you restrain yourself

Ji Shuyan took his new boyfriend back home.

Duan Zhi has been to his house many times, as diligent as a relative visiting, but it is the first time that only he and Duan Zhi are under this roof.

When he was in the courtyard, he didn't feel anything, but now under the lamp, watching Duan Zhi standing in the entrance, changing his coat and hanging it by the door, Ji Shuyan felt a little hot for no reason.

This is really... Ji Shuyan thought, people would come to the door on the first day of dating, if it was him before, he would not be able to do it even if he was killed.

But Duan Zhi obviously didn't think there was anything wrong, so he came over wearing slippers, as if he hadn't hugged enough outside, and put his arms around Ji Shuyan's waist again.

Ji Shuyan pushed his head, feeling like he had raised a big golden retriever, "Stop making trouble, take a shower and go to sleep, don't you have class tomorrow, I have to go to work too."

Duan Zhi rested his chin on Ji Shuyan's shoulder, "Then where should I sleep?"

Ji Shuyan was inexplicable, "The guest room, didn't I clean it up for you?"

Duan Zhi is not happy anymore, letting her husband sleep in the guest room on the first day of their wedding is simply domestic violence.

He pressed Ji Shuyan on the sofa and looked down condescendingly, "You let me sleep in the guest room? It's not humane."

As he spoke, he touched Ji Shuyan restlessly, his fingers were too nimble, and he easily unbuttoned Ji Shuyan's shirts.

Ji Shuyan panicked and held his hand, "Then where do you want to sleep?"

He vaguely guessed it in his heart, but felt it was absurd, even Duan Zhi was too much, who would want to sleep in his bed on the first day of love.

The result is really there.

He completely underestimated Duan Zhi's face.

Duan Zhi grabbed his second button, pressed his fingers on his heart, and smiled at him like a fairy who turned all sentient beings upside down, "Of course I want to sleep with you."

Shameless.

These two words immediately popped into Ji Shuyan's mind.

He went to break Duan Zhi's hand, "You've got something in your head, how can... how can it be so fast... No matter what, just tonight..."

He was terribly panicked, and he stuttered when he spoke. A man in his thirties, even though he has been abstaining from desires for many years, has a lot of knowledge about evil in his mind.

A bunch of pictures ran through his mind, and the heat on his face never came down.

But Duan Zhi slapped him backwards, and grabbed his hand to keep him from moving, "What are you thinking about, Uncle Ji, whoever said that you have to do something when you sleep together. I'm just too happy today, and I don't want to be alone in the empty bed. "

He moved closer, and kissed Ji Shuyan flatteringly like a puppy, with an innocent face, "You let me go up, I promise I won't do anything."

Ji Shuyan didn't believe it at all.

Do you think he is stupid, they are all men, who doesn't understand who, if Duan Zhifan has sex, will it be his turn to decide what will happen after that?

"No, don't push yourself." He flatly refused.

He remembered that the last time he was on this sofa, Duan Zhi hooked him and sucked his fingers, new hatred and old hatred suddenly came to his mind, but before he had time to say anything, Duan Zhi kissed him again.

Duan Zhi kept kissing him deeply, taking away even his breath, the tip of his tongue pressed against his palate, sweeping his teeth, and his hands became even more restless, protruding from under his shirt, originally they were hands playing the piano and holding the bow, Although he looked thin and beautiful, he was not weak in strength. There were thick calluses on his fingertips, and he grazed his soft skin lightly or heavily, causing waves of trembling.

Ji Shuyan was caught off guard by the kiss, he let out a groan, and put his hand on Duan Zhi's shoulder, as if he wanted to push it away, but he didn't need much strength, and finally fell limply, only holding on to Duan Zhi's clothes.

Duan Zhi let go of Ji Shuyan's lips, and stroked Ji Shuyan's sweaty temples.

He finally found out that Ji Shuyan actually liked kissing very much. When he hugged him in his arms and kissed passionately, he became confused and couldn't care about anything else.

It's the same now, Ji Shuyan looked at him with foggy eyes, not at all cold and reserved in the usual way, but soft and well-behaved.

So Duan Zhi was also very reasonable, and discussed with him, "Uncle Ji, you can either let me into the room tonight, and I promise not to do anything, or I don't think the sofa is simple, and we will have a bridal chamber here." .”

Of course he was trying to scare Ji Shuyan.

How could he be willing.

But Ji Shuyan probably believed it, he froze there like a cat with its nape grabbed, stared at Duan Zhi for a few seconds, and then nodded aggrieved.

But after thinking about it, Ji Shuyan was not convinced, and cursed in a low voice, "Little bastard."

Duan Zhi felt refreshed all over, and responded, "Oh."

Regardless of the process, Duan Zhi ended up on Ji Shuyan's bed.

Both of them took a shower, and they smelled of the same grapefruit body wash, which was fresh and slightly sweet.

After tossing and tossing, Ji Shuyan is actually tired. He rushed to pick up Duan Zhi after work today, had dinner, gave gifts, confessed, and piled up everything, exhausting his mind and energy.

But when he was lying on the bed, thinking that Duan Zhi was less than half a foot away, he lost sleepiness at all.

He hasn't shared the same bed with anyone for many years. When Ji Yuan was younger, because he lost his parents, he was always clinging to him. He took Ji Yuan to sleep with him a few times. Later, when Ji Yuan grew up, he got used to the same bed. alone.

Now there are two adult men lying on this bed. The bed is not too small, but it seems a bit crowded. Whenever he rolls around a little, he can roll into Duan Zhi's arms.

Ji Shuyan couldn't help regretting that he really should have bought that king size bed.

Fortunately, Duan Zhi is still keeping his promise, and he is really honest when he goes to bed.

Just now downstairs, he had an unserious face, and he would do everything with threats and lures. Now he was really lying next to Ji Shuyan, but he behaved himself, and there was no movement. He just lay on his side, looking at Ji Shuyan.

Ji Shuyan was uncomfortable being watched by him, "What are you looking at?"

Duan Zhi raised his hand and pulled Ji Shuyan into his arms, "It's nothing, I just want to watch."

Ji Shuyan suddenly stuck to Duan Zhi's chest. His body temperature has always been low, but Duan Zhi's temperature is high. The skin of the two of them is close to each other. Duan Zhi is like a little sun, continuously sending heat to him.

He was not used to being so close, but he didn't push Duan Zhi away.

The two of them were very close, there was no gap between the pillows, there was only one lamp left in the room, the light was dim, they just looked at each other, their breaths were entangled.

Duan Zhi hooked Ji Shuyan's finger, thinking of the fireworks they watched together in the resort.

At that time, he secretly held Ji Shuyan's little finger while the fireworks were extinguished. Ji Shuyan clearly noticed it, but he was reluctant to push him away.

It's only been a month now, and he can already hold Ji Shuyan's hand openly.

He couldn't help laughing, his chest trembling slightly.

Ji Shuyan asked, "What are you laughing at?"

"Nothing, just happy." Duan Zhi said.

Ji Shuyan didn't ask any further questions, he could probably guess what Duan Zhi was thinking.

He lay on the pillow for a while, letting Duan Zhi play with his fingers, but after a while he remembered something, took the phone next to him, and found that it was still a few minutes before twelve o'clock.

In a few minutes, Duan Zhi's birthday will pass.

He thought for a while, broke free from Duan Zhi's hand, sat up on the bed, and under Duan Zhi's puzzled gaze, he opened the bedside table and took out the blue gift box that he couldn't give away.

He patted the pillow next to him, motioning for Duan Zhi.

Duan Zhi looked hesitant, but sat up obediently.

Ji Shuyan opened the box, took out the Blancpain watch, and was not in a hurry to put it on for Duan Zhi, so he put it in his hand and looked at it for a while.

He had to admit that when he bought this watch, he was selfish.

Although he and Duan Zhi are neither close nor close, he doesn't need to feel guilty towards Duan Zhi, but when he thinks that he will reject Duan Zhi and never see each other again, he is so uncomfortable that he can't breathe.

So he wanted to choose a slightly expensive gift that Duan Zhi could keep with him, and it was more or less a souvenir.

Thinking about it now, his idea is not selfish, he wants to part with Duan Zhi, but he still hopes to occupy a corner in Duan Zhi's heart.

He put this watch on Duan Zhi. The rose gold dial and black strap fit perfectly on Duan Zhi's knuckle-boned wrist.

He raised his head and saw Duan Zhi pursing his lips, he seemed happy, but also a little unhappy.

He is not a person with a particularly delicate mind, but he can guess through Duan Zhi's mind at this time, and said in a gentle voice, "When I bought this watch, I really wanted to keep it as a souvenir for you. I always feel that it is important to buy it expensive. It can be used, and it barely matches you. But when I actually buy it, I feel that it is not good enough." He looked at Duan Zhi, his brows and eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of light in the hazy room, "It seems that what to match You think it's too light."

He really thought so.

He knew that it was his selfishness, that he thought that everything about this young man was good because he liked to be paranoid, but he couldn't restrain his feelings.

Now Duan Zhi is obediently looking at him under the lamp. The usually rebellious young man sits on his bed, his hair is gently rubbed by him, like a tamed lion.

Ji Shuyan smiled, "You don't have to worry about not being able to stand shoulder to shoulder with me now. I am 13 years older than you. This is an indisputable fact. But one day, you will surpass me."

Duan Zhi's eyes moved slightly.

He had always disliked being guessed, but Ji Shuyan understood his temper and broke through the entanglement in his heart. Instead of being angry, he felt ironic.

Ji Shuyan helped Duan Zhi adjust the watch strap, his eyes swept over the pendulum next to him, the minute hand just pointed to twelve o'clock.

"Happy birthday," he said with a rare hint of sarcasm between his brows, "Congratulations on being a year older, little friend Duan."

Duan Zhi couldn't bear it anymore, and hugged Ji Shuyan in his arms.

It's his 21th birthday.

This person in his arms is his best birthday present.

"I will become a perfect match for you," he put his arms around Ji Shuyan, "I will try my best to be a mature and reliable lover, so that you won't regret choosing me."

This is his birthday wish.

Even though Ji Shuyan didn't need it, he still wanted to be Ji Shuyan's armor and his backing.

Ji Shuyan has not heard anyone say that he will be his reliance for many years. He has long been someone else's towering tree, raising Ji Yuan, inheriting the family business, and taking care of his parents. He has done a good job.

But when Duan Zhi said these words, he felt like a guqin that had been dusty for a long time, and someone suddenly plucked the strings.

He patted Duan Zhi on the shoulder, "Okay, I'll wait."