old lily no spring

Different from Xiaojiu’s regular steak and broccoli, there are always six or seven dishes on the dinner table of Mr. Lu’s house, which are fried and steamed in thick oil and red sauce.Ge Hua knows how to cook and knows how much time and effort each meal takes.So every time I will be an altar envoy to sweep away the food.Lu Mengfei was surprised and delighted, "Xiao Ge, Auntie is most afraid of leftover food. It won't be fresh the next day, and it will be a waste to throw it away." Often after talking, he would give Ge the fruit that made the base for dinner. Draw a plate.

The overwhelming heat every night also made Ge Hua worry about her body fat problem.She tested on her mobile phone that the distance from Teacher Lu's house to Xiaojiu's house was about ten kilometers away, and she planned to walk five kilometers first and then run five kilometers back.But before that, she and Song Han would go to the playground of a nearby university to practice for more than an hour with the basketball in their arms.Song Han used to teach her basic movements, but now Ge Hua sometimes has to teach Song Han some tricks of movement.When Song Han dribbled for a layup, Ge Hua would jump up slightly and stretch his arms as if to block the shot, but Song Han would always let Song Han bypass her defense and succeed.

When you are tired from practicing, you can sit and rest on the grass next to the open-air basketball court, and you are not afraid of bugs and ants crawling over your calves.Patting and scratching, Song Han and her sometimes chat about college life, sometimes they don't talk.From the basement in Beijing, to Ge Village, and then to H City, Ge Hua felt that time passed too slowly.But when Song Han was around, he felt it was too fast.

Ever since I was a child, Gehua has never lived such a relaxed and happy life: being cared for and caressed by others with kindness.But she doesn't take everything for granted.On the rest day, she would help Xiao Jiu do a thorough cleaning, not even letting go of the sofa in the living room, and took out years of potato chip crumbs and some coins.In Songhan's house, Ge Hua has done everything from cobwebs and ash hidden in the ceiling, to toilet buttons, to cleaning air conditioner nets, to helping Lu Mengfei adjust the furniture.While being praised by Lu Mengfei for all kinds of auras, she heard Aunt Lu scolding her teacher Lu, "You move your legs and feet a bit? After talking about what you want to do for a few months, you still let Xiaoge do it?" Lu Songhan would often be in Change the position of the legs on the sofa, and continue to hold the ice cream box to eat her.

But Teacher Lu has done a lot for her.When she learned that Ge Hua didn't bring mosquito nets and other supplies, she never stopped delivering deliveries to Xiaojiu's house.The accommodation at the University of Science and Technology is notoriously poor among the colleges and universities in the city. Several dormitories share bathrooms without air-conditioning. Song Han thinks more carefully, "The bed must be very small, how sleepy are you?" Asking around Hou Songhan has already separately applied for a new bed for her.

Unlike at home, housework is self-consciousness formed after beating and scolding, and the family has no warm moments of jokes.If there is a joke, it is the parents who are teasing Erkang.In Lu's house, Ge Hua gradually got to know the personalities of the mother and daughter, and got involved in their dinner jokes.

Aunt Lu looked serious when she was not smiling, just like Song Han in the classroom, but she would unnaturally reveal the temperament of a little girl.At that time, the roles of her and Song Han were reversed, the daughter was like the mother, and the mother was like the daughter.It was hard for Ge Hua to imagine that he and his mother would tear each other down like a joke.But when Aunt Lu and Song Han talked about a person, the mood would be low, "Kong Weitong."

At noon on August 21st, it was rare for Lu Songhan to greet Ge Hua in advance, "My mother can't make dinner today, so she told us to solve it by ourselves." Ge Hua was so excited by the words "we two".

Song Han also rushed back after pushing the company dinner on Friday. Ge Hua was unique in the subway station full of people during the peak period. Song Han saw her immediately when she got out of the station. After trotting over, the two walked side by side to eat underground. Street foraging.Neither of them can eat spicy food, and they have nothing to do with snacks like Huajiafen hot and sour noodles. Songhan bought two puffs, "I have to eat something sweet today." In front of the screen, emotions will gradually not be concealed.

Ge Hua held another puff to accompany her on a aimless shopping trip, and when Song Han finished eating one puff, she handed it over again, "Would it be better to eat another one?"

"No." Song Han felt his tone was a little coquettish, and cleared his throat, "This is for you."

It's a pity that Ge Hua grabbed hold of that ending, and she secretly smiled while rubbing her feverish ears. "Okay." When she reached the end of the food street, Ge Hua saw an open-air cafe outside the exit, and she asked Song Han, "Would you like to sit there?"

Song Han was a little irritable today, and he couldn't make up his mind what to eat.Ge Hua lowered her head, bent her little finger, and touched Song Han's palm, "Mr. Lu, what can I do for you?" She didn't know where Song Han's troubles came from, maybe it was because of the man named Kong Weitong. Men, maybe work, maybe school.

The touched palm pressed against her skirt, Song Han sighed, "This is not something that can be helped."

She accepted Ge Hua's suggestion and found a place to sit face to face with her at the open-air cafe, ordered a large plate of pasta for the children, and ordered a bottle of beer for herself.Since this habit of using alcohol to relieve worries was exposed in front of the mother, the mother and daughter sometimes drink two bottles of each other during supper.As a result, Lu Mengfei gained five catties and Song Han gained three catties.

"My mother can't cook today because she went to see my father in the detention center." Song Han rejected her mother's invitation and was unwilling to accompany her.After drinking half a glass, she opened the emotional door from the sense of ritual, "My father may be sentenced to prison in the future because of suspected abuse of power and economic crimes." About Lu Mengfei's stupidity of selling a house for love, finally in Song Han's grandparents ceased under intervention.Lu Mengfei does not need to rent a house, and Songhan avoids being homeless.

"My mother is quite stupid. She can't let go of my father after all these years. This incident makes me very sad. It's in my heart, and it's very sad when I think about it." Song Han looked at Ge Hua's focused eyes illuminated by the advertising lights, " My mother acted as if this had never happened, she still cared about me very much, and sometimes we would watch movies and TV shows together at night and chat. But she didn't apologize to me." Song Han felt aggrieved, "Ge Hua, You said, should she apologize to me?" She didn't put her daughter's life and psychology before that man, and Song Han almost lost her home.

"She asked me to accompany her to see my father today. I said that if Kong Weitong mentioned two of our mother and daughter in ten sentences, I would lose. My mother said that I am a villain, and that my father has reached this point." It’s pointless to mention it.” Song Han smiled wryly, “She still wants to hear a few words from my father’s truth.” She imitated the provincial dialect and said this sentence, but Ge Hua didn’t smile.She heard Lu Songhan's loneliness, the panic about the precariousness of his "family", and the complaint and disappointment towards his mother.She has been hiding it very well, and it turns out that she has been troubled by this all the time.

Ge Hua was also lonely once, and when she became sensible, she often thought about why she was born in that family.When I was young, the love of my parents was a luxury. After [-]% of it was given to Erkang, the remaining [-]% of the three sisters would enjoy it even if they got it.When he was older, Ge Hua refused one-third of the points, and he seemed indifferent even when he was scolded and beaten, because he begged from them when he cried for his mother and called for pain: "Why don't you look at me more, why don't you pay more attention?" Love me a little more?" But no matter how lonely she was, she once thought that with the eldest sister Yanzi and Ziwei, how much the three sisters could rely on each other.But Teacher Lu's loneliness is different from hers. She has no sisters, and her father doesn't care about her after remarriage.After her mother divorced, it seemed that her attention and hopes were poured into her.But in his heart, Teacher Lu is still fighting with his father for his mother.

The family relationship of an only child is no simpler than that of a family with many children like hers.Ge Hua's problem is that "a bowl of water is not fair" to his children, and Ke Songhan's rival is his biological father.

Calling the waiter to bring two more bottles of beer, Songhan looked at the degree, "8 degrees? I have improved my drinking capacity recently."

"I don't know if Auntie should apologize to you." Ge Hua pinched the fork, "Because she gave birth to you and raised you..." Even so, Ge Hua felt that there was something wrong with these words.It is natural for a mother to love her children, and it is also natural for a mother to love her man. "I can't figure it out either." Ge Hua frowned and struggled for a while.It's too complicated, and many things seem to be able to make sense by saying "should not" or "it's just like this".However, when two things of different nature are compared together, it is difficult to define. The importance of mother-daughter affection and love between men and women is very important.

Song Han laughed, "Yeah, it's hard for you, my mother can hardly answer this question." There are more questions, and Song Han is also troubled by them, such as the desire she can see and the desire she can't see. How to choose between the future?And how to balance the persistence of "long-term relationship" and the risk of obeying the heart?You have to think clearly about everything, and do it safely and securely. This is the safe sustenance of ordinary people in the mediocre world.

Treat the person you like a little better, and a little more, and the grievance of not being able to get it will hurt your heart a little more.Song Han likes to get along with Ge Hua, she is as precocious as 28, and her eyes are full of sincerity.She doesn't go beyond the distance, so Songhan concluded that this child will not confess his love foolishly and impulsively like his previous self.Ge Hua was so reassuring, she looked at the girl's wet eyes, and reached out to touch that cheek, "You are so kind." Her fingertips immediately retracted and dried up, Song Han looked at her hand awkwardly, "It's over, I don't listen when I drink too much."

"I'll take you home if you drink too much." Didn't she recite the last time she was drunk?Ge Hua leaned forward and looked at Song Han, "You are the best." After Song Han appeared in her heart, Ge Hua's loneliness gradually subsided.Her world rapidly enlarged and brightened from Gecun, and now it was raining warmly, and Song Han shone dazzlingly in front of her.

"How does sister Xiaojiu treat you...?" Song Han wanted to bite his tongue, and clearly uttered the question that had settled in his mind for many days.She breathed a sigh of relief, "What do you think of her?"

The girl in front of her was puzzled, "It's fine, she's fine too."

The word "also" cannot be used lightly.It means juxtaposition and equal treatment without special treatment.Song Han stared at Ge Hua, and reached out to pat her on the head, "You also play ball with her often? Or drink? Or something?"

"She sometimes drinks at night, and I only eat." Ge Hua looked at Song Han's pink cheeks and smiled, and the beer foam on her lips, Ge Hua swallowed, "I only hope you often play with you .”