Admiral's little vampires are divided
Chapter 62 Inferiority
Yan Xun is very gentlemanly, just holding hands vainly, if Yan Le feels dissatisfied and wants to shake off, he doesn't need to waste any effort at all.
The temperature from the touch of fingertips burned Yan Le's heart.He bit his lip, and took advantage of the situation to completely squeeze into Yan Xun's palm and fingers. He didn't lift his lips in satisfaction until the fingers of the two interlocked.
The light dispelled the darkness, and the villa returned to its usual warm appearance.The two walked to the sofa and sat down, but Yan Le didn't let go.
"Like pulling like this?" Yan Xun asked.
He turned off the light in the living room again, leaving a light on the side of the sofa, the light was softer than the light in the whole living room.The soft light of warm colors infiltrated the two of them, and even their shadows were intertwined.
Yan Le was not shy when doing this action, but when his intentions were exposed, he suddenly felt embarrassed again: "Yeah."
"Then hold." Yan Xun said.
Yan Le looked at him, and said in a voice like a mosquito, "Okay."
The two sat quietly for a while following this movement, and it was rare for Xiao Pang to obediently not disturb the two of them.The floor-to-ceiling windows can take a panoramic view of the mountain scenery, I don't know how long I watched it, and Yan Le's voice sounded when I came back to my senses: "I'm a little homesick."
"Then do you want to..."
Knowing what Yan Xun was going to say, Yan Le continued to confess before him: "My brother watched me grow up, and he participated in all my affairs, big or small, in the past 18 years. Today he slipped away without telling me Leaving, I, I am very reluctant."
After witnessing how the two got along, Yan Xun comforted in a low voice: "If you miss him, you can go home at any time, and I will help you with the school. Or you can invite him to play."
Yan Le nodded heavily, before expressing his thoughts.
"Actually..." When the words came to his lips, Yan Le didn't know whether to ask, after all, the rumors about Yan Xun's family seemed to be bad.
"What do you want to ask?"
"Will you be angry if I ask you?"
"If it's you, then you can ask anything." Yan Xun looked at him with long and deep eyes.His lips are thin, but the color of his lips is tinged with glamorous colors. He should look very good when he smiles, but it's a pity that Yan Le hasn't seen his smile much since they met each other.
"Then I asked." Yan Le looked at his face seriously, "Can I learn more about your life experience before you met me?"
What he said was very cryptic.
But Yan Xun could still hear what he wanted to ask. After all, he had just returned from the wandering area, and the rumors and rumors circulating in that place were the most serious.
Before meeting Yan Le, the most important reason why he didn't intend to explain was that he actually cared a lot.
Care a lot about why he's a replacement.
Even in the countless midnight dreams, in the countless depressions, he once said to himself, he didn't care at all.
But in fact, he knew better than anyone else that he cared.
The sandalwood and mint fragrance in the air seemed to be getting stronger gradually. Seeing that the face of the person beside her was a little darker, Yan Le tentatively said in a low voice: "If you don't want to say it, that's okay. We can talk about it later."
"It's okay." Yan Xun narrowed his eyes and asked, "Do you hate the smell of cigarettes?"
Yan Le was a little taken aback, but still shook her head subconsciously: "I don't hate it."
"Yeah." Yan Xun leaned over, his slender shirt highlighted his muscular figure to the fullest, and the arc of his bow was like a round of sharp machetes, silently releasing the alpha wildness hidden in his body.He took out the cigarette case from the second floor of the side cabinet, and took out a white and blue cigarette.
Yan Le consciously leaned over to light him a fire, the wick was clearly on and off, Yan Xun's eyes were getting darker, and when the smoke slowly came out, his expression couldn't be seen clearly.
"Did you live it when you were young..." Yan Xun paused, "It was quite carefree?"
Yan Le nodded without thinking, "Well, almost."
The happiness of his childhood can only be regarded as a one-sided summary with the word carefree.
The last bit of setting sun in the distant sky completely fell, Yan Le heard the answer to the question: "I am different, every day after I am sensible is not a good day."
"You should be quite curious, why doesn't an imperial general's house have any military defenses at all, and doesn't even install surveillance, right?"
Yan Le nodded honestly.
When he heard that Yan Xun was not doing well, he thought of stopping.But the question was raised by him, and there was no turning back when he opened the bow.
"Actually, I don't know how to tell you." The body of the cigarette was caught between his fair and slender fingers, and he looked at Yan Le calmly, "But you asked, Lele."
"When I was young, I lived under surveillance every day. I didn't have any freedom at all. I couldn't do anything except solve my physical needs. Those rumors were false, but the couple were indeed my adoptive parents."
The apex of her heart seemed to be cut by a sharp knife point, Yan Le's heart was blocked and painful.He wanted to say something comforting, but it was difficult for him to speak out as if there was a ball of cotton in his throat.
"I... I was abandoned in an orphanage since I was a child. The director of that orphanage was inspected and imprisoned 20 years ago. The abuse in the orphanage was very serious." He understated his life in those years , continued to talk about the life behind, "Later I was adopted by that couple, but they didn't treat me as a person, I survived there as a substitute. The life there was worse than the orphanage, the surveillance and Violence took over my entire life."
"Stop it..." Yan Le asked him to stop, but Yan Xun shook his head, "Later, I was rescued by my master after I split up. My master was very kind to me and sent me to the Second Imperial School to study. , train me to enlist in the army."
Yan Xun's voice became very soft, as if something that could no longer be grasped was about to go away.
"But he was killed by me."
The dense pain eroded the limbs and bones, Yan Le's eyes turned red, and the invisible dark cloud above his head seemed to appear again.He comforted the people around him awkwardly: "No."
"It's me." Yan Xun emphasized, "It's really me."
"I believed in the wrong person. I joined the army very late, and I was lonely. No one wanted to talk to me. At that time he appeared, he took the initiative to say hello to me, and pestered me every day to call my brother. He was very cheerful and worked hard. It was the first time I was actively cared about by outsiders, and my initial indifference gradually turned into acceptance. Our relationship has also become closer, especially after fighting side by side on the battlefield many times.”
He took a puff of cigarette, and there was pain in his eyes: "Because of our outstanding performance, we were all selected for the Zerg Encirclement and Suppression Plan. The chief executive of the plan at that time was my master, and that was the first time he and I fought side by side on the battlefield. But that person is... a spy of the Zerg race, our plan was leaked by him in advance, although it succeeded in the end, but my master sacrificed, I killed him."
No matter how much time passed, he could never forget the tragic scene at that time.
The man stood beside the burly Zerg, still smiling brightly and calling him brother, while he was holding the only relative who was bleeding profusely in his arms.
He believed in the wrong person.
It was he who killed his master.
"Yan Xun, no." Yan Le's voice was choked, and she turned around and hugged him directly, "It's not your fault. Listen to me, when you were selected, did you recommend him to your master?"
"No." The cigarette fell to the ground, and the sparks were annihilated, "The person in charge of the encirclement and suppression plan is not my master."
"Then it wasn't you." Yan Le hugged him tightly, the tip of her nose was filled with the fragrance of sandalwood and mint, "It's not your fault, Yan Xun."
Yan Xun's recognition of his espionage ability must have been selected for the encirclement and suppression plan because of his outstanding performance.However, life and death on the battlefield are unpredictable. While Yan Le understands and feels sad, she still doesn't want Yan Xun to attribute all the faults to herself.
"You can't think like that."
"It's me." Yan Xun's throat tightened, "Maybe Master shouldn't have saved me in the first place."
Yan Le hugged him tightly, her fingers tightly wrapped around his waist, as if she wanted to convey her good luck and happiness to him through this hug.
Late autumn is often accompanied by rain. I don’t know when, a light rain fell outside the window, and the rain wiped the window, leaving traces of various shapes.Just like everyone's life trajectory, different paths are different.
"Now that you know this, do you still want to be with me?"
Yan Le's eyes turned red: "I think, it's unbelievable."
Yan Xun did not let go of these things, he still stubbornly insisted on his views.And these thoughts are not something he can easily change now, they still have a long time to integrate and can slowly change for each other.
Therefore, Yan Le didn't hold on to this point anymore, but whispered her thoughts: "Frankly speaking, I can't wait even more after knowing this. In fact, sometimes I have doubts about myself, but only I have never wavered or doubted my liking for you. I firmly believe in my liking for you. If you want, you don’t need to hesitate or pursue, you can be with me now.”
He wanted to give Yan Xun a sense of security, so he said these words over and over again.There was some movement from Xiaopang in the corner, but Yan Xun didn't speak for a long time.Time passed slowly, and the rain outside the window gradually increased, and purple lightning rolled in the clouds.
Maybe it was because he had talked for too long, Yan Le suddenly felt a little embarrassed, he relaxed a little, and changed the posture of the two hugging close to each other.But before he could take his hand away, Yan Xun grabbed his wrist.
The rich sandalwood and the refreshing mint are intertwined, making Yan Le a little out of breath.The corners of his eyes were unbelievably red, seductive for no reason.
Warm and soft light fell on the two of them. Yan Xun's eyes were dark and his lips were slightly pursed: "Have you thought about it? Don't you mind or regret it?"
"Why bother and regret it?" Yan Le pretended to be relaxed, trying to change the heavy atmosphere, "I've thought about it a long time ago. I was so firm when I gave you the gift."
Yan Xun looked at him silently, the strong inferiority complex in his heart was gradually disappearing.
"Don't you promise me?"
"what?"
Yan Le said seriously: "You don't need to pursue, you can be with me now, if you want."
The temperature from the touch of fingertips burned Yan Le's heart.He bit his lip, and took advantage of the situation to completely squeeze into Yan Xun's palm and fingers. He didn't lift his lips in satisfaction until the fingers of the two interlocked.
The light dispelled the darkness, and the villa returned to its usual warm appearance.The two walked to the sofa and sat down, but Yan Le didn't let go.
"Like pulling like this?" Yan Xun asked.
He turned off the light in the living room again, leaving a light on the side of the sofa, the light was softer than the light in the whole living room.The soft light of warm colors infiltrated the two of them, and even their shadows were intertwined.
Yan Le was not shy when doing this action, but when his intentions were exposed, he suddenly felt embarrassed again: "Yeah."
"Then hold." Yan Xun said.
Yan Le looked at him, and said in a voice like a mosquito, "Okay."
The two sat quietly for a while following this movement, and it was rare for Xiao Pang to obediently not disturb the two of them.The floor-to-ceiling windows can take a panoramic view of the mountain scenery, I don't know how long I watched it, and Yan Le's voice sounded when I came back to my senses: "I'm a little homesick."
"Then do you want to..."
Knowing what Yan Xun was going to say, Yan Le continued to confess before him: "My brother watched me grow up, and he participated in all my affairs, big or small, in the past 18 years. Today he slipped away without telling me Leaving, I, I am very reluctant."
After witnessing how the two got along, Yan Xun comforted in a low voice: "If you miss him, you can go home at any time, and I will help you with the school. Or you can invite him to play."
Yan Le nodded heavily, before expressing his thoughts.
"Actually..." When the words came to his lips, Yan Le didn't know whether to ask, after all, the rumors about Yan Xun's family seemed to be bad.
"What do you want to ask?"
"Will you be angry if I ask you?"
"If it's you, then you can ask anything." Yan Xun looked at him with long and deep eyes.His lips are thin, but the color of his lips is tinged with glamorous colors. He should look very good when he smiles, but it's a pity that Yan Le hasn't seen his smile much since they met each other.
"Then I asked." Yan Le looked at his face seriously, "Can I learn more about your life experience before you met me?"
What he said was very cryptic.
But Yan Xun could still hear what he wanted to ask. After all, he had just returned from the wandering area, and the rumors and rumors circulating in that place were the most serious.
Before meeting Yan Le, the most important reason why he didn't intend to explain was that he actually cared a lot.
Care a lot about why he's a replacement.
Even in the countless midnight dreams, in the countless depressions, he once said to himself, he didn't care at all.
But in fact, he knew better than anyone else that he cared.
The sandalwood and mint fragrance in the air seemed to be getting stronger gradually. Seeing that the face of the person beside her was a little darker, Yan Le tentatively said in a low voice: "If you don't want to say it, that's okay. We can talk about it later."
"It's okay." Yan Xun narrowed his eyes and asked, "Do you hate the smell of cigarettes?"
Yan Le was a little taken aback, but still shook her head subconsciously: "I don't hate it."
"Yeah." Yan Xun leaned over, his slender shirt highlighted his muscular figure to the fullest, and the arc of his bow was like a round of sharp machetes, silently releasing the alpha wildness hidden in his body.He took out the cigarette case from the second floor of the side cabinet, and took out a white and blue cigarette.
Yan Le consciously leaned over to light him a fire, the wick was clearly on and off, Yan Xun's eyes were getting darker, and when the smoke slowly came out, his expression couldn't be seen clearly.
"Did you live it when you were young..." Yan Xun paused, "It was quite carefree?"
Yan Le nodded without thinking, "Well, almost."
The happiness of his childhood can only be regarded as a one-sided summary with the word carefree.
The last bit of setting sun in the distant sky completely fell, Yan Le heard the answer to the question: "I am different, every day after I am sensible is not a good day."
"You should be quite curious, why doesn't an imperial general's house have any military defenses at all, and doesn't even install surveillance, right?"
Yan Le nodded honestly.
When he heard that Yan Xun was not doing well, he thought of stopping.But the question was raised by him, and there was no turning back when he opened the bow.
"Actually, I don't know how to tell you." The body of the cigarette was caught between his fair and slender fingers, and he looked at Yan Le calmly, "But you asked, Lele."
"When I was young, I lived under surveillance every day. I didn't have any freedom at all. I couldn't do anything except solve my physical needs. Those rumors were false, but the couple were indeed my adoptive parents."
The apex of her heart seemed to be cut by a sharp knife point, Yan Le's heart was blocked and painful.He wanted to say something comforting, but it was difficult for him to speak out as if there was a ball of cotton in his throat.
"I... I was abandoned in an orphanage since I was a child. The director of that orphanage was inspected and imprisoned 20 years ago. The abuse in the orphanage was very serious." He understated his life in those years , continued to talk about the life behind, "Later I was adopted by that couple, but they didn't treat me as a person, I survived there as a substitute. The life there was worse than the orphanage, the surveillance and Violence took over my entire life."
"Stop it..." Yan Le asked him to stop, but Yan Xun shook his head, "Later, I was rescued by my master after I split up. My master was very kind to me and sent me to the Second Imperial School to study. , train me to enlist in the army."
Yan Xun's voice became very soft, as if something that could no longer be grasped was about to go away.
"But he was killed by me."
The dense pain eroded the limbs and bones, Yan Le's eyes turned red, and the invisible dark cloud above his head seemed to appear again.He comforted the people around him awkwardly: "No."
"It's me." Yan Xun emphasized, "It's really me."
"I believed in the wrong person. I joined the army very late, and I was lonely. No one wanted to talk to me. At that time he appeared, he took the initiative to say hello to me, and pestered me every day to call my brother. He was very cheerful and worked hard. It was the first time I was actively cared about by outsiders, and my initial indifference gradually turned into acceptance. Our relationship has also become closer, especially after fighting side by side on the battlefield many times.”
He took a puff of cigarette, and there was pain in his eyes: "Because of our outstanding performance, we were all selected for the Zerg Encirclement and Suppression Plan. The chief executive of the plan at that time was my master, and that was the first time he and I fought side by side on the battlefield. But that person is... a spy of the Zerg race, our plan was leaked by him in advance, although it succeeded in the end, but my master sacrificed, I killed him."
No matter how much time passed, he could never forget the tragic scene at that time.
The man stood beside the burly Zerg, still smiling brightly and calling him brother, while he was holding the only relative who was bleeding profusely in his arms.
He believed in the wrong person.
It was he who killed his master.
"Yan Xun, no." Yan Le's voice was choked, and she turned around and hugged him directly, "It's not your fault. Listen to me, when you were selected, did you recommend him to your master?"
"No." The cigarette fell to the ground, and the sparks were annihilated, "The person in charge of the encirclement and suppression plan is not my master."
"Then it wasn't you." Yan Le hugged him tightly, the tip of her nose was filled with the fragrance of sandalwood and mint, "It's not your fault, Yan Xun."
Yan Xun's recognition of his espionage ability must have been selected for the encirclement and suppression plan because of his outstanding performance.However, life and death on the battlefield are unpredictable. While Yan Le understands and feels sad, she still doesn't want Yan Xun to attribute all the faults to herself.
"You can't think like that."
"It's me." Yan Xun's throat tightened, "Maybe Master shouldn't have saved me in the first place."
Yan Le hugged him tightly, her fingers tightly wrapped around his waist, as if she wanted to convey her good luck and happiness to him through this hug.
Late autumn is often accompanied by rain. I don’t know when, a light rain fell outside the window, and the rain wiped the window, leaving traces of various shapes.Just like everyone's life trajectory, different paths are different.
"Now that you know this, do you still want to be with me?"
Yan Le's eyes turned red: "I think, it's unbelievable."
Yan Xun did not let go of these things, he still stubbornly insisted on his views.And these thoughts are not something he can easily change now, they still have a long time to integrate and can slowly change for each other.
Therefore, Yan Le didn't hold on to this point anymore, but whispered her thoughts: "Frankly speaking, I can't wait even more after knowing this. In fact, sometimes I have doubts about myself, but only I have never wavered or doubted my liking for you. I firmly believe in my liking for you. If you want, you don’t need to hesitate or pursue, you can be with me now.”
He wanted to give Yan Xun a sense of security, so he said these words over and over again.There was some movement from Xiaopang in the corner, but Yan Xun didn't speak for a long time.Time passed slowly, and the rain outside the window gradually increased, and purple lightning rolled in the clouds.
Maybe it was because he had talked for too long, Yan Le suddenly felt a little embarrassed, he relaxed a little, and changed the posture of the two hugging close to each other.But before he could take his hand away, Yan Xun grabbed his wrist.
The rich sandalwood and the refreshing mint are intertwined, making Yan Le a little out of breath.The corners of his eyes were unbelievably red, seductive for no reason.
Warm and soft light fell on the two of them. Yan Xun's eyes were dark and his lips were slightly pursed: "Have you thought about it? Don't you mind or regret it?"
"Why bother and regret it?" Yan Le pretended to be relaxed, trying to change the heavy atmosphere, "I've thought about it a long time ago. I was so firm when I gave you the gift."
Yan Xun looked at him silently, the strong inferiority complex in his heart was gradually disappearing.
"Don't you promise me?"
"what?"
Yan Le said seriously: "You don't need to pursue, you can be with me now, if you want."
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