time never speaks

The sexual orientation of his son was once Chen Pingan's biggest headache.

Chen Pingan never imagined that his well-behaved, obedient and sensible son would tell himself that he was gay in his first year of work.

When hearing this sentence, Chen Ping'an's reaction was even greater than Wan Rongrong's: he almost fainted, but fortunately Wan Rongrong held him up and prevented him from falling down.

If he failed to faint, he had to face the cruel reality: Chen Pingan really wanted to ask his son if he was joking, this kind of joke is really not funny!Don't test Dad's heart endurance at this point, okay?

But Wan Rongrong stopped him because Wan Rongrong said: She could see that her son was not joking.

In fact, thinking about it carefully, Chen Ping'an could tell that his son was not joking.It's just that he himself doesn't want to admit it, trying to deceive himself with false appearances.

But this illusion was torn away by his son and Wan Rongrong himself.

Chen Pingan still remembers the tears in his wife's eyes, which made Chen Pingan, who has always been gentle and elegant, the first thought: What is this?

Thinking about it, he was like every father who couldn't accept the truth, and an emotion called rage suddenly rose. He wanted to lift the pointer to beat his son, he wanted to lift his son's collar and shake his son vigorously to wake him up. think……

But looking at his silent son, all Chen Pingan's thoughts could only be turned into a long sigh.

He had to accept it.

Because that is his and Rongrong's son, the son he is proud of.

Before his son was gay, he was his own son first, his own blood relative.

So he accepted.

"As long as you... don't regret it, it will be fine."

Chen Pingan still remembered saying this to his son in a depressed tone.

Now, when he saw Chen Yin's smile, he was not only not relieved, but even more embarrassed.Because the son didn't know that he had so many messy thoughts, when he was looked at by his son, Chen Pingan felt that he was not a good father.

"What if...your father isn't that good?" Chen Pingan couldn't help asking.

Chen Yin thought for a while, and said: "The word good, if you really want to pursue it, it is actually very difficult to define. For some people, it is good for parents to do everything according to their wishes. But for others, it is good for parents to let go .For me, you have raised me for so long, you have not eaten or drank less, and you have not abused me domestically, which is already very good."

"But……"

"Dad, I've already said, don't go into a dead end." Chen Yin looked at Chen Pingan seriously: "I never regret choosing the career of a policeman, nor regret everything I have to give when I become a policeman. There is a popular saying: If you want to wear a crown, you must bear its weight. If you can't bear this difficulty, then the glory of the policeman can't belong to me. What's more..." He paused and said: "I'm still alive, Is not it?"

The sound of the door lock being turned suddenly sounded, and as the door opened, Wan Rongrong turned and came in, and when he turned around, he saw Chen Pingan and Chen Yin sitting on the sofa: "Hey, what are you two talking about? They held hands together."

Chen Yin said with a smile: "It's been a long time since I chatted with my dad, so I discussed the philosophy of life with him? Mom, did you send Ah Ran back?"

"Send it back, send it back, I originally wanted to send her into the house, but she was not happy... Hey Yinyin, what do you think of our new air conditioner? I bought it specially! I just knew you would come back to live... "

"Let's see, how much did the new air conditioner cost?"

"It's not expensive, it's only five, not more than 3000!"

Seeing his wife and son discussing the new air conditioner, Chen Pingan, who was sitting on the sofa, slowly clenched his fists.

Of course he understood his son's words of comfort just now.

Alive, yes, son is alive...

Just being alive is enough.

At nine o'clock in the evening, after taking a shower, Chen Yin opened the bedroom door.

This has been his sleeping quarters since he was a child.Later, because of work, he rarely came back, so this place was used as his father's study.

When the door was pushed open, a unique smell of books rushed over.The bedroom area does not seem to be large, probably because there are many things.For example, on the left hand side of entering the door, there are two rows of bookcases against the wall.Next to the door leading directly to the balcony is a desk, and on the desk is a desktop bookshelf with a pile of textbooks inside.On the other side, is a desk lamp.

The desk lamp was on, maybe my mother had just come in.A soft orange light obliquely lit up half of the bedroom, saving the effort of turning on the light

There seemed to be something on the table, but Chen Yin didn't look at it.Because he just took a bath, he only felt comfortable all over, so Chen Yin simply lay back on the mat.When looking at the ceiling quietly, I just feel that my mind is empty.

After lying down for a long time, people are also a little sleepy.When Chen Yin felt that she was going to fall asleep...

He opened his eyes suddenly.

Wait, did he forget something?

Chen Yin sat up, and under the light of the desk lamp, the little pink gift box that he had been carrying around was lying there quietly.

Chen Yin sat up straight and reached out to take the small gift box.He remembered that it was placed in the living room before, but now... it seems that it was also brought in by his mother.

What's in here?

Lu Ju knew the truth, Chi Yunran also knew the truth, and mom and dad didn't show any surprise when they saw this little gift box.The only person who doesn't know the truth is himself.

What is inside?

Chi Yunran said that he brought it back from Huacheng.But he has no memory at all.

So, here, what will it be?

After being silent for a while, Chen Yin reached out to take the small gift box, and then gently pulled the loose bow.

The ribbon came off, revealing the wrapping paper that was taped.Chen Yin didn't even look for the scissors, and just tore it open.

The box inside is gradually exposed, it is a small white cardboard box.Chen Yin followed the direction of the tape on the carton, tore off the tape, threw it aside, and opened the carton.

Chen Yin was stunned when he saw the contents of the paper box clearly.

Inside, is a small box.

Chen Yin picked up the box, and even though the box was closed, there were many small lumps that were suspected to be blood.But with a touch of force, it can be removed.

After the suspected blood-stained small piece fell, the little swan on the lid of the box and the words below the swan were exposed together.

That word is "Swan".

"I forgot something in that store. I have to go back and get it. You can wait for me here."

Ying He's voice sounded beside her ears.

Chen Yin was silent for a while before picking it up and opening it.Even though he was mentally prepared, when the silver male ring came into his eyes, Chen Yin didn't know what it was like in his heart.

Is this what you forgot?When Chen Yin thought about it, he thought again: He should react, right?Such as being happy, such as smiling, but...

Why, just feel a burst of irony?

"What the hell is this?" Looking at the ring lying quietly on the ring pillow, the corners of Chen Yin's lips wanted to twitch but he couldn't do so, his heart was full of pain.

"You bastard, what on earth do you want to do?"

It was another question like asking himself, Chen Yin raised his head and looked out of the window, as if he was looking at that unknown person.

After that day, Chen Pingan and Wan Rongrong found that their son had become silent.

Well, it's not like he hasn't been like this before.But those are all childhood things, how easy is it to deal with when you are young?Let the parents talk to him and let him know, and the silence that came from nowhere will pass.

But now...even if Chen Pingan and Wan Rongrong don't want to admit it, they have to admit that they are getting older after all, and it's hard to tell what's going on in the heads of young people now.He wanted to explain, but when he saw Chen Yin sitting at the desk and looking outside, he felt a little embarrassed.

They looked at each other for a while, Wan Rongrong suggested that she take Chen Yin out for a walk?Chen Pingan looked outside, lowered his voice and said, "Why do you go out for a walk in the 30-degree weather? Treat yourself as a barbecue?"

Wan Rongrong also lowered his voice and said, "If you don't go out to relax, what should you do?"

"Hmm... Shall I go to the supermarket to buy some food and make him a delicious meal?" Chen Pingan thought about it, but he could only come up with his own special skills.

"Go, go, go, hurry up." Wan Rongrong drove Chen Pingan away like a chicken.

When her husband left, Wan Rongrong looked at the dazed Chen Yin again.

I don't know what's going on, alas.

For Chen Yin, it's not that he doesn't know his parents care about him.It's just... Ying He's ring has messed up his rationality.

In his mind, for a while, it was Ying He's smiling face when he mentioned the men's ring in SWAN, and for a while, it was the extremely cold breakup text message on his mobile phone.How ironic it is to put the heart that has decisively said that you don't want to wait for the answer before the hesitation at this moment.

He thought for a long time, but couldn't come up with an answer.

As for Wan Rongrong and Chen Ping'an, during dinner, they told their son to eat more while picking up vegetables.

Chen Yin didn't care that the bowl was almost piled up into a hill, he just stared at the hill in front of him, and said suddenly: "Dad, Mom."

"Yes!" The couple said in unison.

"I have a question to ask you." Chen Yin raised his head and looked at the couple sitting opposite him: "Can you answer me?"

Wan Rongrong secretly thought that this silly child was about to confide in her heart after holding it in for so long, but on the surface, she still said seriously: "Say, if you have any problems, just speak up, and we will solve them together."

"Your mother is right, if you have any problems, tell us and we will solve them together."

Chen Yin became silent, as if he was considering what words to use.Then, I heard him say: "If... I mean if, if Dad, one day, Mom suddenly leaves without saying goodbye. After a long time, you see her again. Then when we meet again, you will forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye. Another mother?"

"Uh……"

This question sounds weird... But seeing his son's serious expression, it doesn't seem like he's joking... Chen Pingan thought for a while, and said: "There is always a reason for saying goodbye without telling me. If you hate me, then It doesn't matter whether you forgive or not. If it is a helpless choice, then I will forgive her."

Chen Yin turned his head and looked at Chen Pingan: "What if you have both?"

"Then..." Chen Pingan paused, then sighed: "Then it depends on the relationship, it depends on me, whether I still love her or not."

"Hey, hey, hey, old Chen, what do you mean by that tone? Don't make me feel like I want Hong Xing to get out of the wall. Is it possible? Didn't my son say that it's just a hypothesis!"

"Oh, I said it's a hypothesis, so don't worry, isn't a hypothesis something that didn't happen? Don't worry—"

"What I'm talking about is that I'm not you, you didn't see your expression just now..."

There was a lot of noise in the ears, but Chen Yin didn't care about them, sometimes making a fuss was a way to enhance their relationship.

But what his father said made him fall into silence again.

Is it love...

The leave approved by the Bureau for Chen Yin was a full month, a month's time, which allowed the hot summer to turn into a slightly chilly autumn.

During this month, the Chen family also experienced some things: for example, Wan Rongrong saw that Chen Yin and Chen Ping'an were both there, so he signed up for a tour group and took the couple who had never had any holidays to have a good time.

After they came back, they repaired for a few days.There are only two days left before Chen Yin returns to work in the bureau.

Coincidentally, the high school where Chen Pingan is located has officially started.Therefore, Wan Rongrong helped Chen Yin wash his police uniform at home, and Chen Yin rode a small electric donkey to send Chen Pingan back to school for work.

When Chen Yin came back, it was already nine o'clock in the morning.

Wan Rongrong went out to buy vegetables after drying his clothes, so he was the only one left at home.

In theory, he should contact the team to inquire about the situation, and then do some preparations.However, today's weather is so good, neither cold nor hot.The sun is plentiful, and there is a soft wind blowing from time to time, which makes people feel tired.

In order not to let herself fall asleep, Chen Yin turned on the TV and decided to listen to the morning news, first to refresh herself, and then to organize her thoughts.

"The National Poverty Alleviation Summary and Commendation Conference was held in Beijing yesterday, and the whole country has..."

Chen Yin touched an apple and wanted to take two bites.But I took a look at the apple's skin, um... this black spot must not have been gnawed out by bugs...

Forget it, let's wash it and peel it.

He got up and went into the kitchen, the sound of the splashing water drowning out the voices in the living room.After washing, he lowered his head and peeled the apples. After a while, the skins were thrown into the trash can.

It took only 2 minutes to peel an apple, and when Chen Yin came out, the TV screen had changed.

Chen Yin walked to the sofa and sat down. Before he raised his head, he heard the hostess' standard voice: "The latest news is that the explosion in the warehouse in Huacheng on XX has caused five deaths and more than [-] people. Injured, the injured have been sent to the hospital for emergency treatment, but the situation is not optimistic..."

As early as the word "Flower City" came to her ears, Chen Yin had already raised her head, watching the broadcast on TV intently.

Although there were reporters, firefighters, and many people at the scene.It seemed very crowded, but when the camera flashed past the outer wall of the warehouse, Chen Yin's hands began to tremble slightly.

He knew the place, and he knew the sign printed on the wall.

Here... This is the territory of "Longevity"!