absolutely attracted

During the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school, Gu Jinxing accidentally fell while playing basketball and fractured his right leg. He stayed in this hospital for a period of time.

The location of Gu Jinxing's ward is very good, the fountain and green lawn can be seen from the window, and there are often people in hospital uniforms walking or sitting quietly there.

The first time I saw Xia Baiwei, he was sitting on the bench behind the fountain with his head lowered and his shoulders trembling slightly.

Gu Jinxing guessed that he should be crying. After a while, the people on the bench looked around, as if they were afraid that someone would notice him.

The moment he raised his head, Gu Jinxing could see his face clearly. Under the sunlight, his skin had a clear feeling, almost pale.The nose was also slightly red from crying, and the dark eyes were wet, looking very pitiful, reminding Gu Jinxing of the stray cat he rescued when he was a child.

After that, Xia Baiwei would sit on that bench and cry almost every day.Gu Jinxing always looked at him in a daze through the window, he thought, that boy seemed to be made of water, with so many tears.

Then I couldn't help but wonder what he looked like when he smiled.

Until one time, when Gu Jinxing was taking the elevator, the aunt who took care of him ran back to get something. When the elevator door opened, the boy held his hand on the elevator door, as if seeing that he was inconvenient and waiting for him to come in.

By coincidence, Gu Jinxing pushed his wheelchair into the elevator without waiting for his aunt.He saw a woman in a hospital gown standing next to the boy. Their eyebrows, eyes and face were very similar.Even if a woman is thin and out of shape, it is not difficult to see that she must have been a beauty in the past.

When getting out of the elevator, the woman touched the boy's head, and Gu Jinxing finally saw the boy's smile, his eyebrows were curved, very cute.

Is it that human beings are often prone to love and protection for beautiful and fragile items?Gu Jinxing thinks it is.He tried to use this principle to explain his abnormal behavior, such as often peeping at the boy through the glass window, such as secretly observing his behavior.

Sometimes even make several elevators a day, hoping to meet him.Gu Jinxing became very strange, but he didn't know why.

Until the day when he was discharged from the hospital, Gu Jinxing couldn't help but look at the fountain before getting into the car, and as expected, the boy was sitting there again.

Gu Jinxing threw the things in his hands to the auntie, and walked towards that place leaning on a cane, but when he was about to get close, he was inexplicably nervous.

Little by little, until his own shadow covered him, Gu Jinxing hesitated for a long time, took out a pack of toilet paper and handed it over, and whispered, "Come on."

The drooping head didn't lift up, and it took a while before he took the toilet paper he handed over.When Gu Jinxing turned to leave, he heard a faint thank you from behind.

He quickened his pace, a little inexplicably happy, but also a little inexplicably lost.

Unexpectedly, they could meet again.This time, he also knew his name——Xia Baiwei, which he had learned during the self-introduction session on the first day of school.

Gu Jinxing hates the self-introduction every time he starts school, only this time, he thinks this boring part is meaningful.

It has been a month since the last time I saw him, Gu Jinxing secretly looked at Xia Baiwei who was standing on the podium, his face was expressionless, he looked very cold and not approachable, even his voice was cold.

But Gu Jinxing couldn't help but think of his crooked eyebrows when he smiled, his pitiful look when he cried, and when he said thank you to him, his crying voice was very soft, as soft as a feather scratching his heart .

He couldn't help but follow Xia Baiwei, sometimes sneaking glances at him in class, sometimes getting close to him on purpose, and sometimes even having strange dreams.

Later, when he and Yu Zesongtuo were playing basketball on the basketball court, they accidentally bumped into Su Jiahe giving Xia Baiwei a gift in the stairwell.With the hand holding the basketball, for some unknown reason, he threw the ball over. It seemed that with a little anger, he precisely smashed the gift and brushed past Su Jiahe's feet.

At that time, he realized that besides his inexplicable excessive attention to Xia Baiwei, he might also have some vague possessiveness.

I don't want him to accept gifts from others, and I don't want him to get close to others.

Later, in the physical education class, because of Su Jiahe, Chen Kang went to trouble Xia Baiwei.When Gu Jinxing passed by, he only saw Xia Baiwei being punched by Chen Kang, his heart was burning with anger, he almost didn't think about anything, he just rushed over and kicked Chen Kang.He has never been a manic and impulsive person, but that time, he really lost his temper because of Xia Baiwei.

Gu Jinxing admits that he is dull. His parents' marriage is based entirely on interests rather than love. He grew up in a family full of cold violence and lack of love. He is always insensitive to strange emotions like liking or love.

But he is not stupid, he knows that he has very special feelings for Xia Baiwei.Until that rainy day, when he followed Xia Baiwei with an umbrella, and when he carried Xia Baiwei to the hospital.It was the first time he knew that he would love someone so much, and it was also the first time he heard that his heart could beat so fast.

It turns out that I like it. It turns out that the person I like at the first sight, after watching it thousands of times, I will only like it even more until I can't control myself.

"When was it earlier?" If it wasn't the first year of high school, when could it be? Xia Bai looked at Gu Jinxing suspiciously.

"I won't tell you." Gu Jinxing deliberately hung Xia Baiwei, and then showed a sly smile, "Unless, you kiss me."

Xia Bai hesitated for a moment, looked around, confirmed that the door of the ward was closed, and then slowly approached Gu Jinxing's face.Who knew that Gu Jinxing was one step ahead of Xia Baiwei, and kissed Xia Baiwei before Xia Baiwei could react.

"You can tell me now." Xia Bai was stunned for a moment, looking at Gu Jinxing helplessly.

"The one just now doesn't count. What I said is that it counts only if you kiss me." Gu Jinxing shook his head and continued to tease Xia Baiwei.

Xia Baiwei felt that Gu Jinxing was a little embarrassed, so he was so angry that he wanted to hit him, "Gu Jinxing! You!"

Gu Jinxing quickly tilted his head and pointed at his injured hand, showing an aggrieved expression, "My hand hurts so much."

This time, Xia Baiwei directly held Gu Jinxing's face, bit Gu Jinxing's lip, and after a while, parted slightly, raised his eyes and asked Gu Jinxing, "You can tell me now."

"not enough."

After Gu Jinxing finished speaking, he pressed the back of Xia Baiwei's head and continued to kiss. Unlike the simple and rough collision of lips just now, this time it was an aggressive kiss led by Gu Jinxing.When Xia Baiwei was almost out of breath, Gu Jinxing sent him away. He touched the water on his lips with his thumb, and said with a smile, "It's ready now."

Xia Bai blushed slightly, sat up slightly and continued to ask, "When was it before the first year of high school?"

"In the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school, I lived in the hospital here."

The summer vacation of the third year of junior high school?Xia Baiwei thought of a not-so-good memory of his own. At that time, Bai Junhua's cancer was terminal. Although she had been actively treated in the hospital, the serious illness still took her life away.He accompanied Bai Junhua in the hospital, and seeing Bai Junhua was tortured so badly by the illness, he couldn't help but sneak out and cry almost every day.

"At that time, you were always crying alone on the bench in front of the fountain, which was facing my ward. I should have noticed you since then."

Xia Baiwei was a little embarrassed, he never thought that Gu Jinxing would see him hiding and crying secretly every day.

"I also met you several times in the elevator. But you probably don't remember it."

Xia Bai was a little guilty, he really didn't remember meeting Gu Jinxing when he was hospitalized at that time, his whole being was affected by Bai Junhua's condition.

"The day I was discharged from the hospital, you were still crying on that bench, and I passed you a tissue." Gu Jinxing's tone was very flat, but because some memories appeared in his mind, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised.

Xia Bai's eyes widened slightly, "I remember this! So it was you."

Xia Baiwei felt a little embarrassed when a stranger found him crying, so he didn't look up.But he looked down and saw standing feet and a crutch in front of him.

"Do you really remember? Then what did I tell you?" Gu Jinxing looked at Xia Baiwei expectantly.

"Come on. You told me to come on." Xia Bai looked at Gu Jinxing's eyes slightly bright, "How, I said I remember."

At that time, Xia Baiwei was in sadness and fear every day, and he could hardly bear it. At that time, Xia Zhiyu used business trips as an excuse, and almost never went to the hospital a few times.

Sometimes, the kindness of strangers can really bring a lot of warmth, and it can be remembered for a long time.But Xia Baiwei never expected that the person who told him to cheer up and brought a glimmer of light to his dark life at that time was actually the person he loves the most now.

If the meeting point between him and Gu Jinxing was set in the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school, Xia Baiwei couldn't help but fell into deep thought about everything in high school after that.

It turns out that everything that happened in high school may not be fate or accident, but Gu Jinxing's "ulterior motives".

Gu Jinxing saw Xia Bai was stunned, and waved it twice in front of his eyes, "Why are you in a daze?"

Xia Baiwei still couldn't help asking, a little weakly, "Why do you like me?"

Why did Gu Jinxing's pure and grand love fall on himself.

"I don't know, there seems to be no reason." Gu Jinxing looked at Xia Baiwei directly, and said calmly.

"If I like you because you are good-looking, then I will meet more beautiful people. If it is because you are kind, then maybe I will also meet more kind people."

Gu Jinxing felt that there might be an absolute attraction in this world, just like Xia Baiwei to himself.He didn't like Xia Baiwei because of any qualities, but because this person was Xia Baiwei, so Gu Jinxing liked everything about him, good and bad.

"I don't know why I like it, and I can't help but like it."

"I only know that you are the best in the world, my favorite, Xia Baiwei."

Never thought the three words Xia Baiwei sounded so sweet, Xia Baiwei felt like fireworks exploded in his head, and after a short period of dizziness, he felt as if his heart had been filled with honey, it was so sweet.