Drug addiction

Seeing the seriousness on his face, Yan Ziqian frowned suddenly, he pursed his lips and nodded lightly, "Speak, I'll listen..."

"Then you have to promise me first..." Tong Yu's voice became softer as he spoke, he puffed up his cheeks, and added hesitantly, "Don't be angry, don't scold me, and don't...don't dislike me."

'dislike?Are you talking about committing suicide? '

Yan Ziqian was thinking in his heart, raised his eyebrows slightly and looked at his expectant little face, and still nodded in agreement, "Okay, I promise you..."

"I..." Tong Yu swallowed violently, hugged Yan Ziqian's neck tightly, lowered his head, not daring to meet his probing gaze, and then murmured the truth, "I once...suicide once ..."

'Fuck, what the hell is going on...'

Yan Ziqian rubbed his cheeks, suppressing the pain mixed with anger in his heart, but pretended to be calm and nodded again, "Oh..."

'oh?What's the reaction? '

Tong Yu felt strange, he raised his head and squinted his eyes to look at Yan Ziqian, and then asked tentatively, "You don't know...you already know about this, right?"

Yan Ziqian raised his eyebrows, and immediately put on a pitiful look of being wronged, "How could I know about this?"

"Then why aren't you nervous at all? Not surprised at all?"

Yan Ziqian licked his lips, and then laughed out of course, "You can sit in my arms safe and sound now, which proves that nothing serious happened to you at the time. Since you are fine, why am I nervous? Why? scare yourself?"

After listening to his explanation, Tong Yu lowered his eyelids and thought for a moment, then pouted and nodded, "You're right..."

Yan Ziqian took a breath in his heart as a way to relax, and then looked at Tong Yu's tear-stained eyes, "Then what? Why did you commit suicide? What happened?"

Tong Yu lowered his eyelids, and the scenes that made him sad played back unscrupulously in his mind, he bit his lip hard, and put his chin lightly on Yan Ziqian's shoulder, "My mother is marrying Uncle Yan Before, I had a boyfriend, and we lived together for more than two years, in fact, I know that my mother doesn’t love him, and my mother wants to find a stepfather for me to fill the void in my life...” He was dead Staring at the patterns on the sofa cushions, feeling the strength of Yan Ziqian's strong arms tightly wrapped around his waist, he chuckled lightly, but his eyes looked extremely sad, "Actually, that fat uncle behaved in front of my mother. It's very good, the smile is very gentle, and he is very considerate to me; even when we are not in front of my mother, although we have no intersection, we can still do not interfere with each other and live in peace. This is considered a harmonious relationship... However, the pair of children he brought..."

Yan Ziqian listened carefully to Tong Yu's narration. In fact, he wanted to thank Tong Yu and thank them for embracing each other at this time. Otherwise, he was really afraid that the terrifying look in his eyes would kiss his wife. terrified...

"What did they do?" Yan Ziqian said these words softly after a long time.

"Actually, I can bear what they do. As long as they treat my mother sincerely, I can accept whatever they do to me...but that day..." Tong Yu frowned fiercely , the pain in his heart made him forget how to speak...

"Treasure?" Yan Ziqian hurriedly pulled the dazed Tong Yu to his face, looking at that wrinkled little face, his heart twitched in pain...

"I'm fine..." Tong Yu pulled the corner of his mouth and showed a heartless smile, pursed his lips and said, "September 9th last year..."

"Last year?" Yan Ziqian frowned, with a faint premonition in his heart.

"Well..." Tong Yu's tear-filled eyes couldn't help showing joy, he held back the tears that gushed out and continued, "September 9th last year, I forgot what day of the week it was, anyway it was a working day ..."

"That day was Thursday..." Yan Ziqian looked at him with raised eyebrows, "I have a game that day..."

After listening to his words, Tong Yu pouted his mouth as if suddenly angry, and said angrily, "I forgot, I don't remember..." After finishing speaking, he gave Yan Ziqian a hard look, and turned his head to the side. While quietly continuing to talk, "I had been recuperating at home for a while at that time. During the day, apart from reading a book, I was chatting with Huizi, and the rest of the time was spent thinking wildly... My mother and that uncle left very early that morning. After breakfast, those two children are going to go to school, so I will go back to my room and prepare to take medicine..." Tong Yu paused, then looked at Yan Ziqian coquettishly and asked, "Brother Qian, do you know that I take medicine every day?" Do you want to take medicine?"

"Of course I know..." Yan Ziqian responded naturally, "Once a day, after breakfast, one white and one yellow..."

"The yellow one has been discontinued for almost half a month..." Tong Yu's heart felt warm after hearing his words, and he kissed Yan Ziqian's lips lightly, telling him the good news.

"I know this too..." Yan Ziqian kissed him on the chin, and said softly, "The yellow one is an anti-anxiety medicine..."

Tong Yu smiled, bit his lips lightly, and then said, "I took out two pills from the medicine box, and drank them with the water in the thermos cup... They changed my medicine before, so every time I I was always cautious when taking medicine, but that day, there was no problem with the medicine, but there was something wrong with the water in the thermos..." He blinked his beautiful phoenix eyes, and continued softly, "They put a bottle of water in my water glass. A sleeping pill..."

"And then?" Yan Ziqian asked anxiously, frowning.

"Then I fell asleep, and when I woke up again, I was in a taxi. The driver of the taxi shook me awake. He told me that I was here, and I got out of the car in a daze.. "Tong Yu may feel that he is too stupid, he laughed twice and continued, "The master didn't care about me at all, and drove away, leaving me with a nose of car exhaust, I was at least in a daze at the time It took me 10 minutes to figure out that the two children must have moved their hands and feet in the water..."

"Where did the taxi take you?"

"Dachang County..." Tong Yu looked at him with raised eyebrows, and said sullenly, "There are a lot of vegetable farmers in Dachang County, and the vegetables in my mother's shop are all bought there. I have been there a lot with her. time, so I know..."

"What happened later?" Yan Ziqian licked his lips and looked at him hesitantly, "How did you... go back to the city?"

"What do you think?" Tong Yu rolled his eyes at him angrily, "I don't have a mobile phone, I don't have a penny in my pocket, and it's impossible for a depressed patient to bother others... The only thing I can use I only have two legs..."

"What? You came back with legs?" Yan Ziqian looked at him in disbelief, his eyes widened and he swallowed hard. "It takes more than three hours to drive from Dachang County to our house. You have legs." If so, how long will it take?"

"I don't know, I just know that when I walked outside my mother's shop, it was already dark, and all the people coming and going were people from get off work..." Tong Yu was suddenly very depressed, and he breathed a sigh of relief , but the water vapor in the eyes rose up unsuspectingly.

Yan Ziqian felt that something was wrong, so he tentatively asked, "Aunt Fang... I feel so distressed..."

Tong Yu didn't respond to him, the expression on his face was still stunned, "I'm drenched all over, and sweat drips down my hair at the temples, I really want to hug my mother and cry, tell her that I am I'm so tired; or sleep in her arms, I think I can sleep for three days and three nights... But, when I stood across the road and looked into the store..." He stopped suddenly, dead He bit his lips desperately, as if he was trying his best to endure something, until a light tooth mark was left on his lips.

Yan Ziqian carefully held Tong Yu's little cool hand in his palm, and asked, "What did you see?"

"I saw my mother, that uncle, and his two sons and daughters eating dinner in a brightly lit restaurant, sharing food with each other, laughing and laughing, like a whole family..." Tong Yu said coldly, his face "At that moment, I felt that she was an accomplice. She finally made up her mind not to want me. I felt that I was abandoned by the whole world. I felt that life was meaningless..."

Yan Ziqian frowned and thought for a moment, then quickly said, "Aunt Fang...she won't..."

"Indeed, it turned out that my mother never abandoned me. It was the two children who told my mother that I might be sleeping after taking sleeping pills, so I didn't answer the phone..."

After hearing what he said, Yan Ziqian's brows were immediately untied, he smiled lightly, and then added to Tong Yu, "Bao'er, go on..."

But Tong Yu turned his head to the side and looked at him in distress, "Where did I say?"

"Hmm..." Yan Ziqian licked his lips, hesitantly reminded in a low voice, "You think... living is boring..."

"Yes, yes, yes..." Tong Yu nodded, sighed and continued, "I walked up the overpass directly facing the entrance of the hotel without thinking. Looking at the traffic lights in front, I told myself to wait until I jumped down when the green light came on, I really didn't hesitate at all, I was full of despair, completely in the mood of seeing death as at home...but..." He stopped at this point, raised his eyebrows and looked at it with some complaints Yan Ziqian.

"But what?" Yan Ziqian pursed his lips, hiding his smile.

"But I was pulled back by a big hand just as soon as I turned over the railing with one leg..." Tong Yu suddenly felt a little ashamed.

Yan Ziqian breathed out, lowered his eyelids and pretended to be casual and asked, "How did you feel at that time?"

"There are so many people coming and going on the overpass, only he pulled me back, I feel like I'm in a dream..." Tong Yu said this, and then gently took Yan Ziqian's big hand, his thumb spared no effort He caressed his palm gently, and then said, "His palm is very generous, and his palm is very hot, as if it can dispel the coldness from my whole body..."

Yan Ziqian pursed his lips lightly, "And then?"

"He is so strong, I was pulled into his arms by him, and my forehead hit his shoulder. He must be in good shape, with hard muscles, and it hurt me so much..." After finishing speaking, Tong Yu covered half of his face with his left hand and said, "I just covered my face and looked up at him, not even daring to move..."

"What does that person look like?" With a gentle smile on the corner of Yan Ziqian's mouth, he squinted at him and asked tentatively, "Is he handsome?"

"Hmm..." Tong Yu thought for a moment, nodded shyly, then cleared his throat and continued, "He is very handsome, no, he is very handsome... that face is sharp and angular, and his facial features are very delicate, His big eyes were piercing...but he kept frowning and looked at me ferociously, as if he was going to eat people..." As he spoke, he pretended to be aggrieved and pouted, "He saw I kept staring at him and started yelling at me..."

"How dare he scold you? What did he scold you for?" Yan Ziqian narrowed his eyes and smiled.

Hearing his words, Tong Yu thought for a moment, his eyes were filled with tears, but he still grinned stupidly and said, "He said, I didn't even want to die if I lost the boxing match today, you fucking die, you're going to die Get out of the way, don't get in the way of your mother and me..."

Hearing this, Yan Ziqian snorted lightly and then nodded knowingly, "It's what he can say..."

Tong Yu rolled his eyes at him a little angrily, and continued, "After he said this, he pushed me away from his arms, then turned around and left, and I kept staring at his back, waiting for me to react. He's gone..."

"That's... that's it?" Yan Ziqian frowned and asked, "Is there nothing else?"

"Yes, yes..." Tong Yu suddenly regained his energy, he grabbed Yan Ziqian's big hand and quickly said, "Brother Qian, do you know that I learned shorthand when I was in the third grade of elementary school, and I never felt it. It was so useful, the moment he turned to leave that day, I caught sight of the badge on his school uniform chest, I just took a look and remembered it all..."

Although the answer was ready to come out, Yan Ziqian still asked calmly, "What is written on the badge?"

Tong Yu stared at Yan Ziqian's handsome face, tears filled his eyes again, he pursed his lips, and said the answer softly, "It says on the badge, Yan Ziqian, Class [-], Grade [-], No. [-] Middle School Qian."

Quietly listening to him finish this sentence, Yan Ziqian smiled lightly. He had never thought he was so smart in his life, but as long as it was about his daughter-in-law, his mind seemed to be enlightened. Damn, guess what...

Slightly raising his eyebrows, Yan Ziqian pretended to look suspiciously at the tearful daughter-in-law, intending to tease him, "Baby, you can't be mistaken, after all...you only looked at that one... .”

"No, I'm not mistaken, I still have photos..." Tong Yu said, picked up the phone on the sofa, took out a photo from the album and put it in front of Yan Ziqian " I have no secrets with Huizi. I told him about it. He helped me check the student status files of all the students in No. [-] Middle School. All the information was correct. There was only one person in No. [-] Middle School named Yan Ziqian. The person is you, my brother Qian..."

Yan Ziqian only glanced at the phone screen and frowned. He must have been shy, so he immediately turned off his phone and threw it aside, "Fuck, this photo was taken when I was in the second year of junior high school, it's so fucking ugly It's..."

"Not ugly..." Tong Yu stared round and retorted, "I think he's handsome, very handsome..."

When Yan Ziqian heard this, he raised his hand to gently pinch his chin, looked at the flushed little face, "So we met like this a year ago..."

"Well..." Tong Yu nodded lightly, but then the anger rushed to the top of his head involuntarily, he bit his big hand as if he was a little angry, and said bitterly, "But you don't remember me at all, You only remember that foreigner who punched 180 pounds..."

"Bao, my baby..." Yan Ziqian looked at Tong Yu coquettishly, "At that time, all my emotions were on the matter of losing the game. Don't talk about that time, even now you put I've been told this, but I still don't remember it at all..."

Tong Yu wrinkled his nose and pouted his mouth, then asked, "What did you go there for that day? Did you go to see Uncle Yan?"

"Ah..." Yan Ziqian responded to him angrily, "That match that day was not mine, I was actually there to save it, who knew that a little bit of backlash would make him meet that foreign grandson, his mother He's a head taller than me, and his arms are thicker than my legs. After I got on the court, I was cut off by him before I could fucking punch... I was so fucking angry, After waking up, I didn’t have the nerve to go to Brother Qin’s store, so I went home, but when I got to the door, I found out that I didn’t bring the key. I called my father, and my father said that their team had to work overtime in the company for an urgent project. ...so I went to his office to get the key from him..."

After hearing what he said, Tong Yu nodded clearly, and then tentatively said to him, "Brother Qian, do you really not remember anything that happened that day? Even a little bit is fine..."

"Actually, I have a little impression of this matter, but I didn't see your face clearly at the time..." As he spoke, Yan Ziqian stared at Tong Yu motionlessly, and then frowned suspiciously." Did you have longer hair then than now?"

"That's right..." Tong Yu raised his eyebrows, and suddenly said a little shyly, "At that time, Huizi had already gone to the United States, and I was alone at home all day, and I was in a bad mood. I always like to think wildly, so I became more withdrawn and quieter Yes, I am very resistant to everyone, I always stay alone and don’t want to get in touch with strangers, so I only go to the barber shop once in a long time, or sometimes I cut it myself at home...”

Yan Ziqian nodded, and gently took Tong Yu's little cold hand and placed it in his warm palm, "Bao, I didn't have a brain when I met you, I was a fucking idiot, this matter May I apologize to you?"

"I don't want you to apologize to me, brother Qian, that's not what I meant when I told you about this..." Tong Yu squeezed Yan Ziqian's strong forearm tightly with his backhand, "I want to tell you, Don't say that you are a failure or a useless person; a person's success or failure does not depend on how many people he can keep around, but whether he has the ability to change the fate of those around him... Brother Qian, you dragged my life back. Without you, I would have died long ago. It was I who met you and changed my destiny, so you are a successful person, there is no doubt about it. ..”

Yan Ziqian felt warm in his heart, but his nose felt a little sore...

"Didn't you tell me not to think about those insignificant people..." Tong Yu pursed her lips, and boldly said, "Ms. Liu left because she was selfish, she didn't want you because she didn't have eyes, In Uncle Yan's eyes, in my mother's eyes, and in my eyes, you are unique and the best..."

"Daughter-in-law..." Yan Ziqian suddenly grabbed Tong Yu's slender waist fiercely, his eyes couldn't stop expecting, "I still say that, I don't care about them, I just want to know that I am in your eyes. What is it like here? To me, your thoughts are the most important..."

Tong Yu frowned, pondered for a moment, and summoned up the courage to say, "Brother Qian, you are my first love; you are the most precious treasure in my life; you are the belief that supports me to live; you are my baby, It's not a baby, but a baby, a baby that I would never exchange for gold and silver; you are still my medicine, the medicine that can cure me, without you I will be dying..."

Seeing Ke Ren'er in front of him saying these confession words with a blushing little face, Yan Ziqian was so happy, he cleared his throat, and looked at him pretending to be questioning, "You said I was you After I cure your illness, you won’t need my medicine anymore?”

"No, no, Brother Qian..." Tong Yu wrapped his arms around Yan Ziqian's neck, and said anxiously and shyly, "No, I'm already addicted, I'm already addicted to you. , I can't quit for the rest of my life..."

Yan Ziqian lowered his eyelids and smiled lightly. If he remembered correctly, this was the first time his daughter-in-law talked to him without being coerced and completely awake. Although he was a little excited, the opportunity was rare. How could Ziqian let him go so easily?

Pursing his lips and sniffing his nose, Yan Ziqian looked at his daughter-in-law with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and again committed the problem of knowingly asking, "Bao, what did you say just now that I am yours? It's not what, but what... .”

Tong Yu licked his lips, his small face flushed with shame, he raised his eyebrows and met Yan Ziqian's expectant eyes, and stuttered out two words from between his teeth, "Baby...baby... "

"Who is your baby?"

"You..." Tong Yu was guided by Yan Ziqian, and jumped into the pit step by step.

"Who am I?"

"Qian...Brother Qian..."

"Let's talk together..." Yan Ziqian ordered without blushing...

Tong Yu swallowed hard, his brows were slightly frowned because of shyness, but he still catered to him, "Brother Qian is me...my baby..."

His daughter-in-law's love words were like a catalyst, stirring up Yan Ziqian's restless heart in an instant, and his thick arms wrapped tightly around Tong Yu's slender waist, as if trying to tear him apart. Sparing no effort to suck at the corner of his mouth, licked the tip of his nose with a smirk, and then said ambiguously, "You told me to go to bed at night in the afternoon, didn't you lie to me? You said it yourself of."

Tong Yu raised her eyebrows and stared at the redness gradually rising in his eyes, her heart trembled twice, she bit her lip and looked at him shyly, "Brother Qian, I mean go to bed early..."

Seeing the hesitation in his eyes, Yan Ziqian narrowed his eyes immediately, biting his back molars fiercely, and the strength in his hands increased a lot, "You want to play tricks again, don't you? You fucking fuck me again..."

"Without Brother Qian, I won't play tricks..." Tong Yu puffed her cheeks, her face was burning hot, and she was too shy to look into Yan Ziqian's eyes, "The living room is too bright, I don't feel safe, let's go back to the bedroom Let's go, okay?"

Maybe it was because he was too happy, as soon as Tong Yu finished speaking, Yan Ziqian unbuttoned the top button of his pajamas, and then took a big mouthful of TY on his sexy collarbone...

Tong Yu's whole body was shocked, and she pursed her lips to forcefully suppress the masturbation that blurted out...

"Brother Qian..." After a long time, Tong Yu gently held up Yan Ziqian's handsome face, and met those big eyes that were already confused and fascinated, "Brother Qian, let's go back quickly, don't tease me." Please, please..."

Yan Ziqian was even more arrogant this time, his restless heart was already itching unbearably, but he still suppressed the blazing fire of YW in his heart, he held Tong Yu in his arms with his strong arms and walked into the room. room, gently kissed Tong Yu's small face, then swept his long legs, and closed the door tightly...