time never speaks

"What are you thinking about?"

A voice suddenly came from beside the ear, pulling Chen Yin back from his memories.After looking at the computer in front of him for a while, he turned his head and met Ying He who was standing at the door.

Ying He's youthful appearance still appeared in his mind, but when he suddenly returned to reality, he looked at the man in front of him.Chen Yin couldn't match that young smiling face with Ying He's today.

How is this going?

Chen Yin was suddenly puzzled, could it be that too much time had passed, making his memory blurred?

Being stared at by Chen Yin, Ying He didn't feel uncomfortable. He crossed his arms and raised his eyebrows: "What are you thinking? I've been here for so long, and you haven't found me yet."

Chen Yin opened his mouth, but what came out was: "It's nothing."

As soon as this remark came out, Chen Yin was taken aback: he almost subconsciously rejected Ying He's probing inquiry.

It's not that Ying He can't see Chen Yin's abnormality, but Chen Yin doesn't like to say it, and he can't force it.

Under Ying He's gaze, Chen Yin could only lower his head and finish drinking the cold water in the cup, and then threw the paper cup into the trash can: "Since you're here, let's go down."

Ying He turned around and waited for him to clean up the trivial matters in the office.

Chen Yin got up and turned off the power in the office area.Then he said let's go, and went out the door first.

Ying He followed quickly, and the two walked out of the transportation department side by side.

After going downstairs, Chen Yin went to drive, and Ying He was waiting at the gate.The security guard not far away looked at him curiously, but he didn't seem to notice it.

After a while, the car stopped in front of Ying He, and Ying He got into the car.As soon as he sat down, he said slowly: "I have sent the address to your mobile phone, you can check the route yourself."

Chen Yin took a look at the phone, and a coordinate was displayed on the dialogue interface on the communication software.He clicked in to check, and found that the Japanese grocery store Ying He chose was close to the Pfister restaurant where he and Chi Yunran had dinner last time.Then click into the comments, good guy, four points seven stars, 90.00% eight praises.

Looking at the picture of the quiet environment, Chen Yin suddenly wondered, is this place suitable for talking about things?

Unable to understand, he could only keep his doubts in his heart. After confirming the route on his mobile phone, he resignedly kicked the accelerator and drove out.

Although the sky has not yet dimmed, it is already the rush hour for get off work, the traffic on the road is dense, and there are many people on the sidewalk.There are a bunch of people everywhere, so the drive will be slower.

While waiting for the traffic lights, Chen Yin put his arms on the steering wheel and looked at Ying He from the rearview mirror.Ying He was resting with his eyes closed, looking calm and composed.

Chen Yin thought for a while. Since there is no surveillance in the car, this is one of the few times for talking.He pondered for a while, and then said: "You...do you have a task scheduled today?"

Ying He still closed his eyes, and asked very lazily: "Why do you say that?"

"Otherwise, why did you make an appointment for dinner all of a sudden?"

"Can't I have dinner with you if I have nothing to do?" Ying He opened his eyes and looked at Chen Yin who was sitting in front.

Chen Yin was silent for a while, and asked, "What did you say to Ah Ran?"

Ying He raised the corners of her lips and smiled slightly: "I just said, you are hesitant to speak, so you are worried about your little girlfriend?"

Chen Yin said: "I am asking you very seriously!"

Ying He continued to smile: "I am replying to you very seriously."

Chen Yin took a deep breath, and then let it out.

Avoid the serious and take the light, as soon as he heard it, he knew that Ying He was avoiding the serious and taking the light!

When Chen Yin was about to say something, Ying He suddenly said: "The light is green, let's go."

As soon as Chen Yin raised his head, as expected, the green light turned on.Now if he wanted to ask Ying He, he could only put it aside, he quickly started the car and drove across the intersection.

After about half an hour, Chen Yin finally squeezed out of the congested intersection, and the car headed towards the Japanese grocery store pointed by the navigation.

The Japanese food store that Ying Heding ordered is not like the previous Pfister restaurant, which has an independent floor that can be directly entered. This Japanese food store is in a shopping mall, and you need to go up to the third floor to find the place after entering.

After getting out of the car, Chen Yin was still looking for the elevator entrance with his mobile phone, while Ying He was already walking in front slowly.Chen Yin hurriedly followed, and by the looks of it, Ying He should be very familiar with this place.

The two got on the elevator, and there were only the two of them in the elevator, so Chen Yin couldn't help asking: "Are you familiar with this place?"

Ying He glanced at him and said, "When I first came to the group, I was always guarded by the hall master, so I am familiar with this area."

His calm tone makes everything in those lonely, dangerous, and unspeakable days become insignificant.

Chen Yin obviously thought of this too, he was silent for a moment, it was hard to imagine what Ying He had spent in the past few years.

As his comrade-in-arms, it's okay to tolerate his waywardness sometimes, right?

With a sound of "ding", the elevator reached the third floor.

It was still Ying He who led the way, and Chen Yin followed.Not long after, Chen Yin saw the Japanese food shop with its simple and elegant sign beside the railing.

At the entrance of the Japanese grocery store, there were two waiters in kimonos. Seeing Ying He and Chen Yin approaching, they bowed slightly and said in a soft and clear voice, "Welcome."

"I have a reservation for the 17th, please take us there."

"Okay." Two waiters, one brought Chen Yin and Ying He in, and the other stayed where they were.

I don't know if the waiters are trained or they are really Japanese who stayed in China.His footsteps were extremely light and broken, and he led people to table 17 in a short while.

Ying He sat down with Chen Yin, and the waiter bowed slightly: "Please wait a moment." Then he turned and left.

After a while, a pretty woman also wearing a kimono came to table 17. After she bowed slightly, she took out the iPad under her arm: "Table 17... Mr. Ying, right? "

"it's me."

"Your reservation is a couple seat."

As soon as the word "couple" came out, Chen Yin who was seated opposite was taken aback.

What are you doing?Lovers?Who is a couple with whom? ?

Before Chen Yin could make a sound, the woman had already opened her mouth.Even when she saw that the two people sitting in the couple seat in front of her were big men, she didn't twitch her brows, and just continued to read the text on the iPad: "588's set meal, this is the menu, please confirm, confirm The back kitchen will make it for you immediately."

Ying He took the iPad, scanned it roughly, and then signed the menu with an electronic pen.

The woman took the iPad, bowed again, and exited the field of vision of the two of them.

Chen Yin opened his mouth, but in the end he could only growl: "What couple seat do you book?"

Anyone with a discerning eye could see that Chen Yin was extremely unhappy, but the "culprit" who offended Chen Yin said innocently: "Double seats are more expensive than couple seats, and couple seats are [-]% off."

Chen Yin couldn't bring it up in one breath, and he couldn't help cursing inwardly: You even go out with a Lamborghini, why don't you order a [-]% off set meal now? ?

Ying He seemed to see through what he was thinking, and said with a slight smile: "The Lamborghini is a reward from the group. It is a public expense. I don't want it for nothing. But the food is my own money. Of course, I can save it if I can." It's one o'clock. Not to mention..."

Chen Yin said, "What's more?"

Ying He breathed out lightly, and he said, "Didn't we always say that we would come to eat, but we couldn't do it because of work?"

"..."

Such a sentence suddenly made Chen Yin fall into silence.

After graduating from school, Chen Yin and Ying He passed the civil service examination and entered the Public Security Bureau.But because of the difference in scores and assignments, the two of them couldn't work in the same team.This led to the fact that Ying He was also at work when Chen Yin was at work.Ying He was most likely still at work when Chen Yin got off work, or Ying He finally got off work and Chen Yin received a call and hurried back to the team.There are 360 ​​five days a year, and it is not bad to be together for 65 days.

No dates, no roses, no romantic trips to the aquarium, and no couples at the cinema.

When the two of them finally got together, Ying He would sigh: "Being a policeman protects thousands of households, but he seldom even takes a step into his own small family."Regarding this, Chen Yin could only comfort him, saying that we should save money, and then check the provident fund to see if we can buy a house.

That's how they bought a house and lived together.

Now that Ying He took the initiative to talk about this matter, Chen Yin should have said something.But no matter how he thought or felt, at this moment, he couldn't say anything except silence.

What can be said?Saying you gave up on it all, but trying to redeem it?Is it funny?

Chen Yin closed his eyes, looked up again, and looked at Ying He, trying to say something.The waiter suddenly walked over with small steps, swallowing his words abruptly.

"The first course, sushi, please take it easy."

Ten pieces of sushi lie sideways on a delicate white porcelain plate in five or five rows, with beautiful patterns painted around them.

The sushi that came suddenly interrupted Chen Yin's words, so he had no choice but to turn his grief into appetite, picked up a piece of sushi and put it in his mouth.

The Japanese food is mainly cold food, but I don’t know if the sushi has just come out of the oven, and the tip of the tongue can still feel the warmth of the food when I bite down with chopsticks.

He chewed and swallowed the sushi.There was something in his stomach, and his messy thoughts suddenly stopped.

Ying He also ate a piece, his appearance was very calm, making it impossible to tell whether the food was delicious or not.

The second dish of tempura was also brought up, and the two ate in silence.

Not far from them was a large window.A child holding a balloon was happily playing with his mother, when he suddenly turned his head, he saw two people eating silently not far from the window.

The child yelled at his mother to look quickly, but before he had time to lie on the window to watch, he was taken away from the window by his mother.

The third dish is ramen. When it is served, the thick soup in the bowl is still bubbling.When Chen Yin picked up the chopsticks and was about to pick up the noodles, Ying He suddenly said, "Don't you want to know what I said to Chi Yunran?"

After Chen Yin paused, he raised his eyes and looked at Ying He.

Ying He stopped talking, he rolled up the noodles and stuffed them into his mouth.

Chen Yin frowned, put down his chopsticks, and said, "What do you want to say?"

After Ying He swallowed the food slowly, he said calmly: "I told her that I want to pursue you. Then she ran away in anger."

Chen Yin was stunned and said, "What did you say?"

Ying He raised his eyes and looked at Chen Yin: "I said, I want to pursue you."

"..."

Chen Yin looked at Ying He, although he looked casual, but his tone was so serious that Chen Yin couldn't tell whether he was lying to himself or not.

Pursue?Pursue? !

What did he think of me!

The anger that Chen Yin had finally suppressed was ignited again, and he said coldly, "Are you kidding?"

"Do I seem to be joking?" Ying He picked up another chopsticks of noodles and stuffed them into his mouth. After swallowing, he continued, "I'm very serious."

"Is your seriousness just to make this kind of joke at work!" After talking about this, Chen Yin didn't want to think about what he wanted to do anymore.

This deep conflict is also clear to Ying He.

He suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, like anger, like sadness, and like helplessness that he had to admit to the reality.

I wanted to laugh, but the corners of my lips couldn't lift.

Rather than saying that he is afraid of my pursuit, it is better to say that he is resisting me.

Ying He thought so in his heart, and couldn't help asking: "You, don't you hate me?"

Such a sudden sentence, with an unspeakable sense of loss, made Chen Yin, who was caught up in emotions, slightly taken aback.

His lips moved, wanting to say something, but afraid that this was just a play.

Ying He knew Chen Yin too well, because Chen Yin never knew how to hide herself in front of him.So his silence caused Ying He to twitch his lips.Then, for the first time, this was the first time he called Chen Yin's name in the outside world.

"Chen Yin."

"Ok?"

"If one day, I mean if I do something you can't forgive, will you hate me?"

This question came out of nowhere.

Chen Yin really wanted to say, haven't you already left me behind?Why are you still together? My thoughts have arisen?

But Ying He just looked at him like that, didn't smile, just stared at him like this.

The smiling eyes of the teenager in memory suddenly reappeared.

Compared with what I want now, there is a little hesitation in my eyes.

What is he hesitating about?Is it because of the problem just now?

After Chen Yin was silent for a while, he could only choose to shake his head and say, "I don't know."