Nine Nights Frost

Wei Yushan, the westernmost point of Zhiye Continent, managed to stay in the Temple of Devourer, and brought back the Tochidou flower that was taken from him, and said that it would be of great benefit to the human rebels.

At that time, the situation was critical and I had no choice. After waking up the next day, I explained the situation to Chengxia and decided that he would pretend to be me. The voice's request changed the color of the pupils.

In fact, when I was very young, I heard many legends about the Temple of Devouring in Weiyu Mountain.

It is said that there lived a terrible magic star, who fed on human souls; others said that there lived a beautiful witch with wings and a snake's tail, who tempted passers-by to hand over their hearts in exchange for wish fulfilled.

Some people once arrived at Weiyu Mountain when they were desperate, but there is no news of those people so far.

From such a description, almost everyone thinks that Weiyu Mountain is an evil and terrifying place, enough to bury everything.

Chengxia was very opposed to my going to Mount Weiyu, but she couldn't change my decision, so when I was 22 years old, I set off from the east of Guangdu Plain, and it took three years to reach Mount Weiyu, the westernmost part of the mainland. .

In the past three years, I have witnessed countless deaths of people who went to the same place as me.The pursuit of the immortals and dragons in the plains of Guangdu, the severe cold and avalanche of the Riyue Mountain, the quicksand in the Huanliu, the ferocious mausoleum fish, the monsters that devour human flesh and blood, and the demons that absorb human souls... Countless times I almost died on the difficult journey.

Arriving at Weiyu Mountain, after passing the final test, I finally came to the Temple of Devourer, where I saw the legendary evil star.

However, at the moment when I saw his face clearly, there seemed to be a huge wave in my heart.

This is clearly... the one I saw in the Key of Time, the one crying helplessly.

In the countless days when the sun cannot be seen in Eternal Night City, I opened the Key of Time time and time again to see the rising sun lingering in it, and every time, I would see this person.

It turned out that his name was Shen Yin.

I began to try my best to get close to him, besides finding Tochitsuka as soon as possible, there were also reasons that I couldn't explain myself.

He always looked sullen and moody, and almost everyone was afraid of him, dreaded him.

But I know that's not the case.

I have seen his tears, I know his pain and remorse, in my eyes, he is so lovely, yet so pitiful.

So when he believed in me, put his life in my hands, and asked me to get back the Tochigi flower, I did so without hesitation, disobeying the instructions issued by that mysterious voice for the first time.

I once again had what I really wanted.

I want to love him, and I want him to love me too.

When he told me that he wanted me to be by his side from now on, my heart was as hot as lava, and it seemed that I was no longer myself.

I will be happy because of his happiness, sad because of his sadness, and when I see him being intimate with other people, I will not be able to restrain my anger or even anger.

I shouldn't be like this.

I came here with a specific purpose, but I couldn't help showing my true emotions again and again, even I didn't know that I was such a domineering and narrow-minded person.

But Chengxia was still waiting for me, I finally decided to find a suitable opportunity to confess my past to him, including the purpose of coming here, but finally found that everything was just my own self-indulgence.

He had changed his mind, or maybe he hadn't been tempted at all.

It was me who got too deep myself, so I gave birth to delusions that shouldn't exist at all.

I was punished for breaking my vow never to love anyone.

In fact, I should have known that no one would take people like us seriously.

What's more, he is a high-ranking star leader.

This is really too common and deserved, and it is possible that no one will sympathize with it even if it is told.

After struggling for so long, after working hard for so long, I finally realized that I have made no progress, and I am still just a fool who watched his love die and was powerless to save it.

But I'm still sorry for him.

It is the freedom of others to love or not to love a person, but I will still make him feel sad if I take away something that he misses the person he loves.

In exchange for the demons not joining the war for the time being, and out of guilt, I returned to Mount Weiyu.

And this time, I really lost my love.

Those who have not experienced it will not know what kind of pain it is.

All the sweetness is gone, and all you have is the pain in that memory. If the heavy shackles of memory make people suffocate, the double pain will almost drive people crazy.

Chengxia was very worried about me, but there was nothing she could do.

That mysterious voice taught me how to use the power of the Tochigi flower to the extreme. His purpose was to let me find a person named Su Yilan, but Su Yilan lived near the sacred tree Ruomu, which was heavily guarded by the immortal clan. There is a powerful barrier of "Seven Stars" around. If you want to find this person, you must capture Lidu.

The voice also said that excessive use of the power of Tochidama would lead to dire results, and told me to do what I can.

I don't care anymore.

Those things that belong to me, that I really want, are no longer possible to have.

So let more people have everything they want.

As for my own ending, I really don't care anymore.

At this moment, I met a strange person, he said his name was "Xiao Rong", he came here because he liked me, and wanted to stay by my side.

His identity is very suspicious, and he knows too many secrets that shouldn't be known, but I still choose the method of keeping him secret, just bring him by my side and monitor him nearby.Gradually, I found him very interesting and cute.

He obviously has a young face, but he speaks old-fashioned. He will care about me and teach me a lesson.Obviously the original swordsmanship is already very good, but I can't learn the moves I taught him. I have to teach him hand in hand over and over again to barely learn it.

Everything about him overlapped with the colorless memory in my head.

It seems that those unthinkable things can now be understood. ——Why did I like that person, why did I fall in love with that person, why did I give up my self-esteem and pride for him.

I couldn't help but doubt Xiaorong's identity.

On the anniversary of the death of the girl of my first love, under the dim moonlight, I said something that I never told anyone. It was a voice that settled in my heart and would be buried with me after death, but I was in front of him. I said it in front of me, I don't know if I want to tell Shen Yin, or Xiao Rong, or I really just want to find someone to talk to.

But that night terrified me.

I had identified him, and found myself agitated again.

I almost hated myself, why are you so lowly, falling in love with someone who doesn't care about you at all.

Such emotions cut my heart and lungs like a sharp blade, and I finally used the opportunity of revealing his identity and forcing the demons to cooperate with humans to drive him away.

I don't want to see him again.

Don't want to fall in love with him again.

When I was in Eternal Night City, even if my dignity was trampled, even if my body would be trampled one day, I could still proudly tell myself that at least my heart was intact, and no one could destroy it.

Now, I really don't want to see that heart being broken into pieces again.

Get it wrong once and you're just stupid; get it twice and you're really stupid.

After Shen Yin left, I put all my energy into attacking the coalition forces of the Immortal Clan and the Jiaolong Clan.

But with the passage of time, I gradually found that my body began to appear abnormal, my hair color and eye color began to change, and the tochisu flower that originally only existed on the back of my hand also slowly extended to my arms. I had to resort to magic techniques Disguise your appearance.

Because I didn't use a forbidden technique, I was worried that the change in my appearance wouldn't be able to fool Chengxia, and there was another incident on Lin Langjing's side that I couldn't let him know about, so I had to dismiss him immediately.

I was thinking about how to get Chengxia away in a reasonable way. One night, the mysterious voice that hadn't appeared for a long time appeared again, telling me the way to reach Tanhua City, and asking me to find Su Yilan after capturing Lidu , tell him this method.

After waking up, I thought for a long time, and finally called Chengxia, and told him the speech I had prepared.He was a little puzzled at first, but out of trust in me, he quickly agreed and left after preparing some necessary items.

For his safety, I prepared several fast horses for him, and told him to start from my previous route to Weiyu Mountain. I believe that with his current ability, three months is enough.

Looking at the figure of Chengxia leaving, there is always a voice in my heart mocking in a low voice - you still want to see him again, you still can't forget him, so you can't give up, after all, you still want to see him before you die. See him again.

I tried to ignore that voice, but I knew I just couldn't face it.

I really shouldn't think about it anymore, things in the world can't have so-called perfection, not to mention the illusory existence of human feelings.

When I see him again, I should be able to pretend nothing happened.

The secrets in my heart will no longer be prying eyes.

I will never tell him, now, I still open the key of time again and again, this time, not to see the rising sun in the background, but to see the sad and crying figure.

In my life, he will probably always be just the dawn of Evernight City.

So yearning, but never able to get.