Become a master of painting cakes in abusive essays

April is considered the rainy season, and it also includes Qingming.

The ancients said that during the Qingming Festival, there are many rains, and the pedestrians on the road want to die.

And in the Qingming Festival of City H, after the storm, the bauhinia flowers fell all over the ground, like a fairyland on earth.

On the road, I can always see many young ladies on the side of the road, wearing all kinds of beautiful clothes, holding flower umbrellas, and taking pictures in the colorful flowers.

The Shang family is very busy, but during the Qingming Festival, the Bian family has Bian's mother, so they celebrate all kinds of festivals with great ceremony.

Tonight she asked Bian Yingning to call Shang Qinghui to come home for dinner.

So Bian Yingning took Shang Qinghui home after work.

While waiting for a red light on the road, Bian Yingning saw the magnificent scenery on the side of the road, and couldn't help but ask, "Shall we take two pictures too?"

Shang Qinghui leaned on her shoulder and swiped her phone, and when she heard her words, she glanced out of the car with a lack of interest: "Do you know where caterpillars like to stay?"

Bian Yingning: "..."

She didn't know and didn't want to know.

Shang Qinghui didn't ask her to reply, and continued to look at his phone.

Bian Yingning was curious about what she was watching so fascinated, so she also leaned over.

There is a search interface on the phone, and there is a line of search terms hanging on the top: "Is there anything I need to pay attention to when I go to my partner's house for dinner on Qingming Festival?"

Shang Qinghui searched, probably didn't find the result he wanted, and changed a few words: "Why did the object's mother ask me to go to her house for dinner on Qingming Festival?"

#What if the object's mother knows about our relationship and asks me to leave with money?

#Object mother treated me very well at first, but will her attitude change after knowing that I fucked her daughter?

Bian Yingning: "..."

What should I do if my girlfriend seems a bit stupid.

She was just about to ask Shang Qinghui how she could tell that her mother didn't like her, but suddenly she thought of their guess that they were fashionable in France.

...Forget it, let her realize it by herself.

When he arrived at Bian's house, Bian's mother's attitude towards Shang Qinghui was the same as before, still enthusiastic, as if she was his own.

Under her enthusiasm, Shang Qinghui seemed a little terrified and at a loss.

Bian Yingning looked amused.

People who are usually not afraid of the sky and the earth are starting to shrink back.It's like engaging in some underground war, for fear that Bian's mother will find out the relationship between the two.

Bian Yingning handed her water, and Shang Qinghui politely said thank you.

When Bian Yingning served her food, she stomped on her under the table and gave her a sidelong glance.

Bian Yingning said to take her to play in her room, and she remained motionless as if her butt had taken root on the sofa in the living room.

Bian Yingning sat a little closer to her, and she pushed him to the other end of the sofa.

It happened that Bian's mother came out from the kitchen with fruit, and she was startled when she saw this scene.

Later, when Shang Qinghui was going to the bathroom, she asked Bian Yingning: "What's the matter with you and Anhui? Are you having trouble?"

Bian Yingning: "...No."

It's just that she is too stupid.

Thinking of Bian Yingning, her face was speechless.

Bian's mother mistakenly thought that she had something to hide. Looking at the complicated expressions on her daughter's face, she frowned and sighed secretly. After all, she had to rely on her as a mother.

After Shang Qinghui came out, she asked someone to go with her to the greenhouse behind, and picked some flowers to put in the vase.

Upon hearing this, Shang Qinghui looked at Bian Yingning for help.

Come, come, she knew that Bian Yingning, an idiot, had done so many intimate gestures, who couldn't see the relationship between them, Bian's mother would definitely tell her to fuck off again now.

He was kind to her at first because he thought that she would not get back together with Bian Yingning if she lost her memory.

She didn't mention it to prevent herself from remembering it. Now if she knows that they are "repeating the same mistakes", it is difficult to guarantee that she will not turn her face.

What should she do, holding her thigh and crying, saying that she and Bian Yingning really love each other?

It doesn't fit her personality.

Shang Qinghui thought a lot in a mess of divergent thinking.

Bian Yingning received her little look, but before she could speak, Mother Bian said first, "Xiao Li from the company seems to be looking for you for something. He's in a hurry. Go and call him back."

In the greenhouse, Shang Qinghui pursed her lips and followed Mother Bian.

Bian's mother didn't directly get to the point with her, but instead asked with concern: "Fenhui, I heard you are good at dancing?"

Various speculations flashed through Shang Qinghui's mind - did she seal her dance path if she didn't leave her daughter?

"One, it's just so-so."

Bian's mother looked back at her disapprovingly. Before Shang Qing's heart had cooled down, she heard Bian's mother say, "What's the matter, our family's Anhui is the most powerful little girl in the world."

Shang Qinghui blushed: "No...not anymore."

What kind of tactic is this, Huairou tactic?

so shy.

"Recently, the national team seems to be looking for someone. If you are interested, you can also sign up and try. I will get you the registration form later."

"Application form?" Shang Qinghui was taken aback, wondering how Bian's mother would have such a thing.

"Yes, I went out to play with my sister a few days ago. She accidentally mentioned it. I thought of you and asked her for a copy. I just don't know if you have any plans."

Of course, Shang Qinghui nodded her elder's heart.

Mother Bian smiled happily when she saw this, but Shang Qinghui became more and more confused.

"Are you and Ningning having trouble?" Mother Bian finally asked.

No. "Shang Qinghui subconsciously replied in a daze.

"No, I don't think you two are very strange today."

Shang Qingfen didn't know how to answer.

"If there is anything wrong, you must tell auntie, and auntie will teach her a lesson for you."

Shang Qinghui couldn't help looking at Mother Bian.

Mother Bian looked softly, and said softly, "Auntie likes you very much, and wants to play with you every day, but you haven't come here much recently."

Since she was wondering whether she had sex with Bian Yingning before, she really didn't come to Bian's house very often because of her guilty conscience.

"After thinking about it, I can only find a reason to call you here. Don't think it's strange to call you to eat at home on Qingming Festival."

Shang Qinghui smiled sweetly: "No, auntie, it's just that I have to go to school now, so I don't have that freedom. If I knew you thought so much, I would definitely come to your house every day to eat."

"Okay, come and play more... If you have time, make an appointment with your parents, our two families, and have a good meal."

Shang Qingfen understood the meaning of this sentence.

This is a meeting between the parents of both parties.

……

In the middle of the night, Shang Qinghui secretly took out a notebook under the quilt, and crossed out a certain record on it.

Bian Yingning's family all liked her, even if she had that kind of relationship with Bian Yingning, they still liked her.

It's such a good feeling to be accepted and aboveboard.

……

After receiving the registration form sent by Mother Bian, Shang Qinghui filled in the registration information seriously.

She likes to dance and would like to try it if she can.She can't live her whole life just relying on her identity as Miss Shang's family.

For any decision made by Bian Yingning, apart from supporting her, she simply waved her hand: "Yes".

After registering, Shang Qinghui will start preparing for the selection exam.

But for a while she didn't know what to do.

In the end, I had to open the closet of the open dance clothes to see if I could find some inspiration.

Just as he opened the door of the cloakroom, his cell phone rang. It was Bian Yingning's call.

"Boy! Do you know what day it is today!" As soon as the phone was connected, Bian Yingning's excited words came, and she could feel her excitement through the phone.

Shang Qingfen was thinking while wandering into the cloakroom.

today?

Valentine's Day?No, the last day they went to the amusement park seemed to be the same.

"You love my life?" Shang Qinghui answered casually after thinking about it.

Bian Yingning on the phone was silent for a moment, and then exclaimed: "That's right! It's the day when we fell in love for [-] days!"

Shang Qingfen was taken aback.

They have been together for a hundred days?

"Is it only a hundred days?" It feels like a long time.

"Hmph, it's indeed just a hundred days."

Bian Yingning on the other side of the phone was in high spirits: "You can come to this restaurant on Caiyuan Road for dinner later, I'm here now, I'm going to cook a meal for you myself, and then I have a surprise for you!"

Bian Yingning's tone still contained some traces of love that Shang Qinghui could feel without saying it out loud.

The restaurant on Caiyuan Road is very close to their school, and it is owned by Bian's family. The two of them have eaten there many times, and Shang Qinghui also likes the chef's skills of that restaurant.

Shang Qinghui knows that Bian Yingning's cooking skills are very good, but she seldom tastes it seriously. She is too busy every day, and all kinds of things make her unable to do so.

"Surprise?" Shang Qinghui bit her lower lip slightly, and asked hesitantly, "Are you planning to propose to me?"

This possibility is unlikely, and the two of them haven't thought about it so far, but Shang Qinghui just wanted to make fun of Bian Yingning.

Bian Yingning smiled lightly on the other end: "Yes, don't be afraid to come when the time comes."

"By the way, Manager Chen," Shang Qinghui heard Bian Yingning call out to someone over there, "I'll tell you, today's consumption will be [-]% off."

Hearing this, Shang Qinghui frowned, what did this prodigal girl want to do.

"Why such a low discount?"

"Because we want to fly together!" Bian Yingning said confidently.

Shang Qinghui: "..."

"You think there's too much money, don't you?"

Bian Yingning was still thinking about it, but Shang Qinghui had already opened the closet.

This white dress was what she used to wear in pas de deux.

This cool navel-baring vest was worn when she danced Korean dances.

This skirt with long sleeves... Shang Qinghui took out a white skirt.

As the dance dress was pulled out by her little by little, and the wide sleeves fell to the ground, her heart suddenly jumped violently.

It all happened so fast, I was caught off guard.

There were many sporadic images of her wearing this dress and practicing in the dance studio every day in Shang Qinghui's mind.

This is her training suit.

However, she couldn't remember what competition she went to participate in after practice.

In the end something was forgotten by her.

She went to the hospital where she lived after she narrowly escaped death, and the doctor showed various certificates, saying that after testing, she had no possibility of losing her memory, her brain nerves were not damaged, and she was in good health.

But is that feeling fake?

Shang Qinghui didn't want to pass by again, she desperately grasped the feeling in her mind that something was tightly suppressed but trying to poke her head out.

Something is about to come out, but there is another invisible film tightly wrapped and blocked.

She struggled, she was furious, she wanted to break free, to breathe, to...

"Why aren't you talking?" Bian Yingning suddenly asked without hearing her answer.

However, after hearing her voice, Shang Qinghui's heart beat even more violently, so violently that it seemed as if her heart would pop out of her mouth as soon as she opened her mouth.

Her whole body turned into a drum, and every word Bian Yingning said was like a strong man holding a drumstick and hitting her with all his strength.

"..."

Shang Qinghui opened his mouth, but couldn't utter a single word, his hands lost strength instantly, the phone slipped from his palm, and fell heavily on the ground.

She couldn't bear it any longer and knelt and sat down with slipping and falling. She leaned against the cabinet door so as not to fall to the ground.

The mobile phone works very well, and the call was not interrupted even if it fell to the ground. Bian Yingning anxiously called her name on the other end.

Even though her voice was so weak, she felt that every word was extremely clear to her ears.

It's like Tang Seng's magic spell, and she is the monkey wearing the magic spell.

The headache was about to split, and the whole person seemed to be grasped in the palm of someone's palm, tightening and squeezing fiercely.

All kinds of countless pictures flashed through her mind quickly, like a movie at the highest speed, she jumped over it before even capturing it.

Shang Qinghui didn't know what was wrong with her, but she wanted to save herself.

She gathered all her strength and slapped herself with all her strength.

Raise your hand, exert your strength, and throw it out.

Where did she have the strength, a small slap to slap a mosquito touched her face so lightly.

Shang Qinghui, however, heard a huge slap in his mind.

My own actions coincide with a certain picture in my mind.

Seeing herself, she slapped her anxiously and angrily, causing the person opposite her to turn her head.

"Bian Yingning..."

A line of tears dripped down her cheeks, just like the tears she had suffocated after she slapped Bian Yingning back then, and they burst at this moment.

Shang Qinghui's eyes were dim with tears, she sat on the ground and moved to the side of the square platform in the middle of the cloakroom in a panic.

She was so anxious that she crawled and moved.

Turning on a hidden compartment switch under the square platform, a simple blue velvet box lay there quietly.

Tears are pearls with broken strings, falling down one after another.

Shang Qinghui crawled and took out the box.

She trembled, trying to open it.

But his hands were shaking so badly that he didn't open it after several times.

She whimpered, took a deep breath, and then slowly opened the box.

A set of black and white intertwined sleeve dance clothes with freehand ink landscape paintings lay quietly inside.

At the moment when he saw clearly what was inside, Shang Qinghui couldn't hold on any longer, his whole body seemed to be squeezed out from the edge of a shredding knife, his whole body seemed to have been scraped off.

She couldn't bear the load of information gushing out of her mind, her body softened and she fell to the ground.

She has found the truth.

……

A woman who was so elegant that she didn't look like a mortal jumped up lightly, flicked her sleeves, the ribbon around her waist fluttered, her skirts were layered, and when she landed, she stepped on the ground barefoot.

The cumbersome and delicate decorations are worn on her thin and white insteps, and if there is good suet, they are cherished and protected.

Two silver rings wrapped in lake-green silk spun around her ankles, everything was too beautiful to be painted.

This is the scene where she performed after practicing the sleeve dance every day.

The next moment, among the tens of thousands of people in the audience, she met a pair of phoenix eyes.

When Shang Qinghui slowly opened his eyes, he didn't know what night it was, and he was completely ignorant.

Someone asked her softly, but she didn't hear clearly, or rather, she didn't want to hear clearly.

She remembers a lot.

Not only this life... but also, the last life.

"sorry Sorry sorry……"

"what?"

Bian Yingning, who was pale and kept guarding the bed, finally waited until Shang Qinghui woke up. She rang the bell frenziedly to call the doctor, and then went to ask Shang Qinghui softly.

I only saw her lips moving slightly, but didn't know what to say.

Bian Yingning leaned closer and listened intently.

"Sorry……"

Bian Yingning's nose suddenly soured.

"Who are you sorry for, what are you sorry for, you haven't sorry anyone!"

Shang Qinghui's eyes were a little empty, as if he hadn't heard Bian Yingning's words at all, and was completely immersed in his own world and couldn't extricate himself.

Bian Yingning's dry and flaky lips were printed on Shang Qinghui's, and her red lips murmured: "You didn't apologize to anyone."

Everything she did was voluntary, she didn't need her to feel guilty, she didn't need her to blame herself for it.

……

"Is Qingfen still in this state?" Mother Bian squeezed the hand of Shang Qingfen who was sitting by the window basking in the sun.

Shang Qingfen was wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown, her face was a little pale, and her chubby face was a little thinner.There was no expression on his face, and he looked out of the window dumbly, without blinking his eyes.

Bian Yingning nodded, and when her eyes fell on Shang Qinghui, her eyes were obscure and distressed.

It's been a week.

Ever since she called her that day to celebrate their [-]th day together, it was as if her soul had been taken out of her, leaving only her body.

That day she was still chatting with her about what to prepare for the candlelight dinner, she didn't hear Shang Qinghui's voice, so she called out a few times.

Then there was only the sound of falling objects, followed by some small friction sounds and a whimper, and she heard nothing else.

Without stopping, Bian Yingning called Shang's family and told them to go to Shang Qinghui's room, while rushing from the restaurant to Shang's house.

Later, Shang Qinghui was sent to the hospital.

The doctor said that her brain cells were very active, as if she was doing something, which may be the reason for her abnormal behavior now.

Bian Yingning thought, maybe she is merging the memories of two lifetimes.

"She will be fine." Bian Yingning said.

I don't know who to tell.

"Why don't you go to a nearby restaurant and cook some food, she may want to eat what you cook." Mother Bian sighed in her heart and suggested.

With Bian's mother watching her, Bian Yingning felt relieved.

Thinking of a restaurant nearby and the candlelight dinner they didn't have that day, Bian Yingning nodded and got up to go out.

The door was closed, and Shang Qinghui lightly moved her fingers on her lap.

Mother Bian felt it, squeezed her hand again, gathered her hands into her palm, and warmed her hand with her own.

"Fenhui, if you have any unhappy things, just tell them. You are a very good girl. Don't worry about things, okay?"

Mother Bian didn't care whether Shang Qinghui responded or not, and chatted with her on her own.

There is no specific topic, just say what comes to mind.

"It's funny, I used to think about what kind of partner my family Yingning would find. After thinking about it, I think her personality is probably going to die alone."

"I'm not saying she's a bad person, but I always think she's very cool, she's a child who has her own ideas and knows what she wants.

I can't think of anyone she will treat unconditionally well. After so many years, only one Can Er has been closer to her. "

"Later, I found you.

To be honest, I was very scared at first, how could you two be together, but slowly, I realized how ridiculous my thoughts are..."

"It's her blessing and mine to be with you."

Shang Qinghui, who was looking out the window, blinked, then she turned her head and looked at Mother Bian.

Mother Bian was taken aback by her.

"My darling, why are you crying? Why are you crying?" Bian's mother put her arms around her and let her lean in her arms, like all mothers in the world comforting their children, gently patted her on the back.

"A... Auntie..." With an extremely dry voice, it was almost impossible to hear what was said.

This was the first time Shang Qinghui spoke in a week.

"Hey! Auntie is here!" Mother Bian replied seriously.

It's different, everything has become different, her days of humiliation and solitude are gone.

She was so remorseful that she wished she could kill herself. The days when she had nothing and killed... all went with the wind.

What is placed in front of her now is a warm, warm, sunny and smooth journey full of love.

Like a migratory bird wandering outside for a long time, Shang Qinghui finally returned to her beloved and warm south.

The sunlight outside the window came in, it was golden, and it fell on them, shining brightly.

What interrupted such a warm scene was Bian's mother's cell phone ringing hastily.

She patted Shang Qinghui apologetically, took out her mobile phone, and wanted to hang up, but when she saw that it was Father Bian's call, she did not avoid Shang Qinghui, and answered it directly.

"Hey?"

……

Shang Qinghui stumbled and ran out of the hospital gate, without looking for it, a restaurant not far from the intersection ignited thick black smoke.

Thick smoke billowed into the sky, and even those who didn't get close could feel the heat in a trance. The sharp sirens sounded like knives, piercing people's chests one by one.

A cordon of prohibition was pulled up around the area, and several fire trucks were parked around. Some staff were evacuating the crowd, and some firefighters were putting out the fire with water guns.

After seeing everything in front of him clearly, Shang Qinghui staggered a few steps and almost lost his footing.

Mother Bian who ran out with her also looked at this scene in disbelief.

This is the restaurant of Bian's family, and not long ago, Bian Yingning was called to the restaurant by her to make some food for Shang Qinghui herself.

"Yingning!" Mother Bian yelled heart-piercingly and ran towards the restaurant, but was tightly held back by the police who came to maintain order.

Shang Qinghui walked over step by step, like a walking dead.

Just now, just now, she felt that she had returned to the world.

Why, in just a few moments, she fell back into the endless depths of hell again.

She hasn't...hasn't seriously told her that she likes her.

Haven't said a word to her yet, thank you.

Not yet... She still has a lot of things to do with her, will they have a next life?

"Bian Yingning!"

"You can't leave me again..."

The redbuds on the street bloomed tree after tree, and the purple and white flowers were so beautiful.

When the wind blows, the flowers ripple with the wind, and the fallen flowers under the tree are piled up again.

Someone with black face, black hands, black everywhere, like a big black mouse that got out of a coal hole, ran out from near the restaurant, first hugged Bian's mother who was about to faint from crying, and then walked towards her who was dazed not far away.

Another gust of wind caressed past, and the petals fell like raindrops, like a rain of flowers.

The wind hovered on the ground, rolling up the fallen flowers all over the place.

When the wind comes, love rises.

-

"Have you ever seen the wind?"

"I have seen."

In the sweeping falling miles, in the ripples of the sea, in the rustling leaves, and also, in your eyes.