Survival Paradox [Infinite]

Wei Chi opened his eyes, and there was an orange-yellow light and shadow on the ceiling.

He sat up suddenly, looked around, and found that he was at home, on his own bed.

It is already evening.

He pressed his head and was stunned for a while, vaguely remembering some fragments - Ji Jingzhe seemed to be back, dragging a big red suitcase...they even kissed, under a big tree, That guy seems to be still dragging that suitcase... how much does he like that suitcase?

Hospital... library... subway station... Avalon?Faceless? ...the heart-digging student...um, no, it's not a student...it's...a doctor? ...Eyeball monsters, mermaids...a carriage that can go to the sky...

Blood……

Blood gushes out from a wound on a man's neck... all over his body and falls in the rain...

...Who is that, who is that?

He held his head and tried to think back.

Blood on the ground, scattered in the rain...up, up...well, that is a somewhat familiar dress...neck...a neck with a big gap open...up, up...

It's the man's mouth... laughing...

...The neck is about to be broken, still laughing?

...and up...and up...

that's...that's...

That is……

—it was his own face.

Startled, he raised his head suddenly, and the back of his head hit the head of the bed, causing him to curl up with his head in pain.

what happened?Why is the throat slit and still laughing so happily?

are you crazy?

He calmed down for a while, clutching the back of his head and walking out the door.

While walking, I thought: How strange... I slept for a long, long sleep, and had many, many dreams...

He went to the living room, looked at it, and then went to sit on the sofa.

He observed the furnishings of the house from this perspective, and there was nothing wrong with it. The setting sun came in through the floral curtains, and the slightly swaying shadows of flowers were reflected on the ground.

Unknowingly, his mind went blank again.

The pictures in the dream flashed back in his mind again, but he felt that it was not real, as if a tide slowly overflowed these memories, making them slowly fade and dissipate in the dream.

He let out a long breath, what a long dream...

He picked up his cell phone, ready to call Ji Jingzhe.

After unlocking, he felt a little strange, and felt a chill in his heart.

I always feel... this picture seems to have been seen somewhere...

This incident seems to have happened...

But he made the call anyway.

"Hello?" A strange voice came from the other end of the phone.

He paused, and said, "Excuse me, please call Ji Jingzhe for me."

"Why is it you again?" said the other end, "You made a mistake."

He was stunned, and asked: "Isn't this... Ji Jingzhe's cell phone?"

"You made a mistake. Don't call again, call Lahei again." The other side hung up.

Wei Chi froze for a few seconds, then called back.

The other party refused to answer, and if he called again, he would be blocked.

He was shaking all over.

He confirmed the phone number again, it was the one that Ji Jingzhe used at the beginning - the number that Ji Jingzhe used before he disappeared.

But after Ji Jingzhe came back, he changed his number, and he obviously changed it.

But now, there is no new number in his mobile phone.

He tried hard to think of the new number, but couldn't remember it.

……What does it mean?

...Where did the dream start?

... Could it be that Ji Jingzhe's return was also a dream?

"Crack-"

As soon as the door lock rang, Wei Chi almost didn't need to look to know that it was his mother who came back, probably because of the footsteps and the feeling of pushing the door.

He looked back, and it was indeed Zhou Yingchun who came in: "Mom?"

Seeing him, Zhou Yingchun seemed to be in a panic, her hands trembled in fright, and all the keys fell on the ground.

"Yeah." She picked up the key, her whole body was still tense, she didn't dare to meet Wei Chi's eyes, turned around and went back to the room, "I'll take some things, I have to go back to the hospital later."

"Oh Yuxi^+Team..." Wei Chi didn't know what was wrong with her, and watched her enter the room in a panic, and left in a hurry with her things within 2 minutes.

Wei Chi tried to say "goodbye" to her, but the ending of the word "see" was cut off in the crack of the door.

He sat for a while for some unknown reason, thought for a while, opened the door and went out, and knocked on the door of Ji Jingzhe next door.

He knocked for a long time, and the more he knocked, the more flustered he became, the more he knocked, the more flustered he was. A thought of "go home and find a spare key" flashed in his mind. For some reason, he immediately rejected this idea and knocked harder on the door instead.

"Hey little Wei, what are you doing?"

He turned around and found that Mr. Zhang from the upstairs next door was standing behind him with a surprised expression on his face.

He asked Mr. Zhang: "Do you know where Ji Jingzhe went?"

"Xiao Wei..." Mr. Zhang hesitated for a while, and said with an indescribable expression, "I'm going up to talk to your Grandma Guan, why don't you come together?"

Wei Chi grew up in the college and knew these grandparents very well. He naturally knew that Grandma Guan was a flower in the psychiatry department when she was young.Emotional Zhang always felt that he had a mental problem?

"No, I have something else to do." He couldn't figure it out, and asked again, "Don't you know where Ji Jingzhe went?"

"Xiao Wei..." Mr. Zhang put his hands behind his back, as if he wanted to confide in him, "Xiao Ji can't think about it, don't you think about it...There is no obstacle in life..."

Wei Chi's heart sank: "What do you mean? Where is Ji Jingzhe?"

"Xiao Ji, isn't he..." Zhang Lao's old face trembled, and finally said, "Did you leave last year?"

"Go? Where did you go?"

"Didn't you... commit suicide?"

suicide?Ji Jingzhe?

"Xiao Wei...you have to look forward..."

...Ji Jingzhe?committed suicide?

--how is this possible?

He walked out in a daze.

Mr. Zhang chased him for a while, but he was tall and long-legged, so he couldn't catch up with his old arms and legs.

He went out into the street.

He felt dazed.

All the shops, decorations, and landscaping on the street are the same as in his memory, but he just feels a little strange.

His mind was in a mess, the images in the dream were still flashing, Ji Jingzhe dragging the red suitcase was also vivid in his memory, he was sure that it was Ji Jingzhe in his 20s after he became an adult, and It's definitely not something he imagined - Ji Jingzhe was white and beautiful when he was a child, and there was a big gap compared with that wheat-colored handsome man.

But... the timeline is totally messed up.

When did Ji Jingzhe leave?When did you come back?When did you die?

It's all messed up.

This made him feel unreal, like someone else's story floating in mid-air, and he didn't even feel pain.

He now feels that the whole world in front of him is floating in mid-air.

He walked past a newsstand, subconsciously glanced at the magazine shelf, and suddenly saw a name.

The young poet, Yan Zerong... feels a little familiar.

He picked up the literary journal.

The old man in the newsstand stretched out half his head: "Hey, why did you open the package without paying?"

"Sorry." He came back to his senses and asked, "How much?"

After paying the money, he opened the magazine and turned to the page where "Yan Zerong" was located. On it was a short poem, well written, praising death and love.

It can be seen that the poet does have literary talent, and the lines between the lines of the poem are covered with a shadow, permeated with a sublime, and a huge, frenzied joy.

It seems that the poet is solemnly in love with someone.

But who is this?

Where has he seen it?Or heard of the name?

……can not remember.

He wandered aimlessly outside for several hours, and did not return home until it was completely dark.Walking to the gate of the courtyard, I saw Mrs. Zhang, Granny Guan and two guards sitting outside the guard room. As soon as he saw him, Mrs. Zhang stood up and said, "You are back! If you don't come back, I will go Call the police!"

He thanked the old man and went home.

Zhou Yingchun was not there, and the house was quiet and dark.

He returned to his room, sat on the bed, stared blankly for a while, and suddenly saw the display cabinet opposite.

It was made by his grandfather himself. When Zhou Yingchun moved into this house, he insisted on putting it in, and agreed to put his various awards and trophies-he didn't have such a narcissistic style, so he just used it as a storage cabinet , all put some professional books.

Now, there are several rows of photos in this small showcase.

In the photos are some photos of him with Zhou Yingchun and Wei Renjie, as well as his graduation photos.

But more is Ji Jingzhe.And it was when Ji Jingzhe was a child, and the oldest graduated from the third year of junior high school.

The photos were indeed his, and he remembered the source of each one.

But he never printed it out, framed it, and put it here!

He suddenly got up and looked around, the warm room he was very familiar with, the room with his familiar smell, made him feel as if he had entered the Pansi Cave.

He trembled uncontrollably.

——Where is this?

—Whose house is it?

—Who ever lived here?

——Is someone playing tricks?

——Where is Ji Jingzhe?

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door.

Rush, forceful, and irregular, revealing the anxiety of the knocker.

Wei Chi walked to the door of the bedroom, staring at the slightly vibrating door, feeling a sense of fear in his heart.

It stands to reason that he is a big man with a height of 1.8 meters [-]. In this civilized society, he should not be frightened by a mere knock on the door, but he stared at the door and felt very magical, as if the door was in a circle. The circle expanded and slowly approached him, as if, as if once the door opened, there would be something terrifying, something beyond his comprehension, and something he couldn't handle.

Everything in this world seems so ghostly.

"Brother! Brother! Open the door!" The person outside the door shouted.

Wei Chi felt that the voice sounded familiar.

"Brother! Brother woo woo woo..." The guy seemed to be crying.

Wei Chi opened a crack in the door: "Wei Yuan?"

"Brother!" Wei Yuan saw him, his eyes lit up, and he jumped on him, knocking him back two steps.Wei Yuan was still hanging on him and crying, "Brother wow woo woo woo woo..."

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Wei Chi embraced him with one arm, closed the door with difficulty with the other, moved to the sofa, forcibly pulled him off and threw him on the sofa, during which Wei Yuan kept crying.

"It's alright, alright!" Wei Chi felt his erratic heart suddenly sink a little, "Don't cry yet! What happened? Tell me!"

"Brother!" Wei Yuan yelled miserably again, but people gradually calmed down, brother-in-law, Wei Chi inexplicably felt that Wei Yuan felt the same as him at this moment—seeing each other, he seemed to be less panicked.

Wei Yuan wiped his tears with his sleeve, and said, "Brother, something happened..."

Wei Chi stuffed a box of tissues into his hand, and said disgustedly, "Don't wipe your sleeves with your snot."

"?" Wei Yuan was stunned for a moment, and said, "Brother, did you say the wrong thing?"

Wei Chi's forehead twitched, and he raised his hand to strike: "Is now the time to talk about this?"

Wei Yuan hugged the pillow to hide: "I was wrong bro, I was wrong!"

After 2 minutes, Wei Yuan behaved well, not crying, making noise or playing tricks, and started talking about business.

"I really don't know what's going on, just, I just feel dazed, I'm standing next to the suburban park, I feel like I'm going somewhere nearby to deliver food to you... But I forgot why I went, just I remember that you seem to be quite thin, quite, quite..." The illiterate thought about Chinese vocabulary for a while, and found one, "Very haggard."

Wei Chi: "Get to the point."

"Anyway, the picture is very clear...but I don't remember it very clearly...Oh, I can't explain it clearly, it's just a very strange, very strange feeling."

"Afterwards, I went back to look for that place—the place that delivered your meals. I couldn't find it no matter how hard I searched. There was a large abandoned parking lot...Anyway, anyway, it's kind of weird."

"I, I have no choice but to go home. In the end, in the end, without saying a word to the old man, he kicked me out and asked me to go back to his home!"

"Where do I have a home?"

Wei Chi frowned, feeling that something was wrong, Wei Yuan's father had been wandering outside, he and his mother had been living next to his grandparents, and when his father came back, his parents would live together, but he couldn't get along with his father anyway. Dear, I still live with my grandparents.

Wei Chi: "Then what should we do?"

"They gave me an address, and I'll come to have a look—" Wei Yuan is a stubborn person, but any individual will definitely not open this door.

Wei Yuan danced exaggeratedly: "I, I seem to have an extra wife and daughter!"

The two looked at each other and were quiet for a while.

Suddenly, they both looked at the door.

There was a slight turning sound of the door lock.

Wei Chi felt that chill coming back.

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The above is to supplement yesterday's 600 words

Because I'm going out today, I don't know when I'll be back, so it's even more important now~