and convenience stores."

He thought for a while, and then said, "I won't lend you the pajamas either, it's too short and childish."

Ji Yuan suddenly became angry, he didn't care who he was humiliating, and snorted, "Then you should be naked!"

After speaking, he ran away.

Ji Shuyan went back to his room to take a shower, changed into his pajamas and lay down on the bed. He was already very tired, but he couldn't fall asleep anyway.

As for the reason, he knew it well, it was because of the man lying in the guest room downstairs.

He had obviously taken a shower and hadn't spared any part of his body, but his fingertips that were kissed by Duan Zhi still felt hot.

As soon as he closed his eyes, he saw Duan Zhi sitting on the sofa looking at him, with deep eye sockets and thick and long eyelashes, making his amber eyes particularly moving, focused and affectionate.

He was defeated by these eyes again and again.

During the eleventh holiday, he heard Duan Zhi's confession, but he didn't push him away. Instead, he thought it was harmless, and Duan Zhi would think about it after a while.

But the truth is far from that.

Not only did he fail to handle this matter well, but Duan Zhi also didn't take his warning and persuasion to heart at all, instead pressing him step by step.

Today is at his house, dare to do this in front of Ji Yuan.

Don't know what will happen later.

Ji Shuyan couldn't help feeling a bit of regret, maybe he should have followed Duan Zhi's wishes, and the two of them simply distanced themselves and never saw each other again.

He doesn't need to toss and turn here.

But things have come to this point, and he doesn't know what to do.

Even tonight he didn't make up his mind to let Duan Zhi go out from his house, will he really be able to do it in the future?

He smiled bitterly, wondering when he became so indecisive.

It's not like him.

In the guest room on the second floor, Duan Zhi had already taken a shower.

He wiped his dripping hair with a towel, stared at the dialog box with Ji Shuyan on the phone, remained silent for a long time, and did not press the send button for a long time.

The moonlight outside the window was just right, coming in from behind the curtains that were not fully drawn, and a side of the white gauze curtain was slightly exposed, just like the scene in the movie just now.

A drop of water fell from Duan Zhi's hair onto his wrist. The water was cold, but it couldn't quench the heat on his body.

He didn't expect that Ji Shuyan would allow him to stay today.

Because anyone who is a bit defensive will not leave an unruly suitor at home.

He was ready to be spent by Ji Shuyan for reasons, but Ji Shuyan did nothing.

This made his heart warm up and beat uncomfortably.

Before returning to the room just now, he went to chat with Ji Yuan with ulterior motives, and asked Ji Yuan what kind of suitors his uncle had before, and whether Ji Shuyan's character would never reject anyone.

Ji Yuan almost spit out the water when he heard this, "My uncle doesn't reject people? What misunderstanding do you have about him? There are more than one suitors who have made my uncle cry. He hates being pestered by others the most."

He also imitated Ji Shuyan's expression, with a straight face, cold and impatient eyes, "Really, you like me? Thank you, I don't need it. I hope you won't show up in the future."

Duan Zhi smiled, didn't say anything, but made a small note in his heart.

Now he lay down on the bed, staring at the dialogue between him and Ji Shuyan, remembering what Ji Yuan said, and finally pressed the send button.

He knew he was different to Ji Shuyan.

Whether it was the confession that day, the fireworks show we watched together, or today's movie, he has verified this matter time and time again.

But this is not enough.

Far from enough.

Now, he wants to know how important he is to Ji Shuyan's heart?

Ji Shuyan's cell phone beside his pillow rang.

He frowned, thinking it was so late, it couldn't be something from the hospital, he picked it up and looked, only to find that the sender was Duan Zhi.

It's nothing important, just saying that there are some things I want to talk to him about, can I come up and see him.

Ji Shuyan stared at the phone page and frowned.

What can Duan Zhi talk to him about?

What else can I do other than talk about feelings, but it can't be to talk to him about the treatment of coronary heart disease.

He really wanted to say "no", but he stared at Duan Zhi's portrait for a long time, and felt that instead of running away, he might as well explain it clearly to Duan Zhi.

He hesitated for a while, and replied with two words, "Yes."

A few minutes later, there was a knock on his door.

Ji Shuyan walked over to open the door, but only opened it halfway cautiously.

But he was still stunned when he saw Duan Zhi outside the door.

Duan Zhi probably just took a shower. He only wore pajama pants and a black nightgown over it. Most of his upper body was naked, and his skin was still stained with water. His waistline was flexible and tight, and his abdominal muscles were clear. The muscles are fair but not thin, but full of power like a Greek sculpture.

Ji Shuyan's eyes fell on the black nightgown, which was his nightgown, which he left in the closet of the guest room.

He asked Duan Zhi, "What's the matter with you?"

Duan Zhi asked, "Can I go in?"

Ji Shuyan didn't want him to come in, but he took a look at the corridor, he and Ji Yuan's room were too close, and it was uncertain whether Ji Yuan would hear something.

After thinking for a while, he could only open the door a little more, "Then leave after you finish speaking."

Duan Zhi also came in, instead of sitting on the sofa in the bedroom, he just leaned against the door and looked at Ji Shuyan without blinking.

Ji Shuyan seemed to have just woken up from the bed, his hair was a little disheveled, and he was wearing a dark blue nightgown with a wide open neckline revealing a slender and fair neck, as fragile as a swan.

Ji Shuyan felt uncomfortable being watched by him, and asked, "What exactly do you want to say?"

He frowned and said again, "If you have nothing to say, I do have something to talk to you about."

He thought about it, and felt that he could no longer indulge Duan Zhi like this.

Duan Zhi is still young and impulsive, but he is not.

He is the older of the two, he must be responsible for himself and Duan Zhi.

Duan Zhi also guessed what Ji Shuyan was going to say, he looked at Ji Shuyan calmly, "Then tell me."

Ji Shuyan was silent for a few seconds before trying to calm down, "I hope what happened today will never happen again."

He restrained his emotions and looked directly at Duan Zhi, "You should understand what I'm talking about, I know you are still young, impulsive, unable to control your emotions, but you can't be so presumptuous. Have you ever thought about what will happen when Ji Yuan sees it?"

This is what he fears the most.

He is Ji Yuan's uncle, and Duan Zhi is Ji Yuan's roommate, such a relationship, such ambiguity, anyone would only find it absurd to tell.

If Ji Yuan found out, what kind of eyes would he look at them.

"You can't do this." Ji Shuyan whispered again, "I hope you can control yourself."

Duan Zhi heard Ji Shuyan's words hidden under his tongue.

Quarter round.

Ji Shuyan loves this nephew like his heart's content, any point that may have a bad influence on Ji Yuan, and makes Ji Yuan unacceptable, Ji Shuyan will be like a frightened bird.

He is Ji Yuan's elder, even Ji Yuan's "father".

He always wanted to maintain his gentle and upright image in Ji Yuan's heart, and he couldn't tolerate any mistakes.

Duan Zhi already knew what Ji Shuyan was going to say in his heart, but when he really heard it, he still felt stung.

He stared at Ji Shuyan and smiled, "Then why did you let me stay overnight? Ji Shuyan, you hate what I did to you so much, why didn't you kick me out, why didn't you slap me and tell me to get out of here , never come to your house again."

He walked towards Ji Shuyan while talking, and Ji Shuyan retreated step by step, and he pressed on step by step until Ji Shuyan was forced to the edge of the bed, and he had to fall down on the bed.

He leaned down, put his hands on the side of the bed, and tightly wrapped Ji Shuyan in his arms.

Ji Shuyan was in a panic, not knowing what Duan Zhi wanted to do.

However, he could smell Duan Zhi's body again. After taking a shower, Duan Zhi's body smelled of a very fresh shower gel, the scent of gardenias, so sweet that it was a little cloying, and it made people dizzy.

This shower gel was bought by housekeeping. Although it was too sweet, he has been too lazy to change it.

Now this cloying sweet fragrance rushed towards him, making him dizzy and dizzy.

And that face, that cholera-like face, looking at him without blinking, sticking up like a goblin.

"Do you treat everyone like this?" Duan Zhi approached him, deliberately lowered his eyes, and looked directly at Ji Shuyan, "Tell me, you are so soft-hearted to everyone, allowing the other party to kiss you and confess to you, you are not alienated The other party, even if he just harassed you downstairs, you still allow him to live in your house, enter your room, and get close to you like this?"

Ji Shuyan was confused by the question.

He hardly dared to look up at Duan Zhi, because he knew that Duan Zhi's questions were really fatal.

Does he do this to everyone?

Is he so soft-hearted, cowardly, who has been treated wantonly by others, and yet allows others to invade his territory again and again?

No, he has always treated his suitors coldly, even more so if someone offends them, and some of them directly call the police and turn them over to the police station.

But when it came to Duan Zhi, his decisiveness failed.

His calm and self-restraint has become a joke, like a paper lantern floating on the water, his skeleton has been eroded to dust, leaving only a showy, bluffing.

Ji Shuyan stepped back a bit, trying to calm down his voice, "Is it weird, I treat others the same way. I will also..."

Before he finished speaking, his shoulders suddenly sank, and he was pressed on the bed.

Duan Zhi looked at him condescendingly.

"Really?" Duan Zhi said, "Then even if I kiss you now, will you forgive me?"

Ji Shuyan lowered his face, "How dare you."

But as soon as he finished speaking, Duan Zhi lowered his head.

Ji Shuyan's heart tightened, but he subconsciously closed his eyes.

Little bastard, he cursed in his heart, just kiss, it's not like he hasn't kissed before, and he's not a little girl who just fell in love, he feels bullied after a kiss.

But he closed his eyes, but the kiss did not fall for a long time.

He heard Duan Zhi panting, but his lips were empty, there was no other pair of lips touching him.

Ji Shuyan opened his eyes hesitantly.

Duan Zhi stopped a few centimeters away from him, and as soon as he opened his eyes, the two of them met each other's eyes, their noses were almost touching, their breaths were intertwined, and they were very intimate.

"I said I won't force you anymore. I said I'm sorry for what happened last time," Duan Zhi looked at him, "but Ji Shuyan, you can hide, you can push me away, resist me, and scold me." .”

Every time he said a word, Ji Shuyan's heart became colder.

"But why didn't you do anything?" Duan Zhi laughed, "Why are you waiting for me to kiss you?"

These few words fell to the ground with a bang, each word slammed into the ground, like shattered ice smashed into the lake in spring, shattering Ji Shuyan's calm to pieces.

He heard Duan Zhi ask him, "Is it because of me that you rejected me, or is it because I am only 20 years old, and I am your nephew's friend, your junior, someone you don't think you can touch."

Duan Zhi didn't believe Ji Shuyan didn't feel anything.

In the past six months of getting along, Ji Shuyan held his hand in the autumn night, accepted his wood carving ornaments, and went home on his motorcycle, looking at him under the moon, hesitating to speak.

He didn't believe it, Ji Shuyan really didn't like him at all.

Ji Shuyan's lips moved, but he couldn't utter a word of rebuttal.

Because Duan Zhi is right.

He said that he regarded Duan Zhi as an adult man like him, but in his heart he always added a suffix to his name - Ji Yuan's friend.

Don't touch it, and don't move your heart.

Duan Zhi let go of Ji Shuyan's hand and stood up. He gathered up the wrinkled nightgown and fastened his belt, making him look like he was well-dressed.

Ji Shuyan fell on the bed, his hands had already been loosened, but he lay down for a while more slowly, and then slowly sat up.

The house is quiet.

Duan Zhi looked down at him for a while, and Ji Shuyan was sitting by the bed, his whole body was a little disheartened, as if he had been exposed to some superficial lie, revealing his soft and vulnerable underbelly.

He had never seen Ji Shuyan look so quiet and depressed, and he couldn't bear it.

But he has always been cruel, he just wants to force Ji Shuyan.

He walked over, knelt on one knee, and grabbed Ji Shuyan's hand with one hand.

This is very similar to the posture of someone proposing marriage, but he hasn't even got a confession approved.

Ji Shuyan glanced at him, but didn't speak.

He put Ji Shuyan's hand on his face, curbed the aggressiveness and wildness just now, and became gentle and considerate again.

"Uncle Ji, think about what I said," he said to Ji Shuyan, "Are you doing this to everyone, or only to me?"

Ji Shuyan still didn't answer him, but just looked at him coldly.

Duan Zhi was suffocated by the sight, but he didn't care.

He reached out and pushed away a strand of hair that blocked Ji Shuyan's eyes, and said softly, "Good night, Uncle Ji, have a good dream."

After speaking, he stood up and left Ji Shuyan's room.