The beginning of winter and the Demon Clan celebration on the winter solstice are just around the corner. It turns out that a year has passed by before you know it.

During the busy day, I don’t feel that it’s hard to bear. It’s just that I soak in the hot spring alone at night, and my body feels refreshed, and I feel more and more lonely, and feel that the night is so long.

I recalled everything that happened last night, chewing every movement and every expression of the young man in my heart, and I felt my heart shake.Maybe it's because of feelings, or because the young man's appearance is really outstanding, every picture that comes to mind now is enough to ecstasy.

Even the ugly expression on the young man's face when he drove away Yiqing with a sword seemed so unrestrained that people dare not look directly at him. His expression and behavior were almost jealous, as if he wanted to occupy his beloved.

I sorted out everything that happened last night obsessively. Although I knew I shouldn't have such fantasies, I still couldn't help but think about it again and again.

After a long time, I slowly slipped into the water, letting the warm water flow over my brows and eyes, and then the top of my head, forcing myself to wake up gradually in the pain of suffocation.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with this.

Everything is just back to the time when he first came to Weiyu Mountain.

Giving up your body doesn't mean giving up your emotions.

Since he can tell the difference clearly, why can't I do it?

He was right.

Regardless of appearance, figure, skills, he is indeed the best.

Faced with such easy-to-get pleasure, pretending not to like it, it seems deliberate.

I ordered my attendants to call Fang Shunhua, and I waited in the water with my eyes closed. Not long after, there were slight footsteps by the pool.

When I opened my eyes, I saw a young human standing in the steamy water wearing the clothes worn by his pets, his cheeks were slightly flushed by the slightly humid air, his eyes seemed to be slightly drunk, and his handsome face His expression was as touching as wine.

He was tall, wearing uniform tailor-made clothes that only reached his knees, revealing his slender calves, his belt was pulled obliquely, and his slightly open neckline revealed a small piece of muscular and well-proportioned chest.I have seen many people wear this kind of robe that can be opened by pulling it off, and it has long been commonplace.But today, just looking at the young man standing quietly beside the rippling pool water, I can feel the heat from my back to the tailbone gradually.

The young man untied his belt, took off all his clothes, and entered the hot spring.

He should know that there is no part of his body that is not perfect, so he hugged me indifferently, hugged me and kissed me.

Both of them are perfect, the skin-to-skin contact in the water is amazing, and it easily ignited all my enthusiasm.Soon I noticed that the kiss of today's young man was a little frantic, his body was hot, and there was a faint taste of alcohol in his mouth.

I don't like it very much when someone drinks before serving me, because people often lose self-control and don't know how to endure after drinking.

Asking pets to serve me is not to make them comfortable, but to relieve my desire.

Now that there is no emotional involvement, then everything has to be done according to my rules, and my purpose is naturally not to make the other party happy.

"you've been drinking?"

My tone was a bit harsh, but the young man didn't seem to notice it. He didn't care. He even patted my butt and smiled seductively, "Don't worry, I will satisfy you."

The frivolous words and actions made me stunned for a while before I realized it. The first thing that came to my mind was unbelievable shock, and then rage.

"Let's...um!"

The word "presumptuous" that hadn't been uttered was interrupted by the young man's finger inserted into the gap between my buttocks. His slender fingers skillfully found the position of the acupuncture point, and gently drew a circle around it. The soft entrance was inserted.

"Star Lord, give it a try, it will be very different." The human youth bit my ear lightly, and his voice became low, "I promise it will be different every time in the future, so don't look for other people, okay?"

Before I could answer, the young man quickly pulled out his finger, and quickly inserted the hard object that had already reached the base of his thigh.The standing posture and the feeling of being completely filled made me unacceptable for a while, and the young man seemed to understand my feelings completely, so he stopped and did not twitch immediately.

In this posture, the young man suddenly held my face, looked at it for a while, the blush on his cheeks became more vivid, and then he smiled blankly, "Star Lord, you are shorter than me."

"What?" I couldn't believe what I heard, I was so shocked that I didn't know what to say for a while.

The young man suddenly wrinkled his nose, and said in confusion: "It's strange, why are you shorter than me? You are very powerful, and I am so useless compared to you. You should be so, so... tall."

He made an incredible height comparison with his hands, but because of the vibration involved in the body, I couldn't help but gasp.

"You!" I wanted to reprimand me a few words, but I knew in my heart that this person was really drunk, and I only blamed myself for being so lucky to find him today, so I softened my tone and said, "Fang Shunhua, hurry... Get out quickly, I don't want to do it anymore today."

"It's Shunhua, not Fang Shunhua, you've never called me by my name." The young man corrected me stubbornly, with a light nod on purpose.

"Uh..." The feeling of being hit made me almost weak, and I knew that drunk people couldn't be taught a lesson according to the usual principles, so I temporarily compromised and said: "Okay, then Shun Hua is obedient, please, first... □. "

Even though I don't care about things like Huan Ai, but I still feel a little embarrassed when I say something like this, and I hesitate to speak, so I can't help turning my face away, not wanting to face the young man directly.

Unexpectedly, he suddenly hugged me, rubbing his chin against the top of my head, as if he was stroking his own cat, and there was a joy in his voice, "I knew that Shen Yin is the cutest, Shen Yin is mine. , Let me be taller than Shen Yin, it is for me to protect Shen Yin."

The more I said this, the more outrageous it became. In such an embarrassment that I had never expected or encountered, I finally realized that the current situation must not be solved by a drunk person, and I can only rely on my own efforts.

I pushed the young man's chest, and leaned back against the bank of the pool, trying to pull out the contents of my body, but the young man took advantage of the opportunity and pushed me down on the bank that was scorched by the heat of the earth.

"Shen Yin, I really can't help it."

The young man still had a soft tone, but the actions that followed could only be described as tough.He grabbed my waist, cupped my hips, and pushed in again, until he reached a depth that no one else had ever reached.

The next act, not insertion, should be called impact.

After just a few twitches, I feel a lot different than usual.

Heavy in and out one after another, slowly but twice as hard.

Every blow seemed to hit the deepest part of my body, and the strong stimulation made my whole body tremble, almost out of my body.

Unable to think, unable to speak, unable to experience anything but pleasure.

In just a few rounds, I easily reached □, and then I shot a few more times.The young man has amazing stamina, while controlling the strength and speed, while not causing me too much pain, the sweat that slipped from his chin fell on me drop by drop.

Finally, when I was in a daze, he hugged me tightly, and wave after wave of hot flashes spread in my body.

When everything was over, the young man buried his head in my neck and did not raise his head for a long time.

After the tide-like pleasure in my body slowly receded, I gradually realized that something was wrong.

The young man's body is still burning strangely, just now I thought it was his reaction in passion, but now it seems obviously not.

I pushed the young man, but he didn't move.

I pushed harder, and he fell beside me. His cheeks were flushed, his eyes were closed tightly, but his lips were very pale.

I probed his forehead and found that it was very hot. It turned out that he had been having a fever, and he came here with an illness.

Feeling my cool hand, the young man opened his eyes slightly, and said childishly: "Don't shake it, I won't be able to see you clearly if you shake it again."

His breath was also fragrant.

But it was not a pleasant smell, but a smell that was very familiar to me.

I couldn't believe it for a moment, and I sniffed it closer, only to find that it really is a medicine that can refresh men.

Some pets also use some of these things when they are with me for fun, so I know it when I hear it.Although this thing is very effective and there will be no adverse reactions for the time being, it is too harmful to the body, so only those who are eager to invite pets will use it.

"Why use this kind of thing?!" I couldn't continue, feeling pain and anger in my heart, I only hated why he didn't love me so much.

After being reprimanded sharply by me, the young man was still in a daze, just looking at me with some grievances, "I'm sick, if I don't eat that, Shen Yin will go find someone else."

"Looking for someone else? You're doing it for..." I had mixed feelings in my heart, and I didn't know what to say for a while, and after thinking about it, I softened my tone, "Don't use such things anymore, it will hurt your body. If you're sick, why didn't you tell me?"

Hearing this, the young man bit his lip and looked at me with some stubbornness, "I don't care, as long as I'm alive, Shen Yin will be mine for a day, and I won't give it to others."

After a while, he seemed a little sad again and said: "I lied to Shen Yin, even if he doesn't like me, he should be unhappy too. Does it mean that as long as I die, he won't be unhappy?"

"What nonsense are you talking about?!"

I was shocked that the young man would have such an idea, but I was afraid that this was another trap full of tenderness. After examining the young man in amazement and uncertainty for a while, I was finally sure that he was really confused.

Although it might just be the nonsense of fever and drug effects, I still couldn't feel at ease, and told me: "I never thought of taking your life, you have to keep it well, one day I really need it, and I will naturally come back." Bring it to you."

"No, you're not Shen Yin." The young man said firmly, "Shen Yin wouldn't call me Shun Hua, Shen Yin hates me."

"I……"

I don't hate you, I like you.

Such words stuck in his throat, even to the delirious person in front of him, he couldn't utter them.

There was a sharp pain in my eyes, I turned my head away to cover up, the young man suddenly touched my finger, and said in a comforting tone: "Don't cry, you look like Shen Yin, I like you second, okay?"

"……it is good."

I tried my best to smile, even if I was told that I liked it under such circumstances, I still felt a little sad and sweet in my heart.

The young man's voice gradually lowered as if he couldn't hold it any longer, and he murmured: "Then if one day I die, you can stay with Shen Yin for me, I want to be with him."

Watching him slowly close his eyes, I felt a surge of fear in my heart. I hurriedly grabbed his wrist to detect his condition, only to find that the wound I stabbed on his palm that day was simply wrapped up, and the edge of the wound had already festered.His internal illness was also quite violent, with signs of damage to the bones of his ribs and shoulders. Only then did I recall the time when I forcibly brought him back.

Could it be that he was injured that day, but why hasn't he been treated?

He was sick, but no one reported it to me.

If I hadn't discovered it today, and a few days later in the evening, I really don't know what the result will be. Although I can resurrect the human beings who have just died, if the body deteriorates, everything will be in vain.

I immediately moved the young man to the bed, treated his injuries, and waited for his breathing to stabilize and his fever to recede, then I summoned the relevant attendants to reprimand, and inevitably several more were sent to Chifeng Valley.

It wasn't until everything was packed and the sky turned white that I snuggled up next to the young man, but I couldn't fall asleep no matter what.

The words that the young man said indiscriminately just now filled his ears.

So he still feels guilty?

So he still wants to be by my side?

Is this a confidant, or just gibberish?

I felt the shake in my heart, but as the youth said, it was too late.Some things were said too late, and many things had already changed. It was impossible for me to trust him as before, not to mention that even if he died for me that time, it was probably in the midst of calculations.

I summoned my attendants to take care of the young man, while I went to the side hall to rest for a while.

When he returned to the dormitory, the young man had already woken up, and an attendant was serving him a bowl of porridge.

The attendant was very young, and he didn't seem to be good at taking care of others. He fed the porridge while it was still steaming.

Fang Shunhua sat leaning against the head of the bed, his complexion was better than last night, but he still looked a little dazed, eating every mouthful, as if he didn't know the taste.

I felt glaring looking at this scene, walked over and took the bowl in the servant's hand, told him to back down, sat down by the bed, stirred the spoon, let the porridge cool down quickly, and tasted the temperature , and then took a spoonful and handed it to the young man's lips.

"Open your mouth." I waited for a while, but the young man was still thinking about something.

The young man shook slightly when he heard the words, as if he had just realized that I was already sitting beside him, "Star Lord, last night...uh!"

"Let's talk after eating." Before he finished speaking, I stuffed a mouthful of porridge into his mouth, and then fed it spoonful after spoonful, wishing I could just choke this troublesome guy to death.

Fang Shunhua was flustered by my lack of gentleness in feeding the porridge, and reluctantly swallowed it with some embarrassment, and coughed a few times when he was choked from time to time, but he was very sensible and didn't speak any more, just swallowed hard.

The contents of the bowl gradually bottomed out, and seeing the young man looking a little embarrassed, I felt a little happy for some reason, almost like the joy of bullying a wronged lover.

I handed the empty bowl to the attendant, took the silk to wipe my hands, and then said with a cold face: "Speak, I still have something to do."

The young man held back for a moment, with embarrassment on his face, "Star Master, last night... I didn't say anything strange, did I?"

I smiled knowingly, "Are you going to say that you don't remember anything?"

"No, it's not," the young man hastily denied, "but it's still very vague, it's all fragments."

"Then don't think about it any more," I pretended not to care much, "Yesterday you were sick, and you said too many things to count. Of course, I won't take those words seriously, and you don't have to remember them either."

"But those are all true," the young man suddenly interrupted me, showing an eager expression, "I said that I wanted to protect you and be with you, and I was sincere."

"These words, do you think I will believe it a second time?" I looked at the pale face of the human youth with a blank face, "You just need to do your duty well, and you don't have to think about other things."

After saying this, the young man didn't answer for a long time, but gradually revealed a look of despair, and the light of hope in his eyes dimmed. After a while, he said: "I said I like you, I love you, and I really meant it."

"Like and love are real, what else is real besides like and love?" I showed no mercy.

The young man bit his pale lips, sat quietly for a while, then looked up at me, almost begging, "Did you really never like me? Even if it was only for a moment? Even... it wasn't love."

His expectant expression is mixed with caution, like a person climbing on the edge of a cliff, searching for life-saving vines with his last hope; or like a person who has already been seriously ill, afraid of hearing the doctor's final diagnosis.

Almost a bit of expectation wrestled from delusion.

I was about to surrender under such gazes, but I couldn't help wondering if these words and expressions were just perfect acting skills.

Maybe one day, those former vows of eternal love will become a sharp sword piercing the heart.

I turned my head away, not wanting to meet the young man's eyes again, and said casually: "I remember I have already answered you, these words are not what you should say, don't ask again in the future."

"Answered... is that right... I don't quite remember." The young man lowered his head, his long eyelashes drooping, and there seemed to be something shining in the corner of his eyes in the morning sun.

He closed his eyes, and the sparkle disappeared.

Then something quickly faded from the young man's body and face, those freshness and colors seemed to disappear in an instant, and when he opened his eyes again, the eyes kept beating every time he saw me The things are gone.

He smiled, but it was a dry smile, "I won't ask any more, you don't have to worry..."

The misty morning light of early winter reflected on his face, but there was only a dead silence.

As if it was an intuition, the softest part of my heart seemed to be pricked, and I was inexplicably uneasy. The youth seemed to have decided something, and seemed to give up something, but I couldn't know the content of the decision and the renunciation.

I forced myself not to care about the young man's expression, I can no longer be soft on him.

Now, as long as he can stay with me, as for other things, I shouldn't ask extravagantly.

The author has something to say: If I were to choose my favorite plot in this article, I would choose two places.

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I believe you understand, because according to experience and lessons, readers have no less bad taste than the author, ╮(╯▽╰)╭

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