Survival Paradox [Infinite]

When he got home, Wei Chi asked Wei Yuan to write down or draw all the things that he felt were wrong, broken and fragmented pieces were fine.

Wei Yuan sat at the dining table with a stack of paper and a few pens and began to write and draw.

Wei Chi went back to the room and turned on the computer.

While waiting for the computer to turn on, he glanced at the display cabinet behind the door again. There were photos of Ji Jingzhe before he was 15 years old, and his thoughts drifted away again.

——Why 15 years old?

——If it is assumed that his deduction so far is true, in this world, Ji Jingzhe really committed suicide last winter... Then why are these photos only aged 15?

——What happened between the age of 15 and before Ji Jingzhe committed suicide?

——Where is "Wei Chi" at this time?

When the computer is turned on, it is a random cover that comes with the system, and nothing can be seen, but he has a strange habit of hiding the computer's taskbar on the left, and will not leave any icons on the desktop.

The same goes for this computer, which is entirely his own.

He has a hidden encrypted folder, where he will store a lot of core data and private information.

He found the folder by memory.

enter password.

Successfully unlocked.

The folder expanded, but the files listed were different from what he remembered.

He browsed briefly, and found that several impressive project data during his undergraduate and graduate studies were missing here, but... one of his early experiments expanded a lot of content...

He clicked on a few and looked, and realized that the source of these data seemed to come from his 15-year-old "parallel world 'observation' experiment".

What is the reason for this?Didn't he in this world give up the follow-up research of that experiment and continue to develop it?

This amount of calculation... It seems that after the age of 15, he continued this research non-stop...

But this is just a whimsical brain hole of my own back then, is it worth being so persistent?

Suddenly, his eyes trembled.

He saw a folder named "Jingzhe".

He clicks on it.

I saw a lot of data.

The more he watched, the more startled he became.

There are Ji Jingzhe's body data, travel records, and contact list.

Everything is detailed and dense.

His heart was also in a mess.

what's the situation?

Did all of this... he do it?

No matter how you look at it...it's not normal, is it?

The record starts from the second half of Ji Jingzhe and ends on November 11 last year.

There is Ji Jingzhe's complete physical condition report, Ji Jingzhe's travel monitoring records accurate to the minute, records of meetings with people, behavior records...

——Simply, almost like a perverted stalker.

It seems that Ji Jingzhe has been in the UK since then, and most of the people he contacts are foreign students... Did he go out to study?The Ji Jingzhe in his memory seems to have gone out to study, but after he left, there was no news of him... And this world is all under "his" surveillance?

Ji Jingzhe seems to have a strong stress and pain reaction... What happened?Could it be Ji Jingzhe's 15-year-old car accident?But it doesn't seem to be the case in his memory...

November 11 this year... the day before his birthday...

Before Zhou Yingchun said that Ji Jingzhe committed suicide on "Wei Chi"'s birthday, he didn't believe it at first, thinking that Ji Jingzhe would never do it anyway, but after reading these records, he seemed to be able to understand again...

After reading these things, Wei Chi felt a throbbing pain in his temple, and his brain was also swollen.

He glanced at the time and realized that almost two hours had passed.

He stood up, his legs softened, and he held onto the table to stabilize himself.

He walked out of the door of the room and walked under the warm and bright lights of the living room, feeling the severe cold all over his body faded a bit.

He walked up to Wei Yuan, looked at the scattered papers on a table, picked up one, on it was a black shadow of a peach charm drawn by a ghost, and said disgustedly: "What are you drawing?"

Wei Yuan ignored him.

He looked down and found that Wei Yuan was also sweating profusely, still concentrating on drawing something.

Wei Chi stood aside and waited for him to finish drawing, and found that the thing looked like a lump of rotten mud, with a white face in the middle.

After Wei Yuan finished drawing, he let out a long sigh of relief. When he turned his head and saw him, he fell back in fright, sat down on the ground, and shouted at the same time: "Damn! Brother, you scared me to death!"

Wei Chi was also taken aback, collected himself, restrained his temper, and asked, "What are you painting?"

"Can't you see it?" Wei Yuan picked up the piece of paper, tried to describe it, opened his mouth, then closed it again, as if suddenly lost his memory, and said dejectedly, "...I don't know either."

Wei Chi pointed to the black painting in his hand and said, "What about this one?"

Wei Yuan pointed on the paper: "This is the corridor, this is the ceiling, these are the floor tiles, this is a ghost with a knife, wearing white clothes..."

Wei Chi's expression was indescribable.

Wei Yuan lost his temper while talking, and said: "...It would be great if there is someone who can draw."

After he finished speaking, both of them paused.

"Brother..." Wei Yuan said, "A person flashed through my mind just now... I can't remember exactly, but I think there seems to be such a person?"

Wei Chi couldn't explain clearly, he rummaged through the pile of papers he had thrown around, and said, "Forget it, don't draw anymore, is there anything to write?"

"Yes!" Wei Yuan flipped the page with him.

Wei Chi couldn't help but scolded: "Can you tidy up the things you use up in the future?"

"Okay, okay..." Wei Yuan, as always, obediently admits his mistakes and never changes, "I found it!"

Wei Chi took his piece of paper, and saw two pages of quite stream-of-consciousness passages, the handwriting can be said to be claws and claws.

Hospital corridors, cold, scared.white light.

Libraries, for what/whom?want to work hard.

Why did you go to the board game hall?

Science and Technology Museum, something is missing, sad...

Wei Yuan said: "This is what I feel is wrong...Anyway, I thought about it according to what you said, and either I couldn't remember the causal relationship, or I felt that the things in my memory did not match the emotions at the time. .”

This happened to Wei Chi as well, he gathered the pile of papers together, turned to sit on the sofa.

Wei Yuan also sat next to him: "Brother...then what did you find?"

Wei Chi told Wei Yuan what was on the computer, Wei Yuan looked at him with fear, and said, "I didn't expect you to be such a brother..."

"What didn't you expect? That's not me at all, okay?" Wei Chi said, "tsk" again, "What kind of eyes do you have?"

Wei Yuan shook his head.

Wei Chi: "Speak up if you have something to say."

Wei Yuan: "...Are you sure you are not?"

Wei Chi raised his foot and kicked: "I am?"

Wei Yuan knelt down and begged for mercy: "No, no! That's not the case at all!"

The two discussed for another two hours around the coffee table. Basically, Wei Chi was drawing a mind map, but Wei Yuan would sometimes put forward one or two spiritual constructive suggestions.

When I looked up again, it was past twelve o'clock.

Wei Chi still hopes to have some more dreams today, so he rushes Wei Yuan to sleep.

Because only the dream when he suddenly wakes up will be remembered clearly, Wei Chi sets an alarm clock every hour, but can't fall asleep while lying in bed.

In a daze, he adjusted his breathing, and seemed to suddenly "recall" a certain scene - the orange fire was jumping behind him, and a person above him said: "Imagine a breath, now from the top of your head Enter, it is now on your face, relax your face, including your cheeks, eye sockets, mouth..."

"Then the chi comes to your shoulders... relax, relax..."

"...Breathe, relax, open it, breathe..."

"And then your legs... limp, relaxed..."

In a trance, he felt himself floating, surrounded by a sea of ​​blue flowers, and a white deer...

He fell asleep.

Wei Yuan opened his eyes and saw the dawn light through the gap in the curtain.

He got up and found that Wei Chi hadn't woken up yet.

The smell of food was already coming from the kitchen. He walked over to check and found that Zhou Yingchun was in the kitchen.Zhou Yingchun also turned around when he heard the voice, and said, "Get up."

"Auntie?" Wei Yuan was a little confused, but felt that there was nothing wrong, "... When did you come back?"

"I just came back." Zhou Yingchun said, "I've told you... what are your plans for today?"

"I don't know." Wei Yuan said, "Let's see when my brother gets up."

"What's the matter?" Wei Chi just opened the door at this time, and said behind him: "It smells so good, my mother is back?"

Zhou Yingchun replied: "Well, I just got off work."

Wei Chi rubbed his eyes and walked to the toilet: "Oh."

Zhou Yingchun said to Wei Yuan: "Well, go out and wait, there are still about 5 minutes to eat."

Wei Yuan obediently walked out, sat down in the restaurant, and thought as he walked, the relationship between them and Zhou Yingchun seemed normal, but also a bit strange—they didn’t quite understand what happened now, and they didn’t know what to do. Zhou Yingchun didn't know what they were going to do, but the conversation was very routine and there was no sense of urgency.

But it doesn't seem like such a bad feeling.

After Wei Chi finished washing, he came out and sat next to him.

After a while, Zhou Yingchun came out with two bowls of noodles. Each bowl of noodles had a fried egg and two slices of tomato, forming a weird face, ugly and cute.

Zhou Yingchun asked Wei Chi: "What are your plans for today?"

Wei Chi said, "Go find someone."

Zhou Yingchun nodded again: "Do you need my help?"

Wei Chi: "Not for now."

"Okay." Zhou Yingchun yawned, "Then I'm going to sleep."

Wei Chi nodded: "Go."

Wei Yuan took a sip of the noodles and interjected, "Auntie! It's delicious!"

Zhou Yingchun smiled and said, "You are the only one with sweet lips."

Zhou Yingchun entered the room, and the two began to eat noodles.

When Wei Chi put the noodles and fried egg in his mouth together, an indescribably familiar aroma swept through his brain from his mouth, taste buds, and nasal cavity, making him suddenly feel tears welling up in his eyes.

It has been a long time since he has eaten the noodles made by his mother.

Wei Yuan finished eating first, and asked him while wiping his mouth: "Brother, who are we going to find today?"

Wei Chi said: "A man named Bai Yueguang."

"Bai Yueguang?" Wei Yuan was quite surprised, "Is the surname Bai Yueguang?"

"It's the 'Yue' of 'Beyond'." Wei Chi hesitated when he said this, and seemed to have the impression that "this is not the person's real name", but he quickly ignored this and continued, "I After checking Ji Jingzhe's contact list, this person seems to be very important."

Wei Yuan asked: "Have you not dreamed again?"

Wei Chi shook his head and pulled out the memo on his phone. Last night he was woken up by the alarm clock every hour, and every time he dreamed something, he wrote it down in the memo. He also dreamed a lot of fragmentary images, but none of them were as clear as yesterday's dream. And mostly repetitive, nothing new: "The only progress is that I know what that 'faceless man' you drew looked like."

Wei Yuan: "Did you dream about it?"

"Probably." Wei Chi said, "It may also be based on your fantasy of the painting."

"Oh..." Wei Yuan asked, "Then where can we find that Bai Yueguang?"

"Sanqing University." Wei Chi said, "I checked his information. He did research abroad in the early years, and returned to Sanqing University as a physics professor two years ago."

Wei Yuan: "Then let's go."

The author has something to say:

This chapter is set up again... It should be that only Wei Chi has some memory, Wei Yuan doesn't