Mr hell

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Huai Qi seemed to be crushed by a ghost, he struggled hard for a while, but the dream still did not disappear.

He didn't know where the screening was going to go.His heart was full of apprehension and fear, but he didn't want to really wake up - because if this continued, he might see the real cause of Jian Yisu's death here.

This gray memory just now made Huai Qi very uncomfortable. Not only did it make people unable to see clearly, sometimes there were even a mess of black lines on people's faces.

The later scenes were not as dull as before. After Jian Yisu was rescued, the words "Chaonan Welfare Institute" appeared in his sight.

Here is a female teacher with smile lines all over her eyes, wearing a plain dress, she came out to greet Jian Yisu.

When seeing her face, Huai Qi's heart skipped a beat.

She turned out to be extremely similar to the female ghost in white who followed her.The female ghost in white had a high degree of soul decay, so her face was ferocious. Huai Qi looked at it for a long time before she dared to connect her with the gentle lady in front of her.

Looking at her, Huai Qi couldn't help feeling chills in his heart.

He couldn't help thinking of the "Orphanage Massacre" that Jiang Xiao and he had said.He regretted not asking for details carefully at that time.

What happened to the people in Chaonan Orphanage?

Huai Qi took a deep breath and continued to read.

Jian Yisu's mentality is much higher than that of his peers, and he doesn't get along well in the orphanage. Most of the time he is taciturn. He saves the time for talking and playing, and reads all the books that can be read here.

Because of the "meson", Jian Yisu seems to be very interested in physics, but at his age and in this environment, he has no chance to get in touch with deeper knowledge.

In addition, Jian Yisu often saw the faces of two young people.

These are two young men in suits and leather shoes.Huai Qi saw that one of them was familiar, and when he was sizing it up carefully, the children were led by the headmaster and shouted in unison: "Hello, Mr. Wei!"

Huai Qi suddenly thought that if the face of "Jian Shuo's father" Wei Lihui was rejuvenated, it would be this person in front of him.

Wei Lihui hadn't become the mayor of Yaocheng at that time. He settled in the capital city and ran a shipping logistics company with some assets. He seemed to like children very much. According to the dean, Wei Lihui paid for the Chaonan Welfare Institute. built.

The children continued to call another man "Mr. Jin", Huai Qi looked at him, but his face was blurred, probably to Jian Yisu at that time, he was not important.

With the financial support of Wei Lihui, Jian Yisu and other children came to the primary school in the city for the first time. The teacher was not sure whether his knowledge level could be taught together with his peers, so he was assigned to a lower grade to adapt to the school environment. , and happened to be assigned to the same class as Huai Qi.

Huai Qi's heart started to pound wildly, and no matter how much the master comforted him, he would not obey.

He remembered some fragments of memories, he and Jian Yisu seemed to be at the same table.It feels a bit strange to re-watch his first encounter with himself from the perspective of others.

But from Jian Yisu's perspective, everyone's faces are gray and hazy, even Huai Qi is no exception.

"It turns out that I didn't leave any amazing first impression on Jian Yisu.

Huai Qi looked at his face with a grayscale mosaic and greeted his tablemate every day, and found it a bit funny.Although Jian Yisu would respond with a smile, in fact he didn't even recognize the face of this tablemate.

The only one with a clear appearance was a girl in the front row. Although Jian Yisu had never spoken to her, she would pay attention to her when passing by.

Huai Qi felt that the girl's eyes were very similar to that of the girl in the dark room, and she probably reminded Jian Yisu of his missing sister.

After a long time, Huaiqi is still a passer-by in Jian Yisu's memory.Occasionally, when Huai Qi was detained, he would care about a few words, but it was only limited to "a few words".Jian Yisu's conversations with him usually don't include subject and object - because he doesn't remember Huaiqi's name at all.

Huai Qi tried his best to recall that time, at that time he must have thought that Jian Yisu was a very good person, after all, everyone was used to Huai Qi whose grades were always at the bottom, being detained in class to do a test, no one would talk too much after school After asking a few questions, only Jian Yisu did this.

Seeing the bewildered Xiao Huaiqi happily shaking his legs hanging on the edge of the stool after watching Jian Yisu leave—Huaiqi couldn't help but want to find a crack in the floor.

He especially wanted to poke the head of this child who was not serious about writing the questions, and reprimanded him: Why are you so easy to deceive.

This memory is particularly lengthy.Because Jian Yisu is out of gregarious and precocious, a group of children brainwashed by the "traitor theory" feel very dissatisfied with the adults' favor for him.

Huai Qi saw that Jian Yisu was booed and besieged by a group of children who had been sent to the orphanage with him.

Different from others, their faces are covered in black, even mixed with dazzling red.Probably because they used to be "spectators", the hatred buried in Jian Yisu's feelings for them.

Jian Yisu didn't care about their words, and just as he was about to leave, a "bold" boy rushed up, imitating the "punishment method" of adults, and kicked Jian Yisu's abdomen hard.

Jian Yisu wouldn't be kicked down, but the pain made his spine numb.

Huai Qi saw that in Jian Yisu's eyes, the black covering on the boy's face gradually became distorted, turning into a hideous mask.

The boy imitated the big man who had beaten Jian Yisu, and kept spitting out vulgar words.Finally, he suddenly mentioned the missing girl, with a chilling smile on his childish face, and he said: "The little wife you raised must not want to be with you anymore, and was sent to a brothel to be a pawn." bitch-"

"..."

At this moment, Huai Qi felt that something was broken in Jian Yisu's body, so that a surging black hysterically swallowed up this small body.

Huai Qi never thought that Jian Yisu's silent, calm and mature appearance suppressed such terrifying emotions.

Jian Yisu raised his eyes, staring at the boy coldly and angrily.

——He didn't have a self-defense weapon to protect himself before.

He longed desperately for a knife.

But now, he happens to have a box knife in his pocket for art class at school.

Seeing that he didn't speak, the boy became even more agitated, and his fist brushed the corner of his mouth.Jian Yisu, who had a gloomy face, had already held the utility knife in his hand, pushed out the blade, and swung it towards the boy's face.

Huai Qi was startled, forgetting that he was just a bystander, and shouted, "Yi Su!"

With a "dong", the boy who was hit on the temple fell to the ground, covered his head, wiped a pool of blood with his hands, and looked at Jian Yisu whose hands were covered in blood in horror.

Huai Qi's breathing stopped for a moment, but he found that the blood did not come from the top of the boy's head, but from Jian Yisu's palm.

In a thought, he turned his fist over.The handle of the knife only hit a bruise on the boy's head, while Jian Yisu held the exit of the blade, and the blade that was not fully retracted cut a deep wound on the palm of his hand.

Due to too much force, the blade was still embedded in the flesh, Jian Yisu struggled to open his palm under the quiet gaze of the children.

After wiping the knife clean with a notebook paper, he put it away.He only has this one that he can use in class, and he can't ask his parents to buy another one like ordinary children.

Jian Yisu's eyes were bloodshot, and he yelled hoarsely at the boy on the ground who dared not say anything: "Get out."

A burst of sadness filled Huai Qi's heart.

Jian Yisu was both angry and sympathetic.

These children obviously experienced the same nightmare as him and that girl, why would they use the nightmare as a weapon to attack the same kind with peace of mind?They only dare to trample on their own kind, because they believe that the weak souls under their feet are sadly similar to themselves - they dare not resist the perpetrator.

Jian Yisu didn't know if there was such a disgusting humanity hidden in his heart.If so, he would rather die.

Huai Qi probably understands why Jian Yisu's perspective is gray and black all the time, this is probably a reflection from the bottom of his heart.

The environment affects a person's growth. Although there are books and Shenlan Jiezi's notes accompanying him, it is impossible for Jian Yisu who grew up in that environment to be just a pure and kind greenhouse flower.

He has secretive roots and rot.

Jian Yisu is more like an island prison where negative emotions are kept on the calm and boundless sea. He is suppressing the release of these things with indifference and reticence.

……

"Yisu, is your hand hurt?"

Huai Qi heard his own voice.

This is a real classroom.There is also the sound of reading aloud outside.

Xiao Huaiqi stretched out a finger, and lightly touched Jian Yisu's hand wrapped in a white bandage.Jian Yisu ignored him, his eyes were still on the textbooks on the table, and he just said: "Yes."

His cold expression prevented Huai Qi from continuing to ask.But he seemed to be very curious about Jian Yisu's injury, and couldn't help but tilt his head to look at the wound on his face. He found a band-aid in his schoolbag and stuck it to the corner of Jian Yisu's mouth.

Jian Yisu was taken aback when she looked at him.The haze on Xiao Huaiqi's face was swept away.

Huai Qi smiled wryly, and he could finally see "my" face clearly in Jian Yisu's memories.

Because it was an art class, Xiao Huaiqi didn't continue to ask how his hand was hurt, but pointed to his thick bandage and said, "Can I draw on it? If you like."

Jian Yisu moved the injured hand over indifferently.

Huai Qi specially picked the position on the back of the hand that would not affect the wound, and began to draw carefully.Jian Yisu looked down at him, and made a small sound: "You..."

Xiao Huaiqi's eyes were bright, as if there was no impurity at all, looked at him, and asked, "Huh?"

"fine."

Jian Yisu rested his chin with the other hand, and looked away.

He originally wanted to ask if your name was "Huaiqi".

But it didn't seem very polite to ask, so I held back.

Jian Yisu's eyes were still on the table at the same table, looking for signed things such as exercise books and test papers to confirm Huai Qi's name.Xiao Huaiqi, who didn't know anything about it, tapped on the cap of the colored pencil.He handed Jian Yisu's graffiti back "respectfully".

But he seemed to feel that something was missing.Looking at Jian Yisu's face again, he picked up a red colored pen, and suddenly lay on Jian Yisu's shoulder, carefully writing something on the corner of the band-aid.

Confused, Jian Yisu frowned, didn't move, and let him draw.

After he was done, Huai Qi gave him a small mirror in satisfaction.

Jian Yisu looked at the reflection and raised his eyebrows.

Turning the words on the mirror upside down, Huaiqi wrote on the band-aid: "HQ is here for a visit."

"..."

Jian Yisu couldn't help chuckling.

After laughing, I froze for a moment.