time never speaks

did you really love me

Before saying this sentence, Chen Yin actually had a lot of things to say to He, including complaints that had been hidden for a long time, and questions that had been borne until now.But he never spoke, either because the timing was wrong, or he didn't know how to say it.

Ying He said that he was too restrained, and he endured everything by himself.In fact, he didn't know, Lu Xiancang also commented in the same way.The only time he can let go is perhaps acting in front of criminals.

But now, with the volatilization of alcohol, he finally couldn't help it.

Chen Yin has thousands of questions, he wants to ask Ying He what you are thinking, he wants to ask Ying He why you do this, he wants to ask Ying He... have you really loved me?

If you love me, why did you leave and never come back?

If you love me, why hide everything?

If you love me, why do you make such a decision?

Chen Yin stared at the handsome face under him that had faded from his youthful immaturity, but he couldn't see it clearly because the tears couldn't stop falling.

But such tears are just tears.He didn't choke up, didn't sob, just shed tears quietly.

Is this a grievance?

He didn't know, he just let the tears blur his eyes, watching the face change from shock to silence.

For Xiang He, the scene in front of him was too shocking.

He had already forgotten when was the last time he saw Chen Yin crying. It seemed that Chen Yin had never cried since becoming a policeman.Even if he had a stomach problem, even if he was injured, he always gritted his teeth and tried his best to bear it.

Now...he made Chen Yin cry, and his problems...

Ying He opened his mouth, he also wanted to give Chen Yin an answer, but...

Does he have the qualifications now?

The long silence made breathing seem to stagnate.Ying He watched Chen Yin stretch out his hand and slowly leaned towards his cheek.

If it's a slap in the face, it's not a big deal, just take it hard.

But Chen Yin didn't, that palm just gently stroked his eyes.

——It was the eye that decided to get a tattoo because of the injury.

Maybe it was because of the alcohol, the temperature of his palm was a little high, and it was warm against the skin.His movements were also very gentle, slowly stroking the indigo tattoo on his eye, because there were still thin calluses between his fingers and palms, so he felt a little itchy when stroking.

But Yinghe didn't move, so he let him touch her.

With gentle movements, he suddenly remembered the ins and outs of the eye injury.

Before this eye was injured, Ying He had been in the "tangkou" arranged by Roman for a full year.

Different from other gangsters, although the entrance of "Changsheng" looks like a free-range system, every fortnight, no matter where they are, as long as the thugs enter the entrance, they must return to the entrance to obey the half. Changes and arrangements of halls within the month.

When Ying He attended the party for the first time, he couldn't help laughing in his heart: If "Changsheng" hadn't been involved in gangsters and raised thugs, even he would have thought that "Changsheng" was a serious and excellent company.

When he was a thug in the early stage, Ying He only needed to get a dagger and other things for the show, and then stood there, listening to the hall master talking with other people there.

But why is he hurt?That's because Ying He thought that if he wanted to make a name for himself in "Changsheng", he must climb to a high position as soon as possible, instead of being a third-rate thug here all his life.

So he chose to be a human shield, and Ying He took the knife for their good hall master.

Presumably it was because of this knife and the past achievements that the hall master was not jealous of the virtuous and capable, so the hall master who came to visit Ying He in the private hospital almost burst into tears when Ying He did it.

But Ying He didn't want to cry with him, because when he woke up, he found that his eyes were bandaged.

Ying He was stunned for a moment, and then recalled the situation on the battlefield.Only then did he remember that his eye was probably poked by the opponent's unsteady hand, which led to the current situation.

Ying He asked, would I be blind?

Presumably it was because Ying He was his savior, the hall master said patiently, it depends on the recovery after surgery.

Ying He thought for a while and nodded.

This is actually indirectly saying that he may be blind, or he may not be blind, it all depends on the doctor's ability and God's mood.

When Ying He lived in the hospital, he was also mentally preparing himself: if he was blind and lost one eye, it might not be very convenient to do things, so he had to be prepared.At the same time, Ying He also thought as if joking with himself, if he could go back alive, would his blind eye be considered a work-related injury?

Although he was prepared for the worst, it was a pity that God was not blinder than him. When the gauze was removed from his eyes, his eyes could still see the light.

After being discharged from the hospital, Ying He touched the freshly healed wound on his eye, and suddenly remembered the group of people far away in Chu City.

He thought of his old leader, and wondered if the old leader would be shocked to see his current appearance, after all, at first glance, he looked like a criminal who was about to change his career to become a pirate.

He thought of Lu Xiancang again, if he was going to report a work injury, he didn't know what that squinting eyes would say.

Finally, he thought of Chen Yin.

In fact, he shouldn't have thought of Chen Yin. When he decided to come to Huacheng as an undercover agent, Chen Yin and the past should have gone away together.It was he who chose to cut off matters related to Chen Yin, it was he who chose to give up the chance to meet Chen Yin, it was he...

It's him, he doesn't want to see Chen Yin again.

But now, after a year in Huacheng, he suddenly thought of Chen Yin, and this is also why he thought of Chen Yin after a year.

Ying He was thinking, if Chen Yin saw his current appearance, would Chen Yin still recognize him?

He just thought about it, then shook his head slightly.

What were you thinking? Chen Yin didn't know he was here, and he wouldn't come here either.

Just let him spend the rest of his life quietly in Chu City, or one day, he will walk away from everything that Ying He has experienced and existed, and meet someone who is really suitable for him.At that time, he will forget Ying He and spend his life with other people.

Ying He's thinking was perfect, but he underestimated how much the director loves the country and Lu Xiancang's brain circuit.

He finally met Chen Yin with this appearance.

While stroking the skin, the fingertips rested on the eyelids, and through the indigo color, one could still find the scar on the eyelids that was slightly raised than other parts of the skin.

After being silent for a while, Ying He said softly, "Does it look good?"

Chen Yin ignored him, and he withdrew his hand.Ying He also noticed that the raindrops of tears had stopped. Ying He watched Chen Yin's face getting closer and closer, as if a kiss was about to fall.But until the tip of the nose was almost touched, Chen Yin turned his head and leaned his cheek against Ying He's neck.

Inhale, exhale.Inhale, exhale.

The warm breath sprayed on the skin of the neck, Chen Yin was like a child who lost his support, trying to get the warmth he wanted from Ying He.

Ying He gently circled the person in his arms, and then closed his eyes.

At this moment, he heard Chen Yin whisper, "Ying He, I don't want your answer anymore."

On the other side, in the residential area named "Tianxiang Xiaozhu" on the west side of Huacheng, tall buildings stand tall at this time, and every household is brightly lit.

In today's society, some people like to ridicule themselves as a "poor dog" who lives in a kennel.How much is a kennel worth?But even if it is a kennel, they have to bear the mortgage for at least 30 to [-] years in order to make this "kennel" truly their own.

Therefore, in the face of an ordinary person's joke that he is poor, it may be true or false.But for those who live in "Tianxiang Xiaozhu", they never consider whether they need to bear the mortgage.

Because everyone who lives in "Tianxiang Xiaozhu" can buy a house here with the full price.

The reason why "Tianxiang Xiaozhu" is welcomed by these full-payers is not only because of the excellent location and convenient transportation of "Tianxiang Xiaozhu".Direct subway and bus access is second, excellent property security is second, and all kinds of facilities are complete.The most important thing is that people in "Tianxiang Xiaozhu" don't have to worry about privacy exposure at all.

What paparazzi and journalists want to get the information they want in "Tianxiang Xiaozhu" will end up being politely "invited" out of "Tianxiang Xiaozhu" by the security team.So far, no one knows why the security team of "Tianxiang Xiaozhu" is so capable. Perhaps this is their housekeeping ability.

A security company wanted to arrange for its security guards to go to "Tianxiang Xiaozhu" for further training, but was declined, saying that it was just a matter of installing a few more surveillance cameras, which was not worth mentioning.

The security company secretly scolded that if this is really a surveillance issue, then does each of you security guards still bring a human flesh scanner?Can you tell if the other party is a paparazzi at a glance?

Cursing, scolding, they also understand why the other party declined, after all, people have to rely on this ability to make a living, right?

At this moment, in the residence No. 701 on the seventh floor of Building B on the left side of "Tianxiang Xiaozhu", Roman is standing on the balcony, looking into the distance under the dark night.

The wind blew her loose long hair, making her look like a fairy in the clouds, with a fairy air and a peerless appearance.

And under the night, the lights in the distance light up like fireflies one by one, as if the stars in the sky have fallen to the ground, and when you reach out for a handful, there will be starlight flowing between your fingers.

Behind her is the bedroom, the bedroom is brightly lit, but there is no one there.

Roman was quietly staring at the lights in the distance. At this moment, there was a sound of pushing the door behind him, and someone walked in.

Roman didn't look back, but suddenly said: "You don't seem to be surprised by Sasha's departure?"

Behind her, Luo Zuji was holding a teacup, sipping hot tea in it.At the same time, he looked at the bedroom as if it was his first visit, so he was interested in everything.

Hearing Roman's question, Luo Zuji frowned: "It's normal to want to leave."

Roman turned his head, looked at Luo Zuji standing in the bedroom, and raised his eyebrows: "It's normal? Are you sure?"

Luo Zuji turned around and sat on the bed. He continued to sip the tea soup, but he just said casually after hearing the words: "It's nothing more than that little girl named Chi Yunran died in front of her eyes, which gave her a bit of a blow."

Roman paused, and said: "This is to let her understand that in 'Changsheng' is not like in other places. You only need to clock in and go to and from get off work to get through it safely. The road to 'Changsheng' is full of bloody storms."

Hearing this, Luo Zuji just smiled: "Your awareness is much higher than hers."

Roman couldn't tell whether it was a compliment or a curse, so she had to ignore it and asked another question: "I don't need to send someone to investigate where she went?"

Roman didn't meet Sasha just today. She met Sasha at the gate of her house yesterday.

When Roman saw Sasha, he froze for a moment.

In my memory, Sasha always looks radiant, lively and active, and she also chooses bright colors in her dress, so she looks younger overall.

But today, Sasha standing in front of her was wearing a light gray shirt, her eye sockets were still red, and her eyelids were also a little swollen. I wonder if the swelling had not subsided from crying.But her expression was very calm, so calm that she didn't look like her.

Seeing Roman coming, Sasha called her sister, then took out a sealed folder from her armpit and handed it to Roman.

Sasha said: "Sister, this is my resignation report, please give it to Mr. Ying tomorrow."

Roman was taken aback, and she subconsciously said, "Are you going to resign? Where are you going?"

After a moment of silence, Shasha shook her head: "Don't ask me where I'm going, please help me, let me go."

Roman looked at her only sister, frowning slowly.She said in a deep voice, "You want to escape?"

Sasha raised her eyes, and she could no longer see the smiling face in the past. She said calmly, "Just think I want to escape. 'Changsheng' is not a suitable place for me after all."

Roman stared at her, she should have a thousand words to ask her sister, but maybe it was her nature, she couldn't really say her heartfelt words to her like her mother.

It's like Sasha can't tell her the real heart at this moment, can she?

In the end, Roman picked up the folder in his hand and looked at it, then looked at Sasha, she said: "No matter where you want to go, when you get there, you must tell my sister how you are doing."

This may be the first time she has seriously used the identity of "sister" to tell Sasha, but Sasha, she just smiled and did not answer Roman's words.

It should be a tacit understanding, and Roman can feel that Sasha doesn't want her to participate in the rest of her life anymore.

Roman didn't say these words to Luo Zuji in detail, she just said that Sasha left, maybe to go outside to relax.But Luo Zuji, as his father, didn't show any surprise at all, and he didn't know if he knew it a long time ago.

Facing Roman's question, Luo Zuji, who was holding a teacup, shook his head. He smiled and said, "It doesn't matter where she goes. One day, she will come back."

Luo Zuji's voice was calm and warm, as if he was telling a fairy tale to a child, there was no danger at all.

But Roman stared at him, unmoved by the gentle words of the person in front of him.

Roman was thinking, why is he so sure?Just because Sasha is his daughter?So he has seen through her temperament, even in the ends of the earth, Sasha cannot escape his grasp?

Sasha is so... what about her?

In Luo Zuji's eyes, what does she look like?

Roman's heart tightened, but her face was as calm as ever. She said: "Chi Yunran is dead, and you can explain to your superiors."

She meant to change the subject, but when Luo Zuji heard this, he laughed.Roman frowned slightly, and said, "What's wrong?"

Luo Zuji picked up the teacup, took another sip, and then said: "It stands to reason that I should be relieved, after all, someone has already prepared an explanation for me, right?"

"Is not it?"

"It's a good thing that I can explain to my superiors." Luo Zuji looked at Roman with a smile, and his voice suddenly became a little soft: "But do you think that the one who sent the message is really Chi Yunran?"

Roman was taken aback.

"After three months in the company, the interests of the group have been compromised so much because of love affairs. If there is another new employee and another disappointment in love, will he have to face another loss of interests? "

After being silent for a while, Roman said: "You think that it is impossible for her to reach places where she has insufficient authority. If it is not that she has a problem, then there are ghosts in the Ministry of Transportation. If she has a problem, then her, Someone else is helping her."

Luo Zuji held the teacup, he was no longer young, but between his brows, there was still a bit of youthful handsomeness.He said lightly: "How would I know, I have to ask you, or someone else."

Roman's heart sank, she knew the meaning of Luo Zuji's words: He already knew that it was he who revealed the matter.

She raised her eyes and met Luo Zuji's half-smile gaze.

Roman was silent for a while, then nodded: "I understand."