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"Ruirui, shall we stay together like this for the rest of our lives?"

"In this way, if you want to kiss me in the future, you can always kiss me..."

Lin Zhi's eyes were astonishingly bright in the dark, and in just such a short moment he had already figured out the life after he and Xu Rui became partners in the future.

A completely different life from Tao Yiying and Lin Qinsheng.

Originally kissing in Lin Zhi's heart for many years, the symbols composed of infidelity, promiscuity and absurdity were completely changed by Xu Rui's simple kiss.

He thought that he definitely didn't want to let Xu Rui get married and leave his side in the future, so he should fill in the vacant position of Xu Rui's partner.

Who else would be more suitable than him, I'm afraid there will be no second person in this world who has worked so hard for Xu Rui like him.

That night, Lin Zhi chatted endlessly with Xu Rui about their future lives, and even talked about which city to get a certificate after graduating from university. Xu Rui, who was totally unable to respond to him, uttered many inexperienced love languages.

He thought that he would soon be familiar with these words to make Xu Rui happy, instead of using some expensive toys to make Xu Rui happy like when he was a child.

When Lin Zhi sang the one-man show that no one responded until midnight, he seemed to have finally stopped his own excitement. Some belatedly, he touched Xu Rui's body lightly. Xu Rui's breathing had become very even. , and the body remained motionless.

He didn't know when he fell asleep.

Lin Zhi slowly turned his head to look at Xu Rui's face sleeping soundly in the dark, then Lin Zhi was silent for a while and suddenly laughed again, he muttered: "What a dumb dumb who doesn't understand style."

After that day, Lin's pheasant's life has undergone some slight changes. Except that Xu Rui sometimes has an extra kiss with Lin's pheasant, there is no other difference.

However, Lin Pheasant has completely changed his image of not being keen on social activities in the class in the past. He didn't have much contact with the rich children in the class, holding a polite and alienated attitude, but during this time, they The frequency of contacts began to increase, and Xu Rui even followed Lin Zhi to the gatherings of the rich second generation who love to play crazy and love to play a few times.

But after only going there once, Lin Zhi was unwilling to take Xu Rui there again, but only that one time had already allowed Xu Rui to see many trick games that he couldn't understand.

But he didn't have any objection to Lin Zhi no longer willing to take him to this kind of party, because it was fresh but it was really noisy, Xu Rui himself couldn't talk, and Lin Zhi and him He doesn't talk much when getting along, and most of the time his world is relatively barren, boring and quiet compared to his peers.

He has been used to this kind of life for many years.

Although the frequency of Lin's pheasant interacting with him suddenly increased during this period of time, he didn't take it seriously. Over the years, Lin's pheasant hadn't changed his volatile temper, so Lin's pheasant was abnormal In Rui's world, everything is rationalized.

At the end of the semester, Xu Rui won an award for his work in an art competition. Lin Zhi invited Zheng Yan and Tao Chenyi to celebrate Xu Rui that day.

Xu Rui was very happy that day, touched the medal he got many times, and finally put it in the box in the next room.

Tao Chenyi took advantage of Xu Rui to put up medals in the next room after dinner, and chatted with Lin Zhi in the study. He absently took out the books on the bookshelf, and then said: "The main judge of the jury that Xu Rui sent the painting to It's Zheng Yan's teacher, and the biggest sponsor of this competition is Lin's... You are really more and more able to make children happy...

This remark immediately offended Lin Zhi, he frowned and said, "Xu Rui has been painting for many years, and it was taught by Zheng Yan, so don't say such things."

After saying this sentence, Lin Zhi didn't know what he thought of, and added: "And he is no longer a child."

Seeing Lin Zhi's obviously displeased face, Tao Chenyi sighed, and then put the book in his hand that had only been opened twice back on the bookshelf.

He seemed to be a little helpless and said: "OK... I said something wrong, can't I?"

At that time, Tao Chen thought that just according to Lin Zhifei’s idea and Xu Rui’s persistent efforts and passion for painting for so many years, Xu Rui should go to an art school when he was in college, just like Zheng Yan did back then. , or simply go directly to Zheng Yan's university.

But after a long time, when he recalled this incident on this day, he suddenly realized that although Xu Rui won the No. In Pheasant's plan at the time, it was actually more of a comforting souvenir.

The atmosphere in the class has obviously changed, but nearly two-thirds of the students in Lin Zhi and Xu Rui's small class did not take the college entrance examination, including Xu Rui and Lin Zhi.

Xu Rui's mood is still easily driven by the atmosphere, and he inevitably feels a little nervous, but more of it is his expectation of college life.

At night, Lin Zhi began to give him homework, which made him feel a little sleepy during the break of the big self-study the next day. He heard some movement when he was resting on the table.

He originally thought that Lin Zhi, who had just been called away by the class teacher, had returned, so he didn't raise his head from the table, but he soon realized that something was wrong. It was a strange smell approaching, and he slowly raised his head With a dizzy head, he saw a girl in the class standing in front of his desk.

The girl's seat is at the back of the classroom. She has long black hair tied up by a black hair rope. She is not very outstanding and beautiful, but she is a very attractive type, and her personality is Very quiet, always sitting alone in a seat with headphones on to write questions.

Xu Rui raised his eyes to look at the girl's flushed cheeks, and then lowered his head to see a pink letter on his elbow. When he retracted his arm, he accidentally knocked the letter on the It was on the ground, he immediately looked at the girl apologetically, then bent down quickly to pick up the letter that fell on the ground, he patted the dust that was hardly visible on it, and put it away. In the drawer of the pheasant.

After he finished all this, as if he had finally settled the girl's mind, he showed the girl a gentle and apologetic smile.

Unexpectedly, the girl's face turned redder immediately, and she said to Xu Rui in a small voice: "Wrong, it's for...you...

At the end of his high school career, Xu Rui finally received his first love letter in his life.

When Lin Zhi came back, he saw Xu Rui sleeping on his stomach on the table in the same posture as when he left. The breeze blew in from the window, and Xu Rui's soft hair shook slightly twice.

Xu Rui began to have his own secrets. He hid the love letter that the girl wrote to him. Although Lin Zhi had many people who would not come to snatch him away, he seemed to be an opponent cultivated by living beside Lin Zhi for a long time. Lin's pheasant's natural sense of vigilance made him make such a decision.

Xu Rui read the letter carefully in a corner where Lin Zhi was not present, and he knew that the girl's name was Lu Xinyuan.

Xu Rui has undergone some changes after reading the letter that made people feel a little blushing. Shy, and from the beginning until now, few people approached him actively. In addition, Lin Zhi now has many new friends of his own and is busy with socializing. Xu Rui feels even more lonely in his life.

He began to notice that Lu Xinyuan became more and more obvious in his field of vision, and he always looked at her unconsciously. It was strange that Lu Xinyuan didn't have a strong sense of presence in the class before, and Xu Rui, who had been living in a narrow world, I can't even see her, and I don't even know her name after three years, but now it's different, Xu Rui can recognize her handwriting, and her face is gradually clear in Xu Rui's mind. He also knows that Lu Xinyuan is a Left-handed, this is his new discovery when he secretly watched her recently.

Xu Rui once again recalled the romance movie he watched in the cinema that day.

It wasn't until Xu Rui went to the bathroom alone during the evening self-study get out of class, and when he casually looked down in front of the bathroom window, he saw the young couple kissing in the grove downstairs, he couldn't help poking his head out, wanting to see Look more carefully.

When Xu Rui left the toilet and returned to the classroom, Xu Rui had just stepped into the door when he saw Lu Xinyuan meet his eyes, and the two quickly avoided each other's eyes at the same time.

But Xu Rui knew clearly that she was also peeking at herself often.

Xu Rui, who finally began to realize that something was wrong, stopped making lip-to-lip intimacy with Lin Zhi very enthusiastically. This abnormal behavior did not offend Lin Zhi, who was surprisingly good-tempered recently, and he even had patience. I came to ask Xu Rui if he was angry, because I had recently neglected him and said a lot of words to comfort Xu Rui.

Xu Rui frowned and listened worriedly. Then when Lin Zhi was not around, he ran into the school library and stayed in it for a whole night of self-study.

He didn't notice the passage of time when he was flipping through those books. He kept flipping through many story novels, including some famous works. The description of the kiss.

Lin Zhi has a very serious psychological aversion to the relationship between men and women, and Xu Rui has never pestered anyone to read him any fairy tales since he was a child, and he is not very interested in reading books when he grows up. His control was too conservative and strict, so at the beginning he didn't think there was anything wrong with two men kissing each other.

Xu Rui thought at this time, maybe Lin Zhi didn't know much about these things, he needed to tell Lin Zhi his newly acquired knowledge, and then let Lin Zhi only kiss girls in the future.

When Lin Zhi, who found Xu Rui in the library that night, came to the corner of the bookshelf in front of Xu Rui, who was sitting on a small bench, he was still out of breath.

He finally pulled his face down at Xu Rui, and said in a cold voice: "Why did you leave so suddenly without telling me, I had someone adjust the video recording to find you here."

Xu Rui closed the book, and was dragged by Lin Zhi to stride out of the library without saying a word.

He actually wanted to tell Lin Zhi that he was the one who left first, and he only left when he saw that Lin Zhi was not in his seat.

But he also thought that he would not be able to kiss Lin Zhi soon, recalling the happy appearance of the first time they kissed Lin Zhi that day, his mood suddenly became very complicated, wondering if Lin Zhi would be happy after knowing such a thing feel unhappy.

Even though Xu Rui is now seventeen or eighteen years old and is a big boy, Lin Zhi's heart still tightened when he returned to the classroom and saw the empty seats and went to the toilet but couldn't find anyone. Xu Rui, who was behind him, got into the car at home, and saw Xu Rui still staring at the street outside the car window.

Lin Zhi couldn't help but recall the first time he saw him in the school library, the picture of Xu Rui curling up his long legs and reading a book on a small bench, looking very obedient and quiet.

This seemed to be Xu Rui's new special ability. Lin Zhi should have been angry, but those extremely negative emotions were swallowed up by the quiet Xu Rui for some reason.

After Xu Rui "disappeared" once, Lin Zhi finally gave Xu Rui a mobile phone the next night.

Poor Xu Rui only touched his mobile phone at this age, and was completely confused by the colorful world displayed on the mobile phone for a while.

I would watch some short videos until late at night, and added Tao Chenyi and Zheng Yan after I had my own WeChat account, but because Lin Zhi said that he didn't know Lin Qi's contact information, Xu Rui didn't add Lin Qi's friends , but thinking about it carefully, Lin Qi never appeared in front of Xu Rui since his birthday that year.

Xu Rui, who got a mobile phone for the first time, was completely addicted to the entertainment brought by the mobile phone. He often shared some interesting videos and jokes with his friends on WeChat.

But Tao Chenyi and Zheng Yan were patient at the beginning, but after Xu Rui posted a lot, they didn't reply much to Xu Rui.

Only Lin Zhi would carefully read the content that Xu Rui shared with him every time, and would reply to each of them.

So Xu Rui and Lin Zhi tirelessly sent many "harassing text messages" sign language is not used much with Lin Zhi.

Then one night before going to bed, he sent Lin Zhi good night.

Lin Zhi was about to fall asleep on the other side, and the phone was silent. Xu Rui kicked Lin Zhi's knee without getting a response, urging him.

Lin Zhi had no choice but to take out his phone, only to find that Xu Rui's "Good night ~" was suddenly withdrawn, and after a while, he sent another "Good night."

It seems that putting a "~" after "good night" is something that hurts Xu Rui's masculinity. He has been very concerned about this since Zheng Yan mentioned that word to him.

Lin Zhi also replied with "good night" and added a kiss expression.

But Xu Rui, who loves to reply with a kissing expression, did not reply. At this time, Lin Zhi didn't notice anything wrong, but before closing his eyes, he said to Xu Rui: "Go to sleep quickly, don't keep watching, it's been a long time Not good for eyes."