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After dinner, Ji Shuyan took out the strawberry panna cotta for dessert from the refrigerator. Eating too many sweets is not healthy, but it can make people feel good.

The strawberries are bright red and plump, and they are all fresh. They are especially cute when placed on Bai Shengsheng's panna cotta. This dessert was made by Ji Shuyan himself. He came back early this afternoon, so he made panna cotta. He remembered that Duan Zhi liked to eat it. strawberry.

But Duan Zhi ate absent-mindedly.

His eyes drifted unconsciously to Ji Shuyan. Ji Shuyan was sitting on the other side of the sofa, staring at the variety show on TV without blinking. The murderer appeared behind the scenes. Although there were not many bloody scenes in the show in order to pass the trial, the plots were intertwined and the ratings remained high.

Ji Shuyan often watches this show, especially likes to analyze murder scenes, and can't take his eyes off it.

He just ate the strawberries on the panna cotta, and the transparent red berry juice stained his lips, shining brightly. When he saw the excited place, his teeth were still biting the tip of his tongue lightly, like a cat sticking out its tongue.

Duan Zhi's spoon was inserted into the milk jelly, his knuckles were rubbing lightly on the transparent glass bottle, his eyes were lowered, he didn't know what he was thinking.

When he just entered the door, considering that Ji Shuyan hadn't had dinner yet, he couldn't bear to starve Ji Shuyan, so he reined in his desire, put on the rein like a wild beast, and let Ji Shuyan slip out of his arms.

But now that the meal has been eaten, Ji Shuyan is sitting on the sofa, slowly watching variety shows, but he seems to have no interest in him next to him.

Duan Zhi watched TV, and then Ji Shuyan, doubting his own charm for the first time.

How could he not compare to a murder case that happened in 1978?

It really makes no sense.

It just hit him hard.

Duan Zhi narrowed his eyes slightly, staring at Ji Shuyan's thin white calf exposed under his loose trousers, his expression was not good, but after thinking about it, he felt that he was not in a hurry at this moment.

He lowered his eyes and slowly separated the strawberry with a spoon.

The plump red fruit was torn apart under the silver spoon, the soft flesh was smashed, and the sweet juice flowed out, dyeing the milky white panna cotta red.

The variety show lasted for two hours. After the end, Ji Shuyan stretched his waist and rubbed his neck. He had been working at his desk a lot recently, and his shoulders and neck were a little stiff.

He raised his watch and looked at the time. It was already eleven o'clock, and it was time to rest.

He stood up and said to Duan Zhi, "Go to sleep."

Duan Zhi put down his phone, and smiled at Ji Shuyan quite innocently, "Okay."

Of course he slept in Ji Shuyan's room again tonight.

Ji Shuyan has already compromised on this, and he has found out that since Duan Zhi entered the gate of his house, he seems to have no bottom line.

Duan Zhi consciously brought a change of clothes here today, not only that, he even packed a few sets of his usual clothes, and hung them in Ji Shuyan's closet openly, as if he wanted to take root here.

Ji Shuyan looked up, but didn't say anything, instead the corners of his mouth twitched.The posture of this circle is too obvious, and in his eyes, it's a bit cute.

He went to take a shower first, followed by Duan Zhi.

When Duan Zhi came out of the bathroom covered in moisture, Ji Shuyan had already been sitting on the bedside for a while, wearing smoky blue pajamas, looking down at his tablet.

Duan Zhi sat on the bed, glanced at the tablet, and found that Ji Shuyan was reading medical journals, all of which were terms of cardiology surgery, which made people feel dizzy.

"Aren't you going to sleep?" He asked Ji Shuyan.

"Go to bed after reading this," Ji Shuyan said absent-mindedly, "I've already read more than half of this paper, and I'm missing a tail."

Duan Zhi was lying on the bed, looking sideways at Ji Shuyan, and said that looking at a beauty under the lamp, Ji Shuyan really had a creamy luster under the lamp, warm and moist as jade, with slender fingers, flipping it lightly on the tablet is really exciting , but it is also really pure-hearted and ascetic.

Duan Zhi couldn't help but reflect on whether he had been too quiet in the past two days, and he was too easy to talk downstairs just now, so that Ji Shuyan forgot how dangerous a young man with blood is, so he didn't take him seriously.

"Uncle Ji." Duan Zhi called him lying on the bed, raised his body slightly, the black pajamas were still not fastened properly, hanging down loosely, and his chest was full of spring.

Ji Shuyan was still thinking about the application of congenital heart disease and 3D technology in his mind, but he still didn't read Duan Zhi, so he casually responded, "Huh?"

Duan Zhi's expression became more and more dangerous.

His body leaned forward slightly, and moved close to Ji Shuyan, with his hands on both sides of Ji Shuyan, the shadow of his body fell, easily enveloping Ji Shuyan.

Ji Shuyan finally sensed something was wrong, and his gaze shifted from the tablet to Duan Zhi's face.

The light at the head of the bed is soft, shining on Duan Zhi's eyebrows and eyes like gold, the amber eyes are so thick that they cannot be opened, the eyelashes are well defined, and they always look aggressive when they are not smiling.

"What's wrong?" Ji Shuyan asked puzzled.

Duan Zhi stared into Ji Shuyan's eyes, "Uncle Ji, since you don't want to sleep, why don't you do something else."

Ji Shuyan understood now.

He's not stupid either, two grown men in good health are lying on the same bed, and they've just stepped into a relationship, and they can guess what else they will do with their toes.

He couldn't help being a little flustered, but felt that Duan Zhi was just taking advantage of him.

After all, the last time Duan Zhi slept on his bed, the two of them lived in peace.

"Don't mess around," he said in a low voice, holding the tablet against Duan Zhi's chest, "Don't scare me every day, falling in love is a step-by-step process, how can you be like this, as soon as you start..."

He was embarrassed to go on, and glared at Duan Zhi with clear eyes, but he was shy and angry, and had no strength at all.

Duan Zhi laughed again, frivolous and wild.

He easily took the tablet away from Ji Shuyan's hand and threw it aside.

"But I'm impatient, I can't wait," he said, "Uncle Ji, I liked you but didn't dare to say it before, but now we are in love. You are sleeping next to me, so exciting, I How can you be Liu Xiahui?"

As he spoke, he nimbly unbuttoned several buttons of Ji Shuyan's pajamas with his fingers, exposing his slender neck and the skin on his chest.

Next to Ji Shuyan's collarbone was a small red mole, the size of a sesame seed, which fell on his snow-white skin, shockingly red.

Duan Zhi lightly raised his head to glance at Ji Shuyan, then suddenly bent down and bit the mole.

He has canine teeth, which are usually not obvious, but at this time they are extremely sharp and abrasive.

Ji Shuyan couldn't stand it at all.

He has been a doctor for a long time, so he is a bit frigid, and he has never paid much attention to such things.

But when Duan Zhi hugged him like this, rubbing hands with him, his body suddenly became hot.

Like a dead tree drenched in the spring rain, new shoots suddenly sprouted, swaying in the spring breeze, and fiddled with his tense nerves.

Ji Shuyan covered his face with the back of his hand, bit his lips, and tried his best to prevent himself from making embarrassing noises

He heard Duan Zhi say with a smile, "Uncle Ji, your skin is so thin, you will leave marks after a short kiss."

There was a buzzing in Ji Shuyan's head.

He stared angrily at Duan Zhi through his fingers, feeling that this man is a big liar, there are two faces under the bed, how gentle and considerate he was when he was cooking for him just now, and how shameless and shameless he is now.

It's a pity that Duan Zhi wasn't a thin-skinned person at all, and this bit of lethality wasn't worth mentioning to him.

He didn't give Ji Shuyan much chance to breathe, so he kissed Ji Shuyan again.

Limbs intertwined, lights swaying.

This time, Duan Zhi was no longer gentle and careless, but with an eager attack, he bit Ji Shuyan harder each time.

Ji Shuyan couldn't help panicking.

He is not ignorant of the affairs between men, he is a medical student, and these are common medical knowledge to him.

But it was his first time dating a man.

Especially someone like Duan Zhi, who is really unruly in his bones, and it's like a different person when he goes to bed.

He was crushed under Duan Zhi, and for a moment, he almost had an illusion, as if he had really become a prey under the claws of a wild beast, and in a few seconds, Duan Zhi would bite off his neck, chew it up, and swallow it. into the belly.

He was really a little scared.

He finally accepted to associate with Duan Zhi, but he hadn't accepted to fully open himself.

He didn't forget what Duan Zhi said to him, that day in the alley under the moon, Duan Zhi whispered in his ear that he wanted to be his husband.

But he has lived for more than thirty years, and no one has ever taught him how to be another man's "wife".

He was in a dilemma for a while.

Just at this moment, the cell phone he placed next to his pillow rang, vibrating one after another, and the low and gentle sound of music echoed in the room full of hormones.

"Duan Zhi, stop, let me answer the phone." Ji Shuyan discussed with Duan Zhi in a low voice, his brows and eyes were warm, and there was even an uncharacteristic weakness, "Maybe it's an urgent matter."

Duan Zhi heard the timidity in Ji Shuyan's voice.

He lowered his eyes and looked at Ji Shuyan oppressively.

Ji Shuyan is really ignorant of his bad nature. Showing such timidity and pleading on the bed will only have the opposite effect. Ji Shuyan, who is so indifferent and desolate, is now like a peach blossom in misty rain, so beautiful that it will shatter at the touch of anyone. No man can be indifferent.

But his chest heaved a few times, the ferocity between his brows and eyes receded, and he still stopped.

He was reluctant.

Just as Ji Shuyan hated him being sad, he also hated Ji Shuyan being afraid.

He took a deep breath, backed away slightly, turned his face to the side, and silently opened the distance between himself and Ji Shuyan.

Only then did Ji Shuyan heave a sigh of relief.

He frantically picked up the phone, but it wasn't something important, it was Ji Yuan.

Ji Shuyan tried to keep his voice calm, "What's wrong, Yuanyuan?"

Ji Yuan had nothing to do, he just acted coquettishly with Ji Shuyan, said that he wanted to enroll in a skateboarding class, and asked Ji Shuyan if he thought it was cool.

Ji Shuyan didn't realize how cool this was, so he answered absent-mindedly.

His mind was still on Duan Zhi who was next to him, and his lips were still swollen, slightly tingling, reminding him of what happened just now.

Ji Shuyan was perfunctory to Ji Yuan, he didn't even know what he was talking about.

He didn't dare to look up at Duan Zhi, obviously Duan Zhi had let go of him, but he didn't feel relaxed, instead his heart was heavy.

He's not really against Duan Zhi.

Although he has psychologically accepted that he is in love with a man, it is difficult to change his physical habits for many years.

He glanced at Duan Zhi hesitantly, thinking, maybe even Duan Zhi felt that he was a disappointment.

But if it's not him, but any lively and outgoing boy who is about the same age as Duan Zhi, I'm afraid he can't wait to make love with Duan Zhi.

But he couldn't do it.

His face was dark for no reason, his shoulders collapsed, and he felt frustrated for the first time.

Ji Yuan's chattering voice came from the phone, but it seemed to be far away, and he couldn't really hear it.

He quietly raised his head and glanced at Duan Zhi, Duan Zhi looked at him with deep eyes, which made his heart tighten.

But he didn't know what to do, Ji Yuan's call was not over yet, so he could only use his little finger to gently hook Duan Zhi's finger.

Just like what Duan Zhi did to him under the fireworks that day.

Like a kind of silent retention.

Duan Zhi felt it.

He looked down at Ji Shuyan's timid little finger, and looked at Ji Shuyan's expression thoughtfully.

He has as many minds as a beehive, and after a little turn in his mind, he understood what Ji Shuyan was afraid of.

In fact, he didn't mind, Ji Shuyan was originally begged by him, it would be unkind to break up a good straight man, and it would be even more unrighteous to persecute him.

But Ji Shuyan looked at him so sadly, so pitiful and cute, if he didn't do something, maybe Ji Shuyan's heart would be agitated.

He stared at Ji Shuyan, smiled suddenly, lowered his body, and moved close to Ji Shuyan's ear.

"Uncle Ji, tonight is also our bridal chamber," Duan Zhi lowered his voice, "I must leave you a souvenir."

Ji Shuyan opened his eyes slightly, unable to figure out what Duan Zhi was thinking.

But before he could come up with an idea, Duan Zhi took a step back and showed a flirtatious and frivolous smile.

Then, in front of Ji Shuyan, he lifted the quilt and got in.

Ji Shuyan was almost out of his wits and almost crushed his phone.

He couldn't hold back, and let out an exclamation, but remembering that he was still on the phone with Ji Yuan, he suppressed it abruptly.

Ji Yuan heard it and asked him, "What's the matter, Uncle?"

Ji Shuyan gritted his teeth, "It's fine."

But how could it be all right, Ji Shuyan only felt that his whole body was burning hot, but his soul seemed to be floating in the air, with no support and no attachment, he was only being pulled by a silk thread, and the end of the thread was pinched in Duan Zhi's hand.

He really can't say anything to Ji Yuan now.

He clenched his hands tightly on the quilt, then loosened them, and said with difficulty, "Ji Yuan, I have something that I can't tell you."

After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone regardless of Ji Yuan's reaction.

His hands rested on Duan Zhi's shoulders through the quilt, as if rejecting, but finally obeyed.

"Duan Zhi..." He called this name in a low voice, not sure if Duan Zhi could hear him or not.

The temperature in the bedroom is gradually rising, and the warm yellow light is cast on the wall.

Ji Shuyan's face was in a state of embarrassment, as if he had been fished out of the water, his eyes were blushing.

I don't know how long it took.

Ji Shuyan snorted softly.

The quilt was lifted.

Duan Zhi raised his head and looked at him, he was evil, his lips were rosy, as if they were covered with water, and the tip of his tongue swept around lightly, loose and sexy, he could easily trouble all living beings.

"Are you satisfied, Mr. Ji?" Duan Zhi asked softly, holding Ji Shuyan's hand.

Ji Shuyan fell on the pillow, unable to speak at all.

What a lunatic.

Duan Zhi smiled, fell on the bed, and hugged Ji Shuyan tightly in his arms, stroking Ji Shuyan's back like stroking a cat.

Ji Shuyan subconsciously rubbed against Duan Zhi's neck, for some reason, he was still in a turbulent mood just a moment ago, and the bedroom was full of depression and ambiguity, but he felt very at ease.

Duan Zhi kissed his forehead lightly, very gently, with a sense of comfort.

"Sorry," Duan Zhi said, "I was wrong before. I was too anxious. If you don't have any scruples, you will be afraid."

It's fine if he doesn't say it, but when he said it, Ji Shuyan's guilt surged up like a tidal wave.

He raised his head, trying to explain something to Duan Zhi.

But Duan Zhi's fingers pressed against his lips.

"I know what you mean, you just haven't gotten used to it for a while, it's not that you hate me, and it's not that you don't want me, right?" Duan Zhi smiled.

Ji Shuyan's face turned redder.

He finally discovered that in Duan Zhi's world, there is probably no such thing as shame, and love in bed can be said casually without any shyness.

But he still nodded obediently.

That's what it means.

It's not that he doesn't want to be stubborn.

"That's good," Duan Zhi also saw Ji Shuyan's embarrassment, smiled, kissed Ji Shuyan's forehead again, and held Ji Shuyan in his arms, "We can proceed step by step."

Ji Shuyan rubbed on Duan Zhi's shoulder again.

Although Duan Zhi has a sentimental and frivolous face, most of the time, he is indeed a gentle and patient lover.

But before he had time to be touched for a few seconds, he heard his young boyfriend say, "Isn't that good just now, Uncle Ji, if you like it, we can do it again..."

Ji Shuyan: "..."

Obscene and shameless.

He covered his face in the quilt and refused to communicate.