absolutely attracted

Gu Jinxing was sitting on the flight from city B to London, but his thoughts flew back to four years ago.

It was a very ordinary morning, the whole family sat at the dining table to eat breakfast, Qin Yi asked Gu Jinxing to finish the milk while eating, Gu Huaiwen went out to answer a phone call, and then came in with a sudden expression on his face and asked Gu Jinxing What good did you do at school.

A bad premonition welled up in his heart, Gu Jinxing raised his head and looked at Gu Huaiwen calmly.But Qin Yi couldn't sit still, "Gu Huaiwen, what are you yelling about in the morning, can you have a good meal."

"If you know what your good son has done, I'll see if you can eat well."

"Then tell me, what did he do." From Qin Yi's point of view, Gu Jinxing basically didn't cause trouble in school since he was a child, and he never made people worry about his studies.She is [-]% assured of Gu Jinxing.

"Just now the head teacher called and said that he had a puppy love with a male classmate at school, and he has been reported to the Academic Affairs Office!"

Qin Yi looked at Gu Jinxing in disbelief, and his voice was a little excited, "There must be some misunderstanding, right? Is it... Is it because of the recommended recommendation, some classmates viciously competed? Please explain, don't be afraid, I trust you."

Gu Jinxing sat there, but could not speak.He couldn't explain it at all, he just needed a confession.From Gu Jinxing's silence, Gu Huaiwen has already got the answer.Qin Yi slumped on the chair unacceptably, while Gu Huaiwen angrily warned Gu Jinxing, "I only give you one chance, I will suppress this matter, you and that male classmate will never contact again .”

"You're staying at home these few days, and I'll call a psychiatrist over to talk to you tomorrow."

"I won't break up with him. I'm not sick either." Gu Jinxing's stubborn eyes fell on Gu Huaiwen's eyes, and turned into provocation.

Gu Huaiwen rushed over and slapped Gu Jinxing's face, which made Qin Yi scream beside him.The picture began to become chaotic, Qin Yi's crying, Gu Huaiwen's cursing, the sound of the dinner plate being smashed on the ground, and Gu Jinxing's ears had a brief tinnitus.Then came the belated headache, a numb pain from the skin to the teeth.

Then his mobile phone was confiscated and he was locked in the room, and then a so-called psychiatrist came to give him "psychological counseling" every day. The two hours of sitting with the psychiatrist every day was the most tormented time for Gu Jinxing.Just as you can never wake up someone who is pretending to be asleep, you can't try to explain that you are healthy to someone who thinks you are sick.

No one knows better than Gu Jinxing that he is neither sick nor psychologically troubled.He has a completely healthy body and mind, and he likes a boy named Xia Baiwei openly.

The treatment results obviously did not satisfy Gu Huaiwen, and Gu Jinxing still did not compromise with Gu Huaiwen.But Gu Huaiwen was locked up at home for countless days, Gu Huaiwen agreed to let him go back to school, and returned his mobile phone to him.

The moment Gu Jinxing picked up the phone, he wanted to call Xia Baiwei and ask him if he was embarrassed by this incident.Unexpectedly, I received those two ruthless breakup text messages.

——Break up, Gu Jinxing.

——Maybe at that time, no matter who it is, I will nod and agree. You are just playing for fun, and I am just too lonely.

After suffering mentally and physically for several days, this is indeed the result.Gu Jinxing couldn't accept it, the phone was dropped on the ground, and he sat on the ground with his head in his arms.

He wanted to go to the school to question Xia Baiwei face to face, if there was anything they could face together, don't say such things.Unexpectedly, Xia Baiwei never gave him a chance to question him face to face.Gu Jinxing felt that Xia Baiwei was the most cruel person in the world, so he left him alone and left without looking back.

During that time, at first he blamed Xia Bai for being cruel, but in the end he found that he was not qualified at all.When he saw those words on Xia Baiwei's table, in the end he could only blame himself, for not staying by Xia Baiwei's side, for not being able to keep him.

After Xia Baiwei got things from the landlady's grandmother, he went to the supermarket to buy a lot of things. When he got home, he made himself a simple lunch.When I was in a daze on the sofa after washing the dishes, I received a message from Lin Yue.

Lin Yue: I heard that you left your job and went to England?

Xia Baiwei: Yes, yes

Xia Baiwei: All the drafts of Rose are handed over to my colleagues. It is a pity that I have not been able to see the finished book.

Lin Yue: Then you and Gu Jinxing?I'm sorry I ran into you at the restaurant before, but I didn't dare to bother you.I think you should get back together.

On the one hand, Lin Yue guessed that maybe they broke up again, but on the other hand she had hope, maybe it was because of some work that she had to temporarily fall in love with a foreign country.

Xia Baiwei entered and deleted in the chat box, deleted and entered again, and finally replied.

Xia Baiwei: It doesn't make sense for people who don't love each other to be together.isn't it?

As soon as Lin Yue saw the news, she understood that it was the worst guess.The mood was inexplicably mixed, but at the same time it was a little unbelievable, these were the words Xia Baiwei said.

Because in Lin Yue's view, Gu Jinxing and Xia Baiwei are two people who love each other.

Lin Yue: Maybe you have time to listen to a story about roses?

Xia Baiwei:?

Slowly a question mark came out, Xia Baiwei seemed to have a hard time understanding why Lin Yue suddenly told a story under such circumstances.But Lin Yue didn't seem to take it seriously, and called directly.

Xia Baiwei had no choice but to listen attentively, "You'd better tell me a story that will make me happy."

"I don't know if it will make you happy, but I thought I should tell you."

"When I was in my sophomore year, my boyfriend was doing an exchange student in the UK. So on Valentine's Day that year, I was going to sneak him a surprise. I met a guy on the plane, who was about my age. I mustered up the courage I talked to him and asked him what he was doing in England. He said he was going to meet his loved one because Valentine's Day was here. When I was playing with my boyfriend, in a coffee shop, when I came back from the bathroom, I saw that person again. He sat across the street from my boyfriend and asked if he could do me a favor and buy all the paintings that the boy who paints across the street has. My boyfriend is a sweetheart and a fellow countryman and immediately said yes. The man is giving money I even asked my boyfriend to help send a card. It said in English: I hope you can be happy today. I signed and drew a stick rose."

"On Valentine's Day the following year, I recognized him at the security check. I told him that we met on this day last year, and he said it was probably not a magical fate, because he would go there every year on this day. Britain, send a bouquet of roses to someone he likes."

"That man is Gu Jinxing, the man who sells paintings on the street"

"It's me." Xia Baiwei answered directly. To a certain extent, this matter has certain credibility, but to a certain extent, Xia Baiwei felt that it was outrageous.

"Lin Yue, how can there be such a coincidence in the world. You are really making me happy."

Lin Yue hastily denied, "I won't do such a boring thing."

"You should know better than me whether this is true or not. You receive roses every Valentine's Day. When you were painting on the street, a strange man generously bought all your paintings and gave them away. You a card."

"Because I have seen these, I feel that Gu Jinxing loves you very much. And you, I have seen the way you look at him, you love him too, don't you?" The so-called authorities are obsessed with bystanders, and Lin Yue, as a bystander, Only then did I feel even more regretful and undeserved.

"Why do people who love each other separate? That's the most meaningless thing in the world. Isn't it?"

It was Xia Bai's turn to be silent. He fell into his own thoughts and didn't say anything for a long time. After finally calming down, he asked Lin Yue, "Even so, it's what I did with Gu Jin. You Why do you care so much?"

"I..." Lin Yue sighed, "Maybe I don't care about you at all, I just want to relax myself."

"When I met Gu Jinxing on the flight for the first time and learned that the person he was going to meet was you. I was surrounded by guilt. My unintentional action caused you to separate. Love is the essence of love. It's not easy, and you are the kind of love with a smaller probability. I am afraid that you have put out more courage and experienced more hardships than ordinary lovers, but there is no good result. And I am a part of that evil result. "

Lin Yue's voice was a little choked, she wanted Xia Bai to apologize slightly, "I'm sorry, I seem to be too emotional."

"Thank you." Xia Baiwei didn't know what to say, even though he thought he was not such an emotional person, he was still moved by Lin Yue.When he feels the naked kindness and sincerity of another person, he always doesn't know how to respond.

Before hanging up the phone, Xia Baiwei couldn't help thinking about the first time he met Lin Yue, so he asked, "Why didn't you tell me when we first met?"

"You left too quickly, I didn't find a chance. Seeing you together later, I thought maybe there was no need to talk." Lin Yue explained.

Xia Baiwei couldn't help wondering if he would have left if he had known about this earlier.Those loves wandering in hidden corners, when picked up by others and handed back to themselves, did not lose their value under the cover of time, but touched the heartstrings even more.

If it is true as Lin Yue said, he and Gu Jinxing clearly love each other, then why did they separate?But he has already chosen to run away, so how can he go back and prove that the dust-covered affection really exists?Xia Bai raised his head slightly and sighed towards the ceiling, and then said regretfully in his heart, why didn't he bring back a few bottles of wine when he went to the supermarket today.

When Xia Baiwei was hesitating whether to go to the supermarket again, the doorbell suddenly rang.Xia Baiwei couldn't think of anyone else who would look for him at this time, maybe it was his mentor.

Wearing slippers, he ran to the door of the apartment, and the moment he opened the door, Xia Baiwei thought that what he opened was a space-time tunnel.

The damp and cold air flowed in from the outside, and Xia Bai, who was wearing home clothes, shrank his neck unconsciously.The man in the black coat put away the umbrella outside the door, and a voice that was no longer familiar rang in his ears, "Would you like me to come in and sit down?"

Xia Bai was slightly apprehensive at the door.It's raining in London, but the rain seems to be falling on the other side of the world, Xia Baiwei can't see the rain, he can only see Gu Jinxing's shoulder.