old lily no spring

Songhan, who went home to visit his mother on the weekend, bought half a salted chicken when passing by the vegetable market.Lu Mengfei's indifference period has passed, and she is still happy to see Song Han coming home, but she is not used to showing it on her face. Seeing what Song Han bought, the corner of her mouth dropped, "I bought a lot of vegetables today, and you don't want to buy them?" If you ask, make up your own mind, if you can’t eat it, it’s a waste.”

Song Han has long been used to his mother's rhetoric, as long as what his mother buys is nutritious and reasonably priced, what he buys is superfluous and a waste of money.She picked up the salted chicken and looked at it, put it in the refrigerator and said, "Then I will take it away, and I will eat it by myself tomorrow." The other hand was carrying a heavy plastic bag, which she placed in the corner, "Mom, this is my student." The corn that was sent is said to be even better than last year’s.” This was specially sent to the company by Ge Hua, and it just arrived today. There are several boxes in total, and one of the boxes is specially written “Received by Teacher Lu”.Song Han didn't taste last year's one, and she didn't want to miss this year's one, so she took out two and washed them herself, "Mom, let's cook it, I want to eat it."

"There are so many more, I didn't even have time to eat last year, and half of them broke later." Lu Mengfei thought for a while, "Are you still sponsoring that child?"

"That's right." Song Han swallowed "I will continue to subsidize her university."According to the standards of University E, the annual tuition fee plus accommodation fee is 8000 yuan, plus living allowances. Songhan will work with Xiaojiu for a few months without eating or drinking. If she wants to let her mother know, she may not agree. .

"How is the child's grades?" After all, he is a special teacher in a prestigious school, and he is still interested in motivated students.

"It's good. The first mock exam in the third year of high school was delayed due to training. It was said that it fell to the fifth grade in the grade, and it returned to the first place after more than a month. It is still a bit of a joke to take the test of T university, and it is still a bit reluctant to take the E university." Song Han also wanted Ge Hua to try E University's self-enrollment, but she had experienced it herself, and she knew that it was too risky to prepare for ten subjects to be admitted to E University.What's more, the content of some language subject examinations is actually a bit out of touch with what they learned in high school. According to Ge Hua's language level, she does not have an advantage.

"It's very good for a child in province S to be able to take the T university." Lu Mengfei nodded, as if he recognized Song Han's matter.

The lunch was sweet and sour octopus, eight-treasure duck, stir-fried chicken feathers and borscht. It looked simple, but it actually took a lot of effort for Lu Mengfei to prepare.Song Han also knew that he had to work extra hard to eat this meal.

"Which company do you still work in?" Lu Mengfei's question made Song Han secretly straighten his back, "Yeah."

"You live in a house borrowed by the boss. It looks good, but it also needs to be paid back with work." Lu Mengfei didn't directly mention Song Han's going home to live in. It is her work literacy for many years to make indirect remarks.

"Yeah." Song Han was noncommittal.I feel that my mother talks more than usual today, which is a sign of deep talk.When she ate the soft and sticky corn, Lu Mengfei really hit the point of today, "You and... that child Fu Zhilan?"

Saying that they didn't break up, she had to say it.It's over, and I don't know what troubles will follow.Song Han chewed the corn slowly, staring blankly at the soup in the bowl.Take another bite, savor the taste, "Divide."

Looking up at the mother sitting opposite, she was also taken aback, her throat moved, "Well, that's good."

In fact, Songhan would like to thank his mother for mentioning Zhilan's matter during the quarrel, otherwise she would have been in trouble for a long time on this issue.Perhaps it was precisely because of removing this layer of window paper that Songhan gradually dared to say "no" to his mother directly.Maybe he was afraid that Lu Mengfei would worry about her feelings later, and would find Lao Li and Lao Zhang from his work unit to introduce outstanding men to her, Song Han made up his mind, "But mom... I still like girls."

Lu Mengfei didn't seem to hear clearly, and suddenly the chopsticks fell to the ground.

Song Han picked up the chopsticks, went back to the kitchen to wash and dry them, and handed them to his mother, "I mean, don't introduce boys to me. I'm not interested in men." Seeing his mother dumbfounded, Song Han slowed down, " In fact, you don't have to find a man, it's quite worry-free for two girls to be together."

Lu Mengfei mechanically put another mouthful of food into his mouth, and Lu Mengfei chewed for an unknown amount of time before swallowing, "You look like this...how do you ask me to explain to your grandpa and grandma? You want Kong Weitong and his family to watch the joke, right?"

I have long known that every time I eat, I will be unhappy.Lu Mengfei is not a person who pretends to be stupid all the time, and Song Han is also a daughter who is clever and counts with each passing day.Mother forced one step, she took two steps back.Once a week like a saw.When she is silent, the battle will automatically die down.

After sitting for a while, Songhan wiped his mouth, went to the refrigerator and took out the salted chicken and the corn on the ground, "I'm going first, Mom."

"You haven't answered me yet." Lu Songhan put down the bowl and chopsticks, turned his head and looked coldly at Songhan at the entrance.Gradually, she didn't know this daughter, and she always felt that there were many disguises in her heart. She couldn't figure it out, see clearly, and couldn't find out the truth.

"You didn't give birth to me for your grandparents, so you don't have to be responsible to them. In addition, you and Kong Weitong have been divorced for more than ten years. They have married a wife and had children happily. Wouldn't it be good to be strangers to their family? And Mom, live your own life It's not a competition, I don't care if they laugh or not, and I don't have time to laugh at others." Song Han sniffed, "The beans in the refrigerator have gone bad, don't eat them."

Song Han sat in a dessert shop outside the complex with food in his hand, and ordered a Bing Shuangpi Nai to calm down his anger. "Temporarily breaking up" for several days, Zhilan called directly, Song Han took a deep breath and answered, the other end paused for a few seconds, she asked, "Zhilan?"

"Yeah." Zhilan's voice trembled, "I'm back to England."

"So early?" Song Han blurted out, then fell silent, the two waited for themselves, Zhi Lan laughed, "I'm used to waking up early recently." The last time I sent a message was to tell Song Han that she should leave City H first and withdraw immediately Hou Songhan didn't reply either.Zhilan waited for several days, and finally made up her mind to make this call, "I know you are a person with a sense of ceremony, I don't know how you think about the 'temporary breakup' I mentioned last time?" relaxed gesture.

"Zhilan, did you leave homework for me? I have to figure out the answer myself and then check with you?" Song Han really thought about it a lot. separate.

"I'm sorry, but I don't know how to explain it to you. I know it was sudden." Zhi Lan took a sip of the wine at the head of the bed. After the operation, she didn't listen to the doctor's words, and started drinking again after recovering. "Because I think that although you have me in your eyes, you also have others. When you were in the gym, you looked at that kid more than you looked at me. On the morning of the breakup, you talked about the day's arrangement, work, and giving That child buys clothes... But, I’m not there. I feel a little tired.” Zhilan rubbed her scalp that was aching after a hangover, “Songhan, I’m not asking for responsibility, nor do I want any exchange. Because I have always been willing to you." So when you care about it, you don't have to blame others for not paying enough.

"It's me who should say I'm sorry, because I don't know how to explain it to you." Song Han tried his best to organize his words, "I've thought a lot, and I know myself better, I think..." Song Han understood Zhilan The phrase "how do you think about it" meant that she was just waiting for her own answer, Song Han suddenly had a sore nose, "You have always accommodated me, even this matter is waiting for my final decision, right?"

She wiped away her tears with a tissue, and Zhi Lan over there was also crying.This is the real breakup scene, always saying goodbye to each other with tears.

"I'm sorry, I don't think I'm suitable for love." Song Han first expressed his thoughts.

……

Within half a day of the official breakup, Songhan felt his heart was like thawed double skin milk, after shaking it, it moved tremblingly and then returned to its delicate original state.Song Han waited and worked for six hours in this relatively static state, efficiently writing out the operation plan of the rock climbing event that had dragged on for a week.After the group emails were sent, Zhilan's last sentence, "I'll start, you'll finish, it's fair" pierced deep into her heart, Song Han leaned back on the chair and closed her eyes, and the colleague at the next table noticed, "Song Han, are you uncomfortable?"

The way Song Han said "I'm fine" with tears all over his face may have frightened him, as well as Xiao Jiu.

The division made colleagues in the company worry about her. Song Han felt that he couldn't hold back his face. He waved his hands and blocked his nose and tears with a tissue. Song Han entered her office with such force that it was hard to break free, Song Han had no choice but to sit on her sofa and continue to pull the tissue, and still refused to let go, "I'm just... tired."

Xiao Jiu propped her neck and leaned against the chair and nodded appreciatively, "Yes, I'm tired of dating. Isn't it a few days apart? Touching the scene and falling in love?"

"It's about today..." Song Han blocked his nose, "T plus... T plus 100." It's like stock trading for delivery, there is T+0, or after 1 or 2 days, Song Han this The end of love dragged on for a full hundred days.When she thought her heart was like still water, a sudden wave roared from the center of the earth, and she couldn't hold back after work was over.

"It's okay, it's okay, just cry." Xiao Jiu just wanted to laugh, but she held back.

When Songhan's mood stabilized, she took a cup of hot tea, "I'll go back when my nose is not so red, it looks quite embarrassing."

Song Han agrees.He began to drink tea while sniffing again.

"Tell me, your little apprentice Ge Hua knows that Teacher Lu, whom I admire so much, looks like this, what expression will she have?" Xiao Jiu used to be a bad athlete when she was an athlete, and her eyes were shouting "number four" The kind of person who aimed at the second position and passed the last three, likes to make the opponent on the opposite side of the net pale with anger.

Song Han was choked, covered his nose and began to cough, Xiao Jiu smiled, "Come on, come on, wipe it clean, don't dare to cry when you think about it."

"That is to say, we just officially broke up today? Is it liquidation?" Xiao Jiu asked.

"Yeah." Song Han lowered his eyebrows, "She said she started, I ended, fairness..." After speaking of the last two words, Song Han began to feel wronged again, "It's not an exchange, why is there business everywhere?"

Xiao Jiu also took a sip of tea, raised Erlang's legs and shook her feet, "It's not a business either," she sighed, "It's a farewell to my past self."