Nine Nights Frost

Fang Shunhua set up a bed for me in his tent, and we slept on both sides of the tent, one on the left and one on the right.

The situation of human beings is obvious. Even as the leader, the things used by the young people are extremely simple. In such a cold winter, they are just a thin quilt, which can almost see through the moonlight.He rummaged through the luggage for a while, and finally found a half-worn felt, took out some of his own jackets, covered the felt, and made a bed for me like this.

I touched his thin mattress with my hands, and felt a little sore in my heart, feeling sorry for the young man's difficult life.

Fang Shunhua took a closer look at the bed he had just arranged, then turned his head and said to me: "The weather has been getting colder and colder recently, and all the thicker bedding has been given to the elderly and children. I only have these things here. I'm sorry for you for now."

"It's okay, I can't say I'm wronged." I just came back to my senses, came to my bed, took off my coat, and lay down in it.The young man tucked the quilt for me, then flicked out the candle and fell asleep by himself.

I have magic body protection, but I don’t actually feel that cold. The little bird who was very happy just now is also sleepy now, and is still habitually lying on my chest.

I thought about how the young man said it was ugly just now, and thought it was really funny.

This is obviously his own love.

Is this color because Yu Chengxia loves someone else?

Such a hopeless love, a love that started from childhood, may not even confess.

If you really love him so much, I can go and kill Lin Langjing for you.

However, I want to make sure again.

Thinking this way, listening to the long breathing of the young man, and stroking the soft down of the bird, I gradually fell into a deep sleep.

When it was just dawn, I woke up to wash up and found that the young man had disappeared. The quilt and pillows were neatly arranged, and there was no temperature on the mattress. It seemed that he had gone out early.After I finished dressing, someone opened the curtain and strode in, "Xiao Huahua, I have something to tell you... Huh!"

The person who came was Yu Chengxia. He didn't see Fang Shunhua, but looked at me, and immediately jumped back a step, pointing at me with trembling hands, "You...you are Shen...uh, it doesn't quite look like that, You... are cuter than him, but why are you in Xiaohuahua's tent? He will never be dissatisfied with his desires, so he found a substitute..."

"Chengxia, why did you come here so early?"

Before Yu Chengxia finished speaking, Fang Shunhua walked in from outside the tent.He was dressed very thinly, but there were sweat stains on his temples. While talking, he put down the sword in his hand, then took a cloth towel to wipe it, and changed his soaked top.

It seems that he went out to practice swords early in the morning.

Probably because one is a familiar person and the other is a "child", so Fang Shunhua's change of clothes is natural and does not avoid suspicion, but the two viewers can't control themselves, they are completely attracted by the lines that come out .

Yu Chengxia stayed for a long time before smacking her lips, and went over to punch Fang Shunhua, "It's not bad, Xiao Huahua, she looks no worse than my Jingjing."

Fang Shunhua let him make trouble, and joked: "Since I am not bad, do you want to consider fleeing to my arms?"

"Actually, I think so too, but my little Jingjing will definitely vomit blood with anger, and maybe hide and cry secretly. In order to prevent him from being overwhelmed and causing death, I'd better... don't." He deliberately showed a lustful and regretful expression. expression.

Fang Shunhua laughed, "People will die, but you are probably the one who died."

The two laughed for a while, Yu Chengxia's eyes suddenly swept to me, then he smiled and whispered something in Fang Shunhua's ear, Fang Shunhua knocked his head, disapproving: "All What are you talking about, Xiaorong is still young, how could it be..."

"It's almost twenty and still young? Think back when I was his age..."

"Being wiped out by your little Jingjing?"

"Uh...Xiao Huahua, don't speak so viciously..."

I finally understood what Yu Chengxia was talking about. I never cared about things like being discussed, but I felt even more disgusted with Yu Chengxia. Does this person really not know Fang Shunhua's feelings for him? To say these words and do these things under such circumstances, it can be said that he will be punished.

Later, Yu Chengxia said something else, the two of them walked out of the tent together, and after a while, Fang Shunhua came back, holding two steamed buns in his hand, and beckoning me to have breakfast with him.

The young man himself only ate the steamed buns, leaving me all the pickles on the plate.Although it is not a precious thing, it feels unexpectedly good to be pampered with such a little bit of sadness in an embarrassing environment.I was actually a little jealous of "Little Banyan". Among the many gifts that "Shen Yin" received, perhaps only that silver bracelet can be compared with it.

I stayed like this, staying by Fang Shunhua's side.

In the next month or so, I never saw Lin Langjing again, but I gradually became familiar with Yu Chengxia, and I gradually got a feel for his personality.Yu Chengxia is a very pure person in essence, a little clever, but also straightforward and cute.After learning that I came here because of Fang Shunhua, he became more and more warm to me, and kept arguing for me to recognize him as a big brother, saying that he would reveal Fang Shunhua's preferences to me, so that I could quickly get rid of him. Fang Shunhua got it.

Naturally, I will not let him take advantage of this kind of verbal advantage, and I am not interested in getting Fang Shunhua's liking from others, but after several trials, I am sure that he really does not know Fang Shunhua's love for him. Feelings are not intentionally pretending to be stupid.But I still don't like him, and I don't want to get close to him, so I try to avoid him as much as possible.

Because of Lin Langjing's disastrous defeat last time, the Immortal Clan and the Jiaolong Clan have been resting their teams, so these days have been very peaceful and regular.

Fang Shunhua often takes me to inspect the army and watch the soldiers drill, rain or shine.

Once, I stood with him on a knoll where the wind was blowing.

The severe winter wind is enough to destroy the dead, rolling the old trees and leaves into pieces, whistling all the way down the hillside, hitting the armored soldiers like steel bullets with tinkling sounds.The winter sun has no temperature but is dazzlingly bright. The neatly lined troops holding weapons under the hills reflect the dazzling white light. There is no drumbeat or bugle, but I can clearly see the strong singing from the faces of every human soldier. The grandeur of the sky.

In the face of such a situation, anyone will feel that personal emotions and love are so small and fragile.

I think I am gradually beginning to understand why the young man came to Weiyu Mountain with humiliation, and why he stole the Tochisu flower after gaining my trust.

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The moon and the stars were thin on this day, and I went back to Fang Shunhua and my tent after dinner as usual, but this time the young man was not there.Usually at this time, he would come back here after going out for inspection, read spell books for a while, and then wash up and go to bed.

I didn't pay much attention to it at first. There are many emergencies that need to be solved when marching outside, not to mention that he is the commander-in-chief of the army, and it is impossible to follow the steps all the time.

Although water can be used to wipe the body these days, the fresh water resources in the army are limited after all, so I often slip out without other people noticing, fly dozens of miles, and bathe in a spring water I found.Although it is not a hot spring, but in this extraordinary period, I will naturally not be picky.

Seeing that Fang Shunhua hadn't come back tonight, I followed the same way as the previous few times, using the position of the bright moon to identify the direction, and came to the mountain spring I was already familiar with.

It's almost spring now, but it's still very cold in the high mountains. The spring water is crystal clear but extremely cold. It flows quietly over the five-colored pebbles, like a frost.

I first took off the saber at my waist, and then took off my shoes. I was about to step in, but suddenly, under the moonlight, a wisp of strange light red appeared in the crystal clear water.I was very sensitive to the color similar to blood, so I immediately approached the source of the water with my shoes in hand, and saw the source of the stream of blood not long after.

In the creek formed by the spring water, there is a person lying fully in the slowly flowing icy water. His white and tall body is like a moonlight, and his long black hair sometimes blooms in the water like beautiful flowers on the other side, and sometimes follows The flow of spring water covered his body softly and long.

On this nearly perfect body, there is a tragic wound running from the left chest to the right abdomen. It seems that as long as it is deeper, it can tear this person open.The blood gushes out from this wound, is diluted into light red by the stream water, and flows downstream.

The head and face of this person were submerged in the water, and the whole body was ups and downs in the water. The black hair covered the face, and the face could not be seen clearly. It seemed to be just a charming and charming corpse.

I stepped into the water, trying to see more clearly, but saw the corpse that seemed to have been dead for a long time suddenly stood up from the water, brushed away the wet long hair with slender fingers, and smiled at me, "Little Rong? How could you it's here?"

The wound on his white chest was ferocious, but his appearance was compellingly bright.

"...Fang Shunhua?"

I couldn't believe what I saw, "How did you soak in the water, your injury..."

"Scared you?" The young man picked up the clothes by the stream and wrapped them around his body casually, caressing the almost fatal wound with one hand, following his movements, the scar immediately disappeared before his eyes.He smiled at me gently, "Are you still unwilling to call me Big Brother Fang? It's impolite to call you by your name like that."

"What did you do just now?!" I ignored his evasive words, and firmly grasped his wrist with one hand, "When did you suffer such a serious injury? Why didn't you treat it right away but soaked it in ice water? You want to die ?!"

The more I spoke, the more frightened I became. I could only stare closely at the young man's brows and eyes, trying to see some clues from them.

He was indeed too calm.

After being robbed of his love by me, he still kept those memories, the memories of that person, but he didn't have the feeling of love.

Faced with such a result, even a strong person will struggle and suffer, but these days I have been with him, but I have never seen him show any negative emotions.

If there is such a performance, if it is not that the feelings are too weak, it can only be too good at covering up.

What's more, with Yu Chengxia right beside him, it wouldn't be that difficult to fall in love again, so how could he really not feel it?

"You just wanted to..." I suddenly couldn't continue, and my whole body started to tremble, "You want...to..."

"No, I don't. Shh, I don't." Fang Shunhua put his index finger between his lips, and said softly in a soothing tone: "Calm down, Xiao Rong, things are really not what you think. I'm just patrolling When I came back, I just met an assassin, and now the battle is stalemate, and it is the time of employing people, how can I make fun of my own life, I just want to have some different experiences occasionally."

"A different experience?"

"I just want to know what it's like to die."

"you……"

"Because today is a special day. Otherwise, you promise me to keep today's matter a secret, and I'll tell you a secret in exchange, okay?" He released my clenched hand, clasped my five fingers behind his back, and gently Smile slightly.

There is a demagogic power in his smile that no one can refuse.

I hesitated for a moment, but decided to nod, "Okay, but you have to tell me the whole story of today's events."

"Then we made an agreement like this." He lightly moved my clasped hands with his, clapped his palms together, and gave me a high-five as an oath.

Then he put on his clothes, packed up his belongings, and walked up the mountain along the stream.I followed behind him and followed him all the way to the top of the mountain.On a small hill, a solitary tomb without a stele stands under the frosty moonlight.

The entire tomb was cleaned up very cleanly. Fang Shunhua took out the oiled paper bag he had been carrying just now, took out a few sticks of incense sticks from it, lit them and inserted them in front of the grave, and then cleaned up the surrounding weeds with his hands. Sit down in a clean place.

"The person I loved the first time is sleeping here. Today is her death day."

His tone was calm and gentle, "When I left Eternal Night City, I found her bones and reburied her here. She always wanted to leave there, and wanted to go to a place where she could see the sun and moonlight."

I was startled, and then I remembered the poor woman he had mentioned to me, his beloved who died wearing a silver bracelet.

After a pause, he asked me, "Do you know Evernight City?"

I nodded, "I heard someone mention it."

"You haven't been there. It's better if you haven't been there..." He seemed to think of something again, and gently stroked the soil on the tomb with his fingers, "It's a place where the sun and the moon don't see all year round. It's a place full of A place of despair. You never know when you will die, maybe tomorrow, maybe the next moment... Human life is like a piece of grass, and slaves are objects that can be destroyed at any time. We survive in the mud and struggle every day It's just how to make yourself a more precious artifact."

"It's so easy to die there. If there is no reason to live, it's easy to feel that death is better than life. In that situation, I met her..." A happy smile appeared on the young man's face , "She was the first person to tell me the meaning of life. From her, I know that only by being alive can I feel the beauty of love. It turns out that being alive can also be a kind of luck."

The young man was narrating, as if the woman he loved so much appeared in front of my eyes.

The lovely smile, the sweet dimples, so pure and beautiful, dedicated the first and last emotion of life to the youth in front of me.

But I already knew the ending of this love, so I could only bow my head in silence.

"But she left me not long after, and at that time, I didn't have the ability to protect her at all." The young man was still smiling, but unconcealable sadness poured out of his broken eyes, "How much I love you She hates herself so much, and since then, I have told myself that I must become stronger, and I must be able to protect the people I want to protect."

"Also, I will never fall in love with anyone again."

"In Eternal Night City, in the eyes of the Immortal Clan, the Flood Dragon Clan, and the Demon Clan who occasionally come there, we are the most humble items, who can be bullied and enjoyed at will. But in my eyes, are they not humble? They want to get this body, They also want to get the heart in this body. For these purposes, they are willing to give time, money, and some people are even willing to give their lives. How ironic and how ridiculous..."

"They don't deserve it."

"How can I give my precious love to those people."

"I not only want to have strong strength, but also have a strong heart."

"The heart that will never fall in love with anyone again, the heart that will always belong to me, this is my only pride."

"True pride in this life."

The young man looked up at the bright moon hanging high in the night sky. Water droplets dripped from his wet long hair and ran across his cheeks, crystal clear like tear stains.But the youth's eyes are bright and dry. Even if they are hurt, even if they are broken, they will never regret it. They are firm eyes that only look forward.

Under such a bright moonlight, even the scars on the young man's heart can be seen, but I can't stretch out my hands to comfort them, because the wounds exposed by the young man are not for the sake of gaining the pity of others, but to expose it to the wind and rain, until even His scars also became hard, impenetrable to frost and snow.

The author has something to say: If this article is written from Xiaofang's point of view, it will be a dark and cruel article.

So what are you looking forward to ==. . .

Then... stop and count down.

Because it was published in Taiwan, the number of words is much shorter than that of the pure online serial works on Jinjiang, only 14w words.I posted it in the 13w word place, and I will explain the general ending later.

Don't stop at a deadly place, it's about the time when the misunderstanding between two people is solved, so don't worry.

Although it was explained at the beginning of the post, it is still very embarrassing.

After publication, I will post the ending as soon as the publisher/publisher allows.The publisher/publisher is currently scheduling this book, so I don't know the exact publication time, but it shouldn't take long.

However, you should not have to wait until then to see pirated copies online.Or you can see "X Guanji" sooner, 囧rz just hope that this time, you don't want to change the name to "Mandarin Duck Brocade" ==. . .

It is not easy to publish a book now, I hope everyone can understand.

Thank you for your enthusiastic replies, I am also trying to write articles that do not need to be published, and I should be able to let everyone see the ending immediately.

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