Survival Paradox [Infinite]

The water bar is right at the entrance of Sanqing University. It is very cost-effective, and the air conditioner is fully turned on, and it is full every day.There are people coming and going in the store, most of them are students, and most of them are busy with their hands and feet.On the street, cars of various colors sped by in the spring, and more than a dozen people, old and young, were waiting on the bus platform.

But the people at the table in the corner were eerily silent.Silence was out of tune with all of this.

"So... people who struggled to survive became mentally ill?" Gao Qiusuo said with difficulty, "What logic do you have?"

Gu Jiajia: "Either we have a problem, or everyone else has a problem. Which one do you think is more likely?"

Gao Qiusuo was very sure: "Of course it's not me who has a problem!"

Gu Jiajia: "You are too conceited!"

"Okay." Wei Chi interrupted, and asked Gu Jiajia very calmly, "Then what are you going to do now?"

"I'm going to start psychotherapy." Gu Jiajia said, "Communicate, suggest, and accept hypnosis when necessary."

At this point, Wei Chi thinks that there is not much to say.

In fact, Gu Jiajia still believes in herself until now, otherwise she would not say the words to "undertake hypnosis".She does not hesitate to hypnotize what she wants to do now, which is probably more important to her than finding the truth.

"Jiajia, don't be burdened by this, you did nothing wrong." Ji Jingzhe suddenly said, "Life, life is the most important thing."

"Thank you." Gu Jiajia rubbed her eyes again, paused, and smiled tremblingly, "Zhiyuan and I...have been here for so many years, I have to work hard, right?"

Ji Jingzhe: "Just think about it yourself."

Gu Jiajia stood up and bowed to the others: "I'm here today to thank everyone and apologize. We have walked together for a while, and now I have to leave. Sorry." At the end, she smiled wryly After a while, he whispered, "Obviously I put together this group."

The others stood up to see her off, Wei Chi accompanied her to the door, finally patted her on the shoulder and said, "Take care."

Peng Hui wanted to go with her, but she shook her head and refused: "You can talk to everyone again."

Several people sat back in their seats, and the atmosphere was even heavier than before.

Ji Jingzhe tilted his head and saw the stump of Wei Chi's hair curled up again, and stretched out his hand to press it back for him.

At this time, Peng Hui said, "Don't blame her."

Wei Chi brushed Ji Jingzhe's hand away and said, "No one blames her."

"She has worked very hard during this time." Peng Hui said, "At the beginning, she was able to get along with Liu Zhiyuan normally. When I played with them, she was very normal... until I saw her wash her hands in the bathroom frantically. , the blood was washed out between her fingers. Later she began to be afraid of Liu Zhiyuan, did not answer the phone, did not reply to the message, and avoided him. How could Liu Zhiyuan accept it? The relationship between the two of them... is closer... than ordinary couples. Liu Zhiyuan No matter what you say, you have to see her, and after seeing her, she collapsed... There is no other way, so I wanted to go to the doctor."

As Peng Hui spoke, her eyes turned red: "There is no way to hide this matter from Liu Zhiyuan. When Liu Zhiyuan finds out, he will follow the doctor's advice and fully cooperate with Jiajia's treatment. We are very optimistic in front of the doctor...but last Sunday I saw him squatting in the corner of the playground crying...hugging himself and crying...seriously, I began to doubt myself...because it is true It's hard to doubt that this Liu Zhiyuan was replaced."

Another long silence.

Peng Hui sucked up the drink through the straw and made a "sizzling" sound. Finally, she stirred the remaining ice cubes, and there was a crisp ding-dong sound, like a light rest.

She lifted her bag and smiled: "Then I'll go first."

The three said in unison: "Goodbye."

After sitting for a while, Gao Qiusuo said that he needed to go to the library and left.Only Wei Chi and Ji Jingzhe were left.

Although no one mentioned it, everyone knew that the "investigation team" group existed for just a month, and it will probably be silent in the future.

Ji Jingzhe drank the last sip of watermelon juice: "Then shall we go too?"

Wei Chi nodded: "Let's go."

They stepped into the last spring of this year, facing a clear spring breeze mixed with a strong fragrance of flowers.

Feeling aggrieved, Wei Chi turned around and went to the nearby newsstand to buy a pack of cigarettes and a lighter, and lit it three times in the wind.

Ji Jingzhe was surprised: "You still smoke?"

Wei Chi inhaled the smoke deeply into his lungs, felt the nerve endings in his body be temporarily numb, and then exhaled slowly: "Occasionally."

Ji Jingzhe was silent for a while, then said in a low voice: "You didn't smoke before."

Wei Chi glanced at him and laughed, "I'm going to smoke now."

Wei Chi's skin is very fair, and it almost has a translucent texture in the spring light, like some kind of warm jade.He has upturned phoenix eyes, thin and light eyelids, squinting at people with a frivolous look, Ji Jingzhe felt that half of his body was numb from his gaze.

What is he laughing at?What is he trying to say?Talk about the life of these years?Or do you mean I left without saying goodbye?

And he didn't say anything in the end.

Ji Jingzhe held back for a long time, and finally said: "... Smoking is harmful to health."

Wei Chi laughed again.

Ji Jingzhe felt the ear close to Wei Chi burn like a fire, and he felt a long-lost impulse flowing, struggling, and roaring in his body, bone marrow, and blood vessels.

He wants to kiss him.

"What do you think?" Wei Chi was completely unaware of this, took another puff of cigarette, and when he exhaled, he would narrow his eyes slightly, and asked Ji Jingzhe, "What did you mean just now: If it were you, you would be hypnotized ?"

Ji Jingzhe looked at him from the side, his pupils facing the light were flowing delicate light gold, and asked back: "You mean you have been replaced?"

Wei Chi: "It's not necessarily me... It's just that you find that something is wrong with your important things and the world you live in. What will happen to you? Will you accept hypnosis?"

"No." Ji Jingzhe said firmly, "I will get you back."

"It's not necessarily me..."

"What about you?"

"Ok?"

Ji Jingzhe lowered his eyes, Wei Chi felt that he looked at his mouth, and then looked directly at his eyes again.Due to this change in angle, his tall and handsome browbones blocked part of the sunlight and hid his entire eyes in the shadows. Looking at people like this gave him a very affectionate feeling.

He asked again: "What about you?"

Wei Chi felt that at this moment, his eyes were very serious, and his question was also very serious, so he subconsciously thought that his answer should also be serious.

So he began to seek rigor, he wanted to ask Ji Jingzhe, what you asked is if something goes wrong with the important things and the world of life, will I get those things back?Or if you're gone, will I get you back?

Wei Chi worked hard to conceive it, and finally sighed in resignation, because no matter what it is, the answer is certain: "I will too."

After having the bizarre experience of these two worlds, people will feel that the daily peaceful life is so hard-won.

Wei Chi was a little nervous for a while - there were many moments when he felt that he might have already entered that kind of world, frequently checked his mobile phone, checked the Internet, and noticed every little change in his surroundings in time. .

Then he fell ill.

When he woke up that morning, the moment he sat up, he spun around, and "paji" fell back again.

The weather was not good, very gloomy, he didn't open the curtains, the room was deserted and dark, he lay on the bed, feeling cold all over, very sure that he had entered a terrifying world surrounding his home again.

Maybe it was because it was too cold, he felt scared, very scared, and called his mother a few times in a hoarse voice, but no one answered him.

He was very uncomfortable, nauseated, cold, and confused. He felt someone touching his face, and opened his eyes with all his strength. It was Ji Jingzhe.

Ji Jingzhe frowned, touched his face and then his forehead, then put his hands outside back under the quilt, and said, "Wei Chi, you can't go on like this."

It turned out that he had a fever. Zhou Yingchun had to go to work and was afraid that no one would take care of him, so he called Ji Jingzhe from the next door.

It's too cold, it's too cold, Wei Chi's fever is blurred—if his mind is not blurred, he will never be able to do such a thing—he hugged Ji Jingzhe's waist, and huddled himself into a ball as much as possible. Armiesai said in a hoarse nasal voice, "I'm afraid."

He felt that Ji Jingzhe touched his temples and cheeks with his lips, which made him feel very comfortable, so he hugged him even tighter.

He heard Ji Jingzhe sticking to his ear and saying: "Don't be afraid baby, it's useless to be afraid. Don't be afraid, I will accompany you no matter where, don't be afraid."

After his fever subsided, he never admitted it again.He refused to admit that he had taken the initiative to hug Ji Jingzhe, and said "I'm afraid", and laughed at Ji Jingzhe's whimsy, and even had hallucinations.

But in fact, he remembered that Ji Jingzhe said that he wanted to accompany him.

And he remembered Ji Jingzhe said to Gu Jiajia: "Life is the most important thing."

At that time, he was sitting next to Ji Jingzhe, looking at Ji Jingzhe's side face, when he heard this sentence, he thought of many fragments of the past.

And now, Ji Jingzhe is indeed practicing this sentence personally - don't be afraid of the unknown and future fate, but focus on the present life.He loves making tea, tasting wine, and spending an afternoon in those antique markets that Wei Chi saw as trivial... These things seemed boring and useless to Wei Chi in the past, but during this time—he himself admitted , I seem to have really become weak and "sticky" - as long as Ji Jingzhe clings to him and proposes where to go and what to do with him, he is generally not very good at refusing.

Together they revisited the city where they grew up together, and Wei Chi felt that he had found the long-lasting peace around Ji Jingzhe—the hometown that belonged to his memory, the old city, Chinese parasols, summer, and the smell of oranges soda.