◎Do you have a date tonight◎

Listening to the busy tone on the phone, Shang Lingjue was slightly startled for a moment, and then dialed again.

Still no answer.

She called Chen Yan instead and was on the phone the whole time.

Call again after half an hour, it becomes the same no answer.

Holding the phone, Shang Lingjue felt a little disappointed, but she guessed that Si Er was just delayed by something.

So, she picked up the violin, left the cake and candles on the beach first, and ran all the way back to the top floor where they lived.

Because everyone is walking around in a hurry, the corridor is very dark and quiet, only the sound of insects and frogs can be heard around.

After opening the door, Shang Lingjue was greeted by a dark living room full of a lone moon. She breathed in the faint fragrance remaining in the room, and walked all the way to the balcony before turning on the lights.

Walking straight to the right, Shang Lingjue inhaled lightly. He didn't know whether it was unexpected or unexpected, and saw a dark room.

Turn on the flashlight and shine it through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and sure enough, Ser's suitcase has disappeared.

The room couldn't be said to be as clean as new, but there were traces of mess, which seemed to prove that the people inside were in a hurry.

Shang Lingjue suddenly felt that his behavior of sticking to the glass and looking in was silly.

Stupid as hell.

Like the kind of child who is particularly lacking in love, sticking to the glass window and looking at the expensive and interesting toys inside, his face is squished, and he still refuses to leave.

With luggage and the violin, Shang Lingjue slowly returned to the place where he and Si Er had agreed to watch shooting stars together.

The candle she lit before has been extinguished, and the lonely ice cream cake is like a black reef under the dim moonlight.

The melting ice is the seawater hitting the reef.

Shang Lingjue was the only one on the huge beach.

She stopped by the cake and watched as the ice melted and the ice cream melted.

It flowed out from the gap in the cake box, sticky and messy.

White and red are mixed together, as if they are about to form a clown's face.

There are many stars in the sky today, but the surroundings are a little too quiet, except for the sound of the small sea tide, the world seems to be empty.

After cleaning up the melted cake and bread, Shang Lingjue straddled the suitcase and looked at the starry sky for a long time.

Perhaps because she disliked being too quiet, she still took out her violin, stood beside the waves, and plucked the strings alone.

The back of the girl in a white shirt is tall and lonely.

There is no audience, just like when I was practicing piano when I was a child, there is no difference.

Shang Lingjue didn't know how long it had passed, anyway, accompanied by the sound of the piano, she saw meteors streaking across the sky as promised, dazzling and dazzling.

In fact, she thought that she might not be able to see the shooting star, but just be with that person.

However, seeing meteors now doesn't seem so bad.

A day without Sier's company is just an ordinary day.

Such a day, she has been living, living a lot.

It doesn't matter one more day, or two days, or even a lifetime.

This is the price of soft-heartedness.

Maybe S Er was delayed by something, but in the time that passed, he had tasted the feeling of waiting too many times.

Unbearable as a maggot attached to the bone.

She couldn't help guessing that Si Er went to meet someone else again, and put herself in the last place again.

Even though these speculations may be false, she couldn't help it.

Shang Lingjue stopped playing the violin, unexpectedly bumping into the gentle moonlight splashing on the sea.

Separation and missed appointments are the norm in this world, where there are so many exceptions and preferences.

It's me who cares too much and is too persistent.

Perhaps, Si Er is really not his own light, but at that moment, it really shines on him.

It is unimaginable happiness to be with Sir, so the pain is even more painful.

Putting the violin back into its case, Shang Lingjue pulled the suitcase, leaving lonely footprints on the beach.

Actually, it's not a big deal, it's the same as before.

Very ordinary event.

In the relationship between people, there will always be such emergencies that it is too late to say and can only be apologized afterwards.

This is the normal state when the world is running cold. Shang Lingjue shook his head, because he overreacted.

Si Er must be very tired when he is with someone who is sensitive, awkward and rebellious, and has deep thoughts like himself.

Although I don't know if Si Er is tired or not, but Shang Lingjue feels tired, why bother to force it.

When a complete glacier breaks, it should melt into water and run to the distant river.

Instead of swimming desperately to each other across the ice sea, delusional to have a day to relive old dreams.

A resurgence is not going to end well.

After buying the latest flight, Shang Lingjue arrived at the dormitory of Lve Ying Entertainment on time at noon the next day.

Entering the room to charge the phone, Shang Lingjue just turned it on when he received a series of missed calls.

Stripes of red missed call notifications appear on the phone's recent calls interface.

A series of red "42 disinfectant" was unexpectedly dazzling.

From this morning to now, Se Er has probably called her a dozen or twenty times, every half an hour.

The cold white light of the mobile phone hit Shang Lingjue's inexplicably gloomy and delicate eyebrows at the moment, as cold as the crescent moon.

His slender fingers fiddled with the phone screen back and forth. Shang Lingjue was lazily lying on the bed, and when he was still emptying his mind, the phone rang happily again.

"42 Disinfectant" calls.

It wasn't until the phone was about to hang up automatically that Shang Lingjue picked it up.

"Hey, is something wrong?"

Her voice was very indifferent and distant, like a white lily of the valley blooming alone in a corner, distant and vague.

"Shang Lingjue."

Sier's voice on the phone was a bit hoarse, as light as the last ray of warm mist in winter, which would be blown away by the cold wind the next moment and disappear.

"Sir."

"Where are you?"

Hearing Si Er's directional question, Shang Lingjue opened his eyes and looked at the chandelier on the ceiling, and said lazily:

"In the company, I'm very busy. If there's nothing else, why don't I hang up first?"

"Shang Lingjue, wait..."

Hearing Si Er panting lightly, Shang Lingjue seemed to sense something unusual on the other side of the phone.

"Sir, what's wrong with you?"

There was a sound of clothes rubbing on the phone, and there were vague voices saying something like "I need to change a bottle of IV", "raise the bed a little bit", "Why is she still dizzy, and her face is pale".

Shang Lingjue heard Chen Yan's fiery voice, she sat up from the bed, her beautiful and thick eyelashes drooped, and asked in a deep voice:

"Sir, are you in the hospital?"

"Well, I'm in the hospital, and I'm on a drip," Si Er finally overcame the feeling of dizziness, and spoke much more smoothly, "I was sent last night, so..."

"Needless to say, I see, how are you?"

"After the drip, it's much better, how about you?"

"What can I do?" Shang Lingjue sat cross-legged on the bed, her broken hair hung on her long and wild eyebrows, she snorted lightly, her expression was unprecedentedly gloomy, "Take care of yourself and have a good rest."

Humans are such contradictory animals.

While resolutely saying that he would never think of her again, he still missed her and worried about her.

"Shang Lingjue, I'll come back to you in two days," Si Er's black eyelashes fluttered lightly, weakly like the wings of a dying butterfly.

The word "good" on the tip of his tongue was still unable to be uttered, Shang Lingjue frowned tightly, but his tone became more relaxed, "You rest, I... I am very busy. Sier, you are fine."

"Are you busy?" Si Er flexed his icy knuckles lightly, and wanted to say something more, but a beeping busy tone came from the phone.

"Did you finish the phone call?" Chen Yan put the bird's nest porridge aside, leaned back on the chair in exhaustion, and took a moment to relax, "Because your stomach is not so uncomfortable, it's a little bit if you can eat a little."

I thought Si Er would feel better after calling Shang Lingjue.

But the woman's sickly and pale face faded completely the moment she hung up the phone.

In the eyes of usually magnificent peach blossoms, there is not even a gleam of light in the desolation.

"What's the matter? Shang Lingjue should know that you passed out yesterday and were sent to the hospital, right? Although you have made an appointment, such emergencies cannot be avoided."

Chen Yan was about to take out his newly charged mobile phone and make another call to Shang Lingjue.

Out of the corner of his eye, he noticed that Se Er had his eyes open with a gloomy expression. The woman hadn't done anything, but Chen Yan felt that Se Er was like a stranded fish, helpless and trying to struggle desperately.

"Si Er, don't scare me. It's justifiable for you to miss the appointment this time. It happens once in a while. After a few days of rest, go to Shang Lingjue to explain and apologize."

Hearing this, S Er shook his head and closed his eyes in pain.

Not once in a while, she knows that she has missed appointments too many times.

So many times, so many times.

Shang Lingjue was so disappointed and desperate that he divorced himself, it was not because of his indifference.

Opening his eyes again, S Er found that Chen Yan was looking at him in panic, as if he was about to faint.

"Chen Yan, calm down, I'm just a little uncomfortable, don't panic."

"Little ancestor, you passed out yesterday in front of me. How do you think I can stay calm?" Chen Yan's eyes were bloodshot, his face could not hide his fatigue and worry, "Are you just a little uncomfortable? Liar, you Can you believe in ghosts?"

At [-] or [-] o'clock yesterday, Si Er was still discussing the next work arrangement with her. The woman's face turned pale instantly, her breathing became short of breath, and then she passed out unconsciously.

After sending Si Er to the nearest hospital overnight, he was in a hurry all night.

The doctor said that this was the sequelae of excessive blood loss, and he had not had a good rest for many days, so he fainted suddenly.

As for the fractured right hand, he still needs to persist in rehabilitation, and then observe the situation later, and some bad possibilities cannot be ruled out.

"Chen Yan, ask the chef at home to cook seafood dishes and send them to Shang Lingjue. She is alone in the company dormitory, so maybe she didn't eat properly."

Chen Yan stared at Si Er in disbelief. At this moment, he still wants to deliver seafood dishes to Shang Lingjue?

Even if Shang Lingjue likes to eat crabs, there is no need to pick this time to give them away.

What can I do if I eat less?

But looking at Si Er's frail and dying appearance, Chen Yan couldn't say anything more.

In fact, it wasn't until later that she suddenly understood why Si Er insisted on such a trivial matter at this moment.

Probably because I was too afraid of losing, afraid of not being able to get back, afraid of ending here, afraid of nothing but illusion in the end, so I desperately tried to find something to prove that there was a connection between them.

It seems to be a red line that will remain unbroken between them. It seems that as long as it can still affect the response, it can not be completely desperate, and it can still not give up.

The fish, dying of thirst, was dying on the shore, and wanted to see the birds again.

**

It's the annual music awards ceremony again, the stars are gathered and the stars are shining brightly.

The four members of the Meet were pushed by Yang Jia to put on makeup and styling very early on, and it was bound to make them look amazing, so that everyone would never forget them.

"Sister Yang, we might not be the winner of the best combination award, right? The clothes you chose are so flamboyant that people will believe that we are the daughters of an oil tycoon."

Lin Tang couldn't see it. In the mirror, she was wearing a black satin pleated skirt, so much like the kind of rich princess who treats money like dung.

You can ascend the throne directly without wearing a crown, and everyone in the audience shouted the princess is a thousand years old.

"Stop talking nonsense, and you can wear whatever you are asked to wear." Yang Jia looked at Shang Lingjue who obediently changed into a black hollow backless dress, and nodded repeatedly, "Lin Tang, look at how malleable Shang Shang is." , you will walk on stage, don’t look like a wild monkey that just came down from the mountain.”

As soon as Shang Lingjue sat down at the dressing table, the makeup artist immediately came over and took a good look at her face.

"Shangshang, you seem to have lost weight recently? Didn't you eat well?"

"I ate it, and I also ate crabs," Shang Lingjue closed his eyes and smiled, looking absent-minded.

"Your overall look is dark today. It just so happens that your eyes are slender. I will draw a small black scorpion under the end of your eyes. By the way, what color do you want to dye your hair in a while?"

"Color?" Shang Lingjue silently raised his head, looked at the tired and gloomy face on the smooth mirror, and said casually, "Haze pink."

"Well, it's fine, anyway, you are white, any color will look good."

At seven o'clock in the evening, the four members of Meet arrived at the awards ceremony on time.

As soon as Shang Lingjue got out of the car, he heard screams from fans and the media.

Because of the cold weather, when walking the red carpet, the sky had already started to snow.

The four of them walked slowly across the red carpet holding a black umbrella in twos.

The smoggy pink hair gave Shang Lingjue a lazy and undisciplined hazy feeling, and the cold white skin was dyed with a touch of crimson, delicate and surly, different from others.

Sure enough, at the autograph at the end of the red carpet, a circle of media gathered around to interview again, and the flashlights flickered wildly.

The reporters all wanted to throw the microphone into the arms of the noble and alienated woman, so that she could answer their questions quickly.

"Si Er, you have several movies coming out recently, what's your plan after that?"

"Si Er, I heard that you will take over the shooting of some criminal investigation action films. Are you planning to broaden your scope of action and develop more into action scenes?"

After the first few serious questions passed, a reporter with twin ponytails suddenly asked loudly:

"Si Er, I heard that you have an ex who you can't forget, will you consider chasing him back, or look forward?"

The flashing lights were still flashing, and across the crowd, Si Er and Shang Lingjue suddenly looked at each other.

The girl's long hair is fluffy and soft, coupled with that fashionable and noble black dress, the whole person is intertwined with a charming and wanton ink painting, charming and dangerous.

This was the first time that Si Er was stunned in front of the camera. Chen Yan blocked the camera for Si Er and said with a smile: "It is not convenient for Si Er to answer privacy questions, thank you everyone."

Then he took Si Er and walked directly into the awards ceremony.

Only an extremely gorgeous and extremely cold beautiful back was left, with black hair like a waterfall, hanging down between her slender waist, inexplicably showing the four words "don't get close to strangers" to the fullest.

Walking into the venue, people kept coming to say hello to Si Er, she always responded politely and gently, her brows and eyes were calm and composed, and there was always a faint smile on her lips, she was quiet and indifferent, but she was so beautiful and coquettish.

In fact, only she knew that in that scene just now, she could be regarded as running away.

She and Shang Lingjue haven't seen each other for half a month. Sometimes she would send Shang Lingjue text messages, and Shang Lingjue would basically reply.

But the reply is limited to "I'm busy", "You take more rest", "I'm going to sleep".

Just now, when the girl looked at her with those red phoenix eyes hooked inwards and outwards, she was no longer indifferent or shy and evasive as before.

Just, nothing.

Nothing at all.

It was as if Shang Lingjue didn't know her and had nothing to do with her.

The look in his eyes towards strangers is so empty.

In order to avoid being seen as looking bad, Si Er went to the bathroom to reapply her makeup and daubed her lipstick carefully.

When she returned to her seat, she found Shang Lingjue sitting beside her.

His slender fingers rested on the armrest, tapping the rhythm lazily and casually.

The awards ceremony hadn't officially started yet, and there were only the two of them in this row of seats.

"Shang Lingjue, why are you losing weight again?"

Unexpectedly, the woman spoke in such a familiar and concerned tone. Shang Lingjue was a little dazed and hesitant when she saw the woman's long hair like splashed ink falling behind her.

The one who obviously lost weight was Sir.

The woman's body was already thin, revealing a snow-white and slender neck, slender waist and long legs, with full curves but a fragile and fragile taste.

Like a delicate and beautiful porcelain doll, it will break if you touch it lightly.

"Practice dancing." Shang Lingjue rolled his eyelashes, and saw the emerald ring on the woman's left finger, "Si Er, are you feeling better?"

"It's much better," Si Er gently held Shang Lingjue's hand while there was no one around.

The woman's hands were as cold as jade, and Shang Lingjue guessed that it might be because of her frail body.

In this way, the hand that was about to move away just couldn't move.

He even held Searle's hand instead.

"The air conditioner is not hot enough, let me warm you up," Shang Lingjue took out a piece of warm baby out of nowhere, and handed it to Si Er.

In the dark, the two of them sat calmly and dignifiedly until the awards ceremony began, and then slowly let go of each other's hands.

Shang Lingjue's other three teammates also returned to their seats, and there was another acquaintance who came belatedly.

"Shangshang, this is the third time we have met this month. Such a deep fate really proves that we are very suitable. This is the destiny and fate destined by heaven."

Song Taoxi was sitting in the back row. After discovering Shang Lingjue, she wished she could jump over to chat with her.

"What's suitable?" Shang Lingjue laughed lowly, "I told you long ago that e-sports has no emotion."

"There is no relationship to cultivate." Song Taoxi glanced to the side, and found that the person sitting was Si Er, she exclaimed again, "Look, your observers are here, why don't you hurry up and fall in love .”

Shang Lingjue raised his eyelids coldly, and glanced at Song Taoxi.

Like a puppy caught by the back of the neck by its owner, Song Taoxi covered her lips and retreated obediently.

Somewhat shocked by the tacit understanding and acquaintance between the two, S Er slightly lowered his eyes, his expression was gloomy, and Bai Shengsheng's fingertips flicked the hair on his sideburns, and he could see the misty water color in his eyes.

"Those game consoles, are you having fun?"

Thinking of the magnificent row of game consoles in his bedroom, Shang Lingjue smiled knowingly, and his narrow eyes contained a soft smile, "You bought too many games, I can't even play them, but I am very happy, Thank you."

A lot of people came to this awards ceremony, and the process was very long.First, a group of actors teased each other on stage, making the scene lively.

Another group of singers and idols gathered together and sang several popular songs, pushing the atmosphere of the scene to a climax.

Then, the formal award ceremony began, and those shortlisted became more or less nervous, trying their best to suppress their unnatural expressions, but they seemed even more unnatural.

The four members of the Meet came back from performing, and Shang Lingjue just sat down when he realized that Si Er was not there, and Song Taoxi was replaced by a smiling Song Taoxi.

"Shangshang, why do you see that I am unhappy?" Song Taoxi smoothed the folds of clothes on Shang Lingjue's shoulders, with a cute and cute expression, "Do you want a date tonight?"

"Make an appointment when you're free," Shang Lingjue suddenly saw the figure of Si Er appearing on the big screen, and subconsciously looked towards the stage.

The woman is wearing an elegant retro cheongsam, with dark green twig patterns on her shoulders extending to her waist, which is lifelike.

The thin skin is white to transparent, like branches covered with snow, fragile and fragile.

"Hey, Shangshang, your new album "Thank You" seems to be selling very well. It is the number one seller on all major websites, and you even got the title of Koi."

Hearing this, Shang Lingjue smiled lightly, this was a meme played by fans of their Meet.

Under the Weibo where the new album was posted before, there was a comment from a black fan saying——

【Thank you for Meet's "Thank You". After listening to it, my calf, which had been useless for eight years, regained consciousness, and I got up and smashed the computer that played the song. This is a miracle in the history of medicine. Thank you for singing so badly. 】

Then, this comment became the top trending search, and after a series of inexplicable fermentations, "Thank you" got the title of koi.

Song Taozi patted Shang Lingjue's shoulder again, and said:

"According to gossip, a few days ago, Si Er and Gu Shuang were promoting the new drama together. After the crew gathered for dinner, Gu Shuang confessed to Si Er, and was severely rejected."

"Severe rejection, how severe is it?"

"It is said that Gu Shuang ran out in tears within less than a minute of confession. She cried so badly, it was heart-piercing."

"Still crying and running away, how do you know?" Shang Lingjue found out that Si Er was the presenter of this award, and now he just happened to be presenting the Best Newcomer of the Year award.

"I have relatives and friends whose children are staff members of their crew, so they only know about this top-notch gossip. Don't go out and talk nonsense."

"Top-level gossip?" Shang Lingjue smiled lazily, with a hint of banter.

"Isn't this top-notch gossip?" Song Taoxi looked at Shang Lingjue in astonishment, "Some time ago, Si Er personally admitted that there was someone he never forgot, and Gu Shuang rushed to confess his love, and maybe it would spread Gu Shuang is the rumor of that person."

"It's possible," Shang Lingjue nodded calmly, "Three people become tigers."

"I was curious about how hard Si Er refused, and ran away crying in less than a minute. It's an exaggeration. Could it be that fairies like Si Er are heartless?"

Song Taoxi kept sighing for a long time, and after a while, Shang Lingjue said quietly:

"Whether she has a heart or not, how do I know?"

"...The best combination of the year, Meet."

Si Er's clear and pleasant voice reached everyone's ears through the microphone.Song Taoxi continued to talk eloquently:

"However, I just want to know the name of the person that Sier can't forget, even if he knows the last name."

"Please invite our Meet-Shang Lingjue, Meet-Xia Zhixiao... to come to the stage to accept the award."

"We'll talk later, I'll go up there," Shang Lingjue stopped Song Taoxi from eloquently, got up gracefully, and walked towards the brightly lit stage with a calm expression.

"Hey, you guys won the heavyweight gold medal, why do you look like you're going up to get the steamed buns?" Song Taoxi looked at Shang Lingjue's back and muttered to himself.

On the stage, Si Er and another male host stood together, watching the four people of Meet walking all the way.

The big screen behind them played the latest album "Thank You" released by Meet this year.

When the video stopped, it happened to be stuck in the scene where Shang Lingjue was wearing a black waistless vest with crimson smoky makeup on the corners of his eyes.

She lowered her eyes halfway, her expression was indifferent, as if she was arrogantly looking down on a god or Buddha.

"Come on, come on, meet, come on," the male host said in a loud and cheerful voice, and hurriedly gave up the middle seat for the four of them.

S Er gently moved aside, the skirt of the cheongsam swayed slightly, swaying gracefully.

Looking down the stage, I could see people from LSKK staring at them with half-smiles. If it wasn't for the cameras, the three of them would have booed them.

Si Er happened to be standing next to Shang Lingjue, so he directly handed his microphone to Shang Lingjue's lips.

Shang Lingjue gave a brief acceptance speech on the microphone handed by Si Er, and then took the silver trophy from Si Er.

The warm and cold fingertips touched, and the momentary stupefaction of the two was infinitely magnified by the live screen, and then hastily separated.

"Thank you," Shang Lingjue smiled politely at S Er, and the low voice made the woman a little distracted.

The polite words made her taste bitter again on the tip of her tongue.

At the end of the awards ceremony, when Si Er returned to his seat as an award presenter, Shang Lingjue was nowhere to be seen.

When Chen Yan came to pick up Si Er, he found the woman pursed her lips, looking at the phone in the dark, Ruyu's fingertips slid back and forth, as if she couldn't make up her mind.

"Sir, let's go, the doctor said you must rest before eleven o'clock."

Still unable to press the number of "Genius Kid", Si Er left with Chen Yan a little lazily.

On the snowy street, there are not many vehicles and people, and the back seat of the Bentley is very quiet.Si Er pulled up his loose black hair, lowered the car window with a calm expression, and looked outside.

Until through the glass window of a store, she saw Shang Lingjue, her teammates, and Song Taoxi sitting in a corner of the store crowded together.

Allowing the waiter to bring them expensive wine, the young girls talked and laughed loudly, unscrupulously opening bottles and drinking.

Song Taoxi would occasionally hold Shang Lingjue's arm and shake it lightly, whispering to Shang Lingjue as if coquettishly.

It was an environment full of music, candlelight, and spirits, which was incompatible with Si Er's indifferent demeanor of Luoxue between his brows.

"Si Er, do you want to call Shang Lingjue?"

Obviously, Chen Yan also saw this scene.

"No, Meet won an award, let her have fun."

"Did you see that when Si Er announced that we had won the award, LSKK's face turned green, I laughed so hard," Lin Tang just poured down a glass of beer, his eyes lit up.

"Hahaha, I saw their captain gnashing his teeth when I turned around." Song Taoxi raised the champagne and toasted Lin Tang.

Shang Lingjue also laughed along with them, and took a few sips of wine in order not to spoil the fun.

Another waiter brought them a new round of wine, and sweet milk in glasses.

Qi Meng pointed to the milk and said, "We didn't call it milk."

The waiter smiled politely: "This store specially gave it to protect the stomach."

Holding the warm glass, Shang Lingjue silently turned his head and looked out the window. Under the dim streetlights, there was light snow falling outside.

The streets are deserted, with the occasional vehicle whizzing by.

The next day, snow fell all over the city, and when S Er woke up, he saw outside the floor-to-ceiling windows a vast expanse of whiteness and mist.

When Chen Yan called, the first thing he said was:

"Shang Lingjue is on the hot search."

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